Chapter 117: I don't want to be a stand-in

"Thank you, Miss Zhou." Yan Juan reluctantly smiled and responded. In this way, she is because of her similarity with Kang Xiuju, which makes Yan Yixin look at her differently?

It seems that there are two 'hairy' and 'hairy' worms crawling in my heart, and I can't tell the feeling. The original firm stance also gave rise to doubts for a while. If it was just as a stand-in, Yan Juan felt that he didn't have such a great emotional 'sentiment' to bear.

"We're already friends, and our name is Miss Zhou? Just call me Zhou Pu. The name is crisp and crisp. Hurry up and send that peridot jewelry set, I can't wait to wear it on the show. The green color of peridot really complements your design. Zhou Pu smiled, suddenly raised the goblet in his hand slightly, and greeted someone on the road.

"If you have someone to deal with, leave me alone. Yan Juan said empathetically.

Zhou Pu nodded: "Okay, then I'll go over there to deal with it, anyway" "Your Prince Charming is here to ask for someone." ”

Yan Juan looked up and saw Yan Yixin walking towards him, while Kang Xiuxing was standing behind her with a pout, looking very annoyed.

"So familiar with Zhou Pu? It seems that you are very popular. Yan Yixin smiled and took a cup of fruit for her, "Drink some mango juice, it's good for your skin." ”

"I heard that if you drink too much mango, your skin will turn dark." Yan Juan deliberately raised the bar with him. She seems to have lacked this kind of thing since she was a child. Probably because of the frequent transfer of schools, I never 'made' any good friends. It wasn't until junior high school that my mother could no longer work and was settled. Because of this, she attaches great importance to Chen Xiaorong's friendship.

"Really? But it doesn't matter, your skin is white enough, and it's okay to add a little bit of 'pigment'. Yan Yixin smiled and took her hand, "Let's go, let's go over and say hello, stay for a while and leave." ”

The dinner party, like the countless times Yan Juan had experienced, was lackluster. Facing the eyes of all kinds of 'color' and 'color' that I have seen, I feel that I am thorny in my back. I experienced it once when I followed Lu Wenjun, and I also had to go through it once when I followed Yan Yixin.

After she married into the Lu family, all kinds of banquets and sons became the focus of her life. Except for showing off the Lu family's special treasures at the banquet, she didn't even know the meaning of her existence.

Even if she was in a trance, her performance was just as remarkable, which impressed Yan Yixin. She didn't feel jerky at all in her gestures, as if such a banquet had become her daily routine.

"What are you thinking?" Yan Yixin's car is at the 'door' of the community. Stop.

"I'm thinking...... That notebook of yours. ”

Yan Yixin's hands were propped up on the back of her chair, and her eyes were shining brightly under the street lamp. In his gaze, he was full of inquiry, but he just pursed his 'lips' into a line and looked at her face's 'color'.

Yan Juan smiled reluctantly: "Their sisters actually look very similar." ”

"You're not a substitute for oranges." Yan Yixin suddenly said straightforwardly, which suddenly made Yan Juan's eyes a little hot. She never thought that Yan Yixin's feelings were a blank slate, but becoming someone else's shadow was an embarrassing and unacceptable turnaround.

"Am I similar to her?" She muttered.

"Nope! Not really. Yan Yixin shook his head affirmatively, "The demeanor that occasionally 'revealed' may be similar. But Yan Juan and Kang Xiuju are completely different individuals, you are hard-working, serious, and down-to-earth and enterprising, which is rare in such a flashy world. And that's what attracted me the most. ”

"Is she too? I heard Zhou Pu say that she was a gifted student from childhood to adulthood. ”

"When I met her once, I didn't know that she was Kang Yiren's granddaughter. She is very easy-going, and she does not have a domineering princess posture, although she is in the Kang family, she is no different from a princess. You and her...... To be honest, it doesn't look like it at all, but the demeanor is really a little similar. ”

Yan Juan laughed at herself: "I said, no wonder you take a fancy to my ugly duckling." ”

Her tone sounded a little blank in the night, which made Yan Yixin stunned, and quickly understood her heart knot. He closed her hands into his palms.

"Juan, you're not anyone's stand-in or shadow. If at the beginning, it was your demeanor that attracted my attention, but in the end, it was the real you who caught me in it. No two people are exactly the same, and no one can replace the other. ”

"You love her, don't you?" Yan Juan raised his face, and the urgency in his eyes made Yan Yixin 'groan' for a while.

"I love her."

"So......" Yan Juan wanted to ask him if he loved himself. These two kinds of love are not the same. But when the words came to my mouth, I finally couldn't say it.

"At that time, we were both very young, she and Zhou Pu were classmates, I was one year older than them, and at your age, like two magnets, there was no reason for them to be attracted to each other."

There is no reason for love. Love with countless rules and regulations is not true love.

