129. The hardest and most tiring thing is you
She painfully rolled her tearful gaze into the distance, "Thank you for your kindness anyway!" Gangnam!
Good luck! May nobility, kindness, and joy always be with you! ”
"Ugh! Style! Although, I don't want to repeat the old words, and I don't want to burden you, taking advantage of the drunkenness of this separation, I still have to say: You are my only beautiful dream!
Although it can be said that this dream may only be a dream forever! He couldn't help but feel sad.
"Life is a long life, and it changes rapidly. You're sure to meet a girl who makes you happy! Her graceful gaze smiled and blessed him with warmth and sincerity.
"To be honest, there are indeed a lot of beauties with heavy makeup and gaudy colors. It's just that the point is that I don't appreciate it. Just like you, a beautiful woman like you who is clear, kind and elegant, but it is unique and hard to find!
Once, I saw you like a dream, and I was silent, but I was afraid it was a dream. In the end, I still lost you like a dream!
In front of you, maybe I'm a shallow, transparent person. Although extensive planting and intensive cultivation have their own merits, I am still more obsessed with the latter in terms of feelings!
If it weren't for the fact that you loved Gu Ruoyan deeply, I wouldn't have chosen to give up no matter what! I will use water drops to pierce the stone and make you blue-eyed to me! He looked down and smiled, shaking off the thick sadness, "Of course! You don't have to worry about me.
You see, with my excellent conditions, it is not a problem to find a life partner. As an only son, I don't have to worry about being a monk.
Out of the depth of misfortune comes bliss! I sincerely wish you all the best as soon as possible! He smiled lightly, "For you, Style!" Since then, although it is no longer a friendly neighbor with a strip of water. However, how many joys and sorrows, how many ups and downs are persistent, and the unimpeded information age can no longer let us be blocked by distance!
The phone number above is my heart and eyes!
Hopefully you won't let it dust! I hope you can still hear your familiar voice in a lonely country! His clear eyes were filled with endless tenderness.
She emotionally took a beautiful and elegant note:
Send a sincere and warm blessing,
Give me a friend who admires my soul!
Deeply thinking of the innocence between us,
No matter where the world is,
Like a sprout of spring grass,
Go further and live!
May this vine of friendship,
Always with you!
In this changing life,
Shelter from the scorching sun and the wind!
Good walk!
Remember you have one more
Friends who always pray for you!
"Gangnam!" She lifted her watery and sentimental eyes, "Perhaps, this is something that shouldn't be asked." Do you hate fate to play tricks on people like this? ”
"Alas! Indeed, God is very good at making people! The good times always make it like a white horse, fleeting!
However, as long as you can be happy, I will have no regrets in my life!
I know that often reality and dreams are the opposite, and some things are unattainable. Just like a beautiful rainbow, love can only be drawn in the heart!
I also agree that some things cannot be judged by the results, and the process is the warm enjoyment!
You are like a sparkling diamond, forever hanging in my dreamy sky with a perfection beyond the world! You once gave me this ecstatic beauty, the only one!
Probably, there will never be another in a lifetime!
Just like the taste of Mr. Lu Xun stealing peas when he was a child, the aftertaste is endless! Although, at a glance, the beauty has penetrated into the bone marrow, enough to chew for a lifetime!
Therefore, it is still my happiest luck to meet you!
From this point of view, I am very grateful to God for giving me this opportunity! He looked at her in a daze, "Sincere feelings not only have love and need, but also should be considerate and cherished!"
I know that painting bread to satisfy hunger and quench thirst is too far-fetched, and I will not do anything in the heat of the fire. Because, I don't want to see you go through grievances, let alone taste pain. I hope you can still go your own way, be free and crystal water.
Although, the result was like bitter coffee for me.
Take care! Style! Don't forget that there are many relatives around you who care for you, and I am one of them! Don't fight alone, confine yourself! His delicate eyes were full of unfinished affection and concern.
"Thank you! Gangnam! "Crystal tears jumped up and down under the slender eyelashes, on the gentle lakeside, disobediently." Although, I'm no longer an orthodox student. However, I still feel the value of knowledge.
Cherish the good times, the valuable learning opportunities, and your ingenuity!
