Chapter 014 Choice

This sentence made Dong Xiaokui even hold her breath. Xu Er also remained motionless, his hands propped on her sides. The two maintain a strange and ambiguous posture.

The wind outside the house became loud again, whirring and whirring, one after another. After the lightning receded, the yellow street lamp finally let in a faint light from outside the dark green curtains.

In the dark night, his face can only see the good-looking outline, the facial features can't be seen clearly, and the quiet and deep eyes can't be seen. However, his aura was wafting around Dong Xiaokui.

She smelled his scent, like the sunshine and warmth of the mountains on a summer afternoon, the plants emanating from the fragrance mixed with a hormonal wildness.

The two of them were so strangely stalemate for a long time before he slowly turned over and lay down beside her, and whispered, "Sleep." ”

Dong Xiaokui exhaled a breath and relaxed a little, so he moved slightly to the inside of the bed and distanced himself a little. Xu Er moved in, next to her, leaned sideways in her ear, and whispered, "Don't think about it." It's just not suitable here. ”

"Whoever thinks too much, go back to the house and sleep." Dong Xiaokui kept moving inward, thinking of the scene just now, it was chaotic.

"Not going back. I'm sleeping here. Xu Er pulled the thin quilt to cover the two of them, and his hand was still holding her hand.

She wasn't afraid of anything else he would do. After all, she had seen this man's endurance, and if she really wanted to do something, she would not be perfect. Moreover, he has always been the Lord of the same word, and he said that if he does not touch her, he will not.

However, if he slept here, he would probably be found by his mother or brother. And the relationship between him and her has not yet developed to the point of being announced to his family.

"Please, go back to sleep." Dong Xiaokui pushed him a little pleadingly.

He put his arms around her and said, "No, go to sleep." Well, don't worry. I'm not going to make it hard for you. ”

She shook her head, showing distrust, and insisted that he go back. He naturally refused, and said with some displeasure: "Everyone knows what I Xu Zhonglin said." How have I broken my word to anyone? ”

"Life is always full of surprises." Dong Xiaokui replied.

"Then we should cherish life even more. Just tell your mom: I'm the man you love. Xu Er replied, a little scoundrel.

When Dong Xiaokui heard this, she was a little angry and said, "You know it's not the right time." ”

Originally, both of them knew that it was not the right time, but both of them were stubborn and awkward. Especially when Xu Er heard Dong Xiaokui say this, he was even more unhappy. Half-supported at once, he asked, "I'm just so you can't speak?" ”

"Hey, you're unreasonable. You know I didn't mean that. Now is not the time. Dong Xiaokui was also a little angry. This man is reasonable to everyone, but he is often unreasonable to her.

"I put you to sleep. When the raw rice is cooked, it's time. Xu Er said coldly, not like he pressed his throat just now.

Dong Xiaokui heard him say so loudly, hurriedly reached out to cover his mouth, and whispered, "Be quiet, my second son Xu." ”

This move seemed to make Xu Er even angrier. He hugged her, lay down on her again, chuckled, and said, "It seems that I didn't sleep with you, you are indeed unsteady." Originally, I thought it wouldn't be suitable here. Although it is somewhat ** exciting. But in the end, I'm afraid that you will leave a bad memory. Now it seems that it is imperative. ”

This sentence completely scared Dong Xiaokui. Listen to him and mean to come for real. And she was really unprepared, especially at this moment when the future was bleak, and he didn't give her an affirmative answer.

She began to push him, shouting, "Zhonglin, you can't do this. ”

"Who is this son going to sleep with, no one has told me that he can't." Xu Er seemed to be really angry and said such a thing.

Her heart ached, and she knew that he was really angry. However, she couldn't say it, and she went along with him.

In the past years, she has fallen many times, and the experience of falling has taught her that she cannot be easily willful, because she does not have many resources. She wants to use these limited resources to live the kind of life she wants—a quiet and peaceful life, a husband and children, and a quiet life to watch the years.

She wanted this life, this life where she could see happiness coming. Now, there is no sign that happiness will come in this scene with Xu Er. Although, she is actually involuntary with him, and his every move has controlled her joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

Therefore, Dong Xiaokui, who has always been brave and decisive, has many considerations in dealing with the relationship between him and her after meeting Xu Er, and is always cautious. Because she knows her heart well, she doesn't want to lose this man.

Dong Xiaokui is afraid of making a mistake and losing the whole game. She wants to work hard in secret, and then reach a suitable state, the right time, if at that time, he is sure that he wants her, she is willing to give everything to smash the pot for each other.

Now, it really can't be the time. Whether it is for the Xu family, or her mother, or herself. If there is really a physical entanglement between them, it will not be so simple to deal with things in the future.

So, she shouted almost pleadingly: "Zhonglin, you know you can't do this. ”

"I don't know anything. I only know that no one can stop what my son wants. He said coldly. Reach for her pajamas.

The man was furious. Dong Xiaokui's heart suddenly turned desolate. With her understanding of him, it was useless to say anything at this time. So, she simply stopped struggling, because struggling was pointless.

If he calms down, it would be good to let her go. But if he insisted on her, that would be it.

Originally, I liked him. Getting along with him like that is actually no different from a lover. She was accustomed to his breath, loved his hugs, loved his kisses, loved sleeping in his arms. When he is not around, he will feel empty, a little lost soul.

