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My name is Dong E. The word "Wuyunzhu" is a Manchu language, which means "ninety" in Chinese, which is the good wish of Ama Eniang that I can live to be ninety years old, or even longer.
In my impression, Ama and Eniang are very affectionate, and they love me even more, and I have always lived happily. I even always thought that Ama Eniang would always be by my side until I grew up, until I got married, until I took my children back to my parents' house to be filial to them.
It's a pity that the sky never follows people's wishes.
When I was very young, that year, I was about 3 years old, in a very fierce battle, Amma sacrificed for the country, and Eniang also died and left with Amma.
Since then, I have lost my loved ones and become an orphan!
Although there are not no relatives in the clan, none of them are willing to take care of me. So far, I have lived, sometimes at my aunt's house; sometimes at my uncle's house; Although they are all my relatives, I am still sensitive when I am young, and I deeply feel that they dislike me. I don't know why!
The world is so big, after the death of my parents, there is no place that is my home!
I've always been lonely and hesitant.
I overheard the adults say, I am a broom star, a plague god, and I killed my parents! It turns out that this is the reason why people hate me!
'No! That's not true! I'm not a broom star, and I'm not a plague god! But no one could hear the cry of my heart!
It wasn't until that day that Uncle Eshuo, who was my fellow clansman, came to me and told me that Ama had died to save him! He wants to repay Amma for his kindness, he hopes to take good care of me, and he will take me like his own daughter! He asked me if I would like to go with him to his house and be his daughter.
I looked at him in amazement, I never blame anyone for Amma's death, because life and death are determined by heaven, and no one can control them! I understand better what it's like to be wronged indiscriminately. If Amma is willing to sacrifice for Uncle Eshuo, it proves that their relationship must be excellent. And I can also see that Uncle Eshuo's face is full of apologies and guilt, and I can't blame him.
So he calmly opened his mouth and told him that I was a broom star, a plague god, and if I went to his house, I might harm them.
He laughed for a long time and told me that as long as I don't blame him, he won't be afraid of anything! Besides, I'm not a broom star, and I'm not a plague god! I'm just his daughter!
"Daughter? It's true? I asked.
He nodded firmly: "I said, if you want, you will be my daughter from now on" He said to me.
"Amma!" I cried and called him, and he wrapped me tightly in his arms, tightly! I longed for such affection for a long time, and since then, I have become his adopted daughter.
In this way, I walked into the house of Uncle Eshuo, who should not say my adoptive father. In that family, there was originally one concubine Fujin, two side Fujin, three boys, and one girl. Now, there's another me.
In order to quickly integrate into this family, I hope that everyone will not dislike me, and I hope that I can return the kindness that allowed me to regain the warmth of the family, and I try to do everything to the best!
From childhood to adulthood, I completed the homework assigned to me by Amma on time and in quantity; I'm happy to help everyone in the house; I always put away my sentimentality in front of people and show people with a smile. Therefore, all along, in the eyes of everyone, in my mouth, I have been a filial daughter, a well-behaved sister, a sensible sister, a kind Gege, and a well-known talented girl.
I laughed, in fact, what kind Gege and any talented woman are not what I want, my wish is actually very simple, very simple, I just want to be a good daughter, a good sister, a good sister! As long as our family is kind and filial, and harmonious, I will be satisfied.
Everybody likes me, perhaps, except for Like.
She was prettier and smarter than me, but it was me who was often complimented, which embarrassed me. I still vividly remember that year, I gave Wanru a beautiful dress that Amma gave me, but I didn't want her to destroy the clothes with scissors later, and I was shocked to find out, it turns out that you hate me so much?
I think I understand Wanru's feelings, she is the only daughter in the family, and without me, there would be no one to divide the favor of everyone.
Since then, I can only love her more, let her more, protect her more, and can only be with her, carefully do things worse than her, so that she can be rewarded, not just me, I sincerely hope that by doing so, I can make up for her.
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As the show girls of our Eight Banners, we are all going to enter the palace for the draft. When the tenth year of Shunzhi came, I was very excited. As the day of the draft is getting closer, I have been fantasizing, what does the emperor look like? He will be my husband, my heaven, my earth. I thought, if that's the case, I'll love him with all my heart.
It's just that I didn't expect that all this is just a fantasy after all. Through the concubine's intentional matchmaking, Amma and the concubine made a marriage for me and Bogol Belle. Amma had always been friends with Bogol, and I knew Bogol's heart for me, but I never thought that I would not even have the opportunity to meet the most honorable man of the day.
In this way, it's okay, since ancient times, marriage events have been the orders of parents and the words of matchmakers! Bogol is a thick man again, my future, my marriage, will be very happy, right? Ama Eniang will be very happy for me in the spirit of heaven, right? It's just that my heart seems to be empty, and I can't make up for it.
In the thirteenth year of Shunzhi, I heard the news that Bogol, who had always been in good health, was suddenly critically ill, and I was shocked beyond measure, but I was helpless! And what I can do is to enter the palace with the concubine to ask for a decree, so that I can marry Bogol as soon as possible, so as to repay his wish.
That day, I finally saw the young Son of Heaven, and with just one glance, I couldn't take my eyes off it.
That day, he smiled and asked me, "Are you the daughter of Eshuo?" "I never knew that someone could laugh so well.
"If you go back to the emperor, the slave's Ama is Eshuo." I replied obediently.
He laughed and said, "So, I've seen you before." β
I raised my head and looked at Shunzhi for a long time before saying, "The slave has not seen the emperor." β
The emperor raised his hand and motioned for me to get up: "It's not your person who I see, it's your words." Some time ago, E Shuo was sick, but you wrote the leave excerpt? β
I stood up and said, "Amma's leave is indeed written by a slave maid, but how did the emperor know?" β
"Hehe," he said with a smile: "How can you write such beautiful words?" A few days ago, I summoned him to ask, only to find out that it was written by his daughter, and I was very curious at that time, wanting to see what kind of daughter Eshuo gave birth to? Able to write well. β
I couldn't help but blush a little when I heard this, and thought to myself, if he was my husband, how good would it be? It's a pity that creation makes people, and in my life, it will only be the blessing of Bogol.
Ten days after that day, just when everything was ready, just as the sedan chair was about to enter the door, Bogol died! I'm shocked, I'm saddened!
The memories of my childhood are slowly becoming clearer, could it be that I am really what the world says, a broom star, a plague god! killed his parents, and now he kills his fiancΓ©?
If that is the case, why should I be allowed to harm anyone else? I am determined to pay tribute to Prince Xiang as a surviving person, and I will declare to the world with my actions that I am his blessing; I even refused the marriage of the emperor and the concubine for me, only in this way will I not harm other people.
Just let me, a lonely star, live a lonely life! At that time, I only had this one thought.
It's just that I didn't expect that when I held such a belief, the emperor issued a holy decree, and the content of the holy decree was something I couldn't have imagined before: I was 18 years old, and I could still enter the palace as a show girl to be selected!
Isn't that what I've always dreamed of? It's just that I can't help but be afraid, will my entry into the palace also hurt you? But you are the most noble man in the world, the true dragon son of heaven, and the heavens will bless you, I think, nothing can hurt you, right?
So, I opened my heart and happily prepared to enter the palace for the draft with me, and my dream was just beginning, right?
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