That deep sense of helplessness and despair made him feel that the strength in his body was instantly taken away, and his whole body was filled with a feeling of powerlessness and exhaustion.

He felt that he didn't even have the ability to keep standing, and the next second he would squat down and slowly hug himself, just like the posture of protecting himself when he was a child, not being hurt too hard.

"His Royal Highness the Prince? His Royal Highness the Prince! ”

The guards and eunuchs were startled when they saw his pale face and sloppy eyes, and called him anxiously.

In just an instant, Pei Yunyu returned to reality.

His gaze froze.

It doesn't matter, he is not a child now, he has the ability to protect himself.

But the letter in his hand still reminded him of the fact that he was abandoned by Zhao Ning, and his heartache was so heartbreaking that he almost couldn't breathe.

Why?

Zhao Ning is the most important and trusted person in his life besides his mother, if he wants his life, he is willing to give it with both hands.

But he chose this way and left him.

It's like he suddenly appeared in his life and left silently.

The guards and eunuchs suddenly felt that this prince, who had always been invincible, was exuding a strong heartbreaking sadness at this time.

But this feeling is only for a second.

The next moment, Pei Yunyu returned to his previous appearance, and he said in a cold voice.

"Let's go!"

After saying that, he turned around and walked away without hesitation.

Everyone looked at each other and hurriedly followed, maybe what they saw just now was an illusion, how could His Royal Highness the Crown Prince be vulnerable?

After returning to the East Palace, Pei Yunyu handled the excerpts as usual, and there was no abnormality compared to usual.

It's just that his expression is even more cold, like solid ice, rejecting people thousands of miles away.

In the middle of the night, it was quiet in the hall, and the last book was finished, Pei Yunyu stared forward for a while, and finally couldn't hold back, and slipped to the letters again.

There was still a layer of ash on it, revealing a sense of misery.

He thought of the way Zhao Ning pulled his bandage hand when he was a child, thought of Zhao Ning opening for him and let him enter the Guozijian, thought of the way he fed him porridge, and then until he grew up, he pulled him to eat sugar gourd, and he pulled his sleeve without much scruples when he walked.

When he was temporarily ordered to go on the expedition, Zhao Ning was late, and shouted desperately at the back of the line that he would wait for him to come back and let him cheer.

Every move was so vivid, and his face was so deeply imprinted in his mind.

Pei Yunyu couldn't help but clench the jade pendant, this jade pendant was dropped by Zhao Ning, he originally said that it was to be returned to him when he saw him again, but after two years outside, he finally came back, but Zhao Ning ...... Don't want him anymore.

His eyes were red.

Suddenly, he picked up the pen and drew a picture with a brush.

"Someone!"

Pei Yunyu suddenly spoke, his voice was deep and cold, like thunder in the silent night, startling the already sleepy night watch eunuch, and knelt down with a plop.

"Check it out! Find out for me the past sales vouchers of this house, and the owner has changed for me to find out, and, according to the characters in this painting, give me a secret search, and find out where this person is now! ”

He can't ignore it anymore, even if he digs three feet into the ground, he has to find out Zhao Ning, he has to ask him personally, why did he do this?

If he is already in his life, why should he be abandoned?

Or maybe something happened? Either way, he wants a result!