Chapter 194 Lies

There was a deep pain in his voice. A kind of self-deprecation, and a moth to a fire determination, his hands hugged her tightly, his eyes were firmly fixed on her, his pain, his determination, his affection, his firmness was conveyed to the bottom of her heart along his burning gaze, such deep feelings, she was moved, and her heart ached.

At this time, Ah Xing couldn't wait to throw everything into his arms, telling him that she had never betrayed him, and that she had always had him in her heart, but the only reason left was to control her actions, and she had to ignore all this, ignore his feelings, and ignore his pain, so as to keep Li Yin and the children safe.

No one can understand her struggle and pain at this time, on the one hand, there is a lover who loves her deeply and is willing to give his life for her. On one side is her sister who is unwilling to hurt her even if she sacrifices her daughter, both of whom are important people in her life. chose Li Yin, Shen Yuanfeng just had to bear the pain of being betrayed by her lover, but once she relented and chose Shen Yuanfeng, her sister and children would face a fateful fate. It's not that she didn't think about telling Shen Yuanfeng everything, maybe he would have a solution, but once she did this, she would break the agreement with King Jin, and she couldn't predict how things would go, she didn't dare to take this risk!

What else could she do? What else could she choose? She had no choice but to hurt him! She asked Rong Zheng to accompany her in that scene, degrading herself to a watery poplar woman, just to make him think that she was a woman who was not worthy of his affection, so that he could suffer a little less. But why is he so stupid? Why did he still refuse to give up at this point?

Yuanfeng, Yuanfeng, why do you want to force me to continue to hurt you, do you know that while I am hurting you, my heart hurts a thousand times more than yours?

She raised her head and looked at him, and said with difficulty: "Shen Yuanfeng, your words moved me very much, but this kind of emotion can't make me change anything, because even I don't know, who will I like in the next second?" I'm such an indefinite woman, why would you waste your feelings on me? ”

Let the people you love hate yourself. Is self-loathing a form of torture? Ah Xing had a feeling at this time, she wanted to disappear into this world immediately, unconscious, carefree, and no longer have to endure all this.

She held back her tears, looked at him, and said softly: "Shen Yuanfeng, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, I am willing to do everything to repay you in the next life, but we are destined to lose our fate in this life, you don't waste time on people like me, you are not young, find a woman who is dedicated to you to become your own child!" Every word comes from her heart, but every word makes her heart ache.

His hands clenched her without any slackening, his voice was a little choked and a little hoarse, "I'm not greedy at all, I can't control your next life, I just want this life, A-Xing." If I could control myself, I wouldn't be close to you again, but I can't, I can't forget everything we used to do, I can't forget your laughter, your kindness, every word you say, I can't forget the sweetness and happiness between us. I've tried, but I've tried my best to get you out of my heart. How could I give up on you? ”

He lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the lips, the soft touch shaking her heart. Then he let go of her and took a step back. At this moment, she seemed to have lost all her warmth, her whole body was cold, and she had begun to miss his embrace.

He looked at her and said calmly: "I won't run away in the future, you are mine, I won't give you to anyone!" I'm going to let you see only me, and I'm not going to give you a chance to be with someone else. You are destined to become Madame Shen! The voice was low, soft, as if to state a simple fact.

She looked at him in a daze, she couldn't figure out what she felt in her heart, she seemed sad and happy, she couldn't speak for a while.

"I'll go first, I'll patrol at night, I'll come to you when I have time, you can refuse me, but I won't give up!"

With that, he turned and walked towards the door. He left the place quickly with Ali, and it wasn't long before the sound of his heavy footsteps descending the stairs was heard. Ah Xing seemed to have lost the strength of her whole body at this moment, and she had to rely on her hands to support the table so as not to fall.

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Since that day, Shen Yuanfeng would come to the theater every day to sit for a while, sometimes in the afternoon, sometimes in the evening, and every time he would ask Ah Li to invite Ah Xing, but Ah Xing never saw him again. Ah Li didn't force Ah Xing to see his young master like before, but he watched Ah Xing's face become gloomy day by day.

Ah Xing began to go in and out of pairs with Rong Zheng again, not only would she go to a department store with him every day, but she would also go to watch any play starring Rong Zheng in person, and she applauded more enthusiastically than anyone else in the audience. Rong Zheng would also look at her and smile inadvertently. Shen Yuanfeng watched the intimate behavior between the two in the private room, and he naturally felt uncomfortable, but he said to himself that as long as Ah Xing did not get married for a day, the matter was not a foregone conclusion, and if he couldn't bear it, he shouldn't sit here.

Soon, rumors about Ah Xing and Rong Zheng spread to every corner of the heavenly capital, and those noble children also had some whispers about her move. Although many people have been rejected by her before, no one has really been close to her, so even though her rumors continue. People didn't really pay attention to it either. But this time, many people saw Ah Xing and Rong Zheng behaving intimately, and these noble children saw that they were not as good as a drama to win Ah Xing's favor, so they were naturally unhappy in their hearts, and their evaluation of Ah Xing was difficult to sound.

