Chapter Twenty-Three: The Most Difficult to Accept the Grace of Beautiful Men
W.U8XS.Com u8 Novel Update Fastest Novel Reading Network Puzzled, Chun Tu had no choice but to put away the hairpin first.
She never asked her grandfather and father about her mother, Bai, after all, she didn't have a mother after crossing over, and the owner of this body didn't have a memory of her mother. Besides, the Chun father and son clearly don't want to mention it, so why should she expose the scars on their hearts? Especially for Chun Dashan. He is in the prime of life, and he looks great and handsome, but in addition to being designed by the Xu family, he has never remarried a wife, which is because he is worried about his daughter's anger, but it is not the long-term love for the dead Bai family.
For an ancient man, what kind of feelings could make him do this, and still have no regrets?
As a result, Chun Tu Ti now has a change of mind. She really wanted to investigate the matter of her mother-in-law Bai, and wanted to know how the Bai family and Chun Dashan achieved marriage? How did he die? What kind of person is she? Why is her presence a taboo? But where do you start? How can we ensure that my father is not sad?
I was sitting on the edge of the bed thinking about it when I suddenly heard a noise from the window. Not a knock, like the wind blowing, and like someone touching the window lattice, but quickly retracting his hand.
Her heart shook suddenly, and she opened her mouth, but her throat seemed to be blocked, and she didn't make any sound.
However, the people outside gently pushed open the window and jumped in, silently, like a dark shadow in the night.
Next time, remember to tighten the doors and windows, why do you always forget. She thought to herself, but she didn't drive the man away, she just sat there stiff, as if all the reflexes in her body had struck.
Faced with the Yaksha, from day one, she will always be overwhelmed.
"It's me who is abrupt." Yaksha's voice was low, muffled by whistling, "But...... It's windy, and it's too cold outside. "It's early winter now, and the northwest has begun to have a lot of cold winds, so it's really inhumane to let people who don't have martial arts go out in the middle of the night.
Chun Tu didn't speak. Just pull the quilt and wrap it around your body. She was really afraid of the cold, and he remembered that.
Yaksha returned his hand and extinguished the light. The two of them sat and stood in silence in the dark, and after a long time, Yaksha suddenly whispered without a head. "Remember, you don't owe me."
He didn't seem to know how to speak, but it was almost instantaneous that it was Nishiki who told Yaksha about the conversation he had with her that day. He came to explain. Just what do you want her to say? Stressed to get along with him? Such words are so unconscionable! Yes, Han Wuxing and Kang Zhengyuan helped her a lot, but Yaksha fought for her life every time. Not only that, but he had previously taken out important information about the Ying family. Later, he abandoned his own life talisman to keep away the knife that the emperor had put on her neck.
Three lives? It seems that the numbers have long been confused.
It is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty. For women. It's also hard to endure the beautiful man's grace. But, people are desperate to save her, can she still be suspicious of ignorance? Therefore, he prides himself on being sharp-tongued, but he can't say words of thanks or rejection. Either one, it hurts.
"Do you know what it's like to be the living dead?" Yaksha asked suddenly, as he lowered his voice. There was a mysterious feeling that made people tingle, and although he couldn't see it, he seemed to feel a bitter smile on his lips. faint, and weak.
"It's the same as you, Tu, the same as when you were locked up in a closed place. Darkness, all darkness, so dark that you think there has never been light in this world, and you are so desperate that death is happiness. ”
The tip of the spring heart, as if it had been stabbed quickly, was very painful, but it couldn't be caught. She is the one who stays away from the darkness and closure out of fear, while the Yaksha is in the darkness and isolation. Two diametrically opposed people, at this time, strangely but strongly resonated, as if facing the same fate.
"When you were in Youzhou, how could it be?" She asked.
He had been nearly buried in the snow that day, and to this day, she remembered his lifeless, wolf-like eyes, and his snow-white teeth that had suddenly clenched her fingers.
"The skill I practice is called the Divine Skill of No Delusion." Yaksha said bitterly, the memories painful, "Actually, the exercises are only the first to be achieved, and there is no great success. "How is he going to tell her that if he becomes a great man, he may not be able to control himself and will most likely hurt her?
"I was controlled by a shaman with sorcery, and I could turn into a demon and do anything unreasonable for him and the master behind him, killing people and eliminating dissidents for them. Should we be proud? I've never missed, no one is my opponent, as long as I get back to a safe place within a certain time limit after the exercise, and 'die' for a few days. I want to get rid of, as long as I die, can he still control my corpse? But I can't die, because my sister is in their hands. My sister is the only person in the world who truly loves me, and I can't let anything happen to her. But ten days before I met you in Youzhou, I got the news of my sister's death. Speaking of this, he choked up, which made Chun Tuyu inexplicably sad.
