"I made so many excuses, I lied to him, lied to him that I had a stomachache, lied to him that I had a fever, and asked him to come to me in the rain at night. I wasn't trying to tease him, I just missed him so much all of a sudden. Suzanne said, "And I want to hurt people too." ”

Why can't he take the initiative like other boys? Always make me ......upside down," Suzanne cried quietly, "so I don't want him." ”

"It's not that he doesn't want me, it's that I don't want him." Suzanne said, "I can't be, I'm so cheap, I know that the other party has a girlfriend, and I still go to pestering people with a dead face......"

"You know, that time, I really made up my mind. I never wanted to see him again, and I didn't want to call him. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control myself, so I smashed my phone. Suzanne said.

"But I still can't control myself." Suzanne said, "So, in order to divert my pain, I took up a knife and cut my own arm. It bleed so much that it scared the hell out of my roommates. ”

"They called my brother Hao Zhe, who took a taxi overnight and took me to the hospital. When I came out of the emergency room, he became even more indifferent to me. "I thought he would hug me and comfort me, but he didn't, he was just, smoking cigarette after cigarette." ”

"He never smoked before." Suzanne said.

"I really don't know what went wrong. When I was a child, our relationship was obviously very good. He took good care of me. Suzanne said.

"My heart aches. I cried, hugged him, and I said I would forgive him as long as he meant to be with me. I'll never do anything stupid again. Suzanne said.

"However, he broke free of my grasp. I looked up and saw his girlfriend coming up. ”

"The girl, slapped him. Then, crying and running away. "I thought he would change his mind and know that I was the best and most sincere to him." He will throw himself into my arms. ”

"But, unexpectedly, he only coldly dropped a sentence, life is your own, you don't cherish yourself, and no one can help anything! And then, just like that, walked away. He didn't care about him at all, crying heartbreakingly. Suzanne choked.

"Since then, I have found out that he blocked me. I couldn't get him through or send him QQ texts. "I went to the gate of his school, and I waited for ten days to catch him." ”

"He was still walking out with his friends, and when he saw me, he froze where he was. I threw myself on him, hugged him recklessly, and I told him that if it wasn't for him, I would have died. Suzanne said, "That's how I was then. Without him, I feel like I really can't live, and I don't have any point in living. ”

Still, he coldly pushed me away. He asked me, what do I like about him? ”

I was stunned for a long time, unable to answer. What do I like, is it his face, his character, or his family background? No, it's neither. I just like him as a person, for no reason. Suzanne said.

"I feel that at that time, whatever he asked me to do, I would do it." Suzanne said.

"Later, I heard my roommate say that men, once you have an intimate relationship with a woman, it is very difficult, from the heart, from the will, to get rid of this woman." Suzanne said, "I want to be with him." ”

"So, on the Internet, I bought a colorless and odorless medicine, an aphrodisiac." Suzanne said, "At one of our meetings, I secretly put it in his water glass. ”

"Then, that night, we were together as a matter of course." Suzanne said.

"That night, I was very happy. I have no regrets. I gave myself to the man I loved the most. Suzanne said.

"I thought I really, I was keeping him. However, he didn't expect that when he came the next day, he turned his face. Suzanne said, "He actually threw a sum of money at me." ”

"What did he think of me?" Suzanne shuddered, "I'm really, really, hurt. ”

He threw away the money and fled. Since that day, I have never seen him again. Suzanne said, "I know, he's trying to hide from me." ”

"It didn't take long for me to find out that I hadn't come, and I was shocked to find out that I was pregnant with his child." Suzanne smiled, "You say, how can it be so coincidental?" Others have been fine so many times, but I have been hit once. ”

"At that time, I was very flustered and a little lucky, I felt that if I sent him this news, he would definitely be able to reconcile with me." Suzanne said.

"However, I have been, and I have not been able to find him." Suzanne said.

