Leaving the palace without permission and killing people and killing people, any crime is enough for me to bear. If someone fanned the flames just right at this time, and another minister in the DPRK and China would be impeached, it would be difficult for me, the queen, not to be deposed.

Without waiting for Canghai to speak, I said again: "This is indeed a good plan, but it's a pity that it's a little hasty, this should be that you relayed my words to your master, so she was in such a hurry to do it, right?" "I said in front of Canghai: If the emperor is given a chance to punish me now, maybe the emperor will abolish me immediately.

Canghai's face was even more ugly, and he didn't speak, I smiled and said, "It's a pity, I have to disappoint your master, if it's something else, I don't dare to say it, but this matter is ...... The emperor will not abolish me for a non-existent matter. ”

Canghai said in a deep voice: "Did you forget? Just now Niangniang said that she was at the disposal of the emperor, and she has admitted this matter, no matter how much the emperor spoiled you before, it was all in the past, and now the emperor is not angry with Niangniang, and it is not trivial to go out of the palace without permission, even if Niangniang begs the queen mother to come forward, it may not be able to keep Niangniang safe. ”

"Well, it's really a good calculation, if these two charges are confirmed, does your master still have to add me a charge of 'stealing people out of the palace', so that the queen mother can't help me and send me into a place of no return?" What did the sea say when it testified against me? Didn't you say that if you leave the palace without permission, you will be infected with unclean things? What is this unclean? It's a dirty disease! I couldn't help but curse the viciousness of the envoy in my heart, and said slowly: "Then do you know, why did I know that you didn't deny it in front of the emperor when I knew that you didn't have real evidence, or defend myself?"

Canghai Fox glanced at me suspiciously, then withdrew his gaze, and looked straight at the green bricks on the ground, I got up and walked up to her, and said softly: "If I say this, the emperor has long known about it, will you be surprised?" ”

Canghai's face instantly became bloodless, and I smiled: "The matter that the emperor suppressed with his own hands at the beginning, if the old matter is brought up again, wouldn't it be that the emperor wants to slap himself in the mouth?" However, you are not sacrificed in vain, you would rather stay in Kunning Palace and die than reveal who your master is, this loyalty is very appreciative to me. I won't force you to tell who is behind you, you listen to what I say, right," I sorted out my thoughts and slowly said my guess: "If I can be abolished, that's the best, if not, I can't escape the crime of not being strict under the rule, anyway, this punishment is inevitable, but I have the queen mother to bear, I believe it will not be punished too severely, at most it is a penalty and a grounding, the day after tomorrow is the primary election of the show girls, and the second election will be ten days later, although these show girls are currently of low status, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not become the lord of a palace one day, not to be underestimated, If the queen is grounded, the emperor will let other concubines attend instead of the queen, and the concubine who replaces the queen can not only stand up in front of all the show girls, but also take the opportunity to win over the show girls, so that the show girls only know that there is her and do not know that there is me as the queen, so that even if I keep the back position, I will not be able to fight against it in the future. ”

Canghai glanced at me with a little surprise and said, "I didn't expect Niangniang to see it so clearly." ”

I was also surprised, "Did I usually do something that made you think I was stupid?" "I don't participate in these things, it doesn't mean that I'm a fool, I've read classics like "Golden Branch Desire" more than once, and the bridge section there is enough for these little girls in the harem to drink a pot, no matter how smart and scheming you are in ancient times, you are as high as the gold medal screenwriters who have seen countless classics and checked countless materials in later generations? Come with me, huh!

It's so tiring! I rubbed the corners of my forehead, which was a little painful, and said, "Speaking of which, even if you don't say it, I know who this person is." "There is only one person who can attend the draft ceremony in my place, and that is the mother of the most prestigious emperor of the Qing Dynasty! Is! I usually feel sorry for her poor short life!

Canghai didn't speak, I saw her behavior as acquiescence, and I couldn't help but ask, "Does that person really think I'm a fool?" ”

Canghai looked at the ground motionlessly, and just when I thought she would still be silent, she spoke: "If Niangniang behaves as sober as she does today, she won't watch the power fall." ”

I looked at Canghai with some unhappiness, is this why they think I, the queen, are easy to bully? Lost power? Who rarely wants what power? I am busy with this little thing every day, and I am not afraid of wrinkles growing in advance!

My head seemed to hurt even more, and I whispered, "You go out, I want to think about what to do with you." ”

Canghai smiled indifferently, got up and left, I stood in place, and after a while, the attacker walked in, the attacker's eyes were red, and it was obvious that he had just cried.

