Zhao Ping'an couldn't help but hold Mu Yao's hand and felt his body tremble slightly.

Inexplicably, she remembered Mu Yuan when she was a child.

In fact, the two brothers have different psychological damage, right? It's a pity that she never knew Xiao Mu Yao and didn't lend a helping hand at the first time.

But she could hear from Mu Yao's words that the reason why he kept this terrible secret in his heart was that he never said it to Mu Yuan, not only for his own interests and benefits as he admitted, but also for Mu Yuan.

He was afraid that if he said this, he would break Mu Yuan's mental motivation to try to live, and he would not be able to survive those dark years, and he would not be able to survive countless battlefield battles.

Thinking that Mu Yuan lost his mother and eldest brother, if he lost his expectations for his father again, with his introverted personality, he was afraid that he would either become extreme or give up everything. When Mu Yuan grows up, he gradually becomes a hegemon-like existence, and his character grows into perseverance and determination, and it will be too distorted to talk about these old things.

Why bother?

Mu Yao didn't say it because he was afraid of losing his other brother. In the final analysis, he has a perverse personality, strong camouflage, and is justified in doing bad things, and his appearance is worse and hateful than anyone else, but in fact his heart is softer than anyone else.

"You're fine, you don't have to deliberately pretend to be a disgusting person." Zhao Ping'an said softly.

She finally got to know the real him.

But Mu Yao shook off her hand and sneered, "A hypocrite like Mu Dingzhi is not worthy of a good wife and son." But he had an eldest mother and my mother, and a big brother and a second brother. Well, he has enough in this life, and he no longer needs me to give him the icing on the cake. I just need to be the opposite of what he expects, I don't practice martial arts, I don't join the army, I only do piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, and hops. In this life, who hasn't had something disgusting, right? ”

"So you just come here and do evil? Do you wriggle and stand up to him in everything, and take pleasure in opposing him and angry with him? Are you disgusting him with yourself? Zhao Ping'an grabbed that hand again, squeezed it tightly, expressed a resolute thought, and didn't let him get rid of it again, "But you forgot one thing, your life is yours, you have to get rid of him one day sooner or later, why are you so irresponsible for yourself?" Have you ever thought that you lived for him? On the contrary, it was Mu Yuan who found what he wanted. ”

He is the child who has always lived in the shadow of his father, and everything he does carries his father's shadow and influence.

Mu Yao was stunned.

Be...... Is that so?

"Let's live for myself in the future." Zhao Ping'an encouraged, his expression was gentle and sincere.

However, some dead children just couldn't be sympathetic for three minutes, because Mu Yao was dazed for a moment, and suddenly held Zhao Ping'an's hand with his backhand, "Then I can tell you that I have been angry with my father since I was a child, and it is my duty to disobey him so violently that he is like thunder." The only thing I really want in my heart is you, my peace. ”

Seeing that Zhao Ping'an was stunned, he added another sentence, "You want me to be my own, and I will do it for you." ”

"Look at my mouth, get out of here! Give me as far as I go, and roll as far as I can. This time, it was Zhao Ping'an who shook Mu Yao away vigorously, "Can't you just be serious and mature?" ”

After a pause, he listened to the movement outside before he said again, "The words have come to this, why don't you open the wound and show me once, how did your mother die?" ”

"I was abused to death by my father." Mu Yao shrugged, seemingly indifferent, but in fact it was an indescribable pain.

"He, I mean Mu Dingzhi, doesn't he like your mother very much?" Zhao Ping'an didn't understand.

He loved it, but he loved no one more than power and fame. Including my mother, including my brother. Mu Yao showed a very contemptuous expression, "But you don't have to be too surprised, the abuse I said was cold treatment and complaining, not scolding." No matter how bad my dad is, he won't fail to beat a woman. ”

"Did he blame your mother for her death?" Zhao Ping'an thought of a possibility, and he didn't know what to say.

Mu Yao nodded, "Clever, just guess it." Although he helped my mother as his stepwife, he never ignored it, saying that he was mourning the wife who went first, and he seemed to be as deep as the sea, and actually complained that my mother's beauty was wrong, and he kept reprimanding her, so that she spent every day in self-blame. She was sick, and he didn't pay any attention to her. In this way, he did not hesitate to transfer all his guilt to my mother. He didn't want to think about it, if it weren't for his own unkindness, what would my mother do? The most wrong thing my aunt and my mother have done in their lives is just to love the wrong man. In the end, my mother died of depression. But is it true that his hands are clean? If he is so unresponsible, is he still worthy of being called a man? ”

"It must not be worthy." Zhao Ping'an shook his head resolutely.

Slag, real scum.

I didn't expect Mu Ding's wolf ambition to be forgotten, but he was still a big scumbag who was a pure scumbag, accustomed to being opportunistic, and pushed his mistakes on women's heads. And he himself believes so, so he can be at ease.

If you call him a big pig's trotter, it is simply a compliment to him.

That's why he was able to climb to a high position, right? If the upper echelons of the Great River Country were all controlled by a group of people like him, how could the Great River Country be prosperous and prosperous, and the country and the people would be safe?

"I really hated him, hated him very much, and disgusted." Mu Yao gritted his teeth, but said helplessly, "If I am asked to stage a drama of righteous annihilation, I will not hesitate." However, my second brother will, he has never seen my father's true face, and when my eldest mother left, he did not say anything bad about my father. What about my mother? is even more stupid, when I was dying, I had to swear that I would not retaliate against my father, and that I would be a filial son and grandson, and that I would start a family in the future and spread out for the Mu family. Otherwise, why do you think I've only been angry with him and against his will for so many years, but I've never really done anything to him? ”

Khan, this is simply brainwashing, and it is the successful brainwashing of men against women! Zhao Ping'an suddenly admired Mu Dingzhi a little.

As a human being, he is a failure. But as a man, he is really super strong.

"Do you know why I don't like to wear women's clothes?" Mu Yao saw that Zhao Ping'an was silent, and suddenly stretched out his arms, showing his female clothes and wide robe and big sleeves.

Is it your father's iniquity? Zhao Ping'an said.

"Do you remember that Yuan Geng?" Mu Yao asked.

Zhao Ping'an nodded.

"After my mother fell out of favor, even with me was hated by my father. He used to hold me in the palm of his hand, but suddenly one day he ignored me. If I tried to get his attention naughtyly, he would slap me as if I wasn't his own. When he said this, Mu Yao was very calm, calm to the point of indifference.