Twenty-six, Miss Cui's confession

The girl of the Cui family has changed a lot now. The neat mustache combed on her head has three or four gold-inlaid jade cloisonnΓ© hairpins on it, and the pearls on the two earrings are swaying, which is no worse than the pair that Lu's mother treasured. He was wearing a pink silk shirt, a white pine silk skirt, and a red sweat scarf tied around his waist, with silver threads faintly flashing on his head. She applied good fat powder to her face and drew it carefully, so that her appearance was three points better than when she was without makeup before.

As soon as she saw Chunying enter the door, she stood up excitedly: "Sister Chun'er! You're back?! ”

Chunying came to her senses and said casually, "Yes, Sister Cui, when will you come back?" Is there a holiday today? ”

Miss Cui stroked her sideburns a little stiffly: "Ah...... Be...... There are two sisters in Huanhuaxuan who want to go out to match people, when my wife makes up for people, she sees that I am still diligent on weekdays, so she counts me, and it just so happens that my mother sent a letter to say that she was sick, so I asked the third young master for grace and went home to see my mother. ”

"Aunt Cui is sick?" Chunying looked at Widow Choi, who was behaving normally, and found no signs of illness in the slightest.

Widow Cui sneered: "It's just an old headache, I said this because I missed your sister Man." ”

"Oh......" Chunying nodded and smiled, "It's a rare opportunity, you guys can talk well, I won't bother you." "I'm going to go home, it's almost time to cook.

"Sister Chun'er!" Miss Cui took a few steps forward and grabbed her, "You...... Don't you go......" paused, blushed and said, "Let's talk." I'm going back before dark, and because you're not there, I've waited until this time. ”

Chunying was a little strange: "Wait for me? Why? Do you have something? ”

Miss Cui's eyes suddenly turned red, and she slowly knelt down.

Chunying was startled and hurriedly supported her: "What are you doing?!" ”

But Miss Cui never got up: "It's me who is sorry for you, I know, you must have annoyed me......"

"Say what? Who annoyed you? Hurry up! Chunying looked up at Widow Cui anxiously, "Aunt Cui, please help me out." "This little girl is so young, she is so powerful! She couldn't pull it up no matter how much she pulled it.

Widow Cui didn't help, but wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and slowly bent her knees, as if she was also going to kneel: "It's all my fault...... Man'er hurt you for me......"

Chunying was so anxious that she was sweating profusely, and she was not angry, so she simply avoided it and said fiercely: "You are going to break my life like this, right?" When did I offend you?! Glancing outside, it seems that someone has noticed the movement here, Aunt Ma is peeking out of the window of her house to look, her two naughty sons are also at the gate of the courtyard and stretching their necks to look this way, Liu Xi'er opened the window and is squinting over, even her mother has propped up the window and looked out.

Widow Cui stood up straight, wiped her tears and persuaded her daughter: "Get up, don't make Chun'er angry with you." ”

Miss Cui nodded tearfully, helped her mother to sit on the chair beside her, and said to Chunying in a choked voice: "Sister Chun'er, it was me who was wrong at the beginning. Actually, I lied to you, you got an errand in the third young master's house that day, although I joked for a while, begging you to give it to me, but you refused. You've been thinking about going to the house, so how can you be willing to give up your errand to someone else? ”

Chun Ying's heart froze, and she hurriedly quieted down and listened to her next.

"Later, you got sick, as soon as I heard that you might not be able to get in, I did everything possible to take the errand down, when Aunt Guan came to lead people, I even leaked your bottom, causing you to lose your errand, I was blinded by lard, I should ......die" Miss Cui cried breathlessly, and after a while she continued, "I didn't dare to ask for your forgiveness, but I ...... I really had no choice. You may have forgotten that I have no father since I was a child, my mother and son depend on each other, and because I have no errands to do, the silver and rice I get every month are the least, if it is not thanks to the help of your uncles and aunts, I don't know what will happen! But the uncles are not all as kind as Uncle Lu, my mother is soft, and I don't dare to offend people, for fear of delaying me, I have suffered a lot of grievances, outsiders don't know, only when my mother is a bad person, the aunts are gradually moving away from her, I see in my eyes, it's really uncomfortable......"

Widow Cui's mouth trembled, turned around and rushed to the side of the bed and cried in a low voice, and Miss Cui also sat down on the chair softly, hiding her face and crying. Chunying was a little sad, and she didn't know what to say for a while, so she could only say sneeringly: "My mother...... Actually, I don't have a bad intention......"

