Luyle Outside [Full]

I never believed in the word "fate". Because since I was sensible, my life has always been in the hands of others.

Long Li is my benefactor, he raised me as an adult, if it weren't for him, maybe I wouldn't have known where to starve or freeze to death, and now it is estimated that even the corpse has become only white bones, but at the same time, Long Li is also my enemy, he turned me into a monster who is not a human or a ghost, immortal, can only live like a walking corpse, and just live, I really don't know whether I should hate him or thank him.

It is said that "women's sensibility is greater than reason, and men's rationality dominates sensibility", I agree very much with this sentence, I have been struggling with loyalty and hatred for Long Li, and Bai Limo, who belongs to the same root as me, can control his emotions and behavior very well, on the one hand, he hates to drag Long Li into hell, on the other hand, he is loyal to Long Li, I look at it and contradict him.

As a creature that can no longer be called human, I have never had the luxury of expecting anything good that belongs to human beings. Love, for example, so when it actually comes into being and presents to me, I don't really know how to react.

At that time, I had temporary amnesia because of a serious injury, and my IQ regressed very badly, but I didn't expect to be rescued, in the metropolis of the 21st century, it is difficult to meet the kind of fool who will casually bring strangers home, but I not only met, but also two at a time.

One of them is Ye Xin, and the other is Hao Yi.

At first, I was just attracted by Ye Xin's kind and gentle breath, she has a mother's ** taste, whether it is human or not, admiration is the instinct of life, so I followed my instinct to get close to her, listen to her, and respect her as a mother, but she needed to leave temporarily because of work, and handed me over to her friend Hao Yi to take care of.

Compared to me, Hao Yi is a very ordinary human being, but compared to most men, he is a rare caring person.

He would cook delicious porridge, cook delicious dishes, and bring me ice cream and chocolate to my meal. He will cover me with a kicked quilt when I fall asleep, watch cartoons with me, take me to the playground, ......, he will do a lot of things, and these are things that I have never experienced or felt, and unconsciously, I gradually got used to his care, used to his goodness, and used to the days of his company.

My mind slowly recovered, but I never cared about the loss of memory, just let unfamiliar emotions quietly sprout and thrive, I always thought that as long as Hao Yi really loved me, and I also loved him, it was enough, nothing else mattered, but I didn't expect that the memory would be revived in that situation.

Hao Yi said that I didn't have clothes for the spring and autumn seasons, and he was afraid that I would catch a cold and get sick during the change of seasons, so he found a day off to take me to the hypermarket, where we met Ye Xin. As soon as she approached, I instinctively approached her and pulled her clothes, immersed in her gentle smile, but without saying a few words, she was picked up by a man, and Hao Yi and I went directly to the store to buy clothes.

When I got home, it was already evening, Hao Yi asked me to sit in the living room and watch TV while he went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

However, what was waiting for me outside the door was not a guest, but a sharp blade that flashed with cold light, and I instinctively dodged the back, but was hit by the crazy attack that followed, and I instinctively screamed, and Hao Yi immediately rushed out of the kitchen.

He's just an ordinary person, really just an ordinary man, he doesn't even know a little basic kung fu, and it's impossible to resist the dangerous murder weapon that even I can split.

The moment he fell, my whole mind went blank, I couldn't think at all, and I forgot how to react.

The hideous knife marks were pulled from his shoulders to his lower abdomen, and the bloody wound turned outward, staining half of his body red at once, and the blood flowed quietly under him, stinging my eyes. It also exploded my memory.

Anger burned out my reason in an instant, and with my own power coming back from my memory, I desperately attacked the murderers, no matter what the cost, I wanted them to die, and asked them to use their lives to appease my hatred.

However, Ye Xin appeared, my memory has been restored, enough to completely control my emotions, even if I no longer maintain that strange closeness to her, but I know that she is Hao Yi's friend, and she will definitely not harm me and Hao Yi.

As it turned out, I was right.

I voluntarily was captured by her SPL, and confessed all the facts, she saved Hao Yi and won me a chance to be free, although there are certain restrictions, but as long as I can be with Hao Yi, I am also content, but this satisfaction does not last long.

Hao Yi died, quietly and quietly, except for a corpse that was so cold that there was no blood, he didn't leave anything behind. Only those wide-open empty eyes were telling about their innocence and indifference, at that moment, I felt so painful that the pain was almost unbearable, but I couldn't cry at all.