The attacker said sadly: "Master, why is the sea in the sea? Even if she knew about it, why did she do it? ”

I looked at her and said lightly, "What do you think?" ”

Raiders, Canghai, Qiushui and Xiangyun, Canghai is Concubine Tong's person, what about the three of them? Which house sent an undercover eyeliner? There are nearly twenty people up and down the Kunning Palace, is there anyone I can trust?

I waved my hand and said, "You go out first, and leave me alone for a while." I sighed and smiled bitterly, "At this time, nothing can happen again." ”

The attacker didn't speak, his face was a little solemn, and he said, "Master, what should I do with the sea?" ”

I looked at the attacker, and after a while, I said, "You can do it." ”

After the attacker withdrew, I let out a long breath, dizzy, just a step, one of my feet fell to the ground, I fell to the ground, I looked at the green bricks in front of me, a series of bitter laughter escaped from my mouth, a few drops of crystal water fell to the ground, that is my tears, my heart, far from being as strong as it seems, all the time, I have played the role of "grandma does not hurt, uncle does not love", the neglect of others makes me happy, do what I like, eat what I like, love the people I like, I almost forgot that the place where I stayed was the Forbidden City, the palace where there were so many rules that you would lose your head if you weren't careful, and the place where people ate people and swallowed all their bones. You don't count others, people will calculate you in turn, although I am not a figure on the cusp of the limelight, but I have a jealous identity - the queen, as long as I wear the queen's hat one day, I will be on guard against these harem concubines who seem to be gentle and lovely, but are actually like wolves.

Laixi is right, open guns are easy to dodge, and hidden arrows are difficult to prevent, but ...... Why use this method? Let the person I have always trusted, almost as a sister betrayed me, thinking of the sea, my heart is a burning pain, maybe this is the punishment given to me by God, the punishment should not underestimate this solemn, flower-like Qing harem.

Shunji, he must be very happy today, right? He finally took revenge, and finally let me, a "vicious" woman, know what it was like to be betrayed.

Thinking of Shunzhi, the grievances that have been held in my heart these days have poured out, why do you do this to me? Why didn't he hesitate to doubt me? I was wrong, I shouldn't have thought about changing history, but I gave up right away, didn't I? Even if Heaven wants to punish me, isn't it enough to let him leave me? Why do you want someone close to me to betray me?

I no longer have a trace of strength, my body slowly fell, let the tears continue to fall from the corners of my eyes, the cold ground is warmer than my heart at this time, I don't fight, people think I'm a fool, I fight, what do I have to fight? What do I want power to do without a lover?

Early the next morning, the Queen Mother sent someone to inform me that Laixi was moved to the Zongren Mansion for investigation because she took the palace maid out of the palace without permission a month ago, and the palace maid who was taken out of the palace by Laixi was expelled from the palace after receiving twenty court rods.

But I don't have to "ground" and I can't get out of Kunning Palace, I'm sick, not like last time I moaned without illness, this time I'm really sick, and very sick, the high fever does not go away, sometimes awake and sometimes comatose, the doctor changed three or four, but the cause could not be found, and finally the trembling old lady Li Xiaobai came to a conclusion: the depression in the heart caused the high fever to not go away.

Li Xiaobai's medical skills are undoubtedly superb, but compared to the dark Chinese herbs he prescribed me, I think I need a psychiatrist more, because I found out that I actually have misanthropic thoughts, is this a precursor to depression?

I have thought more than once that I will die like this, and when I die, there will be no more distrust and betrayal, and my heart will not ache. I'm dead, he should come to see me, right? Will he be sad? But even if he will be sad, presumably Wuyunzhu will gently enlighten him, and then let him forget me completely, no! How can this work! I haven't occupied his heart yet, I can't die now, I want Shunzhi to remember me for the rest of his life, even if I'm not by his side, even if I'm dead, a hundred years, a thousand years, I want him to remember me firmly!

This belief supported me to fight against the disease for ten days, until the morning of the eleventh day, I was finally able to sit up with my body, no one has come to see me these days, I seem to have been forgotten, the draft ceremony has ended, and Wuyunzhu was left in the palace by Shunzhi directly after the primary, without even going home to wait for the re-election. Concubine Tong also fulfilled her wish, attended the draft ceremony on behalf of the queen, and feasted all the show girls who were left behind yesterday on behalf of the queen. Let these little masters know as soon as they enter the palace that the real master in the harem is not me, the nominal queen, but the queen mother and Concubine Tong.