Chapter 179: Love and Hate



Just as he rode away, hundreds of whistles sounded at the same time, and from not far away, a herd of horses came running in the dark. The guards all got on their horses, and after a few casual fights with the Turks chasing behind them, they hurriedly caught up with the king of Lanling.

When Zhang Qi was slightly conscious, the sky was already dark.

She opened her eyes, looked at the vast stars in the sky, and slowly turned her head.

She found herself lying on a tiger skin with a bunch of flames burning next to it. Not far away, the laughter of men can be heard.

Frowning, Zhang Qi tried to sit up.

As soon as he moved, a tall and straight figure came from the darkness. He rushed forward with an arrow step, put the "medicine" bowl in his hand on the ground, squatted on the ground, carefully helped Zhang Qi up, put her in his arms, lowered his head and asked in a hoarse voice, "How is it?" As he spoke, he reached out and put his hand on her forehead.

Feeling that his forehead was not so hot, he breathed a sigh of relief, and as soon as he let go of his hand, he looked at Zhang Qi's eyes like autumn water. Because she was still injured, her eyes were a little less cold, more "confused" and dazed, she looked at him with a stunned gaze, as if, she couldn't believe that what she saw was him, and as if, she wanted to reach out and touch his face, but she hesitated, hesitated, and didn't dare.

Such a look made him meet, and King Lanling couldn't help but be stunned.

Quickly, he lowered his head, picked up the bowl of "medicine" from the ground on one side, he took a tablespoon of "medicine" water and handed it to Zhang Qi's lips, and said in a low voice: "Come, drink it." ”

Zhang Qi opened her lips in a daze, and slowly swallowed the spoonful of "potion" water.

In this way, he fed spoon by spoon, and Zhang Qi swallowed it in small bites.

Neither spoke.

Zhang Qi had been looking at him in a daze, and suddenly, she muttered, "How many days?" ”

She asked inexplicably, but he understood. Lowering his eyes, he whispered back, "One day." He explained: "Last night, the city that the Turks broke and the city of Wuwei was broken, and it was only one day. ”

It's only been a day?

Zhang Qi turned his head to look at Wuwei City in a daze. There were still flames in the sky. In this way, he was only trapped for half a day before he was rescued.

She thought it had been a long, long time......

Turn your head slowly. Zhang Qi looked at him.

His eyes were bloodshot, and his cheeks were so thin that there were no more flesh. She looked to the sides again, it was a hillside, and on the hillside, there were a hundred or so men sitting around. There are many men with roasted meat in their mouths. The man fell to the ground and fell asleep.

In half a day, he rushed to Wuwei City, it must have been very hard and hard.

Zhang Qi's eyes widened and slowly turned her head sideways.

Sensing that her expression was wrong, he put down the "medicine" bowl and said in a low voice, "Uncomfortable again?" He reached out and put it on his forehead, but he couldn't feel it. He lowered his head and pressed his lips to her forehead.

As his lips came closer. Zhang Qi shuddered.

There was a bit of panic in his voice, "Let's go find the doctor!" ”

He was just about to pick her up, but Zhang Qi grabbed his sleeve. She whispered, "I'm fine," and seeing that he didn't believe it, she smiled, "Really, I'm fine, I'm much better." ”

King Lanling obviously didn't believe it, he solemnly turned her face, shone it again and again in the light of the fire, and reached out to press it a few times on the wound that was wrapped, and said, "This golden creation 'medicine'." The medicine was prepared for myself, and the "medicine" was also found improvised in the forest. He said softly: "Your body is not as good as your husband, don't hold on, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me immediately." ”

Zhang Qi said "en".

She asked softly, "Chang Gong, how do you know that something happened to Wuwei City?" ”

Hear her whisper her name. The man's hands stiffened while holding her, and after a long while, he whispered back, "After I left, I always felt that something was wrong, so I came back and camped three hundred miles away. I happened to see the Turks retreating and Yuwen Hu pursued. ”

Zhang Qi said "en" again.

She was still weak and leaned weakly in his arms, and Zhang Qi muttered, "Did Yuwen Yong escape?" ”

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Hearing her mention Yuwen Yong, the man behind him stiffened again, and after a while, he said in a dumb voice: "Yu Wen Yong is a smart person, the direction he is walking is north, and it is estimated that he will soon meet with the Yuwen Protectorate." Only when he converges can he come back, can he be ashamed, and only then can he not leave such a major stain in the life of the proud Yu Wenyong. Even if he had no chance to "intervene" in this war.

Speaking of this, King Lanling's low voice came, "He abandoned you and fled, don't you hate him?" ”

Caring so much about him, is there no blame or resentment at all?

Zhang Qi closed her eyes, and after a while, her low, hoarse and weak voice came softly, "I only hated you...... other people, she didn't resent, she didn't want to resent, and she was not qualified to resent. In Zhang Qi's view, she and Yuwen Yong are ordinary cooperative relations. She thought that people like them, who have extreme anxiety in their hearts and are always thinking about the gains and losses of interests, are far less likely to be husband and wife than to be friends for a longer period of time and have a more reliable relationship.

Therefore, in Zhang Qi's opinion, at the moment of life and death, Yuwen Yong abandoned her, which was the most normal thing.

There were only five words, but his breath was suddenly suffocated.

After a while, she heard him say in a dumb voice, "I'm sorry. He said in a low voice, "In the past, I was stupid. ”

Zhang Qi did not answer.

He bowed his head.

The light of the fire reflected on her face, lining her little face red. Her eyes were closed tightly, her breathing was thin, and she fell asleep. He reached out and pressed her forehead, which was still a little hot.

…… After suffering a traumatic injury, if the fever does not go away, there is a risk of "sexual" life.

