Chapter 354: A Dilemma

Mei Baoqing's behavior is like a mystery, Lu Mian didn't find out anything, Lin Jinrong didn't find out from the village, Zhang Shanniang commented on Mei Baoqing: "He, the most slippery person, how much money he has, everyone can't estimate it, just guess he must be very, very rich." ”

If you have more money, you will bite your hand. This is the truth. In Mei Baoqing's shop, ordinary gangsters do not dare to look for trouble, but there are always big gangsters he can't afford to provoke, and once he finds him, it will be endless trouble. So Mei Baoqing sent her only sister-in-law to the palace, and made friends everywhere, whether she wanted to make friends with someone like Lu Mian, it was just to protect herself. If it is only limited to this mode of communication, not far or close, it will not have much impact on Lin Jinrong and Lu Lu, I am afraid that he has other plans.

Lin Jinrong thought about it for more than ten days, but he didn't see any follow-up actions from Mei Baoqing, so he could only put it down first. And at this time, Pingzhou's letter arrived. Lin Jinrong read Lin Yuzhen's letter and couldn't help sneering. At this time, she remembered her, she raised her eyes and looked out the window, the sun was high in the sky, the courtyard wall reflected white light, the heat wave rushed into the house one after another, if you didn't use ice, even if you were wearing a very thin gauze garment, a slight movement would make you sweat.

This kind of weather made her take Yi Lang, who was a little more than two months old, on the road, and you can imagine what will happen on the road. It's okay for her, but what about Yi Lang? Lin Jinrong looked back at Yilang, who was lying in the cradle and responding to Dou'er's teasing, and a sense of resentment arose. I can't wait for Lu Lu to appear in front of her immediately and solve this matter quickly.

It was easy to wait for Shen Shi, and Lu Lu was about to return home, Cherry came in and said: "Grandma, the second master sent someone back to say that someone invited him to dinner, and he would probably come back late, please don't wait for him, rest first." ”

Lin Jinrong breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't bear it: "Tell the porter that if the second master comes back, no matter how late it is, let him come to me." ”

Cherry retreated Lin Jinrong picked up Lin Yuzhen's letter and read it again, Lin Yuzhen was born in a scholarly family, and was a person who had passed the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting from elementary school, this letter was written with emotion, from filial piety, missing, pity, interests and other general directions to persuade Lu Lu and her, but these are secondary, the most important thing is that Lin Yuzhen sacrificed the banner of Mrs. Lu, Mrs. Lu's health is not good, she may not be alive at any time, and she is very eager to see Yilang.

Old lady Lu is seriously ill, the situation in the Lu Mansion is very complicated, Lin Yuzhen is outnumbered, and life is sad, these Fangzhu are very clear in the letter, but all the reasons are not as good as the word "filial piety" at the end. As a junior, especially someone like Lu Mian, who is deeply favored by Mrs. Lu, it is not wrong and appropriate to satisfy the small wish of a seriously ill old man. This is filial piety, and it must be followed.

But many times, knowing the truth of a thing and accepting and completing it in person are two completely different things, Lin Jinrong knows very well how heavy the weight of Old Lady Lu in Lu Mian's mind, she wants to know which one Lu Lu will choose. She remembered the original Jiang Temple, and a long-lost emotion hit her like a tide.

Lu Mian didn't return home until nearly three watches, and was stopped by the porter as soon as he entered the door: "Second master, grandma asks you to go to the main courtyard after you come back." ”

Lu Lu looked at the sky and it was already late. Lin Jinrong rarely asks people to explain him like this, and most of them are serious. He suppressed the upsurge of alcohol and rushed to the main room as quickly as possible, and sure enough, the light was still on in the room, and before he appeared under the porch, Cherry and the others had already informed Lin Jinrong in the room and sent sobering soup and hot water.

"Ah Rong, what's the matter?" Lu Lu felt Lin Jinrong's abnormal silence, he was used to returning home, Lin Jinrong slowly told him the trivial things of the day, how was Yilang, who came to visit again, where did she go to play at someone's invitation, what fun things were there, the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law next door were in conflict again, what delicious food was made, etc., he was not used to such silence.

Lin Jinrong handed him Lin Yuzhen's letter, and he didn't want to say a word of curse.

Even if Lu Lu drank a little too much, she knew that she was in a bad mood, and when she took the letter, she recognized Lin Yuzhen's handwriting, and couldn't help but be startled, and the wine was half awake, I was afraid that it was unfortunate news, and opened it with trembling hands, and the frowning eyebrows slowly flattened, and then wrinkled in annoyance.

Lin Jinrong looked at him quietly and didn't say a word.

Lu Mian raised his eyes to look at Lin Jinrong, and looked at a pair of different deep eyes, those eyes contained an emotion that he didn't understand, as if with a little sneer and scrutiny, and as if he had some hope, he was a little embarrassed: "Ah Rong." ”

Lin Jinrong didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish.

Lu Mo didn't like Lin Jinrong's expression, he wanted to discuss with her and find an effective way to solve this matter, instead of being looked at by her like this. He was in a quandary. He knew very well how hot the weather was, Lin Jinrong had just recovered, Yilang was too young, and it was really reassuring to go all the way without him to protect him. In case he shuddered, he snorted to himself.

