Chapter 63: Deviation (3)
Sakura was on the street on a rainy night, with her head down, moving faster and slower.
In this weather, she only wears a pink dress, although the fabric is thicker, but in the end, it is still a dress that can only be worn when the heating is turned on.
The shoes have run off.
When she broke the back window and left Yanfeng's church, neither Yanfeng Qili nor her bald head stopped her.
After she left, Yan Feng Qili asked the bald head why he didn't do anything, and the bald head just replied, which Xue Qiong expected.
"Maybe I'll find a soulmate... I just hope it doesn't disappoint me like it did ten years ago. Yan Feng Qili said happily, and then walked to the front hall with his hands behind his back and his bald head.
Yan Feng Qili smiled and said to the four people who were stacking cards: "You are so daring, you dare to do such a blasphemous thing in front of the holy icon... We've all heard it later. ”
Sakura ran and ran and suddenly fell, but she still got up and continued to walk without hesitation. As she walked, the wound on her leg that had just come out of her fell healed on its own, and she continued to run.
The clothes on her body were all wet from the cold rain, the light-colored clothes clinging to her body that didn't look like a high school student, and the underwear loomed, making people want to invade, but at the same time want to pity.
Unfortunately, there is not a single pedestrian on the streets of Fuyuki right now. Due to the frequent vicious killings during this period of time, as well as the Liudong Temple incident, Fuyuki at night can only see the strips and the Self-Defense Forces wearing strips and skins outdoors.
"Ma'am, do you need help?" A police officer in a raincoat stopped Sakura Makiri. But even if he is a conscientious policeman who still sticks to his post on this cold and rainy day, and does not forget to help those in need, his eyes are still driven by male instinct, and uncontrollably, let his eyes wander greedily around Sakura's body.
"Don't... Don't push me anymore... Please... Don't, I..."After being stopped, Sakura still kept her head down, not noticing the officer's gaze, and muttered something slurred. There was a sense of fear and guilt in his tone.
"Call the command, I'm a private seedling, I have someone in need here, my position is..."
It seems that this is what we are talking about, the Self-Defense Forces in police uniforms.
But before he could finish his sentence, he was drowned in darkness, leaving not a single residue, all organic matter, including plastics, all the organic matter, including plastic products, except for a pistol, a bunch of keys, a belt buckle, and a pile of metal parts of electronics scattered on the ground.
Run, keep running.
After leaving the place where she had just stopped and running for a while, Sakura suddenly stopped again, but because she stopped too quickly, the road was slippery in the rain, and she fell on the muddy ground again.
She got up, but only squatted on the spot, then put her soiled hand over her purple hair and kept muttering to herself.
"My stomach is a little full... No, it can't be like this, the seniors will..."
"What will happen to Emiya?"
Hearing this voice, Sakura subconsciously raised her head.
One hand reached out in front of him, while the man's other hand held the umbrella above his head.
Because the umbrella reached the top of his head, the man in front of him was obviously made of inferior dyes, and the yellow hair that had just been dyed began to fade under the action of the rain, and the yellow rain slid down his cheeks, which was a bit funny.
But he was smiling.
Sakura subconsciously grabbed that hand and stood up with the help of the man.
"Take it." Xue Qiong stuffed the umbrella into Jian Tong Sakura's hand, and then took a step back, and the whole person was completely exposed to the cold rain.
"You're all going to... Reject me? Although Sakura took the umbrella, her head was still bowed, and she muttered to herself in a very low voice.
"No, we didn't turn you down." Xue Qiong pulled the hair that was washed to her forehead by the rain to the back, put on her glasses, and then took out a windbreaker from the storage space to put on herself, and took out a spare one and threw it to Jian Tong Sakura.
Watching Jian Kirizakura mechanically drape the windbreaker produced in the preparation area on her body, Xue Qiong said with satisfaction: "Although I don't think you are afraid of the cold, you really can't help but imitate some of the bridges at this time... As for why I don't want to stand under the same umbrella as you, I just don't want to be hacked to death by a righteous partner who must be angry and worried about dying because of jealousy. ”
Sakura raised one hand and touched the leather shoulder of the trench coat, and the other hand holding the umbrella tightened.
"Are you here to take me back?" Jian Tong Sakura finally raised her head, looked directly into Xue Qiong's eyes and asked.
Xue Qiong lowered his head, but did not directly raise it to make a complete action of nodding, but let his whole head go around in half a circle before returning to his original position and making a movement that was neither nodding nor shaking his head.
