Yan Yixin's hand turned the cup, as if he was thinking about how to speak. Yan Wan was silent, knowing that this secret was a hidden pain in his heart, but she wanted to know his pain and suffering, and she also wanted to accompany him through this hurdle.

Therefore, when she saw Yan Yixin raise her head again and stretch out her arm, she almost threw herself into his arms without hesitation. A pair of arms, naturally reaching his waist, wrapped around his back.

For a moment, the small living room was so quiet that you could hear each other's heartbeats. Yan Yixin's eyes faintly passed through the TV cabinet, Yan Juan had a total of an old-fashioned TV set in his house, and there was a layer of dust on it, so he thought that he hadn't opened it for a long time.

Yan Juan hesitated for a moment, and put his head into his 'chest'. Yan Yixin was slightly shocked, and suddenly hugged her shoulders, and when she spoke, there was no more 'excitement' and 'swing'.

"My father used to travel a lot in his early years to buy minerals. Once, in the lower reaches of the Brahmaputra River, I met a beautiful minority 'girl' child. They have lived in a fairy-like place for half a month, which can be called like lacquer, right? My father, after all, was concerned about the business of the metropolis, so he promised the 'girl' that he would come back to meet her in the future. But ......"

"He was pregnant with that 'girl' child?"

"My father just regarded this relationship as a 'wavering' encounter and didn't take it to heart. He said that he didn't deliberately deceive when they got together in the future, but he didn't expect to ask her to be his wife, which is also true. Later, he married a wife and gave birth to a son, but on the night of childbirth, both of them died! ”

"Huh?" Yan Juan exclaimed, "Then you ......"

"That kid wasn't me. This matter was suppressed by the Yan family, and there were not many people who knew the inside story. Later, my father was instructed by a master to say that the murder was related to a spell. ”

"That 'girl' child, is it a Miao 'girl'?" Yan Xuan's mouth opened wide in surprise.

Yan Yixin smiled bitterly: "Yes, my father also thought of her immediately at that time, so he rushed to the Yunnan-Tibet border. But the 'girl' child had already committed suicide. ”

"How...... Will it be? ”

"Later, my father learned that the 'girl' child was the holy 'girl' of the Miao tribe, and it is said to be the oldest. She was no ordinary suicide, and she skillfully cut off a blood vessel and drained all the blood from her body. It's for ...... He made the most vicious spell with his own blood and death, so that the negative man could be reincarnated for generations, and he could only watch the pain of his wife and son's death in front of him. ”

What kind of unwillingness would make a young 'girl' of young age make such a blood curse at the cost of her life!

"Because of love and hate......" Yan Juan shuddered, and couldn't help but lean closer to Yan Yixin's side, "Then why are you ......?"

Later, my father didn't dare to marry again, but my grandfather, as you know, always wanted his children and grandchildren to be close to his knees, so my father had no choice but to ask the master again. Later, I found the patriarch of another Miao tribe and begged him to marry his 'daughter', who is my ......"

"Your mother."

"Yes. Yan Yixin nodded.

Those memories of the past, he had always thought that his path was blocked. But in the face of Yan Juan, he found that everything was as clear as yesterday.

Yan Juan thought of the Miao 'girl' who ran away, could it be that she was Yan Yixin's mother? But she looks so young, and her face is ordinary. But not more than twenty-seven years old!

This hypothesis was denied for a while. Yan Wan asked suspiciously: "She ...... now?"

"Already dead."

"Huh?" Yan Xuan's fingers almost spasmed. This story is not good at all, and it does not always have a perfect ending like princes and princesses. There was so much death that she almost refused to believe it, and this was the truth of the matter, "Is it also because of that spell?"

"No, my mother is for me. When she married her father. I thought I had unlocked the spell, but I didn't find out until later...... Not yet.

So, she used her own blood and used that ...... He ended his life in such a cruel way. Just to give me a chance to survive. Yan Yixin's eyes were a little red, and his voice trembled, "My life like this was bought by my mother with her own life." ”

Yan Juan couldn't even let out the exclamation smoothly, so he could only shake his hand back vigorously, and pass his body temperature to Yan Yixin, who was obviously cold with his fingers.

"My life is not just my own ......," Yan Yixin smiled bitterly, "My father was regarded by my grandfather as an unfilial son, but in fact, he traveled to the back of the wind and flowers. Just looking for a way to unravel the spell for me. ”

"So, the Miao 'girl' who is now with him *** is also ......"

"Well, it's also the Miao tribe who is said to be the holy 'daughter' of that ancient clan, but it doesn't seem to have found a way......"

"Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, your parents actually love you."

"Yes, so I can't help but live." Yan Yixin let out a long sigh, as if he had been depressed for so many years, and he spit it out with such a sigh.