"If she's still alive, you'll find a good match." Yan Wan muttered, "Her family background will not let your grandfather object." ”

"Maybe." Yan Yixin sighed. Angry, "If she's still alive!" ”

"The reason why you don't accept feelings is not because of your half-month...... It's because she still has her shadow in her heart, so she will always be single, right? ”

"There's a reason for that. I'm a person who prefers to be lacking rather than overuse, and in most things, strive for perfection. I didn't want to be in a half-truthful relationship without meeting the right 'girl' child. Even if it's to cope with grandpa, I don't want to. So, my feelings for you, are real. The period with the embroidered orange has passed, and I have the courage to step into the Kang family. ”

Yan Juan shook for a moment, looked at his eyes, and saw him nod solemnly.

"That'...... Well, I see. Go back, it's not too early! Yan Yixin lowered her head and imprinted a 'kiss' on her forehead, "Then, good night." I'll pick you up from work tomorrow morning and go to get your driver's license at noon. Since you can open it, it is easy to learn. ”

"Hmm." Yan Juan nodded obediently, opened the car door, glanced back at him again, and turned to go upstairs.

Through the glass of the window, I saw that his car was gone, and he had been standing like this for a long time. This time, she didn't prescribe him for a cup of coffee. With Yan Yixin's carefulness, it is impossible not to find out what is not in it. The only explanation is that his heart is also 'messy' tonight.

She boiled water on the induction cooker, staring blankly at the red 'color' indicator light that lit up until the water boiled, and found that she had been standing in the hair for a long time.

When he lifted the kettle, he thought that Yan Yixin didn't go upstairs today. He smiled bitterly and made himself a drink. The slightly bitter fragrance permeates the tip of the tongue.

She now understands why so many people are 'obsessed' with the taste of coffee. Because this kind of bitterness is like the gift of life, and it will have such a taste unexpectedly.

It's rare, Yan Juan has insomnia. I don't know if it's because of coffee, after tossing and turning in the middle of the night, I still haven't been able to fall into a deep sleep. Vaguely, I can always dream of a pair of wall people, standing in front of the father. Of course, the groom is Yan Yixin, but the bride's face is blurred. Only on the ring finger of the left hand, the cornflower sapphire glows with a glowing sheen.

When Yan Yixin rang the 'door' bell, Yan Juan was awakened. Fluffy hair opens the 'door', but luckily her pajamas have always been conservative.

"What's wrong? Didn't sleep well yesterday? Yan Yixin asked with concern, the back of his hand covering her forehead.

"Oh, I used to boil a pot of water yesterday, and I realized that you didn't come up, so I made a cup for myself. As a result, the nerves are highly excited, and I can't sleep. Yan Wan said with annoyance.

"It seems that in the future, I should leave a cup of coffee for nothing, otherwise it will cause you to have a sleepless night."

"Yikes! I didn't make breakfast today, so I'll have a meal with cow's milk, okay? There was a slice of bread that I bought the day before yesterday, and there was no oven, so I had to put it in a microwave oven to heat it up. ”

"Let's go out to eat." Yan Yixin took her hand, "When I drove over, I saw a new Cantonese restaurant opened nearby, with morning tea in it. ”

"But I'm afraid it's too late to ......," Yan Juan looked at his watch, "You wait for me, find a breakfast stall after washing, and buy two pancakes to deal with." ”

She said, and slipped into the bathroom. In the mirror, the eye circles are slightly puffy, and with the 'messy' hair, this morning, it looks worse than ever.

She wiped her face in a hurry, and even omitted the procedure of washing her face and milk. I quickly changed my clothes, and I am glad that Yan's designers may not all pay attention to wear, so her T-shirt, jacket, and denim 'pants' can cope with the four seasons all year round.

"Wow! It smells so good. "When she opened the 'door' of the bathroom, Yan Juan smelled the rich fragrance, which was the way of butter and bread.

"The timing is just right, and it's time to go." Yan Yixin smiled and brought out the bread and fried it in butter until it was golden brown.

"It looks like it's very 'seductive'." Yan Juan immediately pretended to move his index finger, "You will do this too?" ”

"I can't cook Chinese food, I'm very good at these Western-style breakfasts. After living independently in a foreign country for so long, is it possible to live in a restaurant every day? ”

Yan Juan praised it very face-savingly: "Well, it tastes great." ”

"I knew that the banquet would bring you such a big trouble, so I wouldn't have taken you there yesterday." When Yan Yixin started the car, he sighed.

After a simple cleanup, Yan Juan didn't seem to move as usual. The eye circles are not darkened, and the eyelids are no longer puffy. It's just a face, lacking a rich expression. The delicate face is no longer slightly red because of shyness.

"It's not the subject of the banquet, I'm just ......" Yan Juan reluctantly hooked his 'lips' and made a smile.

"I understand! It's a matter of embroidering oranges. Believe me, I never used you as a stand-in for Embroidery, although in the beginning, you did draw my attention to you because of your resemblance to her. But that alone doesn't make me give all my affection willingly. To find a stand-in, maybe I'll consider Kang Xiuxing, wouldn't I? ”