Chapter 015: I Can't Help It
Xu Er's voice was very small, with a slight smile, but it seemed that thousands of cowhide drums were beating in unison, and her heart was the drum face, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak, and she couldn't have any reaction, and even suspected that she had heard it wrong, or that she was still in a dream. Because reality is so hard, he shouldn't have appeared at her door at this time. As a result, she did not react for a long time. Just look at yourself in the mirror.
"Stones?" Xu Er shouted softly, and his breathing was so clear.
"Oh, I'm here." She hurriedly replied, feeling that she was not herself either.
"Didn't you say you missed me? Hurry up and open the door. He urged, his voice tinged with a certain urgency and pleasure. Dong Xiaokui didn't care about washing her face, she ran out with her mobile phone, she didn't even turn on the light, she hit a stool halfway, and the bone in front of her calf hurt so much, she couldn't care about it, so she immediately got up and turned on the light at the door. Opened the door suddenly, and through the iron outer door, I really saw Xu Er standing at the door, smiling at her with a phone, and shouting, "Stone." ”
She didn't speak, put the phone in her pajama pocket, and opened the iron door with a "bang", and with too much force, the iron door made a shocking sound, echoing in the empty night. She was not as indifferent as usual, maybe because of the dream, maybe because of the drink, she almost rushed towards Xu Er, hugging him tightly.
He was stunned, then took her in his arms and whispered, "Good, I'm worried about you." ”
"Nope. Just miss you so much. But how did you get here? She buried her head in his neck and said in an angry voice. Because she is not as tall as him, she is on tiptoe, and the whole person seems to be hanging on him.
"Because I miss you." He replied, then hugged her tighter, picked her up and went into the house, slamming the door shut.
The dark night is like a tide, there is a cool air around it, and the yellow light is like an unreal dream. The only truth was that his breath was all around, with a faint smell of smoke, and a vague incense, the kind she was familiar with, and she often secretly thought it was his man's incense.
She felt that at this moment, she was a little girl, fragile and dependent, so she hugged his neck and felt that it would be safe. Xu Er picked her up and walked into the room, whispering as he walked, "Good, are you going to strangle me?" ”
She let go of her hand slightly, but she still held on to him. He sat down on the couch and put her on his lap, bowing his head slightly, just in time to meet her raised head. In an instant, the two eyes met, each other's eyes were full of pity, at this moment, each other did not move, just looked at each other like this, as if Pangu opened the sky, the first era of the flood and famine, they already looked at each other like this, so pity.
His hair was shorter, close to an inch, so that the whole contour of his face was prominent, but he could still see that he was thin, and he should not have shaved one day, and he had stubble; He shouldn't have slept well, and his eyes were bloodshot; He must have been working hard, with fine textures at the corners of his slightly narrowed eyes.
However, his eyes are clear and deep, like a deep lake, which makes people want to drown here. She moved her mouth, as if she felt like she had to say something, but she couldn't say anything.
The next moment, he ignored it, and suddenly leaned down and kissed her on the lips. The soft, delicate and warm lips are still as soft and delicate as in the memory, touching each other, and it is a spark.
Dong Xiaokui reached out and hugged his neck again, like a walker who had been dry and trekking in the desert for a long time, and finally saw the oasis, regardless of it, sucked his lips fiercely, and then played with him fiercely.
At this moment, Dong Xiaokui forgot all the worldly and habitual calculations and considerations. She only remembered that she loved this man, she really loved this man, and she didn't know when she started to love him. At first, she thought it was just motherhood, just an instinctive pity. Later, however, she realized that missing him had become a habit, and the thought of losing it made her heart ache.
Maybe this life is all about meeting this person. So in the sea of thousands of people, just a glance, there is pity, reluctance, unforgettable, even missing has become a habit, as natural as breathing.
Therefore, even after meeting him, because of the difficulties of the world and the gap separated by the concept of the door, she retreated, so she wanted to go on a blind date and live another life. She has seen all kinds of men, but even a person like Zhou Chen who is considered excellent, or a person like Li Yongfeng, who is affectionate, can't compare with Xu Er in her heart. When she met him, she deeply realized the state of mind of the sentence "Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, except that Wushan is not a cloud".
The night at the end of March was a little chilly, the windows in the living room were not closed, and the cold air was raging. The two completely ignored it, and such a kiss regardless of each other seemed to have been waiting for each other for thousands of years. I don't know how long it took to let go of the other party out of breath. But only slightly away from the other's lips, so close that she could smell the tobacco in his breath.
"Aoi, you're crying." He shouted, reaching out to touch her eyes, warm fingers running through her eyelashes like butterflies trembling on the stamens.
"Nope." She replied, her voice frighteningly hoarse.
"Your eyes are swollen." He pointed to the evidence.
