That word makes my heart

"Suddenly" heart accelerated, and then I couldn't help but smile bitterly, the love in his heart and my heart, there is a world of difference, I quietly leaned on him, no longer spoke, he hugged me, a long sigh, I asked softly: "Do you love me?" "I've thought about this situation countless times, but when I really asked, I was so calm that I was discussing someone else.

He curled the corners of his mouth and nodded, and I slowly raised my head,

"That'...... What about the virtuous concubine? My voice was so soft that I could barely hear it: "Do you love her too?" He looked at me with a little 'confusion' and 'confusion', and nodded slightly hesitantly.

Having received the expected answer, I waited for the heart-rending pain to come, but my heart remained fine, not painful, and not cracked.

I looked into his eyes: "What about Concubine Tong?" The 'confusion' and 'color' on Shunzhi's face were even worse, he thought about it and nodded again, I stopped him and said, "Let's put it this way, is there anything in the harem that you don't love?" ”

"Absolutely!" Straight and confident: "Like Concubine Jing......" Hearing him say this, I let out a thorough and long breath, it seems that I have to spend a long time explaining to him what love is.

Shunzhi looked at me for a long time, and suddenly said, "You are different from them." ”

"How is it different?" I didn't dare to look forward to anything in my questioning. He thought for a while and said, "I'm in front of them, I'm the emperor, and in front of you, it's just me." ”

"What about the Dark Cloud Beads?" I asked persistently. Shunzhi frowned and said, "Why do you care about her alone?" ”

"I ......" I couldn't help but say, do you know that she is your love of life, and you even give up the throne for her?

I muttered, "I just want to know who you 'love' more in your heart." He was stunned, probably because he didn't expect me to ask so directly.

I hummed: "It's really hard to choose, one is gentle and lovely, one is fresh and interesting, one can taste poetry and painting, one can be funny and funny, one can perceive the holy will, and the other is ......."

"One ignores the Celestial Venerable." He took it for me with a smile.

"It's very well analyzed." He lifted my face and said, "I said that in my heart, you are the most special. I looked at him stunned, a little disappointed.

I've worked hard for so long, but all I get is it

The word "special". I'm afraid that in his heart, it's far more than me. On the second day, Shunzhi finally agreed to my request to visit Xuan Ye, when I stepped into Xianfu Palace, Concubine Tong was stunned, her face was slightly haggard, but it did not affect her beauty, the melancholy look was even more pitiful, and Concubine Tong exchanged a few words, I couldn't wait to see Xuan Ye, Concubine Tong was always wary of me, and followed me every step of the way.

Came to Xuan Ye's 'bed', the little man was lying on the 'bed', his eyes were closed, his face was as usual, not like a sick person, he called the imperial doctor to ask, but it was not Ning Concubine's father, but another imperial doctor, the imperial doctor couldn't say the reason for a long time, but I understood the general meaning, he said: From Xuan Ye's various conditions, Xuan Ye is not sick, but he doesn't know why he sleeps all day.

I have more doubts in my heart, and I always want to stay alone with Xuan Ye for a while and ask him, but looking at Concubine Tong's posture, it is impossible for me to stay alone.

When I was in distress, the savior arrived, and Shunzhi rushed to Xianfu Palace, which made Concubine Tong's slightly pale face show a hint of joy, I took the opportunity to persuade Shunzhi to take Concubine Tong to rest, although Concubine Tong was unwilling, but I didn't want to lose the opportunity to be alone with Shunzhi, I finally stayed in Xuanye's bedroom as I wished, but this time it was replaced by Concubine Tong's personal *** followed me closely, and I sat helplessly. On the edge of the bed, calling Xuan Ye's name lightly, Xuan Ye opened his eyes slightly, and when he saw that it was me, he immediately wanted to sit up, and then he looked at the *** behind me, and his movements slowed down, towards her

"Weak" said: "I want to eat the porridge made by Aunt Xiang." The *** who was called Aunt Xiang by Xuan Ye looked at me in embarrassment, and Xuan Ye said pitifully: "Aunt Xiang doesn't want to make it for Xuan Ye to eat?" The *** hesitated for a moment, couldn't resist Xuan Ye's pleading eyes, turned around, after she left, the other *** in the house also let Xuan Ye go out like this, looking at Xuan Ye's 'essence' and 'essence' appearance, and remembering the words of the imperial doctor, I stared at him suspiciously: "Stinky boy!" Is it feigning illness? Xuan Ye yawned big, wiped his eyes and nodded, and I asked strangely, "Why are you pretending to be sick?" ”

"Two reasons." Xuan Ye stretched out two fingers,

"First, my son has an unknown disease, and my father is always bad and ignores it, so I run here more, which also makes my mother feel comfortable." I stared at him with a strange expression: "You...... Helping your mom compete for favor? Xuan Ye said as a matter of course: "Recently, you and Dong E's family have been in the limelight, my mother is depressed, how can you not feel sorry for her as a son?" Of course, this is not the main reason. He looked at me and said, "The main reason is that I want to see you." I rolled my eyes and said, "When can't you see me?" Do you have to pretend to be sick and let me come? ”

"At first, I was really sick, just a cold, and then I wanted to see you, but when I saw you outside, I had no place to talk, so I might as well let you come to me." I glared at him and complained: "I think you are a 'flower' in the sky for a while, and I think someone wants to harm you, and I am half dead." Xuan Ye laughed and said, "By my mother's side, who can harm me?" "I nodded, that's true, with Concubine Tong's 'shrewdness', she won't let any danger get close to Xuan Ye.

