Because I was tightly embraced by the prince, I could only stretch out one hand and slowly grope behind the pillow.

Hidden under the pillow is the calligraphy and painting of King Qi.

On such a night, holding a man I had just loved in my arms, and touching the calligraphy and painting of King Qi in my hand, even I felt that the scene was a little funny.

My life is slowly becoming unrecognizable.

Although there are some things in my heart that will not change. For example, my love for the king.

My hand slowly stroked the soft, soft brocade sleeve, imagining it to be his skin. I closed my eyes and imagined that the person I was holding was him.

The body is different, but the heart is the same as yesterday. I turned myself into a flame that burned silently, feeling the hopeless scorching heat in *.

What kind of causes, what kind of causes and effects, what kind of karma and resentment, make me pass by with him in this life, and I can't be reconciled?

Fighting for the rest of his life and burning out his remnants, can he get his affectionate smile?

Absolutely! * Encourage yourself in this way. If I don't have this belief, then what am I trying to do in this eerie palace?

I have never lacked glory and riches, I was born to have everything, and I do not desire anything in this house.

Except for him.

Only his smile and his gentleness are what I am connected to in this life and in this heart.

Only by thinking that he was in this palace could I sleep peacefully.

is also able to be a nanny for the prince as always, waiting for him to get up, dress, freshen up, and eat.

Because he was newly married, the emperor specially allowed him not to study in the study for a month.

So I accompanied him to his mother's place every day to take a picture and come back, and then I went into the bedroom to play with him.

Even when the queen was sitting, he was restless, constantly moving around in his chair. He was thinking about his crickets, his toys.

Now, nowhere is as attractive to him as our dormitory.

In a few days, I am afraid that not only will he feel nothing when he asks his child, but also when he asks him who Xie Jiu is, he will still be at a loss.

Now the whole thing that occupies his whole mind is the crickets, the toys, and me.

The news that the crown prince and the crown princess were locked in the room every day throughout their newlywed days soon spread to everyone.

I know how those beloveds were lost in private, but they still tried to maintain the basic etiquette, and every day they would come to my main room with a smile on their faces.

Of course, the crown prince is also present every time.

Because of Zuo Guifei's entrustment, I was very enthusiastic about Zuo Ying, and always pulled her to sit beside me.

Then the prince was not happy again. In his heart, I am his own, I can only play with him, I can only be next to him. If someone else sits next to me, they are suspected of robbing me with him.

Because of the prince's obvious jealousy behavior, the three lovers and the eunuchs and palace maids who accompanied him would laugh every time. However, the smile of the other two lovers was very reluctant, only Zuo Ying, who smiled generously and calmly every time, which made me feel a little more good for her. I think that in the end, I am a scholar, and my demeanor is different from others.

For this reason, sometimes after sending them away, I would send someone to quietly invite Zuo Ying back for dinner.

Every time Zuo Ying is there, the prince will be unhappy. Once, it seemed that I gave Zuo Ying a chopstick dish, and he was so angry that he didn't even want me to feed the rice, and he was angry and wanted to eat it himself.

In the meantime, he couldn't clamp a shrimp, and the shrimp happened to be placed in front of Zuo Ying, so Zuo Ying helped to do it for him.

What embarrassed Zuo Ying was that before the shrimp was caught in his bowl, he had already been beaten out with chopsticks, and he was still shouting: "I don't want your things, ugly." ”

No matter how generous Zuo Ying is, it is still difficult to hide her shame.

I hurriedly said to Zuo Ying: "Sister, don't care, when I first married him, she also called me 'so ugly'." ”

Seeing Zuo Ying's surprised expression, I smiled and said, "The prince just recognizes life, and he always has no good impression of people." My sister will come more often in the future, and she will get acquainted with the prince, so it won't be like this. ”

Zuo Ying asked with a look of surprise: "Can I come often in the future?" ”

"Hmm", I nodded, and didn't tell her about Zuo Guifei's entrustment, but said: "I respect your aunt very much, I have read a lot of articles about her and your father, and I also like the people of your Zuo family." ”

"But I'm not very good at writing articles." Zuo Ying lowered her head embarrassedly and said.

"I won't either, what I like is the smell of your family's books, and what I like is the kind of dignified and elegant elegance of people who come out of the scholarly door." I added, "Just like you." ”

"The crown princess." Zuo Ying actually sobbed softly, "No one has ever praised me so much, since I entered the palace, I have watched the beauties who come and go in the palace every day, all of them are beautiful." I was caught in it like a winged chicken in a flock of phoenixes, and my mood was so low every day. ”

She wiped her tears and said, "Now that I have heard the words of the crown princess, I feel much better." In the future, as long as the crown princess looks up to me, I will always follow the princess. ”

In this way, Zuo Ying began to frequently go in and out of my and the prince's bedroom. The prince slowly stopped rejecting her, and occasionally talked to her.

One night, when the prince and I were locked in the house fighting crickets, Zuo Ying came.

I hurriedly put away the crickets, and the prince received her in a panic.

She looked at us with a strange expression, and probably felt that she had come at the wrong time, so she sat down for a while and left.

At that time, Xiaocui also came in and asked me, "What the hell is she here for?" ”

The next day, the answer was revealed.

The prince and I were having dinner when a group of eunuchs suddenly rushed in and ran into our bedroom and searched for a while.

Everything was found.

Soon, the holy decree came down, and I was "distributed" from the Mingxia Hall of the Prince's Bedroom in the East Wing to the Yingcui Xuan in the West Wing.

And Zuo Ying, with the merit of persuading goodness, was sent by the emperor to the prince's bedroom to continue to "persuade goodness".

The so-called "persuasion of goodness" refers to Zuo Ying's writing of a sprinkling article to present to the emperor, demonstrating how the Ming monarchs throughout the ages worked hard and how the faint monarchs lost their minds. And then concluded that the crown prince should be diligent in reading and caring about state affairs, instead of indulging in boring games with the crown princess all day long.

It is said that when he saw the dazzling array of toys, the emperor even reprimanded my father. In particular, I was very angry with my mother, accusing her of lax family education, and making me, as the crown princess, actually lure the prince to frolic in order to win joy and invite favor.

I was punished for a month of contemplation in the West Chamber, during which time I was not allowed to see the prince.