At the beginning of the diary, when my mother had found out about her illness, she looked at the date, and it turned out to be when she was eleven years old, and her fingertips gradually trembled.

Yan Yixin held her with his hand: "Remembered the past? ”

Yan Juan shook his hand vigorously and said with difficulty: "When I was fourteen years old, I learned that my mother was very sick. At that time, it was too late for anything, but if it had been discovered three years ago, at least it was not in the late stages. ”

There was a little choking in her voice. Although he tried his best to hide it, he still had tears in his eyes.

"You mean......" Yan Yixin quickly understood what she meant.

"It's because of our financial situation that mothers don't get better treatment." Yan Juan whimpered, and the tears finally fell uncontrollably on the diary, and a few words had been stained by the water.

Mother's handwriting is always beautiful and neat. Yan Juan still remembers that in those evenings when the diary was spread out, her mother's side face was always exceptionally beautiful and soft.

Starting from one page, almost every once in a while, you can find a Q in the form of a 'flower'. I don't know if it's after thousands of exercises, this letter is particularly beautiful and eye-catching in the whole page of the diary.

"He's ......," Yan Juan took a deep breath.

"Your father!" Yan Yixin sighed.

Yan Juan quickly looked down, and it was disappointing that there were no more clues for her to get this Q identity. Although there are a lot of pens, they are only passing by.

Gradually, Q's name fades out of the diary. In the second half of the book, the handwriting is no longer as neat as the previous one, and sometimes only a few lines are scribbled. Sometimes, it takes up to a month or two to jot down a few bits and pieces. Reading between the lines, it will be mentioned every time - Wanwan.

"Wanwan found out that I was sick today, and I wanted to hide it until the last minute. Fortunately, she was stronger than I thought, and I felt relieved that she had grown up overnight. Please give me a little more time to grow up with her. ”

Yan Xuan's tears fell again.

The mother's tenacious vitality is only for herself.

"Your mother, I really love you." Yan Yixin's hand caught her tears, hot and hot, almost burning his heart.

"Yes." Yan Wan sadly rested her head on his shoulder.

Yan Yixin took a long time before turning the next page.

"I'm afraid I'm going to be hard to hold on, but Wanwan is still so young. Am I really going to send her to Q? Although I believe that Q will protect her. But others would see her as a thorn in their side. Even if he set up a net, it would be difficult for Wanwan to escape from their poisonous hands. ”

Yan Juan felt a pain in her heart, and almost felt her mother's despair.

Yan Yixin just hugged her tightly, and on every page behind, you would see a line of words: "I want to persevere!" ”

"Mom is for me...... That's why I suffered so much pain. Yan Wan muttered, and the two lines of tears on her cheeks were wiped away and poured out, "Later, he even refused Du Lengding." No matter how difficult it was, my mother never mortgaged or sold the house. We've had an unpleasant time about this. She was sent back to Q out of fear. So insist on leaving this place for me. ”

"Maybe we can ask Ziwei to find out about Q." Yan Yixin's words surprised Yan Juan.

"Tothah?"

"Look here." Yan Yixin pointed to a line of words.

Yan Juan blinked, and the blurred tears suddenly became clear. In fact, there are only a few very simple lines of words: "Q - Zhejiang——? ”

Perhaps because of the hesitation when the pen was put down, the last stroke of Q and the last stroke of "Jiang" both had heavy ink, and it was obvious that the pen stayed on the paper for a long time. The last question mark even scratched the paper.

"It's from Zhejiang?" Yan Juan frowned, trying to recall the messy fragments in his mind.

In the wide house, the maid's face has been blurred, and the *** wearing is apple green, which is very fresh and colorful. At that time, my mother had curly permed hair and looked very fashionable.

Father...... That man, it seems, never appeared in his memory. At most, at most, it is only a vague and distant back.

Where is that villa?

"Even if you are not from Zhejiang, you will definitely have something to do with Zhejiang. We'll look at the rest of the diaries tomorrow, shall we? If there are no other clues, let's ask Ling Ziwei for a small favor, he shouldn't refuse, right? ”

Is this a small favor? If there are no other clues, it should be more difficult than finding a needle in a haystack, right? Yan Xuan's gaze fell on the remaining notebook, but Yan Yixin closed the cardboard box.

