Bai Han's soft voice and gentle tone made Bai Ling's stiff body gradually relax, Bai Ling closed his eyes, and it took a while to react. [No pop-ups. Bai Han let go, and Bai Ling said, "Xiao Ling, there is something I have to tell you!" ”

Bai Ling, under Bai Han's comfort, had recovered, and seeing his mother Bai Han so cautious, he asked, "What's the matter?" Is it important? ”

Bai Han held her daughter's hand and said, "Xiaoling, since I was shot last time, I found that you have become very paranoid about some things; That's not the most important thing, and what's more worrying is that you have a bloodthirsty glint in your eyes, so I'm wondering what you've been thinking lately? What's hiding from me? ”

Bai Ling chuckled in his heart, broke out in a cold sweat, and said slowly: "Recently, I have often had nightmares, and every time I dream of you being stained with blood. This fear and helplessness almost forced me to want to kill almost everyone. ”

Bai Han's heart was sour and soft, it was all his own fault, Bai Han suffered physical pain, but let his daughter bear huge psychological pressure and pain, crying and said: "Xiaoling, you are stimulated because of me." The psychiatrist found by your father Xi is probably about to arrive, and promised me that after arriving in Hong Kong, he will definitely participate in the treatment. You're still young, you still have a great life, and you can't bask in what I'm going through. ”

"Daddy Xi also saw it?" Bai Ling asked in surprise, as if the most important thing in his heart was being peeped at and caught by someone, and he became suspicious!

Looking at Bai Ling, who didn't completely trust anyone, Bai Han said very painfully in his heart: "Yes, the last time the three of us chatted, the bloodthirsty light in your eyes, I and your father Xi both saw it. Your father said that you should have psychological problems, so he found the best psychiatrist from Canada to help you relieve your psychological burden. Live your life as fast as you used to. ”

"Oh!" Bai Ling lowered his head, not knowing what to say.

"Little spirit, don't close your heart. Your father and I, as well as your good friends, are worthy of your trust. Just because one or two friends have a problem doesn't mean that everyone has a problem.

Bai Ling raised his head. said, "Mom, I know. I will receive psychotherapy. Recently, I always feel as if there are two voices arguing in my head, one is the former me and the other is the current me; One is very soft-minded and can't bear to be cruel to people, and the other has a very extreme idea and wants to destroy everything. ”

"I'm sorry, it's all caused by me. Mommy I'm sorry for you! Bai Han said apologetically.

Bai Ling smiled and said, "Mom, you never have to say these three words to me, what I did for you was willing." As for the problem I have now, that's also my wish, I'll be fine, don't worry about me. ”

Bai Han felt that whatever was said below was all plain, and he just hugged Bai Ling tightly. As for Mrs. Zhou's mouth. It has long been forgotten by Bai Han to the back of his head. The most important thing now is the daughter, not the ones who don't want to be shut down.

After Bai Ling went out of his mother Bai Han's room, he returned to his room and thought carefully about his recent actions. More and more certain, I have a demon, but fortunately, I can control it now, it's not a big deal.

"Husband, when will that Dr. Steve you mentioned arrive in Hong Kong?" Bai Han asked, Bai Han was very anxious, if it was a physical disease, this was not under Bai Han's words, whether it was decoction or acupuncture, Bai Han could find an appropriate way to treat it; But for the psychological aspect, there is no way, so he can only prescribe a little soothing medicine for Bai Han to drink, so that Bai Ling's sleep is better. This feeling made Bai Han very uncomfortable, especially because he didn't control his daughter's condition, which made Bai Han restless.

Sid stepped forward and sat down, and hurriedly asked, "Could it be that Bai Ling is in that situation again?" ”

"Yes, and it has lasted much longer than before, I can understand that Bai Ling's condition is serious." Bai Han held his head and blamed himself, tears of pain flowed in his eyes, just now in front of his daughter, he didn't dare to vent his emotions arbitrarily, but in front of Xi Sid, Bai Han did not continue to be strong, and urgently needed to release his excited emotions.

Xi Side hugged Bai Han, stroked Bai Han's back, and said: "Doctor Steve, it is estimated that it will take another week to Hong Kong, and when we go back from City B, we can catch up, Xiaohan, don't worry, everything is with me!" ”

Bai Han lay on Xi Side's chest, and after crying for a long time, he slowly raised his head and said, "Husband, thank you, otherwise I really won't be able to hold on!" ”

"We are husband and wife and this is what I should do. Xiao Ling is my daughter and my friend, and she and I share a common wish that you will always be happy and happy. To unlock the bell, you have to tie the bell, so I think since we know that Bai Ling is like this because he cares about you; If you are in good shape, or if you will not have any accidents in the future, it is the best medicine for Bai Ling. Xi Side analyzed carefully and said, because he knew Bai Ling, he knew the root cause, and he also knew that the most fundamental treatment method was on Bai Han's side. Even Xi Side guessed that if Bai Han was fine, then even if Bai Ling had a shadow in his heart, it would not be much.

