Chapter 181: Broken Beautiful Youth

After Suzanne went through all this, she still felt a little weak and guilty, so she honestly stayed in the hospital for two days.

When the Pei family heard the news, they were also taken aback. Hearing that Suzanne was fine, Yang Huanyu finally put her mind at ease, took Susanna's hand, comforted her a few words, and didn't dare to have too obvious reproach between her words.

To tell the truth, if Susanna's child is really Pei Shengyang's, then Lao Pei must be quite concerned, this is his first grandson, and Pei Shengyang has become like this, can he have children in the future, not to mention it, Lao Pei definitely doesn't want to see his eldest son die.

After this incident, whether it was true or not, even if the Pei family had doubts about the child's life experience, for the sake of safety, they treated Suzanne as their daughter-in-law, and specially hired a nanny for her to take care of it.

During this period, Pei Shengyu still came to Suzanne frequently, and of course he had already learned that Susanna was pregnant, and knew that it was not Susanna's first time at all, but that she almost had a miscarriage.

Pei Shengyu was a little angry at first, feeling that Suzanne had deceived him, but when he looked back, Suzanne didn't say a word during the whole process! It was he himself who had a preconceived idea and was wrong.

In addition, Pei Shengyu has just fallen in love, it is a hot-headed period, and he is a little uncomfortable, of course, even if he is annoyed, these things are not enough to make him distance and disgusted with Susanna.

Pei Shengyu thought again, after all, he was younger than his brother, and he must be better than his brother in that regard, coupled with the current situation, it was impossible not to attract Susanna.

Therefore, the events of that day, you and I were willing, fully showed that Suzanne had a good impression of him, and she must have liked him to do that.

In line with the attitude of being responsible for Susanna, Pei Shengyu sneaked in secretly when there was no one in the ward, wanting to talk to Susanna.

Suzanne was lying on the bed, and when she saw someone coming in, she was startled, and when she saw that it was Pei Shengyu, Suzanne was a little panicked, for fear of being bumped into by someone, and hurriedly said, "What are you doing here?!" ”

And again, "Close the door!" ”

In fact, there was no need for Suzanne to remind him, Pei Shengyu had already closed the door with his hand, he walked towards Suzanne with some eagerness, held her hand, and said, "Sister Shanna, you have suffered!" ”

Suzanne gave him a blank look, broke free of his hand, and said, "I'm your future sister-in-law, you should be respectful!" ”

Pei Shengyu got angry and shouted, "When you were in bed, why didn't you shout for me to be more respectful?" ”

Suzanne was in a hurry, quickly got up, and reached out to cover Pei Shengyu's mouth.

With such physical contact, Pei Shengyu immediately felt a little uneasy. He is just a boy who has just tasted the sweetness of love, and he doesn't know what restraint is.

He immediately became emotional again, became gentle, stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Su Shanna's waist, his eyes became a little stupid, and said: "Sister Shanna, don't worry, I will pay attention, and I won't let others know about our relationship, if you don't want to." ”

"I know you're pregnant with my brother's child, and it might be difficult for you to leave him now,"

"I love you, I won't embarrass you,"

"If you want to marry my brother, you can get married, it's all nominal, I don't care, as long as you have me in your heart." Pei Shengyu said.

"We can still be together as often, I will treat your child as if it were mine, and I will not let anyone know about our relationship, if you want that." Pei Shengyu said.

"Of course, if you want a name, even if I have a stiff relationship with my family, even if it is a break, I will fight for you, in short, you can do whatever you want!" At this time, Pei Shengyu was fascinated, and he didn't even have the final bottom line.

Pei Shengyu said, kissing Susanna's hand emotionally, then her face, and finally, Susanna's lips.

He was a little excited, he couldn't help himself, and Susanna, who kissed him, couldn't breathe.

However, at this time, Suzanne was a little panicked, and she was unwell, so she didn't have that interest, she stretched out her hand and pushed Pei Shengyu away, and said, "Don't look like this, that night, I will act as if nothing happened!" ”

"Let's not see each other again!" Suzanne frowned and pushed Pei Shengyu.

