Chapter 138: Depressed
Chapter 138: Depressed
The weather is getting cooler, and the mat on the 'bed' has been replaced, and the 'bed' sheet of Baizitu is covered, and the big red brocade quilt with the pattern of mandarin duck 'cross' neck is covered.
However, Jiang Ruonan felt that it was a bit dangerous to build a 'bed' with him, so he insisted on sharing the quilt with him.
The same is true on this day, Jin Shaokang shrunk in his quilt, looking at the back of her head a little depressed, in the summer before, when I wanted to hug her, I could secretly hug her, but now it is very inconvenient to be separated by two 'bed' quilts.
He secretly stretched out his hand and 'touched' into her quilt, but as soon as he reached in a little, he was noticed by Jiang Ruonan, who turned her head and glared at him, "What are you doing?" ”
Jin Shaokang gritted his teeth and simply lifted her quilt and got in.
Jiang Ruonan was anxious, and pushed him desperately, "Master Hou, don't be a scoundrel, we have all said it, you said that you would not 'force' me, the eldest husband has made a word, and it is difficult to chase the horse!" ”
But what does Jin Shaokang want to do, and how can she stop it? After a while, Jin Shaokang completely got into her quilt, hugged her into his arms, buried his head in her neck, and took a deep breath.
It's really fragrant......
The corners of Jin Shaokang's mouth couldn't help but smile, and his heart was full of happiness.
Jiang Ruonan raised his head, rolled his eyes in anger, and had no choice but to take out the killer weapon, "Master Hou, if you don't let go of me, I'll make you itch!" ”
Finally, the warm fragrance and soft 'jade' in his arms, where is Jin Shaokang willing to let go, hearing this, he tightened her tighter and controlled her hand again, he raised his head, looked at her and smiled: "Of course, as a wife, you have to warm the 'bed' for your husband, I am not used to sleeping in the quilt, or, you will talk about the warmth of my quilt first?" ”
Jiang Ruonan said angrily: "A big man, what else does he need to warm the quilt, and what kind of weather is this, Master Hou, are you being my three-year-old child?" ”
"But I'm really cold, my feet are cold, don't believe it, you try it!" said that Jin Shaokang deliberately luckily made his feet blood not smooth, and then hit her feet and rubbed on her instep.
"It's really ice......" Jiang Ruonan muttered and glanced at him, "It's just autumn, aren't you very powerful, why can't you even sleep hot on your feet?" ”
Jin Shaokang pretended to be heavy and sighed, "Since I came out of the desert, I don't know if I lost too much in the desert, and my body fell into this 'problem', and it was cold in winter, so I had to warm the quilt." ”
Jiang Ruonan remembered the hardships and hardships he had encountered in the desert before, and a trace of pity couldn't help but rise in his heart. Immediately, I felt his feet tightly slam on her feet, his thick feet rubbing against her feet one by one, and the thick calluses on his feet rubbed her delicate skin ambiguously, bringing a tingling sensation that made her toes roll up involuntarily.
She shrunk her feet and smiled, "Don't be like this, it's so itchy......"
Jin Shaokang only felt that her feet were warm and warm, thin and soft, like cotton 'flowers', and she didn't know how comfortable she was next to her. Seeing her hide, he wrapped it up again, clamped her feet between his feet, rubbing gently, the delicate skin, soft touch, made him have a very special feeling, his heart was crisp and numb, and his lower abdomen was suddenly hot and hot.
He raised his head and looked into her eyes, her eyes were dark and dark, reflecting his shadow, he smiled slightly, and said softly: "Don't move, my feet are cold, help me warm my feet." ”
Her voice was low and hoarse, and the breath that spewed out of her neck was like an invisible hand.
Looking at his deep eyes and his faint smile, her face suddenly became a little hot and her heart was pounding.
And his toes rubbed against her feet, slowly sliding over her ankles, all the way up, rubbing against her little 'legs', lingering on her little 'legs', his toenails were hard, but not sharp, the feeling of brushing against the skin...... Very comfortable......
The sensations all over her body couldn't help but focus on his toes, and her heart followed his toes up and down.
Jiang Ruonan suddenly felt a little hot, she was hot, his arms were hot, his hand that was slowly roaming on her back was hot, and his gasping was even hotter......
Only those feet are still cold, like ice cubes that cool down, which brings a sense of comfort.
A voice suddenly rose in my heart, it can't go on like this, it's not appropriate to go on like this!
She moved slightly, breaking free from his foot that had held all her mind.
"Then you sleep with me...... The quilt is it, I sleep...... You're all right. For some reason, she stuttered.
"No, as soon as you leave, the quilt will be cold in a short time!" His lips brushed against her ears, his burning chest pressed against her.
But she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were a little cold, and she looked at him and snorted softly: "Could it be that you used to have to sleep with the 'woman' in your arms every night?" "It's Huaqing and Ruolin!
Jin Shaokang was stunned, most of the fire on his body was extinguished, it was broken, didn't he dig a pit for himself? Hurriedly remedied: "It's not ......" but I couldn't find a good reason for a while.
Jiang Ruonan glared, took advantage of his inattention, pushed him out forcefully, and then immediately rolled the quilt tightly, so that he had no chance to take advantage of it!
She felt uncomfortable at the thought that he had slept with other 'women' like this before!
"Ruolan ......" Jin Shaokang looked at Jiang Ruonan, who was wrapped like a zongzi, very helpless.
Jiang Ruonan ignored him, closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
He patted her on the shoulder, "Ruolan ......" voice was as soft as water, full of helplessness and doting.