"I never sit still, so I have already made arrangements to secretly cultivate my own strength, and I also have my own sources of intelligence. The shaman threatened me that if I didn't obey, I would sacrifice my sister to the wolf god, that is, a living sacrifice. I've been secretly arranging for people to try to get her out. I'm on the verge of success, and you know how hard it is? But she didn't wait for me. His voice regained its composure, but it was as cold as snow that had not melted for ten thousand years. It was a bitter hatred and hatred, it was the pain of being hurt to the extreme, it was the coldness buried deep in the bottom of my heart, and in the end, even the blood froze, hurting others, but hurting myself even more.
"I don't blame her for not waiting for me, because sometimes waiting can be more painful than dying. However, she is still so young...... How could such a small person want to kill himself, want to end his life......"
Chun Tu couldn't listen any longer, and jumped out of bed and threw herself on Yaksha's waist. The same compatriots! The same siblings! What is the difference between the Yaksha and the one on the throne? They all have their own helplessness, and they all have to hurt. It's just that the Nakshatra never had a choice. She understands his heartache, and at this moment, she understands perfectly.
"Originally, if I didn't use my divine skills, I wouldn't have become a living dead. When I got the news that my sister had committed suicide, I was so excited that I felt a change in my body. I forcibly refrain from it, I want to break free from the spell of sorcery, and then the shaman will be devoured. No one can get away with manipulating me, because, I won't allow it! Yaksha's body froze, not softened by the embrace of the spring. Instead, it exudes a strong and fierce aura. He is so proud and honorable, he is the son of the wolf god, the kind of insult that is used as a weapon, the kind of days when he is fed as a dog, he endures but does not endure, and he will pay it back tenfold!
"The shaman may have sensed something, concealed it from them, and sent someone to hunt me down. Then. As long as I use a little martial arts, I can't control myself, and I can't speak, like a deaf and dumb fool with only a handful of strength. Yaksha spoke of the extreme pain as if it had nothing to do with him, "In order to avoid being hunted and surviving the episodes of the living dead, I had to mingle with the military slaves, because that was the only place where the shaman could not imagine me hiding. It's a pity that no matter how much I suppress it, spiritual animals like war horses and hounds still feel the ferocity in my body. So I was suspicious and attacked by the soldiers in the barracks. I didn't control my actions a little, and I hurt people. The consequences were fatal. ”
Haruka understands that this is why Yaksha became a "snowman" at that time! He didn't use magic skills, but because of the death of his own sister, the demonic energy in his body was stimulated. He tried to refrain because as long as he survived, the shaman who persecuted and controlled him with sorcery would be counterattacked, and he took revenge. It was a long process, lasting 10 days. He has been facing inhuman torture, not only on the **, but also mentally. And in fact. Later, Nishiki was able to get rid of the shaman easily, precisely because Yaksha successfully countered the old male witch. It's just that he was in the barracks at that time, and he fell short.
"So, you see, you never owe me." Yaksha gently pulled away from the spring and stared at her. Even in the darkness, his eyes shimmered with a dark blue light.
"At that time, I thought about how good it would be to give up, just sink into the darkness and follow my sister to the Huangquan Road. Forget it, isn't it just right to be sad to be born and bored to die? But you appeared, and I don't know how you woke me up, because in the state of the living dead, I can't perceive the outside world. But, I just felt you slap me, and told me to make this snowman look better. Yaksha laughed suddenly, and it was a flash in the pan, and the eyes of the spring tree that had adapted to the darkness could only see vaguely, but they felt extremely beautiful, and the iceberg melted and turned into spring water.
"When I wake up, it means that the shaman's magic has been broken. He tried his best to hide that he had become a waste, but how could I forgive him? You still say to me, 'Live'! And my life also means the death of the enemy. So......" his big hand rested on Chun Tu's cheek, and said a third time, "you don't owe me!" Tulip. It's never a gratuitous gratitude, because you unknowingly gave me a chance to get rid of it. You gave me freedom! Freedom, which is more precious than all life! ”
Chun Tu was surprised, and the heat on her body was fluctuating. Even though it was unintentional, it was nice to be able to help the Yakshas. She didn't know how much pain and suffering he had endured, and she didn't know what kind of darkness and despair he faced, but if he could get rid of it, there would be opportunities in the future.
At this time, the two were very close, so close that they breathed each other. For a moment, Haruka felt that Yaksha wanted to kiss her. But he didn't, but suddenly took a step back, and the breath of detachment was immediately exposed to the air.
"I saved you three times, and I didn't dare to say that I repaid your kindness, at least I didn't owe you anything. Tuo, I'm gone, take care. As he spoke, he disappeared as suddenly as he came, and as suddenly as he came, as when he came, and it was unstoppable.
Haruka immediately understood that Yaksha would not return, because she had decided to stay away, so she forced out his innermost secrets. He trusts her, but he will never have anything to do with her again.
Isn't that what she wants? But then she realized that she didn't know what she wanted. Today is her coming-of-age ceremony, and she is a big girl who can get married. But, on this very day, in the darkness, she burst into tears, as if she had lost something forever.
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