"No, it's too late."

Yan Juan shook his head, realizing that his neck was a little stiff. The night was as thick as ink, and only the halo of the table lamp shrouded their bodies, bringing out a little light, which made her feel warm in her heart.

"Look at another ......," Yan Juan begged.

"I have to look at it for a long time, these diaries are as thick as the sea of resignation. It's twelve o'clock, since I've missed so much time, I don't care how many days. Yan Yixin whispered comfort, and a 'kiss' fell on her cheek.

Yan Juan sighed softly and gave up his intention to continue exploring. The capital Q letter, the dragon and the phoenix dance in front of you. She closed her eyes, her long eyelashes drooping, and she only fluttered a little, then stood still.

His 'kiss' brushed his lips like a dragonfly, and the tingling sensation gradually spread. Yan Juan felt that he had lost all his strength, and he was so tired that he didn't want to move at all. The slightly drunk feeling made her want to lie in his arms like this, knowing forever.

When Yan Yixin opened her eyes, she saw Yan Juan tiptoeing to dress, the sky was faint, and the morning light was beginning to penetrate, falling on her delicate and smooth face, diffusing an elegant luster.

"Ah...... Are you awake? Yan Juan turned around and saw his faint eyes, and he was immediately at a loss. It's like a naughty child who just wants to put the mischievous thing into practice, but he is accidentally caught by an adult, and his face is full of weakness.

"It's still early." Yan Yixin gently reminded.

"It's six o'clock, and it's not early...... Belch...... I'll go and prepare breakfast. ”

"There are so many notes, you can't read them all at once. If you are really anxious, we can divide the labor and work together, one person reads one book, which can improve efficiency. Yan Yixin sighed and sat up as well.

"It's still early, you can sleep a little longer." Yan Juan reluctantly took off her coat again and lay down beside him, "Forget it, let's wait for you to watch together, at least have a shoulder for me to lean on." Did you be a killer in your previous life, I thought that my movements were already very light and light, but I was still discovered by you. ”

"As soon as you leave, there's a piece of space here." Yan Yixin symbolically pointed to his 'chest' symbolically. His pajamas are neatly dressed, and even the folds have a 'fascinating' texture.

"Are you leaving?" Yan Juan pillowed his head on his body. "I sleep very deeply, and every time you get up before me, I never know."

"Yes, you know."

"Huh?" Yan Juan was stunned for a minute for his firm answer.

"Every time you reach out and wrap your arms around my waist, even though you don't wake up, it's just a knee-jerk action." Yan Yixin smiled at her, "However, if I 'kiss' your eyelashes, you will let go." ”

Oh my God, is she still behaving like this?

"Sleep a little longer, you fell asleep yesterday at half past one in the morning." Yan Yixin encircled her into his arms, "I'll call you at eight o'clock, don't worry about being late." ”

In fact, being late was never something she had to worry about. Even the weekly meeting of the design department is very reasonable to arrange in the afternoon, so that some designers do not stay up late to complete the masterpiece and sleep too late.

Inspiration is the life of designers, and most designers like to complete their designs in the dead of night. As long as you're able to produce high-quality work on time, no one will be critical of whether or not you're following the company's working hours.

Yan Yixin could only rejoice that Yan Juan rarely worked all night, so the two of them could still maintain the same pace of work and rest. Her inspiration doesn't seem to need to be deliberately divided into time and place.

"Miss Yan, morning." The two new assistants came to work very punctually.

"Early." Yan Juan smiled gently. The tea on the table, steaming.

When Chen Xiaorong's call came in, Yan Juan remembered that she had made an appointment to meet her yesterday.

"I'm sorry, Yan Xuan, I had something to do yesterday. So forgot to go to your house. Chen Xiaorong's apology made Yan Juan secretly scream ashamed. She wasn't in the state at all yesterday and completely forgot about it.

"It's okay, in fact, I just haven't seen each other for a long time, so I just want to talk to you. If you have something to do, we'll make an appointment next time. Yan Juan himself felt polite to the point of hypocrisy. However, she no longer has any extra enthusiasm to give this friend and classmate who maintains a "long-term friendship" with her.

"Let's go out to eat today, or come to your house?"

