Chapter 659: Desolate, Short and Long (85)

Yang Su's current age, twenty-three years old, has not experienced feelings.

Chang Linsheng is the first person on her **.

The two have known each other for more than half a year, and they have very little contact with each other, and they have been in love for less than three months when they are married to the present.

Yang Su asked himself, do you know this man named Chang Linsheng? What does he like to eat? What color do you like? What's the interest** good?

Do you know all of this?

It's not that he doesn't want to know, it's not that he didn't give himself a chance to know, it's that the time is too short.

Chang Linsheng asked her, did she believe him, or didn't believe in herself? Yang Su wanted to answer, it wasn't that she didn't believe him, nor did she not believe in herself. But there always seems to be something missing.

For example, she listened to Chu Qing talk about the entanglements between the two of them in the past eleven years.

Maybe the story is tragic or even heartless, but at least the protagonists in this story are him and Chu Qing.

has nothing to do with her Yang Su.

In fact, Yang Su still doesn't understand what **love should look like and what it can look like? How deep is Chang Linsheng's feelings for her?

After all, just as she didn't know about him, how much could he know about her? If you don't understand, how deep can this kind of ** be?

Yang Su suddenly realized that he had been entangled in Chu Qing's wedding ring, and he had been entangled in Chang Linsheng not proposing to him, but in fact, what he cared about was really not that ring.

She just felt that there seemed to be something missing in their marriage that could carry each other's emotions or her feelings.

Just like Chu Qing.

She insisted on not giving up Chang Linsheng for eleven years, what did she rely on? Chang Lin promoted her **?

Apparently not.

She relied on the wedding ring on her finger.

She may feel that as long as she is there, she feels that she is still Chang Linsheng's wife, and Chang Linsheng is still her husband. Their relationship is still the closest couple in the world.

Chu Qing was wrong, but she had a deep affection hidden in her heart, which she couldn't deny.

And Chang Linsheng is a very organized and focused person, but behind this concentration, there is also a ruthlessness.

Yang Su suddenly thought, if he accidentally made a mistake one day, would he treat himself so ruthlessly?

Look, this is how she feels now, she believes that Chang Linsheng is very ** herself now, but she feels that this ** lacks a container that can be carried.

She is afraid that one day the weight will sink so much that they can't bear each other, and the ** love will be broken and will disappear. She is afraid that this man named Chang Linsheng will leave you......

……

On the way back, both men were silent. Chang Linsheng hasn't spoken much since he heard her words.

In this regard, Yang Su's heart was very uncomfortable.

When he got out of the car, Chang Linsheng reached out and held her hand, his palm was very warm, and that kind of warmth made Yang Su's heart very uncomfortable.

Yang Su's eyelashes trembled, and tears almost fell.

Yang Su shouted, "Chang Linsheng! ”

Chang Linsheng turned his head to look at her and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yang Su bit her lip and said, "Are you angry with me?" ”

Chang Linsheng smiled and reached out to pinch her white face, "How come?" ”

"But you haven't spoken!"

Yang Su sniffed, and she said, "You haven't said a word to me just now!" ”

Chang Linsheng narrowed his eyes, and then said, "That's because I'm thinking and introspecting!" Susu, you're right, I haven't done enough to you, but you believe me, I will work hard in the future! ”

When Yang Su heard Chang Linsheng say this, the tears that she had been holding back fell at once, she felt that she was too bad and made Chang Linsheng sad!

Seeing this, Chang Linsheng stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, kissed the top of her hair and said, "Be good, don't cry!" ”

……

At night, the two of them took a bath and lay on the bed, Yang Su was wearing light pajamas, lifted the quilt and rubbed it in Lin Sheng's arms.

Chang Linsheng lowered his head and kissed her, Yang Su took the initiative to cater to her, and during the kiss, Yang Su's little hands were very restless, Chang Linsheng grabbed her, staring at her with dark eyes.

"Don't touch it!"

Yang Su pursed her lips, hugged his waist, pressed her little face against his chest, and closed her eyes.

"Actually, Chang Linsheng, I'm very **you!"

"I know." The man's hand rubbed against her shoulder, the round and white shoulder, and it felt very comfortable to touch.

"Because of you, I'm afraid of losing. I'm afraid that one day you'll not ** me. Then, like he did to Chu Qing, he was very ruthless, very ruthless. ”

"How so?"

"How not? Many things in this world are difficult to say, I have only been with you for more than two months, and there are countless more than two months in the future, what will happen, what will be encountered, no one can say. Getting married and pregnant feels like a process, but we seem to have completed it in one step, and this progress makes me feel uneasy......"

