Chapter 129: Faith and Forbearance
Song Shanmei's heart was pounding, she reached out to push his face away, but he grabbed both wrists with one hand and couldn't move.
He looked at her, his eyes were full of affection and sweetness, and he was full of uncontrollable lust.
"Last time, when I was in the hotel, didn't you dislike me for not climbing out of bed in the middle of the night, isn't it as good as a beast?" Pei Shengyang suddenly said in a low voice, "Then this time, I will be a beast once." ”
His voice was low, but unexpectedly moving, every tone was stirring at her every nerve.
"Who said anything like that!" Song Shanmei was ashamed and scared, writhing her body while trying to break free from his restraints.
However, he held on very tightly, and all her struggles were in vain.
"It's awkward, I'm even more flustered." Pei Shengyang said, looking at her, his eyes were blurred and his breath was unstable.
Song Shanmei was startled, and she really didn't dare to move.
"It's good to be obedient like this, and I will be gentle with you." He said.
Song Shanmei was a little overwhelmed, her body was tense.
"Relax, I'll keep you satisfied." "I'm very confident in myself," he said. ”
He leaned down, snorting hot air and letting out rough breathing, pressing her hands as if they were trembling slightly.
He kissed her on the cheek, forehead, and finally, bit her lip, from restraint, to intensity, from tenderness, to violence.
The kiss, very moist and with a special aura, made her sink gradually.
She was kissed, she couldn't breathe, she just felt like she was going to suffocate. At the same time, on her body, there was a feeling that she had never felt before, which made her heart ape, her brain was blank, she only thought about pleasure, and she almost couldn't restrain it.
The flesh-body that has never been touched by a man is extraordinarily sensitive.
Just a strong kiss, a burst of rough breathing, and the body temperature from the other party can make her heart beat faster, the blood in her body accelerates, and her body becomes more and more hot.
His strong arms encircled her, and his pincer-like hands imprisoned her; His strong body pressed against her, and she could feel the excitement of the other party, as well as the heat.
"Well, do you like it?" He asked again.
Song Shanmei blushed, panting rapidly, closed her eyes, and didn't dare to look at Pei Shengyang.
"It's my first time." He whispered, leaning into Song Shanmei's ear, "How good." I gave you my first time and that's what I wanted. I've always thought that the woman I love would do such a thing. ”
She likes it. She wanted it so much, and the other party hugged her tighter. She wanted more kisses. But that's not enough. Far from enough.
She was so disturbed by the intense kiss that she almost cried.
He pressed her wrist tightly and reluctantly left her lips. This made her feel a sense of loss and amazement.
"Feel my heat?" He lay down, put it in Song Shanmei's ear, and asked in a low voice.
Itchy, Song Shanmei's heart was numb for a while.
Song Shanmei suddenly, she felt that between her legs, through her pants, was pushed by a hard object. She was stunned for a moment, and her face suddenly turned red.
This guy, isn't he coming for real? She was startled, and at the same time, her mind cleared a little.
She can't do that. It is not right to do so. It is contrary to the traditional and conservative education she has received for decades, and it is a fierce collision.
In the concept of society and family, in the concept of her own observance, trust, and persistence, she needs to be a good girl, a girl who is clear and clean. It was impossible for her, against her beliefs, to do such an outrageous thing.
However, now, she feels that she is confused and unable to restrain herself.
"You don't have to think about anything, just lie down obediently, and give yourself to me steadily." His voice became a little hoarse and a little deep.
He straightened up and took off his shirt, revealing his strong, dazzling muscles.
He went again and untied his belt.
Song Sun-mi was so startled that she didn't dare to look at it anymore, she closed her eyes and grabbed his hand to untie her belt.
"What's wrong?" He asked, tilting his head, with a heavy lust on his face.
The fierce collision between soul and body-body made her feel miserable.
On the one hand, she wanted to respond to him.
The flesh-body response is her most noble, fiery, sincere, and profound expression of love.
She loved him, and she loved him to the depths of her bones.
For him, she can face the breaking of the contract, moral betrayal, as well as the confrontation with her parents, the abandonment of family affection, and the determination to follow him in the face of the difficult road ahead. can also break the belief he insists on for him.
But can she really, really, do that?
Love is not only dedication, but also respect and self-esteem.
She can't, so humble, so humble that she can give up her unwavering beliefs and self-esteem for the other party.
She can't be so laissez-faire, because that's her bottom line. Once the bottom line is trampled, she doesn't know what else she can stick to, and she doesn't know what she will become in the future.
Perhaps, once you give up the bottom line easily, this kind of thing will become indifferent, right? So, it doesn't matter if you can sleep with him, with others, with whom, right?
Song Shanmei thought so, and tears suddenly flowed out of the corners of her eyes. Her fingers, gripping his unleashed hand tightly, wouldn't let go.
She didn't want to do anything. She just wanted to hold the man tightly and didn't want to let go. Others, don't think about anything. She didn't want to touch her bottom line.
She closed her eyes and whispered, "I know, you're not drunk." ”
"Since you love me, please respect me." She said. It was the best decision she made after a fierce inner struggle. Her willpower is tenacious enough. Her beliefs are also tenacious enough. It's not so easy, captured, destroyed.
He looked at her for a long time, a little disappointed, but also a little pity. He stopped the rude gesture of his hand and replied, "Okay." ”
He reached out and gently wiped away the tears from her cheeks. The movements are very gentle, and very, reserved.
He let go of her imprisoned wrist and slept on her side, hugging her tightly with his hands.
The heat in his body still hasn't dissipated.
"Then let me hold for a while, okay?" He asked again. It didn't feel like a solicitation, it was an announcement.
She didn't refuse again, but, with her eyes narrowed, she looked at the ceiling.
He closed his eyes and hugged her, holding her tightly. His body was trembling slightly, and it seemed that there was still a hint of pain on his face.
Song Shanmei knew that he was trying to forbear, restraining his desires.
Her heart suddenly became extraordinarily soft. She even wanted to give up her beliefs at that moment. But she opened her mouth and did not speak.
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