Chapter 159, Goodbye, Text 3

On the eighth day of the eighth month of August, Zeng Ruixiang and Shen went to Qingyuan early to help Zhang Luo, Lin Kangping invited Wang Tieshan and his wife to come over and be busy for several days, a total of fifteen tables were set, mainly the people of the village and the clansmen of the Zeng family, the two uncles of the Shen family also came, and of course Qiuyu, Lin Kangping didn't want to inform Ziqing's aunts that Qiuyu was close, and Zhou Yunjiang happened to be working in Qingyuan, she must know the day, and there is no reason not to go. As for Xia Yu, there was no notice.

Ziqing didn't go over, Shen said that there was no reason for the daughter-in-law who had not passed through the door to send her to the door in advance? In addition, Lin Kangping didn't agree, people came and went, he didn't want Ziqing to show up, Ziqing had to give up, muttered a few words, and hurried to embroider at home, this time Lin Kangping came back and brought a lot of fabrics to Ziqing, saying that he wanted to get married in the spring of next year. Ziqing doesn't know if her parents will agree, but it's always right to prepare things earlier, and it's not complete when the time comes, because she not only has to make her own clothes, but also Lin Kangping's full set.

Zeng Ruixiang and Shen came back with a smile on their faces, especially Shen, and said to Ziqing: "I didn't expect your father to be quite discerning, quite good at picking a son-in-law, now I am really relieved, Kang Ping is not only smart and capable, but more importantly, he is good to you, considerate, worried that you want your mother's family, even your father is against it, he was stunned to buy the broken land next door, tidy up, I have never seen such a beautiful garden, the new house has been built, even the garden is named after you." Ziqing smiled when she heard this.

On the morning of the ninth day of August, Lin Kangping left in a hurry, and Mr. Tong stayed, saying that he was waiting for the flowers and trees in the garden to be transplanted in place in autumn, and during this time he discussed with the master carpenter the layout of each house, the style of furniture, doors and windows, etc., and then simply moved to Qingyuan to live, saying that there were people in Hengzhi to take care of the food. It's all men, and it's not inhibited. Shen was willing to hear this, but he told the food over there to be more careful.

On this day, Shen said that he was going to Anzhou. One is to prepare some Mid-Autumn Festival gifts, and the other is to take a look at Ziping and send some food over. Although Zeng Ruiqing is not authentic. But Shen said, one yard is one yard. Ziping is too pitiful. Ziqing pouted, she didn't have a good impression of this cousin, and when she first came, she was very mocking Ziqing because Ziqing picked up her old clothes, judging from this incident, Ziqing felt that she was not a good person. Zeng Ruixiang accompanied the Shen family, Ziyu was still young, and he was at the age of playfulness. Shen took it with him, leaving Ziqing alone to take care of the house.

Not long after Ziqing returned to the house, the doorbell rang, Ziqing thought it was the Shen family that they had forgotten something, just opened the door, and said with a smile: "What did you forget again?" When I looked up, it was Wen San leaning against the door frame.

Wen San came to ask after Ziqing got married, and the two haven't seen each other again, more than two years. Wen San got rid of a little bit of his youthful childishness, he should be seventeen or eighteen. Dressed in a pink and purple silk gown and a square scarf of the same color, his body has grown a lot taller, and then what he lost was the warmth and affinity of his youth, and his eyebrows and eyes were still the same eyebrows. It's just that the eyes are very deep, and there is a bit of the fierceness and alienation in the bones of the children of the family.

Ziqing was stunned, she didn't know what to say for a while, Wen San too, she had been thinking about it for several years, every time she said to let go, she was always a little reluctant, this time the two of them were going to get married, Wen San still didn't control himself and ran this trip. Looking at the girl in front of her, her eyebrows and eyes were delicate, and she smiled skillfully, but this smile was something she had no chance to have in this life, thinking of this, Wen San's eyes couldn't help but darken a little.

"I've been to Qingyuan to see it, and he's really attentive to you. He said to me, your wish is to have a heart of people, the white head is inseparable, you concluded that I can't do it, so you never considered me, now that I think about it, I was wrong in the past, I did mislook at you, a woman who can change the situation of her family so quickly at a young age, how much money does she want and can't get it? It's not for it, it's not for it. And I, with a worldly heart, actually think about you, I am very wrong. ”

"Wen San, thank you, thank you for finally understanding me." Ziqing's eyes turned red.

"I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but at this moment, I do regret it a little, I know that it is too late. Qing'er, I also want to call you like this, these two words have been turned over thousands of times in my heart, I'm afraid, I won't have a chance to call out in the future, Qing'er, if, I mean if everything can be done again, are you willing to wait for me, wait for me to set aside all the shackles at home, take you to the end of the world, and then find a quiet place, forget the past, and we live quietly. Don't worry, I promise you that there will only be one you by my side. Wen San's hopeful eyes made Ziqing can't help but think of the past, Wen San always liked to look at himself with such grievances and dissatisfied eyes, as if he was complaining and hoping for it.