These consequences, Ah Xing had already anticipated, but she didn't care, they would say whatever they liked about her, she couldn't care about so much now, she just wanted Shen Yuanfeng to die, his persistence, his affection. Let her panic, make her uncomfortable, she is afraid that she will become more and more unable to control her feelings. She could only use this method to make Shen Yuanfeng retreat.

But for Rong Zheng, she felt very guilty, she sometimes felt that she was very despicable, she seemed to be taking advantage of his feelings, but apart from him, she didn't know who to ask for help. Zhang Zhao? No, he has a wife and a concubine, Shen Yuanfeng won't believe it, and she doesn't want to cause harm to his wife and concubine. The only one by her side who can help her is Rong Zheng.

She said to Rong Zheng: "Rong Zheng, I'm sorry to let you do this kind of favor again, the recent gossip must have caused you a lot of trouble." I heard that the nobles have stopped paying attention to you? "Rong Zheng has almost no silver reward during this time, how can the noble children be as bold as before under the jealousy! If it weren't for the fact that he was acting in a serial, they would have been addicted to it, but they were afraid that they wouldn't even want to watch his drama.

Rong Zheng smiled indifferently: "Ah Xing, I'm not afraid of you laughing when I say it, I'm enjoying it, I'm willing." I was happy to hear all the gossip, but unfortunately it was all false...... As for those nobles ignoring me, it was a complete surprise, you don't know how hard it is to entertain them, and it is my blessing that they are not willing to take care of me anymore. ”

He looked at her with a worried look: "It's just...... A-Xing, do you really want to continue doing this? I see that you are getting more and more unhappy, since he still cares about you, and you can't let him go, why don't you just be together? Why bother, if you're not happy, he's uncomfortable! "He laughed at himself in his heart, is this really what you are talking about? Do you really want them to be together?

Ah Xing shook her head lightly: "It's impossible between us......" The expression was infinitely sad. Her expression made him hate Shen Yuanfeng again, if it weren't for his entanglement, how could Ah Xing be so unhappy?

But two days later, he heard the shocking news.

At a banquet, those noble children were talking about Ah Xing's romance again, just as they were talking with relish. Shen Yuanfeng stood up and said coldly: "Ah Xing is my Shen Yuanfeng's wife who has not passed the door!" If anyone says these things again, don't blame me for being rude! After saying that, he pointed to one of the people who had the loudest voice and the most fierce laugh and said, "You, come out, I will challenge you!" ”

Shen Yuanfeng's martial arts are strong, brave and good at fighting is famous, that person is not much behind him, how dare he dare to duel with him, but he challenges him in front of everyone, if he doesn't fight, he has no face, face is big, and he has no choice but to fight, and he had to fight hard, but he was beaten by Shen Yuanfeng and lay on the bed for a whole month before he could get up. Since then, his ruthlessness has shocked everyone, no one dares to say Ah Xing's rights and wrongs in public, only secretly talking about these things at private parties, laughing at Shen Yuanfeng is a fool, he doesn't know if he wears a green hat!

But Shen Yuanfeng's remarks were like a drop of water dripping onto an oil pot, and it exploded in Tiandu City with a bang. Everyone was skeptical about this matter, and almost everyone would talk about it in those days, and everyone was waiting to see Ah Xing's reaction.

Ah Xing didn't expect Shen Yuanfeng to say this in public, she was secretly anxious in her heart, if this reached the ears of King Jin, I don't know what he would think?

On this day, she angrily rushed into Shen Yuanfeng's private room, and Shen Yuanfeng smiled when he saw her, "A-Xing, you finally came to see me!" ”

Ah Xing walked up to him and said, "Why are you telling such a lie in front of so many people? ”

Shen Yuanfeng was silent for a while, and said: "It's not a lie, this will become a truth sooner or later, I just said it early!" He stood up and took her hand: "That way, no one will trouble you in the future!" "The men who had thoughts about her didn't dare to make any moves when they knew she was his fiancée.

Ah Xing shook off his hand: "You say that it is the biggest trouble for me!" I will tell others that this is your joke, and if you lose face, I can only say sorry. ”

Shen Yuanfeng sat down again, poured himself a cup of tea, and said, "What do you say is your business, but I won't change my words!" He looked up at her and smiled softly: "People will only think that we are playing tricks!" ”

"You! ......" Ah Xing pointed at him, so angry that he couldn't speak, and suddenly felt that he was really a scoundrel! She glared at him, and he looked at her with a smile, and she retreated in defeat, and turned away from the private room, but she didn't see it, and behind her, the smile on his face gradually darkened.

A-Xing, everything I do is for you, why don't you understand?

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