"Didn't you say you wanted to come and see my new residence? Come to my apartment and have dinner together. Yan Juan replied casually.

"Okay, that's settled." Chen Xiaorong agreed, and said a few words of gossip between classmates.

Yesterday...... Why did Chen Xiaorong miss the appointment without even saying hello? Yan Juan was a little annoyed that she had forgotten such a date, otherwise if she made a phone call at that time, maybe Chen Xiaorong hadn't had time to think of a statement.

When Liu Xiangling came in with a design sketch, Yan Juan was saying, "See you in the evening, Xiao Rong." ”

"Chen Xiaorong?" Liu Xiangling asked.

"Well, yes." Yan Juan replied casually and took her sketch, "Yes, your design drawings have improved, and the main gem and broken gem are handled in a clear way." ”

Liu Xiangling didn't express her joy, which made Yan Juan look up unexpectedly. only to find that Liu Xiangling's face had the magic of 'desire' and stopping.

"What's wrong?"

"Yesterday I went to McSong City with my classmates and saw her and Lu Wenjun walking into the Times Hotel."

Yan Juan didn't care: "They have been together for a long time, you and I want to." Could it be that you still ...... Lu Wenjun?"

Liu Xiangling blushed: "He never meant that to me, I just wanted to ...... It's just a glimpse of the pomp and circumstance of high society through him. ”

"I'm sorry." Yan Juan apologized.

It turned out that Chen Xiaorong forgot to date herself because she was with Lu Wenjun, and this reason is very reasonable. She has always been obedient to Lu Wenjun, and naturally takes pleasing him as the premise.

However, after they went in, Chen Xiaorong soon came out alone. And the expression is still panicked. Liu Xiangling said suspiciously. She has always been very glued to Lu Wenjun, how could she be willing to give up such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity? ”

"Did Lu Wenjun drive her out?" Yan Juan also felt strange.

"Probably not, right? Because I was curious, I waited for everyone to enter the box, and I used the excuse of going to the bathroom to come out to see. As a result, he saw Lu Wenjun wearing a tie and looked very annoyed. ”

Yan Xuan's heart moved: "In other words, Chen Xiaorong left Lu Wenjun by herself?" ”

"yes, that's why I think it's weird. Usually if she has such an opportunity, she knows how to go to camp, how can she give up so easily? Liu Xiangling knew Chen Xiaorong long before she met Yan Juan. Not to mention knowing the roots, at least this point will not be taken away.

"That means she has something else important...... Yan Wan said. The pencil accidentally slapped the palm of his hand, and he screamed "ouch".

"What's wrong?" Liu Xiangling looked down.

"It's nothing, think about things and come up with a god, these two people are really interesting, it is estimated that Lu Wenjun has suffered such a loss, Chen Xiaorong has to paste it again, but I don't know how to work hard!"

"Maybe it's a game of 'desire'?" Liu Xiangling simply sat opposite her and began to gossip.

"How is that possible!" Yan Wan scoffed, "If you want to play this hand, at least you have to not let Lu Wenjun get fishy, right?" It's not the first time the two of them have been together, will Lu Wenjun turn upside down to please her? ”

Liu Xiangling suddenly blinked: "Yan Xuan, you seem to have a prejudice against Lu Wenjun!" ”

Yan Juan suddenly sounded the alarm bell in his heart, joy and anger are not in the form of 'color'!

"I've never had a good impression of ***."

"That's true, but this kind of man will have so many 'female' people automatically stick it on." Liu Xiangling said a word, her face turned red at dusk, as if she was also one of these 'women', although her purpose was actually much simpler.

Yan Juan was afraid that she would be even more embarrassed, so she deliberately pretended not to pay attention and lowered her gaze to look at her design.

"It's a great way to use gemstones, but I suggest you switch to aquamarine, which goes well with these blue-colored crushed zircons."

"Huh? But didn't you ask me to design diopside? Liu Xiangling was stunned.

Yan Juan explained: "Diopside is a hard task that is 'handed over' to you, and you must 'hand' it over to me on time and monthly. The other design drawings, of course, are the more the merrier. ”

She put pen to paper and gave a few suggestions, and then patted the back of her hand, "Xiang Ling, your current design has made great progress." ”

It almost made her see another version of herself.