"That day, I got drunk and fell on the road, and then, the child was gone." Suzanne said, "He still doesn't know that he once had a child, a child between us." ”

"That day, it was night, and it was raining. I fell to the ground with a terrible stomach ache. The blood was pouring out and I was terrified. Suzanne said.

"It was at that time that I met Ren Yuliang. My current boyfriend. Suzanne said, "He was the one who saved me and took me to the hospital." ”

"He was also with me until I was discharged from the hospital."

"Ren Yuliang knew me at that time."

"It's just that at that time, we were just ordinary friends."

"Later, I talked to several boyfriends on and off. One by one, they are all more or less, and some of them look like my first love, Jiang Haozhe. Suzanne said.

"Obviously, everything was fine before, but when we were really together, I always felt that there was something wrong. I later realized that I always compare them with Brother Haozhe, intentionally or unintentionally. ”

"However, they are not Brother Haozhe after all." Suzanne said.

"Feelings, that's it, it's painful. Sometimes, it's they who propose the breakup, and sometimes, it's me who proposes it. ”

"In short, no one has ever really known me and truly loved me. Neither I nor them have achieved positive results. ”

"Falling out of love again and again, being hurt again and again, made me so painful that I wanted to commit suicide." "I drank a lot every day, and I got myself drunk. ”

"At that time, Ren Yuliang came into my life. He told me that he had fallen in love with me, but because he was a poor boy with nothing, he did not dare to confess to me. ”

"At that time, I was extremely insecure and lacking love, so I was with him in a daze."

"He was very nice to me and didn't mind my past. It can also tolerate my various bad tempers and willfulness. ”

"He's even willing to be a spare tire. He told me that he should take care of me now, and if one day, I found true love, I could leave him at any time. ”

"I said yes."

"I don't love him, but I feel like I'm becoming more and more dependent on him. He gives me a sense of security. I can't live without him. ”

"Emotionally, but reason tells me that he is not the person I want to marry."

"I'm confused, you say, what the hell should I do?" Suzanne sighed.

She said so much, but it's a pity that Pei Shengyang is a wooden man and can't hear what she says at all.

She should be rejoicing, shouldn't she?

Fortunately, there is someone who allows her to spit out the words she buried in her heart, and it will not leave any trouble.

"Brother Sheng Yang, I still can't forget Brother Haozhe, you say, what should I do?" Suzanne said.

"It would be nice if, at the beginning, I didn't fall in love with him." Between Susanna's eyebrows, there was still lingering pain.

"Brother Sheng Yang, I actually think it's not bad to marry you." Suzanne said, "Since I can't get love, I don't want to hope for it." ”

"I'm going to marry money." Suzanne said, "And you're lying down, you don't know anything, and you can't control me." ”

"Isn't it good?" Suzanne said.

She didn't notice that Pei Shengyang, who was lying down, suddenly frowned slightly.

"Well, a woman like me should settle for the next best." Suzanne said.

"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud."

"Without Brother Haozhe by my side, I estimate that I will be like this for the rest of my life, constantly falling in love with different men, and constantly breaking up."

"Among the people I know, the reputation about me is already very bad. I don't want that either. Suzanne said.

"Who doesn't want to have a stable and happy life?"

"Brother Sheng Yang, I think, I'm so tired. If I can't find true love, it's better for the two of us to make do. ”

"Don't dislike me, and I don't dislike you. Moreover, it can gag everyone's mouth. Suzanne said.

Pei Shengyang frowned, and it seemed that his face moved.

"By the way, you're pretty good-looking."

"It's just that you're afraid you won't be able to satisfy me."

Suzanne stretched out her slender fingers and gently rubbed them on Pei Shengyang's lips a few times.

She withdrew her hand and touched her lips.

"I think I need not only a man emotionally, but also physically!" Suzanne added, "Alas, it's hard! ”

Pei Shengyang's fingers moved.