It seemed funny, but his tone was still serious: "Since you can get here, some priest must have said something, right?" Then my attitude is the same. However, if he says why he did it, don't think that I have the same reasons as him. ”
"The reason Mr. Priest said is... If I live, I will make more people suffer. Sakura lowered her head again.
"Oh? I agree with that, at least for now. ”
Although he said something that was likely to anger the other party, Xue Qiong still looked defenseless.
The hours he spent wandering around on a rainy night were not in vain. By this time his mental state had reached the most satisfying state he had ever seen, and although he couldn't foresee everything, he had at least calculated most of the things.
Sakura stood in place, saying nothing and doing nothing.
Xue Qiong raised his hands to both sides in the heavy rain, raised his head and shouted to the sky:
"Tell me!! Sakura Makiri!! Why?? Why do you cause pain to others when you live?!!! ”
A bolt of lightning happened to slip across the sky at this moment, accompanied by a deafening thunderclap a few seconds later. Xue Qiong felt very relieved, it was really appropriate, and for a while he had the illusion of being an important person in this world.
"Because I..." The umbrella handle was cracked by the cherry blossoms held by the horse, but Xue Qiong, who was standing a few meters away and looking up at the sky, couldn't notice it, and wouldn't pay attention to it.
"Because I'm... Dirty, sinful, my hands... My body... So seniors... And my sister too..."Sakura said tremblingly.
Xue Qiong put down her head and arms, looked at Jian Tong Sakura, and said with a smile:
"In your words, you're just telling what you think is a reason that can't be accepted by Emiya and Tosaka. And for those who have already been hurt, you don't really care about them. ”
"How could it be!!" She raised her head and glared at Xue Qiong's face fiercely. But she may not have noticed herself, and in addition to anger, there was also shock and sudden realization in her expression at this time.
"When you hear the words 'cause pain to others,' the first thing that comes to mind is Emiya and Tosaka, right? Well... Maybe Emiya is in front and Tosaka is in the back? ”
"But I'm still going to make Senior Weigong miserable, and my sister she..."
"What's wrong with Tosaka?"
"Sister, she said that Tosaka is the manager of Fuyuki, and it must..."
"Tosaka is really a strong man." Xue Qiong interrupted Jian Tongying's words, sighed and continued: "She must have said this in a tone that was full of indifference and taken for granted, and then you heard it, right?" That's why I said she was strong, and even if she had to be her own sister's enemy, and her heart was very painful, she could force herself to pretend like this. ”
Xue Qiong raised her voice and said, "Sakura Makiri." Do you really know? Why are you making Shirou Emiya and Rin Tosaka miserable? ”
"Why do you even say this? What the hell do you mean?! ”
"Because they love you, of course." Xue Qiong said lightly.
"Tosaka loves his own sister, even if so many things have happened, knowing what you have happened to over the years, it is impossible for sisterhood to be separated, and it is painful to choose between siblings and responsibilities, and it is for the love of flesh and blood. Don't forget, you and Tosaka, the only remaining relatives are each other. ”
"And Wei Gong loves you, a sensible and good school girl with a good figure and a gentle personality, so he will suffer for the pain you are experiencing now, for the hardship of saving you, and for the difficulty between ideals and lovers, he is the man who loves you the most in the world, so he suffers."
"They will suffer for you, but they will not complain, and they will not reject you because of this pain, because they are actually enjoying the happiness you bring to them while they are suffering."
Xue Qiong took out a pot of spirits from the storage space, poured two sips, and a stream of heat rose up, resisting him from the cold.
He glanced at Sakura Ma, who was squatting on the ground again, crying bitterly, and threw the umbrella to the side, and smiled even more, then walked over gently, picked up the umbrella, pulled up Sakura Makiri, and handed the umbrella to her again.
"But my sin," Sakura said in a low voice.
Instead, Xue Qiong asked, "Do you know what the reason for our group of people who participated in the Holy Grail War together? ”
Sakura didn't answer.
Xue Qiong didn't look at Jian Tong Sakura, but looked at the darkness in the rainy night, and said slowly: "In order to cure your teacher Aso's illness, terminal illness." And even I don't know exactly how many people died in the experiment... Even if we commit such a heinous crime, we don't feel guilty, and you know why? ”
“… Why? ”
"Hey, hey, hey, hey..." Xue Qiong turned his back to Jian Tong Sakura, put his hands behind his back, and said nonchalantly: "Because of inconsequential people, their lives are like garbage!" Whether they are dead or alive, we have never cared, even if there are more deaths, compared to the lives of our companions, they are not even as good as fart..."