306 Is this a change of scenery?

Inside the hospital.

Mai Gu shook the water on his head like a puppy, arched his hand to Mu Yuan, and continued to go back to take his bath, ready to see his wife and his sons cleanly.

Mu Yuan stood still, unable to decide whether to leave or continue to meet with Ping'an.

Let's go? For some reason, my feet felt like they were glued to the ground, and I couldn't move at all.

Don't go, right? There doesn't seem to be a need to stay.

Now that Ping An is a private person, just like a commoner, he naturally can't go back to business. Can it be a private matter? Is there any privacy between them? The point is, is he still confident to have it?

Just as he was hesitating, he saw a person break in outside the door, holding an oiled paper bag in his hand, and the aroma of roasted sweet potatoes overflowed, which soon spread to the entire small courtyard.

And seeing the situation in the courtyard, especially seeing several brothers from his own army, Su Ya was dumbfounded.

"You're here?" He swallowed.

"Obviously." The lieutenant glanced at Mu Yuan and said.

"I arrived at the Zhidan military station in the morning, the water and rice were not stained, I really couldn't bear it, and I thought that the Lord had nothing to order, just to buy some food to eat......" Su Ya explained to Mu Yuan with a crying face.

The general of his family and the commander of the Xiang army entered the courtyard, and the mustache and several of the general's retinue were guarding outside the courtyard, and he went to find something to fill his stomach.

Unexpectedly, this is a change of scenery?

However, Mu Yuan didn't even have the intention of punishing Su Ya, so he saw Qiu Xiang and A-Ying walking out of the small study, and made a gesture of "please", only secretly relieved, it seemed that Ping An had helped him make a decision. But as he walked inside, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous, as if he had done something wrong with Ping An behind his back, even though he hadn't.

And when he entered the small study, there were three parties in the courtyard, nearly thirty people, plus doctors, midwives and maids, etc., they looked very cramped, and kept staring at each other.

"Why don't you eat them all?" In order to resolve the embarrassment, Su Ya raised the roasted sweet potato blankly.

As a result, he didn't move, but the mustache snatched it away, "The good intentions of the adults of the forbidden army, then I'm not welcome." As he spoke, he took a bite and didn't peel the skin, but passed it directly to the next brother, and then coaxed people out like chickens.

"Let's go and eat outside. My wife had just given birth and needed to rest. The divine doctor and General Mu also have important matters to discuss, so they must not be disturbed. Walk around, all roll neatly. Others, what should they do, what should they do. Did the Lord pay you to make you stand and be stunned? Ouch, our lady's medicinal soup needs to be cooked. He said again and again, and he was reasonable, so even those who didn't deal with him obeyed silently.

In an instant, calm returned to the small courtyard of the medical hall, but unfortunately the atmosphere in the study was very tense.

Zhao Ping'an glared at Mu Yuan angrily, making the latter anxious and a little uncomfortable.

"Big Long ......"

He originally wanted to say goodbye, but before he said two words, Zhao Ping'an interrupted him and said, "Mu Yuan, do you think that a person can make mistakes?" What happens when you make a mistake? ”

Without waiting for Mu Yuan to answer, he continued, "If a person is not a sage, who can do nothing." Knowing that mistakes can be corrected, and good is great. Saints, don't they all say that? I can't hold mortals to the standards of saints, but can't you really forgive me? ”

"I ...... And I don't really blame you. Mu Yuan spoke, speaking with difficulty, but from the bottom of his heart.

It turned out that deep down in his heart, he didn't complain about her, even if the injury, the pain, and the unforgettable, like the softest part of his heart were piled up with needletips, and every movement was bloody, and the pain was unbearable.

"But you can't accept me anymore, can you? Even I don't know if what happened in the past really happened and why it happened, are you so sure that what you see is the truth? ”

Mu Yuan was shocked, looked at Zhao Ping'an's calm but sad eyes, and suddenly felt heartache.

yes, how could he be sure it was true?

Even if it's true, there may be some unspeakable addiction back then, or some huge misunderstanding!

He just paid too pure sincerity, and suddenly saw such an ending, so he couldn't accept it, and he was blinded.

"Do you really believe in past and present lives?" Zhao Ping'an asked.

"Then you tell me, is there a past life and this life?" Mu Yuan asked dryly.

Zhao Ping'an nodded, she couldn't deny it, and she didn't want to deny it.

She wanted to win Mu Yuan back, and she also thought about the whole thing many times. In the end, she found that her life, Mu Yuan's cognition, seemed to have been stolen by the hand of fate, and it was generally right, but the focus was vague.

But those vague places are often the most real truth, and the most critical key is the root of determining right and wrong.

Motivation often trumps results.

"So can you sit down and tell me what you see?" She earnestly demanded.

Mu Yuan hesitated, and finally said slowly, "You married me, you don't love me, you killed me." ”

It's only three sentences, but it's his life!

He was reluctant to say that he had done so much for her, almost everything he could. What's the point? That's what he willing, and he doesn't ask for anything in return, and he doesn't want her to be grateful. He just loved her, so much so that he was willing to die for her.

And in fact, he did.

"What you see is Mu Yao's memory, his perspective, not your own." Zhao Ping'an said sadly, "From my point of view, I did marry you and kill you, but I don't know if I love you." ”

She took a deep breath, "I can't recall it for the time being, so I can't give you an accurate answer." It's like I don't think I could have ordered you to be executed, and in that tragic way, but I couldn't find evidence to refute it. And you, Mu Yuan, you can't 'see' from an angle, you can only judge, after all, only me and your third brother are reborn. ”

"What do you want me to say?" If what you see is not the truth, how do you listen to your inner voice?

"I don't know, everyone has their own way." Zhao Ping'an shook his head, "I just think, assuming everything is true, it is already a matter of the previous life, why don't you give me another chance?" In the previous life, in the previous life, it is equivalent to another person, another fate, why don't you ask me how I feel about you now? Even if I'm wrong, can't I turn back? ”

"I don't know, I don't know either." Mu Yuan shook his head, only feeling that there was a trace of stubborn distress like an invisible vine, quietly entangled in his heart, growing rapidly, as if he couldn't pull it out.

He subconsciously stepped back, as if he wanted to stay away from Zhao Ping'an, which made Zhao Ping'an suddenly angry, and his eyes were red, "You are also wrong, Mu Yuan!" You are so indifferent to me, but because you know the secret of my rebirth, and you learned some things about your previous life from your third brother. But you only remember my mistake, but you forgot that in your previous life, you also married other women, and you married Su Meihua! ”

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People in love have zero IQ? The more I love, the more confused I become.