Thinking of this, his Adam's apple rolled down. Carefully reaching out and changing her position in his arms, he leaned against the trunk of the tree in thought.

There were doctors in Wuwei City, but those doctors were either killed or fled among the "chaos" soldiers. He searched for a long time, but he didn't find one.

Because the Turks broke Wuwei City, there are all soldiers and horses in this vicinity, and there is no place to find a doctor.

If it weren't for the fact that he habitually had the best Jinchuang 'medicine' in his mount bag, he wouldn't dare to think about it this time.

In his thoughts, he hugged her tighter again.

It's obviously the summer wind, blowing on people's bodies, but it's piercing cold. Each time she felt her teeth pounding in her sleep. He hugged him tighter. But with his movements, she would earn two, and helplessly, he hurriedly relaxed.

In the left and right thoughts. The moon in the sky is gradually setting in the west.

There was a sound of footsteps.

A guard sat down beside King Lanling and said in a low voice: "King Jun, our people will not arrive until tomorrow night at the earliest, and Zhang Ji is afraid that he will have to wait until then to find the military doctor to take a look." ”

King Lanling nodded.

Seeing that he just lowered his head and looked intently at the 'woman' in his arms, the guard sighed: "That Yuwen Yong is really ruthless. 's favorite concubine, just throw it away. Hey, these emperors are really different from our ideas. ”

King Lanling gave a sigh of grace again, he lowered his head, and tried Zhang Qi's forehead with his lips before slowly replying: "All the civil and military officials will flee, and they will be in chaos." It is normal for no one to remember a woman. ”

At this moment, Zhang Qi in his arms moved.

King Lanling looked down.

Close your eyes tightly. Zhang Qi, who was blushing slightly, suddenly whispered: "Chang Gong ......"

"Yes."

"I hate you!"

Seeing that the king of his own county was frozen there, the guard was dumbfounded for a while, and said, "Good girl, you still curse when you fall asleep, women are really difficult to serve!" ”

As soon as he said this, when he looked up and saw that the face of King Lanling was gloomy and cold, the guard was so frightened that he stuck out his tongue and hurriedly slipped away.

As soon as the guard left, King Lanling put his lips on Zhang Qi's forehead. He was close to her, his breath blended with hers, and after a long time, he said in a low voice: "As long as you get better, Ah Qi, as long as you get better......"

Then. The guard slipped back again.

He walked up to King Lanling's side and whispered, "King Jun, do you want to continue the lecture tonight?" ”

This guard loves gossip and has a pair of shrewd eyes. As a concubine in a family, he grew up in a huge family, in which there are always many people in the family, including his mother-in-law and stepmother, seven sisters and eight sisters, three brothers and four brothers, as well as businessmen and officials. After the expedition, I overheard him chatting with others, saying that "the great officials who have gone through several dynasties in ancient times and have undiminished glory are all knowledgeable and skilled in the world", and the king of Lanling called him to his side and asked him to talk to him for an hour every day.

King Lanling glared at him and whispered, "Get out—"

The guard smiled and quickly slipped away. Sneaking away not far away, he hid behind a tree and continued to look at King Lanling and Zhang Qi with relish.

I don't know how long it took for Zhang Qi to come to his senses again.

It wasn't dawn yet.

She raised her head, stared blankly at the sky in the dark night, and then turned her head to look at the man below her.

King Lanling was already asleep.

He held her to his chest and tilted his head sideways. His face was next to the rough bark of the tree, and he slept soundly. In the night breeze, he breathed thinly, and his long eyelashes formed a shadow under his eyes.

Looking at him, Zhang Qi's eyes suddenly turned red.

didn't want to alarm him, Zhang Qi didn't move.

Leaning softly on his chest, listening to his strong and powerful heartbeat, Zhang Qi's suppressed hatred welled up in his heart again. She wanted to bite him, or kick him, or kill him and herself with a knife!

This is actually a very strange thought, when he abandoned her, she never hated her so much, and when everyone abandoned her, she did not hate her so much. He had saved her now, and she hated her so bitterly.

Just when Zhang Qi's eyes were wet uncontrollably, two low-pitched voices came from the corner on one side, "That surnamed Fang is really on the excerpt to participate in the county king." ”

"If you want me to say, just kill that person with a knife, the king of the county is kind, not only don't blame him, but also treat him as before."

The two were talking energetically, when suddenly, another older, dull voice came, "Shut up!" Give me sleep."

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The two of them quieted down, and after a while, a snoring sounded, and at this time, Zhang Qi heard the old man sigh and muttered: "The king of the county has returned to the country this time, and the credit will definitely be gone, maybe it will cause His Majesty to be angry!" ”

Speaking of this, the old man sighed again, "Fortunately, the county king is a clan. ”

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I have been a leftover girl for many years, and I have always wondered why I am left. Did I blame for it? Or have you never found the dish that is unique to me?

It is only now that I realize that there is no such thing as perfection in this world. You yourself are not perfect, whether it is from the inside or outside, you are scarred and weak everywhere, how can you ask that man, he is as perfect as the screws specially carved for you by God, just stuck every button of yours?

By the way, one more word, if you want to be a dink, let's have a baby. In other words, I used to be very repulsive to children. It wasn't until I gave birth to a child that I felt for the first time in my life that I had been adrift for so many years, and I could finally get someone to rely on...... It's funny, the small, floppy little guy who only looks at you and drools can give people a sense of belonging, a sense of dependence. It seems that there is no longer loneliness, and it seems that in this life, there will always be someone who truly belongs to you, who will not betray, no harm, can be relied on, and can be expected.

Of course, no one knows what he will be like when he grows up. But just this moment of satisfaction and fulfillment cannot be exchanged for more money and freedom, and it is not something that a husband can give.

In the end, I still ask for pink tickets, so don't pretend you didn't see it. (To be continued)