Chapter 258 My heart hurts so much when I believe in it
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Chu Zhixin has his own respect and pride, he does not allow himself to bow his head in front of anyone, let alone anyone in front of him, to spy on his innermost fragile emotions.
"Didn't you dislike the entertainment industry the most before? But this time, why did you let her go to filming? Is it because of the previous scandal? Or is it ......" Shen Yuyao smiled bitterly in her heart, "or is it because of ...... She likes? ”
She still remembers that when they were studying together in the past, she had a unique piano talent, and she wanted to be a pianist, thinking about becoming famous, but what did he say at that time?
He said: He doesn't like his women, showing his head outside.
That is, from that time on, she buried her favorite things in the deepest part of her heart, but what was the result? As a result, when she came back, he got married, married a girl who was not outstanding and had no characteristics, and now, he actually let her go to make movies.
Could it be that all the things he said to himself before were false?
Or does he really love that woman, to the point where he can't extricate himself?
I don't know what's wrong, it seems that when I think of him loving Su Liangqiu to the point where I can't extricate myself, her heart begins to ache faintly.
"That's time, it's that time." Hearing her words, Chu Zhixin also seemed to think of the green years when the two of them were together, "People are changing, no one, no thing, is the same." ”
Chu Zhixin is not stupid, but quite smart, he was able to take over the Chu Group from the hands of Old Man Chu at a young age, and in just a few years, he can make the Chu Group take several big steps in Beicheng, it is conceivable that his ability and his cleverness.
He knew that Shen Yuyao still liked him, and he hadn't completely let go of him in his heart, to be honest, when he didn't know that she had spent time in the United States, he didn't have any complaints about her in his heart, but knowing the life she lived during that time in the United States, suddenly, it seemed that many things in his heart had been unconsciously let go.
Chu Zhixin stood up, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, stood, looked at the high-rise buildings outside, at this moment, no one knew what he was thinking.
Shen Yuyao looked at his background stupidly, broad and majestic, but it did make her feel lonely and lonely.
Could it be her delusion?
Shen Yuyao looked at his back, stood up, approached him step by step, hugged him from behind, hugged his waist tightly, and pressed his face against his back.
"Faith, you know? In the past few years I have been abroad, I have never forgotten you, I committed suicide during the most difficult time, but when I think of you, I regret it, I want to let myself live, I can come back to you if I survive, I have the opportunity to see you, I work hard to cure my illness, I try to make my life better, as long as this is the case, I can be worthy of you, but, why, why can't you wait for me? ”
Why, he didn't get married for so long, but he got married during the time she returned to China?
"Faith, you say, why can't you wait for me any longer?" Shen Yuyao's voice gradually cried, "I have always remembered every word you said, and I have never forgotten it, I love you, I love you for a long time, but why, are you married to another woman?" ”
"Zhixin, I am so painful, my heart is so painful." Shen Yuyao felt that if he didn't push himself away, it meant that he had a chance, "Zhixin, in my heart, I have never forgotten you, are we okay together?" Let's start over, shall we? Good no good? ”
Chu Zhixin lowered his head, looked at the pair of hands around his waist that were holding him tightly, stretched out his hand, and broke her hand without a trace of hesitation.
His voice was indescribably sexy, "Yuyao, I'm married." ”
I'm married.
The sentence "I'm married" instantly made Shen Yuyao feel like she had fallen into hell.
Shen Yuyao's face was filled with tears, and she looked pitiful, "What's wrong with getting married?" I don't care, what I love is you as a person, I can be indescribable, with you, I just want to be with you. ”
"Yu Yao." Chu Zhixin looked at her and took two steps back, so that there was a safe distance between the two of them, "You don't care, I care, since you have talked about it today, then I will tell you directly, yes, we have been together, but it was before, those things have passed, I now have my family, I have a wife, I have my responsibilities and obligations, so ......"
Chu Zhixin was still a little soft-hearted towards her after all, whether it was because of her illness or because of their previous relationship.
"I promised her that I would give her absolute loyalty and trust, so between me and you, there is really no more impossibility, I believe that you will definitely find a better man than me, a man who is more suitable for you."