"Don't touch me!" Jiang Ruonan's shoulders shrank and said firmly.
"Ruolan!" Jin Shaokang's voice sank, and he just wanted to frown and lecture her, but suddenly a thought hit his heart, and he couldn't help but be happy.
He approached her and whispered in her ear, "Ruolan, you can't be jealous, are you?" ”
This sentence was like a needle piercing into her 'meat', Jiang Ruonan exploded her 'hair' at once, she turned around with "hoof" and looked at him with wide eyes, that look was like hearing the funniest joke, "I'm jealous? She held out her finger and pointed at herself, "Am I jealous?" I'm not jealous, I don't like you at all now, why am I jealous! It's, it's so funny," she glared at him again, muttering and turning away,
But a drop of cold sweat couldn't help but break out on his forehead, and his heart was drumming.
Jealous, her? No way?
No, no, she clearly knows that he is a 'woman' and a child, and she is not kicked in the head by a donkey, how can she be jealous of him?
No, no, it's an illusion, it must have been an illusion just now.
It must be that I have been too close to him during this time, and it can't go on like this, I have to find a way!
Over there, after Jin Shaokang heard her sentence "I don't like you at all now", his enthusiasm immediately cooled down, and his heart seemed to be twisted by someone, painful and sour, extremely depressed, and extremely uncomfortable.
He retracted his quilt, wrapped the quilt tightly as if he was angry, and turned his back to her, but he felt uncomfortable in his heart, every time he quarreled with her, he felt this way, and he couldn't breathe.
Jiang Ruonan listened to the movement behind him, he was angry? Then I thought, if you are angry, you will be angry, who cares? She closed her eyes and 'forced' herself not to think about everything.
After a while, Jin Shaokang really couldn't stand it anymore and turned around again.
"You know about Qiuyue......" He suddenly spoke, his voice soft.
Jiang Ruonan opened his eyes and didn't make a sound.
Jin Shaokang knew that she was listening, and continued, "Aunt Zhao is my mother's dowry maid, and at the beginning, my mother gave her to my father with her own hands. ”
Jiang Ruonan had also heard about this and was not surprised, what made her curious was, what he wanted to say?
She listened quietly.
"This kind of thing is actually not uncommon, commonplace, and really normal. In Qiuyue's opinion, it is also in the eyes of my mother, and I thought so before, I thought, if I hadn't met you, maybe, that day in the Splendid Garden, I would have been a different choice......"
In the silent room, red candles flickered and flickered, and there was a faint sandalwood in the air.
His voice was low, slow, and slowly spread through the air, and there was a special feeling to listen to the human ear.
"However, I suddenly felt that this was a difficult thing for me to accept, and unconsciously, I seemed to have turned some of your ideas into a part of me, and I myself found it hard to believe, Ruolan, when did you start to have such a big influence on me?"
Jiang Ruonan listened quietly, still silent. But slowly, his gaze softened.
"I can no longer face the autumn moon now, and I can't lift the 'spirit' when I face Huaqing Ruolin, it seems to be a habit of mine to come to Qiutang Courtyard every day, during that time you were sick, I rested in Chutian Pavilion, but I have to come to Qiutang Courtyard every night to walk, and I can sleep only after seeing the lights in the courtyard. Ruolan, if, if I don't touch other 'women' in the future, in this way, can you accept me? ”
Jiang Ruonan's eyes widened suddenly, looking at the red candle jumping opposite, in a daze.
Jin Shaokang waited for a long time, and when he saw that she didn't answer, he bullied him over, Jiang Ruonan felt it, and quickly closed his eyes.
"Did you sleep?" Jin Shaokang was a little deflated and fell back dejected.
The courage that I finally mustered up...... How can he say this kind of thing again......
The next day, Jiang Ruonan 'served' Jin Shaokang out of the 'door' like no one, during which Jin Shaokang's eyes were fixed on her face several times, she raised her head, looked at him and smiled, so that he couldn't see the slightest clue, and finally believed that she really didn't hear the latest words.
Otherwise, how could a 'woman' still be indifferent when she heard those words?
Jin Shaokang was extremely depressed. The whole morning had a calm face, so frightened that the maids shrank their necks and were cautious.
Jiang Ruonan has always used this calm attitude to send Jin Shaokang out of the 'door'. It wasn't until Jin Shaokang's figure disappeared at the 'door' of the courtyard that she let out a long breath, and at the same time, her 'legs' and feet were a little weak.
She sent the maids down, and sat down at the dresser and looked at herself in the mirror in a daze.
After a few months of recuperation, her skin has slowly turned white and become delicate, so she looks less rough and more beautiful.
But even so, it's not a beauty, is it? What does Jin Shaokang like about her? She has never been good to him, and even often makes him angry.
Is it really crossing the law of 'female'?
Jiang Ruonan smiled bitterly, and his words couldn't help but echo in his ears, "...... If I don't touch other 'women' in the future, in this way, can you accept my ......?"
How is that possible? They have been there all the time, maybe for a while, he thinks that she is a 'woman' who crosses through, but after a while, can he, a traditional feudal man, really accept her? Maybe I'll find a way to transform her. There is also Yu Qiuyue and the child, yes, she can deceive herself into thinking that they are divorced, but how can a divorced 'woman' still dangle in front of her eyes with her children all day long?
When the time comes, how should she deal with herself when she is fully engaged?
If you really want to believe him, to believe in this possibility, it's ridiculous!
But......
"Jiang Ruonan, Jiang Ruonan, you are thinking about this seriously, isn't it more ridiculous?" Jiang Ruonan looked at himself with a mocking smile in the mirror and muttered.
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