Pei Shengyu couldn't believe his ears when he heard such heartless words.

He didn't believe that the two people who were still in love and entangled with death two days ago could be said to be broken today and didn't care?

He thought that Suzanne was afraid of being gossiped about by others, so he grabbed Susanna's hand and said, "Sister Sanna, why do you want to do this? ”

"If you came to our house for money, what is the difference between you and me or my brother? Anyway, what you are pregnant with is the Pei family's species, my brother can't take care of your mother and son now, it is better to be raised by me than by others, my parents will definitely not object. Pei Shengyu said.

"Don't say it," Suzanne frowned, a little disgusted, probably more from herself, and she couldn't believe that she was so hungry and thirsty that she was casually teased by a little boy and couldn't hold it back, and did something she regretted and caused such trouble.

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in this world, and Suzanne only thinks that she has found an affair, not to mention that there is also a Ren Yuliang in China, who is still texting and calling to harass her.

One was enough, two were too tiring for her to handle.

Suzanne felt that she still preferred to be with Ren Yuliang.

Therefore, Suzanne said coldly to Pei Shengyu, "That day, it was a mistake, I don't blame you, you just treat it as if nothing happened." I don't need you to be responsible. ”

"I'm telling you, I don't like a little boy like you." Suzanne said, "In my heart, you are like a younger brother. ”

When Suzanne said this, she was stung by herself namelessly. She seems to vaguely remember that many years ago, when she confessed to her favorite brother next door, Jiang Haozhe, also rejected her coldly.

He said, "I only think you are my sister." ”

When Suzanne thinks about it now, she still feels embarrassed and stinging. For a moment, she lost her mind.

"You even said that it was a mistake with me that day?!"

Pei Shengyu was angry, his whole body was trembling, he held Susanna's wrist tightly, "I have always regarded our encounter as a gift from God, the most beautiful thing, and the luck of my life, but you say it was a mistake?" ”

Pei Shengyu's tears were about to fall, "I don't know how you can be so ruthless?" ”

"You know what? It was my first time, and I will never forget it! Pei Shengyu's face was full of pain.

Suzanne frowned and looked at Pei Shengyu with some sympathy. Suddenly, she somewhat understood Jiang Haozhe back then. Yes, it's the feeling now, I don't like it, I'm a little disgusted, I feel annoyed.

A little boy like this who has never been in love is really the hardest to do!

In the past, she talked about boyfriends, if not ten, but also eight, right? Some of them took the initiative to break up, and some of them took the initiative to break up, but I didn't see anyone crying and entangled when they broke up!

I don't know, is it because they are too affectionate, or is this little boy too affectionate?

Suzanne felt more and more that what happened to her that day was the biggest mistake she had made.

She shouldn't have provoked a little boy who was just starting to fall in love!

"What happened the first time? Do you think you're a girl? Suzanne said coldly and sarcastically.

"Just play, just play, I didn't care, and I didn't let you be responsible, you are like this now, pestering, who do you want to show me?!" Suzanne was a little arrogant.

Perhaps, in the face of those who pursue her, she has always had this condescending attitude.

"Sister Shanna, are you really so ruthless to me? I don't believe it's like this, I don't believe it, I can't even compare to a vegetative person! Pei Shengyu's face was full of pain.

His face was not only disappointed and sad, but also angry and hateful. I don't know who he hates.

Suzanne was a little furious by him, and her attitude couldn't help but soften, and she said coaxing and persuading, "I didn't mean that at all." You are young, handsome, and worthy of the name, rich and handsome, and I, who am already an older leftover girl, how can I climb high to you? ”

"It's with your brother, if it weren't for the fact that he became what he is now, if it weren't for the fact that I was pregnant with his child, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to enter the door of the Pei family!" Suzanne was actually disdainful and extremely arrogant in her heart, but at this time, she learned to be soft-tongued. I don't know who I learned it from.

Perhaps, it was love again and again, in the face of different men, that made her learn to be more sleek and hypocritical?