However, the grandfather who was so kind to him, the grandfather who supported him when he was most confused and helpless, the grandfather who taught him to walk, the grandfather who encouraged him again and again, the grandfather who gave him opportunities again and again, the grandfather who was dying and weak, and who could disappear from this world at any time, had such a small wish, just to see this long-awaited great-grandson, or out of flesh and blood affection. Can he say yes? Can he bear it? If Mrs. Lu's wish can't be realized, I'm afraid that he will feel guilty for the rest of his life.

Lin Jinrong's thoughts are obviously different from him, compared with Old Lady Lu's wishes, she is obviously more concerned about Yi Lang's health and feels more sorry for Yi Lang. Understandable, but they couldn't find a foolproof solution. After being free from family disturbances and relaxing for more than a year, Lu Lu once again felt in a dilemma and could only keep silent.

The candle flame danced gently, illuminating Lu Yan's eyes with sorrow. Lin Jinrong took a breath lightly: "What do you think of Min Xing?" "If Lu Mian had to make that decision, she wouldn't agree, she wouldn't agree to put her hard-working Yilang in that situation, not once, so she wouldn't obey him. Between Mrs. Lu and Yi Lang, she only chose Yi Lang.

It would be nice if the road was closer, if Yilang was a little bigger, if it was ......... But there are not so many ifs in life, fantasy is fantasy, what should be faced is still to be faced, Lu Mian said annoyantly: "Ah Rong, grandfather, he ......"

The light in Lin Jinrong's eyes flashed, and gradually faded: "Grandfather treats you like a mountain. "She already knew his choice.

Lu Lu nodded: "Yes." If it weren't for Old Lady Lu always supporting him behind him, he wouldn't have his current life, including Lin Jinrong, who was also won for him by Old Lady Lu, and he hadn't had time to fulfill his filial piety, so he had no reason not to meet Old Lady Lu's wishes. He hesitated to think that if the weather was a little cooler, the road was a little slower, and the mother and son were properly taken care of, maybe it wouldn't be a big problem?

As soon as he wanted to speak, Lin Jinrong had already stood up and said in an irrefutable tone: "I'm not afraid of hardship, and I'm also willing to do my filial piety and get a good reputation, but my Yilang, he is too young." In such weather, I am reluctant to let him travel such a long way, and I am not willing to take this risk. So I wouldn't agree. "Filial piety comes first, if it was back then, even if she was heartbroken and unbearable, she would probably agree with tears, but after that incident, would she still put Yi Lang in such a dangerous place and risk Yi Lang's health? No. Even if it is a lot with Lu Xuan, he will not tear his face with the Lu family. was deducted by the second room with a big hat of unfilial piety, and she would not either.

"Ah Rong, don't be like this, let's discuss it carefully, there is always a way." Lu Mian knew that she was unhappy, and he also understood and could understand, but he never thought that she would use such a resolute attitude, he was a little angry and sad, but he knew that he couldn't be angry with her.

This is a normal attitude of a mother who wants to protect her child, but he is really embarrassed, Yilang is his own flesh and blood, and Mrs. Lu is also his grandfather. If Dow made such a request, what would Lin Jinrong do?

He doesn't need to be too clear, everyone understands the reason, it's just that he can do it and can't do it. After a long time, Lin Jinrong turned his head sideways and said lightly: "It's not impossible for me to take Yilang back first, but I have to wait until autumn." "If everything remains the same, Old Lady Lu will die in September, and she can take the lead in August.

Lu Mian got up in silence and walked behind the screen to wash.

Lin Jinrong sat silently for a moment, got up and walked to the bed, slowly took off his coat, and lay down gently.

After a long time, Lu Lu walked out, stood in front of the bed and said, "Ah Rong.................."

Lin Jinrong didn't speak, knowing that everyone had difficulties, she still felt wronged and didn't want to pay attention to him.

Lu Lu waited for a while, but couldn't wait for a response, so he sighed softly, blew out the light, and lay down beside Lin Jinrong lightly.

This night, both of them didn't sleep well, and when it was nearly five watches, Lin Jinrong vaguely heard Lu Mian get up and shouted softly in her ear: "Ah Rong? ”

Lin Jinrong pretended not to hear.

Lu Mu was silent for a moment, then got dressed and left. He walked out into the courtyard, where a few cold stars twinkled in the sky, and the courtyard was quiet and tranquil, except for the rustle of the wind through the grape leaves. There was a faint light flickering in the east wing, and Yi Lang's cry and Pan's coaxing could be faintly heard.

Lu Mian's feet walked uncontrollably towards the east wing, but he knew that it was too early for him to enter the room, so he only stood under the window and listened. If he didn't let Yi Lang go to see Mrs. Lu's side, he would have a very heavy sense of guilt, but if he let Yi Lang go on this trip, he would be very distressed and unbearable, and it was a dilemma.

The third watch, May pink 1750+ burst into tears, and the three watches were all wooden people.

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