Yang Su's eyes flashed, and he said, "But I've thought about it again now." Our love ** is a little different from other people's love**. I thought, you may also want to give me a love **, but, you are thirty-three, there is not so much time, I should not use the standard of normal young people to love ** on you, you are special, and I ignore this particularity......"

Yang Su's little face came out of his arms, his face was red, and even his eyes were red.

She said, "Chang Linsheng, if I say that I will ** you for the rest of my life, then you will definitely ** me for the rest of your life!" ”

Chang Linsheng pressed against his forehead, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, he let out a long sigh, reached out and hugged her body tightly, he said, "Definitely." ”

But in fact, even if Yang Su can't ** him for the rest of his life, he will still ** her for the rest of his life.

In the past 33 years, there is only one Yang Su who has been on and before, how can he give up this ** mood?

No, you can't.

……

That night, the two of them hugged each other and slept together, it seemed that everything was back to the beginning, and it seemed that everything was developing in a good direction.

The next day is the last day of Chang Linsheng's work, and the two of them will go back to K City the next day to spend the New Year in K City.

Yang Su knew that Chang Linsheng must be very busy today, she didn't want to go to the office to harass her, she wanted to find Li Weihuan, Yan Chenqing and a few others to get together.

Yang Su called Li Weihuan, Li Weihuan had no problem there, saying that he would contact Yan Chenqing, Yang Su talked a lot and asked, how is Yan Chenqing now?

Li Weihuan paused and said, "This little girlfriend is quite persistent, saying that she will wait for Yan Chenqing, but eighty percent is out of play, as for Ding Zixi, I am afraid that this matter is a little complicated, and it is not possible to say it clearly in a few words......"

Li Weihuan wanted to hang up the flowers, but Yang Su stopped him, "Hey, you wait!" Li Weihuan, remember to bring your wife over, the wedding will be next month, you can't keep being cold! ”

Li Weihuan seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then hung up the phone directly and didn't speak.

Depend on!

Yang Su held the mobile phone and felt that this man was really ...... It's boring enough!

……

The meeting place is Shiratamamagawa's apartment.

Bai Yuchuan is still in K City, but Li Weihuan and Yan Chenqing both have the keys, and the location there is also empty, so the party is very suitable.

Chang Linsheng personally sent Yang Su, he was very worried about her, told her not to drink, and asked her to warn the bear children not to smoke!

Yang Su said, "Don't worry, where do I dare to smoke with them, I won't dare." ”

Chang Linsheng smiled, Yang Su's innocent personality was very popular with his friends, he could see it.

After the instructions, Chang Lin Sheng drove away, and Yang Su waved at him.

What she didn't know was that Chang Linsheng was still not at ease on the road, so he called Li Weihuan and asked him to help him take a look at Yang Su.

Li Weihuan felt quite innocent, especially when he heard Chang Linsheng's sentence "Aunt ......"

Li Weihuan felt that Nanxi and Yang Su were both younger than him, but they were both married older than him, but this "aunt", no matter which one he had, he couldn't call it.

Li Weihuan said, "Uncle Chang, I also brought my wife here, and I can only take it to watch!" β€œ

Chang Linsheng was silent for a few seconds and said, "So, your wife is also pregnant?" Does your second uncle know? Do you want me to give me a call to report the good news? ”

Li Weihuan: "...... Uncle, don't! I know, Susu will leave it to me! ”

……

When Yang Su went upstairs, Yan Chenqing, Li Weihuan, and Yimu had already arrived, so she was one of them.

Inexplicably, Yang Su's heart suddenly felt a little sad, in the past, Bai Yuchuan, Nanxi, Lan Qi'er, Zhang Mu, many of us were together.

But now, one by one, they have left, they have started a family, and they have a word and happiness.

It's a very uncomfortable feeling.

People who thought they would be together for the rest of their lives ended up separating, which is a bad feeling.

Yang Su tried to hold up a smile and greet them.

Yan Chenqing still looks so cool, and Yimu still looks very dependent on Li Weihuan, innocent and naΓ―ve.

And Li Weihuan, although sitting there with Erlang's legs crossed, still looks like a young master.

But it can be seen that since working in the Land Bureau, I have become much calmer.

Because Yang Su was pregnant, and because of the threat of Chang Linsheng's phone call before, Li Weihuan learned to be obedient this time, beckoned Yang Su to do it, and went to the kitchen to pour water for Yang Su himself.

Yang Su didn't drink a sip of water, so he went to the bathroom first.

In the bathroom, Yang Su shed tears, and the memories were sometimes very full, and they were inadvertently poured out at a certain time.

A few months ago, when graduation was approaching, when everyone got together to talk, they all felt that the separation was temporary, and they would get together more often in the future.

But it's just a blink of an eye: time is gone, and the fingertips are cold.

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