Chapter Eighty-Three: Fragments of the Diary
Seeing this, Zheng Qianqi didn't come anywhere, it turned out that his life was so difficult before his death!
He asked Chiyan's seniors: "Are all these things in the diary true?" ”
"Of course it's true, this is the fragment of your diary that you wrote yourself!"
"Fragments? You mean, there's something else? ”
"That's right, but it's not with me, you need to find it yourself!"
"Okay, okay... I got it, I'll keep watching. ”
So Zheng Qian continued to look through the contents of the diary:
"What the hell do you want to do!" I stared at Wu Bohao viciously.
"I don't want to do anything, I feel disgusted when I see you like this garbage, I thought you were just a little poorer at home, but I didn't expect your sister-in-law to do this, disgusting! Got it? ”
"I'm going to kill you!"
I picked up a carbon pen and ran towards Wu Bohao, but before I could run to him, I was pressed to the ground by several people.
Wu Bohao stood up, stepped on my head, and said, "Just you, still want to fight with me?" Lao Tzu said a word, so that you can't live in this county, believe it or not? ”
After saying that, he spat in my neck.
After they left, I lay on the ground for a long time and didn't get up, no one around came to see if I was really injured, no way, I was poor, I was weak, I could only be bullied, and I could only swallow my stomach if I was knocked out of my teeth.
When I got home, I got angry at my sister-in-law and asked him why he was doing this kind of business.
"Why? Do you still have the face to ask why? You ask your parents, if I don't do this, you can still go to school? ”
"Then you can go out and work."
"Part-time job? Who wants me? I ask you, who wants me? I don't know anything, now I have to work experience serving dishes, if I can go out to work? Will I do this? ”
I can't talk about her, I can't talk about her since I was a child, no matter what, she is justified, so I went back to the room and cried, crying loudly, wanting to ask God, what did I do wrong, born in such a family, to go through these things!
My sister-in-law ignored me at all and went straight back to the room.
From then on, until I graduated from high school, I was called my eldest nephew.
However, these are all things in the past, after graduating from high school, I was not admitted to college at all, and went to Uncle Oil's KTV as a waiter.
My name is Zheng Qian, I am 19 years old, and my sister-in-law's name is Zheng Ru, and I am 26 years old.
Today is my nineteenth birthday, and Uncle You bought me a cake and celebrated briefly with a few colleagues in the private room.
Uncle Oil is not a bad person, he thinks it is not easy for me, so he took me in.
This is a new environment, no one knows about my past, and even if they do, they won't bully me like Wu Bohao, and no one will sing birthday songs like this when I celebrate my birthday.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."
After the birthday singing, Uncle You said: "Today's Zheng Qian's birthday, it stands to reason that we should go to the hotel to celebrate, but a while ago, I offended people, and now it's not appropriate to go out with great fanfare, Zheng Gan, don't you mind!" ”
I quickly waved my hand and said, "No, no, how can I mind, this is the first time that someone has given me a birthday." ”
Uncle You came over and patted me on the shoulder and said, "In the future, someone will celebrate your birthday every year." ”
I looked at the colleagues present, they are all people of the same age as me, each of them has a different experience, there are many waiters and escort ladies in this KTV, only a few of us can play together, growing so big, I experienced the feeling of being friends for the first time.
Biaozi is five big and three thick, and he has a dragon tattooed on his shoulder, he is a security guard here and a thug under Uncle You. He picked up his glass and said, "What's the matter?" I think you're going to cry when you're virtuous, but don't do this, come, let's do one! ”
The two of us drank the wine from the glass.
Qiao Xiaorou walked up to me and said, "Come, let's have a drink too." ”
My experience with Qiao Xiaorou is very similar, my sister-in-law used her body to provide for me to go to school, and Qiao Xiaorou's mother used her body to raise her. We didn't have any friends since we were young, and we had a lot of common language, so we usually talked better.
I've been working here for more than three months, and I've met a lot of people, but I'm the closest to Qiao Xiaorou.
The two of us are not boyfriend and girlfriend, and we have never had this kind of thought, more of a feeling of sympathy.
Ding Peng saw the two of us drinking, so he coaxed next to him: "You said that you two are always together, just forget it together, are you old, these two people usually chirp crookedly and don't know what they are doing, you two, won't you be together already." ”
Ding Peng is like this, he has a very smart brain, and he is very good at doing things, but his mouth is very lacking in morality.
I quickly said to him, "Don't talk nonsense, we're really just friends!" ”
Ding Peng laughed when he heard this, and said in a very cheap tone: "Hey, hey, it's just an ordinary friend, it's really, our Zheng Qian is still an ignorant little boy, and he actually believes that there are ordinary friends between men and women, hahahahaha!" ”
I'm speechless.