"Huh." Shen Yuyao smiled self-deprecatingly, the ridicule in her eyes was so obvious, "Give her absolute loyalty and trust, then why didn't you give me trust at that time?" Didn't give me loyalty? Do you dare to say that you have not been married for so many years, and you are not waiting for me? Do you dare to say that you really don't have any nostalgia for our past in your heart? Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself. ”
"......" Chu Zhixin pursed his lips, and after a while, he spoke leisurely, "I didn't lie to you, and I didn't lie to myself, it is precisely because I failed to deceive that I will tell you this, I hope you can understand and understand, didn't you say that I didn't like my women to enter the entertainment industry before?" Yes, I did tell you before, in the entertainment industry, there are many fish and dragons, it is a big dye vat, no one is the white lotus that comes out of the mud and is not stained, but she is different, I believe her. ”
Besides, there are some words and some things that Shen Yuyao doesn't know, and he doesn't want to talk about them in detail, it is a matter between him and Su Liangqiu, and there is no need for others to know.
- But, she's different, and I believe in her.
In just two sentences and more than a dozen words, Shen Yuyao's heart was indeed lost to the extreme, and she felt that her heart was like a sharp sword inserted by his words.
Does he believe in Su Liangqiu?
"Do you believe that?" Shen Yuyao couldn't help but ask, "Does she make you believe it so much?" Unconditional Believe? ”
Chu Zhixin didn't think about it, and nodded directly, "Yes." ”
"I see." Shen Yuyao stepped back twice, with tears on her face, her eyes were a little red, the corners of her lips were raised, and she smiled reluctantly, "I, Shen Yuyao, am not a woman with a dead face, since you have already said this, I understand, in fact, let me tell you the truth, the banquet that my grandfather took the initiative to hold for me this time to welcome me back to China is a banquet to welcome me back on the surface, but in fact, it is a blind date in disguise, and I also understand that I can't escape this blind date." ”
"That'...... I wish you success. ”
"Thank you." Shen Yuyao stretched out her hand, "We will be friends and classmates in the future, that's all." ”
"Okay." Chu Zhixin stretched out his hand and shook it tightly with her hand.
When Shen Yuyao left the president's office, she happened to collide with Pei Mei, who was going to the pantry.
Subconsciously, she glanced towards the position of the general manager's office, and saw that Ai Qiqi and Wang Xinxin were busy with their own things, so she followed Pei Mei into the pantry.
"Miss Shen." Pei Mei said hello, but she didn't quite understand what she meant?
"Secretary Pei, I think we have always had a friendly relationship, but what have you done during this time? Have you forgotten all the things I told you before? Or did you not take it to heart at all? Shen Yuyao glared at her viciously.
Pei Mei's heart was not in a hurry, she inadvertently teased the clothes at her neckline, and said with a smile, "Miss Shen, I have thought about it, the cooperative relationship between us may be about to terminate, the last time you told me, I used it, but it didn't work at all, not only did it not work, Mr. Chu was almost angry with me, and I ......"
She smiled euphemistically, "And I, I think, the best love is to stay by the side of the man you love, only the kind that gives and does not ask for anything in return." ”
"What are you?" Shen Yuyao looked sharply at her neckline, she pulled Pei Mei hard, looking at the position on her chest, there seemed to be a few faint red marks, don't think about it, you know what those marks represent.
In an instant, Shen Yuyao's eyes burst out with monstrous hatred, "What do you mean?" What are these? Which man left it for you, you say? You say? ”
No wonder Pei Mei didn't reply to her text messages and didn't answer her calls during this time, obviously she was avoiding her.
"Who is it? Which man is it? Shen Yuyao was worried in her heart, it must not be what she thought, it must not be.
"Miss Shen, you are also one of the best girls, you are in the pantry of our office, is it really good to be so noisy?" Pei Mei smiled proudly, "You asked me about these traces?" Hehe, everyone is an adult, how can you not know what these are? ”
"Which man?" Shen Yuyao is most concerned about this issue.
"Miss Shen, everyone is a smart person, if you continue to ask, it will be meaningless, and besides, I promised him, I can't tell others." Pei Mei bit her lower lip lightly, obviously looking a little embarrassed, but the smile on the corner of her lips after her success was so eye-catching in Shen Yuyao's opinion.
"Him?" Shen Yuyao snorted coldly, "The person you are talking about, is it Chu Zhixin?" ”
"......" Pei Mei pursed her lips, lowered her head, thought for a while, and then, with an expression of 'there are no silver three hundred taels here', she shook her head.