Just as a mountain cannot hide the sun, it is not only our responsibility to have it abundantly, although it cannot be done as you like, at least many helpless difficulties can be avoided.
Knowledge can change fate, it is by no means empty talk, many facts have proved that only with strength can we stand firm, and only then can we be bold, especially in this very real world.
Ben Gu Zhirong, like your father, was able to be a well-respected and good monarch in that free country, of course, because of his hard work. Profound knowledge and full of economy can always make him fly in the sky.
As you said, a delicate snowflake needs to go through a difficult condensation process and absorb a lot of energy in order to compete for a real place and show its stunning beauty!
Heavy responsibilities! Jiangnan, cherish a lot! Good dreams come true! ”
"Why don't you say: Come back soon?"
"I don't know if that's your intention. Perhaps, I have met a confidant in another country! She pursed her lips and smiled.
"That's not what I'm thinking about!" He let out a long breath, "Greetings Ruoyan on my behalf."
I remember a dialect: melons are bitter and sweet. I don't think God will stay drunk all the time. It also explains that time is a good cure for pain. I think he will slowly cheer up, and you can also forgive yourself! ”
"Perhaps, some of the pain is like this. However, just as 'don't worry about the rich, don't worry about the poor'. I dare to say that this kind of blood flow is like an infusion, and ordinary people can't perceive the pain of the skin, even if things change, even if the sea becomes a mulberry field, time is pale and powerless.
Now numb, and maybe still dazed. When I wake up and have consciousness, it will only hurt more. In addition, more and more things are implicated in it, and the more times the knife is cut, the more the knife marks will be, and the more deep it will go into the brain.
Even if you cultivate a pair of excellent kung fu that is hidden deeply, in fact, the pain in the heart will never be cleared, and it will not be forgotten like an outsider who only talks after tea and dinner, and it will be a thousand years of life!
In the eyes of the average person, peace of mind is just a common thing. However, for those who have suffered fatal injuries, it is an unfortunate blessing that no one can recover!
In this case, a serene smile is as precious as gold!
The nest is not finished, this kind of pain of family ruin, the pain that can never be forgotten, the soul that has been so seriously hurt, no matter what happy things happen in the future, this injury, like a shadow, can never be erased, can not be replaced!
That vicissitudes of vision is something that ordinary people will not have, and they will never understand! Tears can wash away the blood stains of the soul, and the wounds of deep ravines and ravines are uneven. Because, family affection is buried in the bottom of my heart forever!
Otherwise, it can't be called family affection!
For Ruoyan, from now on, there will never be a carefree, relaxed and tranquil state of mind!
The bright sun is difficult to shine on his dignified face, and the Gu Ruoyan who was once vibrant, funny, free and easy, and bright-eyed and bright-toothed in people's eyes is gone! ”
A green sea field flashed dreamily in front of her eyes, an innocent and mischievous little ghost and a group of disheveled, innocent and flawless friends were laughing and chasing......
She smiled with relief. It's been a long time since I've had a big smile.
"So, Gangnam! You're in luck! Cherish it! She said quietly.
"Girl! Come on! Uncle Zhao, who was as thin as firewood, trotted to open the mottled firewood door.
"I'm tired of you again! Uncle! Xie Fengfeng sincerely thanked him, and at the same time, he looked at the white and withered bamboo fence in the green, and the stone houses that were peeling and dull everywhere.
Things are not people, and it hurts even more to see the scene! What was once the door of happiness is now full of messy ravines of time, revealing only a heavy sense of vicissitudes.
How many years have passed, even the bitterness of the past has disappeared without a trace, only this dilapidated courtyard still stands tenaciously in the bleak cold wind, silently proving that it once appeared in her field of vision.
As soon as she entered, the desolation and sentimentality of the deceased no longer pierced her heart deeply. For her, there are many unforgettable memories here, as well as many unforgettable sad pasts, and it is really a sad place that makes her both want to come and fear it.
But, in the end, she was able to rush back and forth.
Because, here is an old man who makes her feel at ease all the time, living in the cold and darkness all day long. Although, because of her livelihood, she couldn't stay here to be with him for a long time, she really wanted to take him with her side and take care of him personally.
However, the persistent old man refused to leave his homeland no matter what. Because, he not only wants to accompany his beloved son's wife who is sleeping underground, but also waits for his beloved son who is worried about him in prison.