This time, Suzanne discovered Pei Shengyang's movements. She was stunned for a moment, quickly stood up, and shouted outward, "Brother Sheng Yang has reacted!" ”

Pei Zelin, Yang Huanyu and Shen Xiuli, who were chatting outside, hurriedly stood up and rushed into the room, Pei Zelin hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I just saw that Brother Sheng Yang's fingers moved!" Suzanne said.

Pei Zelin was surprised and delighted, and hurriedly pressed the pager and called the attending physician.

When the doctor came, he told everyone to wait outside.

After the doctor finished the examination and came out, he said to Pei Zelin with a happy face, "The patient does have a slight reaction to the stimulus. This is a good sign that the auditory stimulation is still effective, keep doing it! ”

After sending the doctor away, Pei Zelin was in a very good mood, and while going in to accompany his son, he asked Susanna, "Shanna, what did you say to Sheng Yang, he reacted so quickly?" What an unexpected! ”

Suzanne blushed and stood a little reserved. However, she didn't believe that a vegetative person could actually hear what she had just said.

I guess it's just a noise that hits him, or maybe it's just a coincidence.

Suzanne blushed and said, "I just, I mentioned marriage to him, and he suddenly moved......"

When Pei Zelin heard this, he and Yang Huanyu looked at each other.

"It seems that we Sheng Yang really like you." Pei Zelin said.

He didn't say anything, but told Suzanne to come back tomorrow.

It's not early today, Pei Zelin said that he kept vigil and asked his wife to take Shen Xiuli's mother and daughter back to the hotel.

As soon as Shen Xiuli closed the door, she hurriedly took her daughter's hand and smiled happily, "Nana, you really have a way!" Did you see the surprised expressions of your Uncle Pei and Aunt Yang! ”

"Work hard, the Pei family can't treat you badly!" Shen Xiuli said.

"Got it, Mom." Suzanne was a little impatient.

"Also, you said you mentioned getting married, is it true? Or did you deliberately say that in front of them? Shen Xiuli asked.

Suzanne recalled her nonsense, a little embarrassed, and said angrily, "Mom, don't ask so much, okay?!" ”

Shen Xiuli said, "Daughter, Mom doesn't know what your idea is." ”

"However, marrying Pei Shengyang is indeed a good proposal."

"Mom, what nonsense are you talking about, how can I marry a vegetative person?!" Suzanne said, "I'm just talking nonsense!" ”

"What's not to do, he's in a vegetative state, and he can't get a certificate by himself, at most it's a wedding, what impact can it have on you?"

"Moreover, we don't mention this ourselves, waiting for him to mention it in person. His sons are like that, if he mentions marriage, won't he hurt other girls! Shen Xiuli said.

So, they will definitely come up with the most suitable compensation! And, the most favorable conditions for us! So, Shanna, don't mention anything, just pretend to be in love with Sheng Yang! Shen Xiuli had a wishful thinking.

"Although we are waiting for others to mention it, we still have to knock on the side to make people feel that they will not be slapped back in the face when they mention marriage." Shen Xiuli said.

"We are the ones who love him, not the money that loves him. So, there's a drama in this matter. Shen Xiuli said, "But, their Pei family has to take something to compensate, it must be money." ”

"Mom, you know how money is money, can you think of something else?" Suzanne glared at her mother dissatisfied, "Are you planning to sell your daughter?" ”

"Isn't this good for you, Mom, you kid!" Shen Xiuli was also a little dissatisfied, "Don't worry, he can still tie you for a lifetime?" ”

"Besides, he doesn't know anything when he's lying there, and if there's someone out there, he's still in charge? Even if their Pei family knows, it's hard to say anything. Shen Xiuli said.

"Also, haven't you always wanted to open a gallery and hold an art exhibition, with the help of the Pei family, what can't you do?" Shen Xiuli continued to follow the good path.

Obviously, the last one touched Susanna's heart.

I don't know if the chat really has an effect, or if it's something else, after Suzanne accompanied Pei Shengyang for a few days, he really had a more obvious reaction to external stimuli.

In order not to disturb them, Pei Zelin left them more alone time and did not let others disturb them.

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