So, she closed her eyes. Feel his fingers slicing over her skin, like plucking the strings of a guzheng, all the way through, sparks and prairie fires, like a song transforming. His kiss fell between her eyebrows, as soft as a falling flower in a dream, silent, blurred and intertwined with light and shadow, but so beautiful that it made people cry.

In his wordless treatment, there is supreme pity and love in his fingertips, kisses, and hugs. She could clearly feel that this man cared for her so much. So, unconsciously, I shed tears.

In her vague consciousness, she sighed and muttered, "I cherish you too much, so I was careful." I'm just afraid that if I am too impatient, you and I will not be able to achieve good results. I hated you, and I was afraid that I would want to erase all the memories of knowing you. That's how sad it is. ”

This sentence made him pause for a moment, and then, he leaned down and kissed her lips, inch by inch, lingering to the extreme. Finally, he straightened her clothes, put her in his arms, covered the quilt, and said to her, "Sleep." ”

Dong Xiaokui still closed her eyes, feeling that there were some things that had to be explained clearly and asked clearly. So he said, "On the day I went to Q University, your eldest brother looked for me." ”

"Hmm." Xu Er replied, not saying whether he knew or not, and then asked, "So what?" ”

"He said you had someone betrothed." Dong Xiaokui tentatively threw the bombshell out, wanting to see his reaction.

As soon as these words came out, Xu Er's hand shook slightly, he didn't speak, and he was still lying like that.

"She must be a good woman." Dong Xiaokui asked.

"It's okay." He was concise and to the point, and his tone was a little cold.

"It must be suitable." She said that her heart had cooled a lot.

"The right door." Xu Er said calmly, his words were like gold.

Dong Xiaokui was silent. The truth of "the right door" is understood by everyone. It is not only about the equality of wealth and status, but also about the mutual understanding of ideology. Back then, when she watched "The Family of Gold Powder", she always wondered how Jin Yanxi and Leng Qingqiu's original vigorous love fairy tale could have come so hard. It's not anyone's fault.

The fault is that the door is not the right door. Leng Qingqiu takes too much fancy to herself, is too cold, and has a lot less warmth and care for Jin Yanxi; And Jin Yanxi, as a rich son, naturally has his own problems, and what he plays and eats is not something that Leng Qingqiu can understand and recognize.

And how much gap is there between himself and Xu Er? Dong Xiaokui didn't know. It's just that at this moment, she hated the ancestor of the Dong family that she was proud of before-the ancestor of the Dong family, who has been demanding a low-key life for generations.

She was a little stupid to think that if the Dong family had never been so low-key, it would also be the right person for his Xu family. So, why today? It's just that none of that can happen.

After a moment of silence, she couldn't sit still. asked, "I know you too." ”

"Really?" Xu Er still hugged her, and his tone was still calm.

"You are a responsible person, and you would rather suffer yourself to protect the honor of your family and the interests of the country. Always desperate like that. She whispered softly. The tone became more and more distressed. Just think about how much she's sacrificed for this, and she can't be indifferent.

"So what?" Xu Er's tone was calm.

But Dong Xiaokui heard a little displeasure from this calm. She sighed softly and said, "There are some things that you and I understand. Last time, I know the purpose of you taking me to Chen Shao's other courtyard. ”

Xu Er was silent, probably true. He really had that idea of letting her be such a woman and follow him. However, he didn't do that after all, otherwise, he wouldn't have let the incident in the parking lot happen, and he wouldn't have provoked the old man of the Xu family to go to the hospital, let alone provoke Xu Da to come to talk to her in person.

After a while, he whispered, "You blame me"

"I never blamed you. All the mistakes are nothing but the fault of the situation and the fault of fate. Dong Xiaokui said slowly. I also think that the barrier between them is just a secular barrier. Including the woman who is engaged to Xu Er.

"No matter how perfect everything is. All we have to do and can do is to mend the 'wound' and blossom into the wound. You know? Xu Er hugged her and let her rest on his chest, gently rubbing her short hair like a father who pitied his daughter.

His words have always been philosophical. He seemed to have known her from the beginning and was teaching her all his wisdom.

"I know, so, even though I'm occasionally decadent and pessimistic, but not until the last minute. I never give up. Dong Xiaokui replied.

Xu Er picked her up, rubbed her broken hair, and said, "You have to remember what you said." ”

"I never forget what I said." Dong Xiaokui replied that she knew that this sentence was close to a promise.

"That's good." He chuckled. Dong Xiaokui's heart ached faintly, because she finally couldn't hold it back and wanted to ask him this. She asked slowly, "If you had to choose between your family and me, who would you choose?" ”

As expected, Xu Er chose to remain silent. Yes, this should be Xu Er, and the honor of the family is above all else. She knew the result, but she was still a little sad to face it. However, then she was glad that he had chosen this one. So, at least he is still the man with absolute power and absolute majesty, or the man who shines brightly even if he is as calm as water.

Well, that's the best answer. She put her arm around him, smiled lightly and said, "Sleep, you have something to do tomorrow." ”

Xu Er still didn't say a word, just hugged her tightly, then let go again, and slowly walked out of the house. ......

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