However, no matter how miserable and cruel life is, my mother is always optimistic.

She always remembers the good of others. She remembers who helped her, what she helped with, and how many times she was enthusiastic about receiving food.

Even her father, who couldn't do heavy work, remembered how good he was, and remembered that he always wanted to reach out to help her.

I heard that when my father had an accident just now, he was bent on seeking death, not wanting to drag down their mother and daughter. He wanted his mother to remarry. However, the mother resolutely refused, and with resolute action, she stopped the father's death.

It can be said that for so many years, my father has been feeling guilty and feeling sorry for the mother and daughter. He always wanted to do what he could.

Mother, because of this, felt that she was very happy. She never complained, life had made her so miserable.

She always remembers the doctor who saved her father, and even more so the baby kiss she promised back then. I often have nothing to do, so I hang on my lips and say that I want to repay others.

Even though decades have passed since the incident, even if the two families have been out of touch for decades, my mother just hasn't forgotten.

Perhaps, she will never forget the kindness of others.

When someone gives her a bun when she is hungry, she will pay it back with her life. I'm afraid that this is an ordinary rural peasant woman, using her simple philosophy to interpret the righteousness of "the grace of a drop of water should be reciprocated by a spring", right?

Mother is that kind of person. She also educates her children in the same way. She often admonished Song Shanmei and her sister that only by being grateful can we be content, and only by being content can we be happy.

"Gratitude is the only way to be content, and contentment is the only way to be happy." Song Shanmei remembered her mother's words, and couldn't help but read it.

Her thoughts and emotions collide fiercely with the deep-rooted values that her mother instilled in her since childhood, and the irrepressible personal feelings that are now germinating.

On the one hand, she feels that she should be grateful, keep her promises, honestly accept the marriage arranged by her ancestors, and live a life in a down-to-earth manner; On the other hand, she felt suffocated by this restraint, feeling like a bird yearning for freedom, but now she was trapped in an airtight plastic bag, and the air was getting thinner and thinner, and she felt more and more suffocated.

"What to do, I like him." She cried under her breath.

Now, what would happen to her mother if she told her that she had someone she liked?

Song Shanmei didn't dare to think about it.

Mother has something she insists on herself.

"I want to tell my mother that I like him. I don't want to marry someone I don't know. She was talking to herself.

"Yes, gratitude is due, but it doesn't have to be for me to make a promise." Song Shanmei figured it out. She still doesn't believe it, is the other party's condition so bad that she can't even marry a wife, so she has to let her promise herself?

Anyway, let's think of a way to find each other as soon as possible.

No, go to a few search websites and post the search information.

Or wait for her to save some money and publish the missing person information in newspapers and other media.

When she saves more money, she can also invite the media to interview her and tell the story of the year, which may attract more people's attention. Moreover, with a large exposure range, it will definitely be able to be seen by the other party.

When we meet later, it depends on the situation.

Perhaps, two people have feelings, and the man is unmarried and the woman is unmarried, maybe it will really become.

Or perhaps, the two families recognized their relatives, and she and he recognized their brother and sister.

In short, let's calm down.

Fate is predestined. It's yours, and no one can take it away; It's not yours, and you can't ask for it.

Let's think about the present.

Three men confessed to themselves in a row, how to get rid of them?

Song Shanmei scratched her head a little frantically, messing up her hair, and then exhaled deeply.

She suddenly remembered Director Jiang again.

Really, who don't know anyone is also sitting here to join in the fun?

I haven't seen it before, but I pretend to have known each other for a long time. What else to say, crushed him for 10 years and pursued him for 10 years?

It's ridiculous, it's obvious that he recognized the wrong person, right?!

It also made Pei Shengyang have this unnecessary misunderstanding, really!

Song Shanmei felt very aggrieved in her heart, stood on the balcony, and shouted outside: "Bastards, they are all bastards!" ”

After shouting, she felt much more comfortable.

But again, the students who had come back one after another raised their heads and looked at her.

Song Shanmei was embarrassed, hurriedly shrank back, and rolled back to her dormitory, obediently, she didn't dare to do it again.

In the following days, Song Shanmei had to face everyone's abuse and guidance on the one hand, and on the other hand, she was tired of dealing with Mr. Wei, Li Ke and Pei Shengyang, three men who were frequently attentive.

The days can be described as "there is drama every day", "not exciting".

In the face of the entanglement of the three men, Song Shanmei expressed her refusal many times, but none of the three of them had the intention of "turning back the prodigal son", and looked like "not hitting the south wall and not dying".

Song Shanmei only felt haggard and wanted to cry without tears.

What's worse is that the boys in the School of Electronics, who don't know how to pass it on one by one, have to get her phone number, and one by one they put aside the whole series of rare "female species" that were "originally praised as immortals, but now regarded as dinosaurs", and rushed to pay homage to her.

This one called and said, "Sister Shanmei, are you free today?" I'll treat you to snacks and beer, enough for that!! ”

Ma Dan, dare she take snacks as her staple food?

The one called and said, "Sister Shanmei, let's exercise together in the future." The exercise and fitness are great. ”

Which one is going to exercise with you? Do I know you?

Someone called and said, "I have a gift for you." Someone put it at the door of your dormitory. You can see it when you take it apart. ”

Ma Dan, the weather is about to get hot, you actually sent me a scarf for winter? And it's knitted by itself, the width of the top and bottom is uneven, just a simple positive and negative needle, and how many stitches are wrong? And what the hell is this curl?

No matter what you say, it's all a piece of mind, forget it, accept it.

Song Shanmei just didn't want the other party's heart to be hit, so she "reluctantly" accepted the scarf.

Who would have expected that the boys would be more enthusiastic. Gifts were sent one after another.

What a thousand paper cranes, little stars, just such a gift, I received several bottles.

Looking at the miserable thousand paper cranes, Song Shanmei complained in her heart: Who said that boys in science and engineering don't understand romance? Look, how romantic this gift is.

Then, Song Shanmei actually received a love letter.

Well, a love poem, to be exact.

Guo Lili snatched it and read: "Ah, Shanmei, you are just like your name, which makes my heart move." ”

The girls in the dormitory burst out laughing.

"Your name is in my heart; Even if you part, your voice is still there; ”

"Your brave, indomitable spirit will live forever ......"

"I love you, Shanmei, be my girlfriend."

Guo Lili read and read, the smile on her face disappeared, and she frowned and scolded: "Phew, this is a love letter?" I'm afraid it's not an elegiac couplet, right? Written like this, this is looking for scolding! ”