She didn't want him to see the vulnerability, so she lied: "I got up at night to drink water and hit a chair." As if afraid that he wouldn't believe it, she reached for the hem of her trousers to let him see the bruise. However, Dong Xiaokui only moved slightly, and did not dare to move again. As he breathed unevenly and whispered, she felt the change in his body, touching the rock-solid presence.
Although she is still an unmarried girl, she is not a woman who lives in a vacuum. The information of the developed society has made her know everything. How could she not be clear about the changes in his body?
Sometimes, I also wonder if I will be able to face him calmly one day, what will it be like? This man is full of classical atmosphere, will it be "red candles flickering and dim tents, * night is beautiful until dawn". How lingering and wild will his kiss be, what kind of passion and rhythm will there be when his body covers her, and will he think of eternity and desolation at that moment?
Many times, she will be embarrassed to think and blush. Dong Xiaokui has never been a woman who is greedy for lust, and she used to be with Chen Jiachuan, and she didn't even like his hugs. Most of the time, she hates it to men touching her. However, after meeting him and knowing his intentions, she gave birth to such a yearning.
Now, she felt an inexplicable atmosphere around her, as if a match was burning in her hand, and the floor was full of gasoline, and if it was accidentally dropped, it would be a raging fire, and each would burn violently. What's even more terrifying is that she actually longs for this kind of burning.
They looked at each other, the air was tense, and so was their breathing. Xu Er finally cleared his throat and spoke, his voice was low and slightly hoarse, and he said, "Good, I'm worried about you." ”
Dong Xiaokuiyi shook her head lightly and denied it. He looked at her, as if he wanted to kiss her, but he never moved, perhaps because he didn't dare to move, he had always cherished her very much.
He still looked at her like that, there was a slight pain in his eyes, and he said, "I didn't want to tell you, I just want to deal with it myself." I didn't expect Lingxiu to come to see you privately and tell you this. Sorry to worry you again. ”
His words were soft, and Dong Xiaokui's heart trembled, like a needle stinging thinly. From the beginning to the present, he has always protected her. She pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, so she had to rub her body and kiss his lips.
He froze, forgetting to respond, and letting her suck on his soft lips. His scent was like a seductive orange, and she continued to explore it further. He responded slightly, froze again, and finally, as if he was facing a great enemy, he grabbed her hand at once, clasped it tightly, and shouted: "Xiaokui, don't." ”
The voice was hoarse to the extreme, Dong Xiaokui's eyes were hazy, and when he looked up, he saw that he frowned, and seemed to be in great pain. She couldn't help but move, and the whole person came to her senses, thinking of what she had just done, she couldn't help but feel ashamed, lowered her head, but felt uncomfortable, so she raised her head and smiled at him. Then, breaking free from his embrace, he stood up, uncomfortable, straightened his clothes, coughed twice, and said, "I'm sorry, but I lost my temper." ”
Xu Er didn't say a word, just sat on the sofa and looked at her motionlessly. Dong Xiaokui was uncomfortable, her heart was going up and down, and she didn't know what to do, so she had to look at the monkey, who was sleeping sweetly in the basket. She felt that she was too indulgent tonight because of the shattered dream. She wanted to say, "You must have worked hard when you came here." I'll go put hot water, you take a shower and take a rest. ”
As she spoke, she walked, and then she felt the pain of the place where she had hit, and she stumbled and couldn't help jumping.
"Stones." Xu Er shouted, his tone full of worry.
She squatted down and lifted her pants to check, and with a very naughty look, she smiled and said to him: "Look, I'm really crying, you don't believe it." The calf was hit hard, all bruised and a little broken, and she was about to rub it. Xu Er strode over, hugged her horizontally, and said viciously, "Dong Xiaokui, are you ready?" ”
"What?" She asked, almost instinctively. Suddenly I understood what he was asking, he didn't touch her before, and he once said the reason when he quarreled fiercely, he said, "Dong Xiaokui, this son is merciful, and I didn't ask for you." It's to give you the perfect experience, but you're going to have to make an inch."
So, now he asked her if she was ready. This is the day when the full moon is spent? When Dong Xiaokui thought of this, she suddenly panicked, her heart seemed to be impacted by a huge wave, hollowed out by life, and she was overwhelmed. She knows that for a woman, giving her body to a man for the first time is a turning point in her life, and it is the greatest acceptance and love for this man, which shows that from now on, she will be with you, life and death will not give up, and poverty will not be moved.
However, she wanted to go on with him for the rest of her life. However, at this moment, she didn't know how to answer, just pursed her lips tightly in his arms and held her breath.
He held her, motionless, but only for a moment, and said, "I should acquiesce." ”
"Nope." She instinctively said that the opposition was not very loud, and it was a bit of a desire to refuse and welcome.
He carried her into the bedroom, chuckled, and said, "Stone, it's too late, I can't bear it." ”......
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