Shen Tingfeng followed all the way and felt uncomfortable, it was the first time he saw Mu Yuqing who had lost his aura like this.

There was no one else in her eyes, and she walked forward quietly with the torture Zhao Di on her back.

Xing Zhaodi was already lying on the iron bed, and Mu Yuqing lowered her eyes and gave her a slightly messy dress and hair.

The scenes between her and Xing Zhaodi appeared in front of her, laughing or heartbroken, they were all them.

She stroked her delicate cheeks and whispered, "Sister, goodbye." ”

got into the car again, and Mu Yuqing sat silently in the passenger seat with an urn in his arms.

Shen Tingfeng didn't speak, just sat in the back seat in silence.

The cemetery arrived soon, Liu Zhixia was waiting there with a bouquet of flowers, and Mu Yuqing slowly got out of the car with the urn.

Liu Zhixia was about to fall into tears when she saw this scene, and Mu Yuqing, who was in a black robe under the black umbrella, was holding the urn, silently spreading sadness.

All the procedures have been completed, Mu Yuqing stood quietly in front of the tomb, and the smiling and happy girl on the tombstone had gone.

She reached out and touched the tombstone, as if she was very nostalgic.

When she left the cemetery, she left only one paragraph.

"Sister, I'm sorry I didn't protect you. In the next life, be a carefree little princess, and I will still be your most loyal guard. ”

When Liu Zhixia heard this, her tears could no longer suppress the surge of tears, and she covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.

From learning of Xing Zhaodi's death to cremation and burial, Mu Yuqing did not shed a single tear during the whole process, she was as quiet as a puppet.

Back at the villa, Nan Xuyan carried her to the bed and forced her to rest for a while, but she still didn't react, she looked at the ceiling with blank and empty eyes.

Shen Tingfeng really couldn't stand it and gave her an injection, so she closed her eyes heavily.

"It's the first time I've seen her like this." Shen Tingfeng rubbed his eyebrows and said.

Nan Xuyan stroked her cheeks, and her distress overflowed: "You have stayed here for the past two days, I am afraid that she will not wake up well." ”

Mu Yuqing slept for a long time this night, and she had a long, long dream.

In her dreams, there is a mother she has never seen, a cute and cute Tuan Tuan, a Zhang Manling with excellent embroidery, and ... I just passed away... Torture Zhaodi.

Nan Xuyan looked at her who wrinkled her eyebrows from time to time and was worried, "Shen San, how is she?" ”

"I guess I had a nightmare."

Mu Yuqing didn't wake up for a day and a night, Nan Xuyan was so anxious, and Shen Tingfeng couldn't do anything, because Mu Yuqing was really fine, she just hadn't woken up yet.

At night, Mu Yuqing had a high fever, shouting some words indiscriminately, Nan Xuyan hurriedly shouted Shen Tingfeng over, and Shen Tingfeng immediately panicked when he saw this.

With such a sudden high fever, Shen Tingfeng was so busy that he was dizzy, and he tossed for most of the night before he could cool down.

She slept very unsteadily, her forehead was covered with a lot of cold sweat, Nan Xuyan touched her hand, her palms were also full of cold sweat, and quickly changed her into clean pajamas.

She began to dream, Nan Xuyan turned over and lay down and hugged her and coaxed: "Good, it's okay, I'm here." ”

"Tuan Tuan, sister, don't want me."

Tears slipped from the corners of Mu Yuqing's eyes, Nan Xuyan gently wiped away her tears and hugged her tightly in his arms, her dreams made him hurt so much that he couldn't help himself.

Mu Yuqing didn't know what he dreamed of, so he kept crying, and his hand unconsciously grabbed Nan Xuyan's clothes tightly and didn't let go, Nan Xuyan patted her back and comforted her softly.

"Well, I'm here."

Shen Tingfeng leaned on the sofa and fell asleep, he was really tired in the past few days, Nan Xuyan almost kept guarding Mu Yuqing, and if he was slightly wrong, he would arrest him and check him carefully, so that he didn't dare to go too far.

Shen Tingfeng had never seen Nan Xuyan so nervous alone, it turned out that when he met the right person, no matter how indifferent a person was, he would be as tender as water. Watching him coax Mu Yuqing softly, Shen Tingfeng was full of emotion.

What if she knew about Nan Xuyan's hidden special identity?

Alas, sad.

Shen Tingfeng's stomach growled again, "Alas, the resident doctor can't even eat." ”

Ran downstairs to nibble on a bread Shen Tingfeng felt that he had come back to life, he thought about it and brought a glass of milk and a few slices of toast up.

"Ah Yan, eat something, you haven't eaten water and rice for three days."

Nan Xuyan just glanced at him and turned his head, how could he have the heart to eat at this time.

"She's fine, she has nutrient infusions every day, and she can't be hungry."

Nan Xuyan was still unmoved, and Shen Tingfeng also knew his temper, so he simply put things on the coffee table, and he nestled into the sofa to sleep.

Mu Yuqing finally opened his eyes, and Nan Xuyan was overjoyed, "Madam, are you awake?" ”

After looking at him with her eyes open for a long time, her tears suddenly rolled down, "Sister is gone." ”

Most of the worry in Nan Xuyan's eyes was less, and it was better if she could cry, "Madam, you still have me." ”

Mu Yuqing's tears became more and more turbulent, and he couldn't help crying while holding Nan Xuyan's placket, and Nan Xuyan's pain was painful.

"Old man, in just a few months, I lost Tuan Tuan, lost Manling, and now, I also lost Zhaodi. Why, why......"