Uncle Oil said: "Okay, okay, you guys have fun, I still have some things to deal with." ”
"Walk slowly, Uncle Oil."
After Uncle Oil left, a few of us drank a lot of wine, but I didn't drink too much, wine is similar to water in my eyes, and I haven't practiced drinking before, but I can drink it naturally.
Qiao Xiaorou also drank a lot, and after the end of the game, I rode her home on an electric car, and she hugged my waist tightly in the back, and said incomprehensible words in her mouth.
She rented a house outside by herself, because she really couldn't stand her mother, she usually beat and scolded her, and always picked up customers in front of her, which made her feel very disgusting at home.
Before I got out of the house, Qiao Xiaorou put her arms around my neck and said, "You, do you like me?" ”
"Huh?"
"I ask you, do you like me!"
"I..."
"Can you be like a man, you're at my door now, you just need to push me through the door, press me on the bed, and I'll be yours!"
I've never seen Qiao Xiaorou like this, and I've never heard her say such things, so I took a step back.
"You, you're this..."
After Qiao Xiaorou saw my reaction, the hand that was holding me was released, she shook her head in disappointment, and turned around to go home.
Seeing this, Zheng Qian suddenly smiled, because, when he thought of the time when he and Li Xue confirmed their relationship, that night, Li Xue had obviously given himself a chance, but because he drank too much wine, he missed it.
It seems that in terms of women, there is not much difference between her life and now!
Senior Chiyan saw him laugh and asked, "Boy, what are you laughing at here?" ”
"Huh? It's nothing, I just feel that after I die, it doesn't seem to be much different from when I was alive. ”
"What do you mean?"
Zheng Qian showed him the contents of this diary, and then said: "When I was with my girlfriend in the underworld, this was also the case, there was a thief but not a thief, hahahaha!" ”
Chiyan senior also grinned, because he was a snake, and the expression on his face was very stiff, so he could only grin to express his happy mood, which looked very interesting, Chiyan senior said: "You kid, there is peach blossom luck in life, but there are peach blossoms in life!" ”
"Peach blossoms? What do you mean? ”
Senior Chiyan glanced at him and said, "I don't know everything about you, so don't try to find all the memories of your life from me, it's impossible!" I just said this to tell you that you caused yourself a lot of trouble because of women's affairs during your lifetime! Do you understand? ”
Zheng Qian nodded, didn't speak again, and then looked at the rest of the diary:
I swear, I really just think of her as a regular friend, because I subconsciously felt that how could someone like me like her.
I didn't think much about it, and when I saw her go home, I rode home on an electric scooter myself.
It was already past ten o'clock in the evening, and my sister-in-law had the most guests at this time, so I tried not to make a noise when I opened the door.
However, there was no one in the house, and it was very quiet.
There was a daytime take-out box on the coffee table, which made the whole living room smell greasy, and there was a note under the box with only three words written, and I left.
She, gone?
My sister-in-law is gone?
It stands to reason that I shouldn't be uncomfortable, after all, I can earn my own money now, and I usually have such a tense relationship with her, it doesn't matter to me that she is gone, but I don't know why, I feel a little uncomfortable.
My sister-in-law tidied up her room before leaving, and for the first time in three years, I saw her room so tidy, and I usually don't clean it up at all, and it's useless to clean up, and when I pick up guests, it becomes messy again.
There are water glasses and computers on the table, keyboards and mice are in place, pink water glasses are next to the mouse, and the sheets are pink, and most of the things in this room are pink.
。 The sister-in-law said that she didn't like pink, but that it aroused the desire of most of the guests.
Sitting on the sofa, the TV in disrepair will always make a stinging sound, so I simply turn off the TV and go out for a walk.
It's really interesting, three years ago, on the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, my parents ran away from debt, and three years later, on my birthday, my sister-in-law left again, and I didn't even know what she did.
The evening breeze in November was a little cold, but I didn't want to go home, everything at home, I felt disgusted.
Nancheng is a northern county, and the people here basically don't have any nightlife, at this point in time, there are no people on the street, take out their mobile phones from their pockets, put on headphones, and listen to a certain song in a single group.
"Grass, run, run to the, stand there for Lao Tzu!" I took off my headphones and saw a dozen people chasing a man with a baseball bat and pole.
And the person who was chased turned out to be Uncle Oil.
Uncle Oil is old, and he can't outrun the young people in their twenties behind him, and his pace gradually slows down.
I didn't think about it, I hurriedly rushed over and ran behind Uncle You, and asked as I ran: "Uncle You, what's going on?" ”
Uncle You glanced back at me and said, "Hurry up." ”
"Let's go? Can you beat the dozen or so people in the back? ”
"Say it like you could have beaten it."
I smiled and said, "I can't beat you, but I can help you get beaten." ”