Old Man Lin also noticed the subtle changes in Bai Ling, so after eating at noon, Old Man Lin called Bai Ling to the study and asked, "Xiao Ling, do you have any thoughts in your heart?" ”

This question is asked very tactfully, not like Old Man Lin's Jin Ge Iron Horse, straightforward character, but in front of his granddaughter, Old Man Lin will unconsciously lower his figure.

Bai Ling rarely entered Old Man Lin's room, especially after returning from Hong Kong this time, Bai Ling once brought tea to Old Man Lin, and as soon as he entered the house, his eyes couldn't help but stare at the red tasseled knife hanging on the wall. It seemed that a voice was constantly calling Bai Ling, letting Bai Ling get closer, but Bai Ling's willpower resisted.

This time Bai Ling entered Old Man Lin's room again, Bai Ling couldn't control himself, walked straight forward, and involuntarily stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the big knife. Old Man Lin felt very strange, didn't his granddaughter always scoff at this big knife, and never took the initiative to touch the big knife.

Old Man Lin took a few steps forward, came to the front of Bai Ling, and asked, "Do you want this knife?" ”

Bai Ling didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard Old Man Lin's words, he still walked forward slowly, and Old Man Lin noticed Bai Ling's strange appearance, his eyes were blank, as if he had no soul, and walked forward indifferently.

Old Man Lin grabbed Bai Ling and said, "Bai Ling, what's wrong with you?"

Because Old Man Lin's hand strength was so strong, that Bai Ling let out an "ah" in pain, and it took a while to react, and he frowned and said angrily: "Why are you pinching me?" ”

The tone was unfamiliar, almost like Bai Ling's words.

"Xiao Ling, what were you doing just now? When I ask you, you don't seem to hear me! Old Man Lin hurriedly said.

Bai Ling thought hard, but couldn't figure out what he was doing just now, and suddenly felt a pain in his head, squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, and said uncomfortably: "Grandpa, I don't know what I was thinking just now, as if that big knife had a kind of magic power, attracting me closer." Really, it's not that I want to get closer, there's really something dominating me! ”

Old Man Lin let go of Bai Ling, took out a red cloth, and covered the red tasseled knife on the wall. Bai Ling immediately felt that his head didn't hurt so much, sat on the chair on the side, and said slowly: "Grandpa, my mother said that there was a bloodthirsty light in my eyes, and I gradually felt a little unable to control my emotions, sometimes my mind felt blank, and my mind was disordered, and I always wanted to kill all the people who hurt my mother Bai Han." Because occasionally a voice comes to mind: "Kill him!" Kill him! "I know who he is, it's Shi Jinghai."

Old Man Lin was secretly surprised and asked, "Are you sure you have a voice in your head?" ”

Bai Ling nodded and said, "Sure!" Because it only appears occasionally, and I thought it was a hallucination, that I was blind to myself. But today's mother's words made me think a little more, do I have demons? I feel like it's not just a psychological problem, it's something trying to control me! ”

Old Man Lin looked at the knife in his hand and thought a lot. How many people this knife killed, it is estimated that even Old Man Lin can't remember clearly. Since the victory in the Liberation War, the knife has been put away and placed on the wall. This knife has always been quietly hung on the wall, until more than ten years ago, after the old man Lin fell ill, every time he came to the study, he would always feel a voice in his ear saying, "Kill yourself!" Kill yourself! ”

Old Man Lin was raised from a cowherd to a great leader of the dictatorship of the proletariat, and naturally did not believe in the existence of ghosts and monsters in the world, and only attributed this abnormality to physical discomfort and hallucinations. And the old man Lin thinks that he didn't die on the battlefield, and even in the face of illness, he didn't show cowardice, and only a coward would commit suicide. It wasn't until later that Bai Han helped Lin Lao cure his illness and his body gradually improved, and the voice gradually disappeared.

This time, I heard my granddaughter Bai Ling say that there was a voice in her ears, so Old Man Lin had to think about it more. Bai Ling is in good health, there is no problem, there is no possibility of auditory hallucinations, coupled with previous experience, it is certain that the voice should exist.

"Xiao Ling, you mean this knife is talking to you?" Old Man Lin asked curiously.

Bai shook his head and replied, "I don't know! It's just that I want to be close to it! Barely able to control yourself! ”

Old Man Lin found a red sandalwood box, put the beloved red tassel knife on the wall into it, covered it with a red cloth, and had a plan in his heart, do you want to find a monk to see what is going on with this knife!

"Xiaoling, it's okay. I'm going to find someone to see what's going on with this knife, don't go anywhere now, relax your mind, it's convenient to protect yourself! Old Man Lin comforted. (To be continued)