After thinking hard, she paid for the old man to find Uncle Zhao, who was the most suitable for him to be alone, and accompanied him to eat and live together.
Although, it's time to get out of the way. Still worried. Therefore, once he was able to get out of the way, he often bought some food and delivered it in person.
"Alas! The hardest and most tiring thing is you! Girl!
Those of us who are useless and waiting for death want you to come and go like this. Far away, it costs money, and it takes effort! Alas! It's just so good to have a daughter! Uncle Zhao hurriedly took some large bags of things in her hand and said from the bottom of his heart.
She smiled whimsily, "Everybody gets old sometimes, right?" Uncle!
This is what I should do. As long as you are all well, you can be comfortable when you are tired!
- Uncle is okay? ”
She glanced around at the courtyard, which was once full of warm sunshine and love. Now, it has been covered by a bleak chill. Touching the scene, she was speechless with a heavy heart.
"If it weren't for you, girl! He had already given birth to a few back and forth!
- I feel sorry for you, although I always say that I won't let you come. But, I know, he is looking forward to you! ”
She smiled with relief, and when she looked up to see the emaciated old man on crutches at the door of the house, she looked at them, so she stepped forward and walked a few steps, "Uncle! ”
"You're so busy, don't worry about me. With your uncle here, don't worry!
Speaking from the heart, if I can't see Yan Yan come out, no matter what, I will keep a breath! "The old man was already thin and only loose skin and bones, and his two eyes without vision stared into the distance in a daze.
Although, time has passed for a while. However, whenever she saw such a desolate and sad old man, she still couldn't help a burst of tears, and a helpless sour feeling suddenly came to her heart.
"Uncle! Just like you think, you are a strong support for Ruoyan! Now, the person he cares about the most is you! Every time I see him, he asks about you.
You should know that only when we know that you are good, we can feel at ease like taking a reassuring pill! ”
Two lines of tears silently flowed from the old man's godless eyes.
She helped the old man to the courtyard under the jujube tree whose branches were once full of red fruits.
Now, like the heavy hearts of the people, under the cracked bark of the trees, a few withered yellow curled leaves are coldly distributed on the gray stone slabs and wooden benches, and the pale ground is sad and silent.
She brushed away a few fresh fallen leaves from the wooden bench with her hand and helped the old man sit down.
"Uncle! I just went to see Wakamiwa the other day, and he said he really wanted a recent photo of you.
You know, he misses you a lot. I think he may also be afraid that I will report good news and not bad news. So, I want the photos to give him a real picture of you.
You see, uncle, if he saw you now, wouldn't he be very distressed? I had no choice but to lie and deliberately say that I have been busy with work lately and will have to wait a while before I can bring your photos.
Uncle! I don't think you'll make him sad! Take advantage of this time to recuperate, you want to let yourself eat a little more and live a better life. Let him see a reassuring you, okay?
You know, there's not much we can do to help him. If we can give him a little psychological comfort, we can't let him down again, right?! ”
"Hmm!" The old man, who had been wooden, lowered his head movingly. Because, the heat rushed into his eyes, and he didn't want the other party to see his excited appearance.
In order to arouse the old man's desire to survive, she simply racked her brains. After thinking about it, I felt that it was only important for him to know that he was the concern in his son's heart. Just as for him, only his son is the only weight that he can still cherish in the world.
In fact, she was not wrong.
It can be said that the reason why the desperate old man still lives in the world like today is all due to her good intentions. said that Gu Ruoyan wanted a photo, which was also an excuse for her to come up with a higher level recently. She hopes that the old man will not only survive like a flickering candle, but also live a better life.
She knew she had to get the right medicine.
"I'm going to wash some fruit." Seeing that his words stirred up enough waves in the old man's expression, he couldn't help but feel a surge of heat in his heart.
She took the opportunity to go into the low kitchen and wash some melons and fruits.
The old man no longer shirked politely as before, but swallowed the fruit as if he wanted to eat a fat man.
Seeing everything, she was both relieved and sad.
With tears in her eyes, as usual, she hurriedly cleaned up the house. Time is especially precious to her. Family affection and hard work are equally precious to this courtyard