"And," he continued, "I'm going to have a 'flower' next year, and it's going to be a year away." Listening to his tone, I was not convinced: "Who knows when you will get the heavenly 'flower', say quickly, what is the matter with me?" As soon as he said this, Xuan Ye sat up straight and said, "Is there a British envoy coming in a few days?" ”

"Hmm," I nodded,

"It's time to meet and meet at the first time. How do you know? Xuan Ye waved his hand: "There are many people in the palace, just listen to it, I want you to give some advice to my father." As soon as I was about to ask, Xuan Ye continued: "Charles I has just been guillotined, and the Ying dynasty will be restored in two years, and now is the British recuperation period, without the continuation of this time, Britain will not have a brilliant future, so you must encourage my father to send people to study in the UK, not only the UK, but all European countries must send people to go, and everything that can be learned, learn!" Listening to his words, I disagreed: "Now we are basically still in the leading position in the world, what can we learn when we go to Europe now?" Xuan Ye shook his head and said: "Now we are just 'not lagging behind', but a hundred years later, two hundred years later, you know what will become of the future, if you don't lay a good foundation, how can you talk about revitalizing China?" Today's Europe is in its infancy in all respects, and the simpler it is, the more we can grasp its 'essence'. He stood on the bed, stared at me, and said, "Send them out now, and come back in ten or eight years, just for my use." Looking at the little person in front of me, I nodded slowly, he was right, instead of waiting for others to overtake and then rush, it is better to make progress with them.

I thought for a moment and said, "It would be better to negotiate with European countries to set up embassies for each other, so that not only academic 'exchanges', but also facilitate trade between countries, and also provide timely assistance to people who are abroad." Xuan Ye bowed his head and said: "It's not that I haven't thought about this, it's just that the current environment is too closed, I'm afraid that you will have a problem even saying that your father will send someone to study abroad, not to mention the mutual embassies." I shook my head and laughed, "You, you underestimate your dad too much!" "I told Xuan Ye that Shunzhi had the intention to establish 'diplomatic relations' with various countries, and Xuan Ye was stunned for a long time after hearing it, and then he blinked his eyes and praised: "In the current environment, it is really rare for a feudal monarch to have such thoughts and insights. "It's really rare, and what's even more rare is that he's smart and wise, but it's a company

A super big who doesn't know anything about "love"! Knowing that Xuan Ye was fine, my heart finally let go, I didn't call Shunzhi, and left Xianfu Palace alone, Concubine Tong needs him by his side now.

I was surprised to find that I could accept that Shunzhi was with other 'women' and no longer had the same angry feeling as before, had I completely accepted the reality?

Or have I been worn out of temper by reality? Or is it ...... I don't have so many illusions about him anymore.

That night, Xuan Ye's condition was cured without 'medicine' for more than half a month, and in the end, those poor imperial doctors in the palace didn't 'understand' what kind of disease this little man was suffering from.

September has passed like this, no matter what I do these days, I am a little absent-minded, sometimes I will be distracted when I talk, I don't know what I think, and when I talk to Shunzhi, I am always faint, and I don't have a good face.

Shunzhi saw that I thought I was depressed for the previous things, and I was even more sorry for me, and I was even more sorry for it, and I was even more tolerant of all kinds of care, sometimes I looked for a face for no reason, and he endured it with a 'twitch' on his face, and he stayed in Kunning Palace for a few days, except for the last court, he stayed in Kunning Palace, this move did not know how many palace concubines were jealous, but for some reason, the more he was like this, the more annoyed I was in my heart, I didn't know what was wrong with me, I only knew that I thought of his sentence

"It's very special", there is an urge to beat people. I'm afraid that in his heart, I and Wuyunzhu, he is

"Love", all

"Different", all of them

"Special", shouldn't someone who has such a blatant experience of 'flowering' be beaten? 'Ticking' time to tell him about studying abroad and setting up embassies for each other, he was really interested, and asked me about some details, I rewarded him with countless eyes in my heart, and I am not a specialist in 'door' research, how do you know what details!

I think so, but the matter of setting up embassies for each other is not child's play after all, after thinking about it seriously, this matter still has to be discussed with Xuan Ye again, fortunately, this matter is not in a hurry, and we have to negotiate with other countries, and it will be fast to have a result in a year or two.