So, when Ye Xin appeared, I vented all my anger on her, and I remembered her abnormal behavior during this time, as if it was ...... She knew someone was going to die.

However, knowing that someone would die, why didn't she save Hao Yi? Why don't you save him?

I grabbed her by the throat. At that time, I really wanted to kill her, ......but she didn't resist.

I knew that it would be easy to shake me away with her mental power, but she was only struggling symbolically, and she didn't use her abilities at all, but at that time, I was completely devoured by jealousy, and if it weren't for Qi Jin Wu's sudden attack, maybe she would really die at my hands.

But Rao is so, but she still almost miscarried, looking at the red liquid that slipped down her legs and stomach, it is difficult for me to describe my mood, guilt and heartache as well as disappointment and despair, if Hao Yi does not die, I will also be very happy, I will have my own children, and I will be a good mother and a good wife, even if I want to continue to live alone alone after a hundred years, at least I have had a happy hundred years, but unfortunately, all this has come to naught with Hao Yi's death.

I should bless Ye Xin, because she has a man as caring as Hao Yi!

But it was her accident that made me wake up, "the dead are gone, the living are still there", the love represented by Hao Yi has disappeared, but I still have friendship and "family affection", although I have never understood what it is, but I can see Ye Xin's sincerity, she really regards me as a friend, and there is an inexplicable care, just like ...... It's like a close friend or relative who has known each other for many years.

I have lost Hao Yi, but I want her to be happy, at least when she is happy and sweet, I can try to think of her as myself, then I will feel that Hao Yi is not gone, and the future he promised me is still there.

And I did witness Ye Xin's life, a caring husband who knows cold and hot. Sensible, lovely and filial son, beautiful, sweet and naughty daughter, disciple who respects teachers, hard work to achieve fame, happiness of living a long life, and happiness full of children and grandchildren.

Her 100-year life is unique, and others can't envy her.

If Ye Xin is the person I envy the most in my life, then the person I sympathize with the most in my life is Bailimo, the same immortal and immortal non-human existence as me, he is willing to be moved by my words, but unfortunately, love is a delicious and sweet delicacy for others, but it is an addictive poison for him.

He has always felt that his past life was very painful, but I think that falling in love with Ye Xin is the beginning of his sorrow.

He fell in love with Ye Xin, but he could only watch her and Qi Jinwu know each other and have a group of children; accompanied them for nearly a hundred years, and in the end they could only watch their beloved die in front of them; Until Ye Xin died, he never got a word of "like" from her.

Resentment, love and parting, can't ask - there are three hardships in life, and he alone accounts for two and a half of the sufferings, so, looking at him, I feel that I am actually not too miserable, and my heart is balanced a lot at once.

After Ye Xin's death, I once thought about accompanying Baili Mo to go slowly, after all, he and I are the only two immortal monsters in the world, but unfortunately, he doesn't need it, and I don't have that ability.

In the end, I died, very strange, very inexplicable, very innocent, very helpless, very cup, very sad ==!

In a word, I died at the hands of an alien, and after living for more than 2,000 years, I finally survived to the star calendar, but I was killed by a hateful alien creature, although my body was transformed by devil flowers, but after all, fighting is not my strong point, my body was devoured by those aliens to the point that there were no bones left, but when the soul was about to dissipate, it was intercepted by Bailimo.

He saved me and let me live in another way, in fact, I always thought that it was a happiness to be able to die, but he destroyed my happiness ...... with his own hands, and I really don't know whether to thank him or hate him.

Whether it was thank you or hate, in the end I still chose to stay and choose to help him, just because he asked me a word, and he said-

Do you want to see Ye Xin again?!

Think.

This is my truest answer, after nearly three thousand years, Hao Yi's appearance has become blurred in my memory, but this does not affect the fact that he is the only one I love, but Ye Xin is clearly imaged in my mind, not only because of the initial instinctive admiration, but also because of the seventy years of acquaintance.

I want to see her, to meet the woman I once regarded as a shadow of my happiness!

However, when she really stood in front of me, I was dumbfounded, it turned out that Ye Xin, who was recorded in the history books of mankind, the head of the house in the Gate of Heaven, and the famous spiritual master, also had such a pure and innocent era?!

Sure enough, the evolution of humanity is terrifying, weird, and untraceable, and I am suddenly full of confidence in the future of the Earth Alliance-

Ah~, the day of becoming the master of the universe is probably not far off...... Let's ~!

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