At this moment, Ziqing's heart was full of shock, she never expected that Wen San would actually use her affection to this point, she shook her head desperately, tears raining down, "No, Wen San, how do you tell me to face my family, face Kangping, how can I be embarrassed?" How can you treat your parents who gave birth to you and raised you like this, I'm sorry, Wen San, I won't choose that path. Because I know that it will not only hurt you, but your family, but it will also hurt me and my family. A marriage that is not blessed by our parents will never be truly happy, and a lifetime of living in guilt and apologies will wear away all the good emotions and memories, and at that time, what can support our inner thoughts so that we can stay together. ”

"You see, I already knew that this was the end, you said it well, a marriage that is not blessed by parents will never be truly happy, and living in a lifetime of guilt and apology for parents will wear out all the good emotions and memories, and at that time, what can support our inner thoughts so that we can stay together. Hehe, the words that come out of your mouth are so good, you are really smart, why don't you say that you are a village girl? Is this what the village girl can say? How can this not be hidden? Why don't you be presumptuous? Qing'er, don't persuade me again, the heartbeat of youth will be light and light with the passage of time, if you have really paid it, do you think it will? ”

Wen San's last words asked Ziqing, Ziqing remembered all the past in her previous life, and thought of Lin Kangping she had met in this life, Ziqing suddenly understood, the reason why Liu Cen was able to say goodbye to her feelings so easily, and let go so easily, still didn't love deeply enough, if she loved deeply, how could she be willing to let go? It is precisely because I don't love deeply enough that I feel that the clouds are light and light. For example, Lin Kangping, he puts himself first in everything, he has no complaints in the depths, no matter what he does, he is willing. At this moment, Ziqing finally stopped dwelling on the past, and finally let go of Liu Cen, maybe she had already done this subconsciously, but today, at this moment, Ziqing finally understood her mind.

Wen San saw that Ziqing had been silent, thinking that he had embarrassed Ziqing, sighed, and said, "I'm just daydreaming and talking, I may not have that courage." You also know that my family doesn't mean that you can give up if you give up. Don't worry, I'm just here to see you, and the family has already arranged everything for me. I'm going back to the capital to get married, and in the future, maybe I won't have a chance to see each other again. Qing'er, I will keep my promise, and when I get married, I will let Kangping go free, and you can prepare to marry with peace of mind. It's a pity that I can't see you in your wedding dress, but that's fine. Go back, I won't go in. Goodbye, Qing'er" Wen San turned around and was about to leave.

"Wait a minute, in the future, Wen San, you must be good, be happy, if there is anything you need help with, I think Kang Ping will definitely do his best. Everyone's path is different, God has already arranged it, there will be someone more suitable for you waiting for you, please be kind to her. Because only by treating her well can you be happy. Thank you for everything you did for us. Goodbye, Wen III. Ziqing almost shouted and said, Wen San turned his back to Ziqing, stood still, listened to Ziqing's words, waved his hand with his back to her, got on the horse and walked away.

Ziqing went back to the house for a long time, and her heart ached, and Ziqing didn't know why her heart hurt, who could understand the word? At that time, he knew that selling a lantern would make the third young master of the Wen family look at him differently, fall into the mud, and say that he would not be in the limelight, but in this way, he would not know Lin Kangping. Thinking of Lin Kangping, Ziqing's heart warmed, what else is there to worry about, he has already made a choice, he is the lover who will accompany him for the rest of his life.

Thinking of this, Ziqing remembered Wen San's promise that Lin Kangping would be free, and her heart became happy again, at this time, Ziqing's mind had precipitated, Wen San was a kind person, and she still hoped that he could be happy.

Ziqing plans to take advantage of the fact that there is no one at home to make the groom's wedding dress when they get married. It stands to reason that this is prepared by the man, but Lin Kangping is an orphan, since he was married, his clothes, shoes and socks are all taken care of by Ziqing, Ziqing does not want him to wear the clothes made for him by the woman outside, and the wedding clothes for marriage are even more so, Ziqing must make them for him with his own hands.

Before the Mid-Autumn Festival, Wang Tieshan's wife Li came over, and the gelding chickens in the orange orchard came out with a batch, there were five or six hundred, plus the egg money for half a month, Li sent sixty taels of silver, Ziqing took five taels of silver and handed it to her, saying: "You take these five taels of silver, spend four taels of silver to buy chickens, the same half, the hen will hatch the chicks when she wants to hold the nest." I have a couple of silver left for you to make some good food for the children, and to make a new set of clothes. The steer at home, pick one and kill it for the holidays. ”

Li listened and agreed. Ziqing opened the account book of the orange orchard, the total investment of the orange orchard was about two hundred and eighty taels, and now eighty taels have been recovered, after deducting the cost, there should be fifty taels left, and it seems that there is money to be earned by enclosing chickens. By next spring at the latest, Ziqing will be able to transplant all the fruit seedlings in the orange orchard, and it will take two or three years for the fruit trees to grow. Next year, Ziqing shouldn't have to worry about these things. (To be continued)