He kissed her lightly on the forehead, hugged her tightly and comforted her silently, she went from sobbing to crying, and that cry contained her endless sadness.

Crying again until he fell asleep, Nan Xuyan rubbed his eyebrows and closed his eyes.

The sky was slightly bright, Mu Yuqing woke up, Nan Xuyan woke up with a slight movement of his body, and he was finally relieved to see her sober appearance.

"Awake? Hungry or not? Craving something? ”

"I'm not hungry, I want to go out for a walk."

"Okay."

Dressed neatly, Mu Yuqing felt unreal when he went to the ground, and he always felt that the floor was soft, but Nan Xuyan squatted down in front of her, "Madam, come, I'll carry you down." ”

Mu Yuqing didn't say anything, leaned over and climbed on his neck, Nan Xuyan easily lifted her on his back, and Shen Tingfeng on the sofa slept very deeply, not knowing that the two had gone out.

Nan Xuyan carried her on her back and walked slowly in the back garden, the breeze blowing her long silky hair, she said softly: "Old man, how long have I been sleeping." ”

"Three days."

"Thank you for your hard work, I'm fine. Let me down. ”

Nan Xuyan put her down as she said, Mu Yuqing walked slowly along the corridor, the lotus flowers bloomed just right, and there was no ripple in her heart.

Sitting on the swing frame, Nan Xuyan gently pushed her, she closed her eyes, and a tear crossed her cheek and disappeared.

After swinging for a long time, Mu Yuqing's mood was obviously much better, and he returned to the villa under the traction of Nan Xuyan.

Shen Tingfeng had also woken up, and he was finally relieved to see her awake, but it would take some time for this trauma to heal.

Mu Yuqing opened his bag and took out the letter and gift box, which read on the post-it note: "To the best Yu Qing in the world, happy birthday." ”

She gently tore open the wrapping paper and opened the box, there was a classical and elegant brooch inside, Mu Yuqing felt that her breath was suffocating, this was the last birthday gift she gave herself.

The reason why it is a brooch is probably because she once wore a retro long skirt and joked that there was a lack of a brooch with a lining temperament, so this year's birthday gift became a brooch.

Mu Yuqing never celebrates birthdays, this is a habit she has developed for more than 20 years, her birthday is too close to the day of He Junrou's death, and she is unwilling to celebrate her birthday.

Although it's not her birthday, Xing Zhaodi and Liu Zhixia will always give her gifts on that day, the gifts are not expensive, but they are definitely full of their hearts for her.

Mu Yuqing pinned the brooch to her chest, and tears fell down again, even if she was crazy, she still remembered this sister, remembered her birthday, remembered... What she said.

This gift, which was not handed over to Mu Yuqing by herself, was a gift more than half a month in advance, making Mu Yuqing squat in the corner and cry silently.

Finally holding back her tears, she opened the letter.

The beautiful handwriting in the letter narrates her mental journey over the years, and every word is full of despair and darkness.

She wrote about the sick education of her original family, wrote about the bizarre light in society, and wrote about Mu Yuqing, she said: "When I meet you, it is like meeting a beam of light that is enough to warm my whole life, all the pain and all the darkness seem to be dispelled by this light, Mu Yuqing, this is the most beautiful name I have ever heard, and it is also the most beautiful person I have ever seen." ”

"Yu Qing, I actually envy you very much, what if you are an orphan, you live wantonly, and my family even makes me feel that I am not even an orphan. We live with different backgrounds, and you don't care, you take me step by step to live with confidence. ”

"Yu Qing, you don't know how scared I am, every night in the dead of night, it seems that there is a devil who wants to devour me. I'm scared of other people's fingers, I'm afraid they're looking at me with tinted glasses. You take me out, I know what you think, but I just can't overcome myself, I'm afraid of the eyes of the world......"

Mu Yuqing held the long letter and cried bitterly, it was she who didn't protect her.

When Mu Yuqing went downstairs again, she already looked as usual, but her red eyes revealed the fact that she had cried just now.

After eating lunch calmly, she took her bag and walked out, so frightened that Shen Tingfeng hurriedly followed, "Yu Qing, where are you going?" ”

Nan Xuyan just went to the bathroom, and when he came back, the restaurant was empty, he hurriedly ran out, and as soon as he ran to the door, he saw Mu Yuqing driving with a cold expression, and Shen Tingfeng was terrified when he sat in the passenger seat and held the cushion tightly.

Nan Xuyan stepped forward to stop the car, "Madam, take me." ”

Mu Yuqing didn't speak, but he stopped the car, Nan Xuyan pulled the car door and sat in the back seat, and Mu Yuqing rushed out.

Shen Tingfeng closed his eyes and was so scared that Mu Yuqing said lightly, "Don't worry, I'm just going for a ride and making such a scared look like death to show whom?" ”

Shen Tingfeng let go of his hand when he heard her words, but he still pulled the seat belt tightly, for fear that Mu Yuqing would throw him out with a turn.

Mu Yuqing's face was cold, and he galloped all the way to the gate of the Imperial Capital University, Mu Yuqing didn't care whether the two people in the car were comfortable or not, and stopped the car at the base of the wall with a sudden brake.

Shen Tingfeng was palpitating, and reflexively leaned on the chair and looked at Nan Xuyan in a sweat, "Ah Yan, I ......"

"Nothing will happen, get out of the car."

Shen Tingfeng got out of the car with a vague footstep, only to find that he had been left far behind, and Nan Xuyan was not far behind Mu Yuqing.