Pei Shengyu's face softened a little, and he said: "You don't have to worry about these things, I just ask if you want to be with me?" ”

Suzanne was stunned, afraid that this stunned young boy would do something, so she nodded her head, wanting to calm his emotions first.

Pei Shengyu blushed and asked, "Sister Shanna, what do you want me to do?" If you want me and my parents to fight for it, I'm going for it now! I'm not afraid of anything for you! ”

Suzanne slowed down her voice and said, "I am already pregnant with your brother's child, and the parents of both parties are already discussing our marriage, even if it is a simple wedding, they will recognize me and this child." ”

"At this time, if you jump out to stop it and say that I have a personal affair with you, won't that slap your parents in the face and let their faces go?"

"It's me and you, and our faces are shameless!" Suzanne said, "I can't afford to lose this man. ”

"And what do you think I'm going to do?" Pei Shengyu had no idea at all.

Suzanne pretended to be reassured, "The marriage is still normal and proceeds normally, and we have to wait for me to give birth to this child!" My child can't be born without a father, I have to give him his rightful place. ”

"I'll wait for your brother for a year or two," Suzanne inadvertently told her and her mother's plans, "and if he doesn't wake up by then, I can't continue to guard him." ”

"When the time comes, I'll leave and be free again."

"I am also affectionate and righteous to your brother, there is a beginning and an end, who can say anything gossip?"

"When the time comes, it's not too late for you to chase me again." Suzanne said that she wanted to use a delaying tactic to hold off the big boy first. Who knows what will happen a year from now?

Perhaps, this boy has long been out of interest in her.

"However, now that the news has not spread, can't you change your words and tell my parents that the child is mine? A year is too long, I can't wait that long for you! Pei Shengyu said, "I just want to be with you every day!" ”

Suzanne stretched out her hand to straighten Pei Shengyu's clothes, and said in an ambiguous and gentle tone, "When the time comes, we will be a family, look up and don't see you when you look down, what do you want to do, what does your brother look like, can he know, can he manage it?" ”

The warm breath hit Pei Shengyu's ears, he only felt itchy in his heart, he couldn't help but hug Suzanne tightly, and kissed her fiercely a few times before stopping, "Sister Shanna, as long as I can be with you, I will listen to you for everything," he said, quite a bit of a sense of enduring humiliation.

Suzanne smiled slightly, she didn't like Pei Shengyu, so what? She loves his body.

Who doesn't love a young and energetic body?

This is true for men, and it is also true for women.

Besides, at the moment, this boy is not mentally mature, and he is so infatuated with her, in the future, as long as he is trained well, the entire Pei family's industry will not be hers?

When Suzanne thought of this, she was not yet complacent, and she was startled by her own thoughts.

Since when did you become like this, doing whatever it takes for the sake of profit?

Suzanne began to hate herself a little, she let go of the hand on Pei Shengyu's shoulder, and said with a disgusted expression, "You go back first, try not to contact me alone these days, it will not be good if you are seen by others." If you want to continue this relationship with me in the future. Suzanne added.

Seeing Susanna's answer, Pei Shengyu was overwhelmed with joy, and immediately hugged Susanna and kissed her again, and then left.

After Pei Shengyu left, Susan let out a long breath.

She lay back on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling.

This kind of self did not make her feel very happy, on the contrary, from the bottom of her heart, she was disgusted, guilty, uneasy, and even hated herself.

She thought of Jiang Haozhe again, and remembered the gentle, big boy who didn't speak much more than ten years ago, and she hadn't confessed to him at that time, and their relationship hadn't begun to deteriorate, it was still as good as ever.

He loved her like he loved the little sister next door.

But she loved him, hid it in her heart, her heart was like a deer, and she didn't dare to say it.

It seemed to be the happiest and most carefree moment in her life, and every time she was in pain, she would recall those youthful, clean and beautiful days.

It's clean, not stained with a little dust, as if it's a cloud on the horizon. Or, cherry blossoms in full bloom. That's the good years the two of them have gone through together, and no one can replace them.

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