Yan Juan wanted to hold that head and hold him tightly in his arms. Her throat tightened, but she just held his hand hard: "You live so hard, it's really not easy." ”

"Yan Juan, I ......" He suddenly 'agitated', but he only said three crosses and forbidden. Entangled in the depths of his eyes, there are some words that cannot be said selfishly.

Carrying such a secret, when he was in front of people, he was always as gentle as an immortal above the nine heavens. Yan Juan didn't know how many times the hardships he had to endure that ordinary people didn't have before he was able to practice this step.

His so-called "broken love" with Lu 'Jiao' Jun seems to be just a farce.

"I believe that one day we will find a way to save you, your father is working on it, maybe we can also go and find it together." She smiled, her weak shoulders with such firm strength. Told him about her choice.

"Am I qualified to talk about love?" He asked in a low voice, almost whispering.

Yan Wan didn't have time to think, and blurted out: "No one. will lose the qualification to say love. ”

"Really?" Yan Yixin suddenly raised his head, the bright luster in his eyes, in the semi-dark room, like a meteor across the sky. It illuminated Yan Xuan's heart.

"Of course." She was suddenly relieved and nodded vigorously.

"I'm just scared...... Such happiness is only stolen. Yan Yixin's eyes dimmed again, and the words that he tried his best to dilute made Yan Juan even more sad when he heard it.

He is not like Lu Wenjun, who is always as moist as water, with a shallow smile. Behind such mildness, who knew that it would endure such an unknown pain?

"Stolen happiness. It's not necessarily happiness!" Yan Juan never knew that he could be so unreasonable. Anyway, she just wanted Yan Yixin to be happy.

"But so far, there is still no way to unravel it...... Juan, I really want to spend my life with you, but I am too wronged by you. Originally, Dad said that he already had eyebrows, but looking at the way he looks today, I'm afraid it's ......"

Yan Yixin sighed and hugged the silk tighter.

"Even if it keeps going like this, I'm not afraid." Yan Juan raised his head, and his face was gentle. With a classical and delicate chin, Yang raised a stubborn but firm arc skin, and his arms tightened, "I want to accompany you through all the pain and those ......"

Yan Yixin's eyes were deep, and he looked at her for a moment, almost burning her carnosine, and then suddenly clasped her shoulders and back tightly: "Juan, I don't know if it will drag you down." But you're so beautiful, I'm reluctant to let go. ”

This sentence made Yan Xuan's 'lips' arouse a smug arc: "Isn't that simple?" Don't let it go!"

What Lu Wenjun, what Mi Xiaorong, all left behind. Yan Juan felt that the man who hugged him was really worthy of his heart's expectations.

Her eyes made Yan Yixin's heart burn with a nameless flame. I can't just 'knead' her into my own flesh and blood, and from then on, my soul will depend on each other, and my blood and 'flesh' will follow.

Yan Juan is no stranger to such eyes, and the marriage in her previous life only brought her glory on the surface. She has never had the opportunity to meet a better boy than Lu Wenjun. So when he affectionately proposed, she finally agreed after hesitating for two days.

In her view, getting married is nothing more than giving up the whole forest because of a tree. However, the tree she found was not on the plains, but on the edge of the cliffs.

In the big family of the Lu family, she is walking on thin ice, for fear that if she is not careful, she will cut her muscles and bones, and finally fall into the abyss.

Although she never complained about her marriage, she slept alone in the dead of night. I still can't help but reverie if it wasn't so hasty back then, would there be a better tree waiting for her choice.

After being reborn, she realized that love is not a process of watching and waiting. The pounding in my heart is only inadvertently. He stood there like a towering tree. While she remains independent, she can fully cling to him wholeheartedly.

Seeing Yan Yixin's 'lips' getting closer and closer to him, Yan Juan even did what he did to refuse to welcome the 'desire' on the surface. She closed her eyes and waited for the familiar contact on her lips.

His 'lips' had a slight coolness, but the heat ignited the surface of the 'lips' of the two people in an instant. Even his body became a little agitated.

Yan Qian relaxed her breathing, enjoying the sensual pleasure he brought her with peace of mind. Only her 'kiss'. will always pass the throbbing to her heart, with a *** tremor, I really want to turn into a puddle of water like this, pour into his arms, and let him pinch the round. She's happy too.

So. When Yan Yixin's hand unbuttoned her shirt, she didn't even have a symbolic struggle. It's just a little face. Flashes of lightning passed through my mind. Makes her heart freeze a little.

If she really returns to the bridge with Lu Wenjun, then Xiao Wei ......

The skin continued to rise, but suddenly there was a corner of the heart, which condensed into ice crystals.