"Aunt Lu is a good person." Miss Cui wiped her tears, "No matter how others say bad things about my mother, she didn't stop Uncle Lu from sending things." If she hadn't misunderstood that I had hurt you, our two families wouldn't be where we are today...... Sister Chun'er, I won't hide it from you, I have been full of grievances all these years, our mother and son have been poked in the backbone of the back countless times, walking on the road, there are always people who say that my mother is a vixen, my mother does not dare to go out, I buy things for her outside, take one more step, there are people who laugh at the rules, smile at people, and are said to be trying to seduce people...... Who else in the courtyard wants to talk to me but you? But what did I do? My mother is also bullied, why should everyone blame her? That Wang Laosan is a splash settler, and he comes to force my mother every now and then, and no one makes a sound, if I don't think about going into the house to find a backer, my mother will be killed by him! ”

Hearing this, Chunying's heart was even more sour, thinking that this Cui girl was only thirteen or fourteen years old. When I first met her, because she was taller than her body after crossing over, and her actions were calm, she always felt like a sister, but now sitting on the chair, she was condescending, only to find out that she was actually still a little girl, without the protection of her father, it was not easy to protect her mother and support the family at a young age.

Chunying stretched out her hand and patted her shoulder gently, and said softly: "Don't cry, that's all in the past, isn't it good now?" You have an errand, your family is more comfortable, and Aunt Cui can enjoy some blessings. ”

Miss Cui choked up and looked up, "This is all thanks to my sister...... But it was I who robbed my sister of the blessing, this should have been yours......"

"That's a fool's errand!" Chunying said with a smile, "There are many people who enter the mansion, but not everyone can get ahead." Even if I get in, I don't do as well as you, and you can rise up because of your own efforts. In fact...... In fact, I didn't remember anything at that time, I didn't know anything, even if I went in, I couldn't do well, and Sister Cui entered the house for me, which really helped me a lot. ”

Miss Cui shook suddenly, bit her lip, and asked, "Sister really thinks so?" ”

"Of course." That's absolutely true.

Miss Cui's eyes turned red again: "After all, I hurt my sister...... I heard that the two young ladies in front of me chose girls, and my sister also went, but who knew that there were many girls who made trouble first, and then they were squeezed down by Sister Feng Lian. If I hadn't robbed you of your errand in the first place, how could my sister have suffered this grievance? ”

Chunying didn't take this matter to heart at all: "I've heard my mother say that, those girls are the daughters of Mrs. Wu, right?" Last time, my mother quarreled with Mrs. Wu, and she was fired by Aunt Xu for three months, she was holding a grudge, what does it have to do with you? And I didn't want that errand at all, I had already been hooked up long before Sister Lian spoke. ”

"But my sister has missed a good errand twice in a row...... Miss Cui bowed her head and said, "If it weren't for me...... Good sister, if I can find you an errand in Huanhuaxuan, you ...... What do you think? ”

"Huanhuaxuan?" Chun Ying thought about it, remembered that it was the residence of the third young master, and said busily, "No need, even if you are promoted, it is still far away, don't worry about it." ”

Miss Cui was a little surprised: "But haven't you always wanted to enter the Xuan?" In addition to the old lady's yard in the house, even if the third young master is better on an errand in front of him, he doesn't live hard, and there are often rewards, you talk about it at that time, you always look envious, since you got an errand, you talk about it in front of me every day, I said with a smile and asked you to give it to me, and you almost turned your face. ”

Chunying smiled: "That was before, and now...... I'm doing well, it doesn't matter if I don't get into the house, life outside is actually more comfortable! In any case, she still loves freedom more than she yearns for a wealthy life.

Miss Cui was silent and didn't speak, Chun Ying looked at the sky, it was really not early, and hurriedly said: "I still have to cook, Sister Man and Aunt Cui will talk slowly, and I will come back often when I have time in the future." Then he turned and walked out.

Miss Cui opened her mouth, but she still didn't make a sound, and after a while, she shouted softly with red circles in her eyes: "Mother......"

Widow Cui walked over gently, looked at Chunying's distant back, and reluctantly smiled: "Silly child, Chun'er has reconciled with you, why are you crying?" ”

Miss Cui shook her head and choked up, "Mother, you don't understand...... Chun'er is still blaming me in her heart...... I didn't know until I entered the house...... Some people, saying things to their faces are one thing, but thinking in their hearts is another...... An older sister who was on an errand with me saw that I poured tea for the third young master for her, and although she said with a smile on her face that she didn't care, she turned around and almost threw me out of the house. Chun'er is also older...... Look at the tone of her voice, where is it still like the stupid girl at the beginning? She has always wanted to enter the mansion, and even if she forgets the past, she will not completely change her mind. Who thinks that the days outside are better than those in the house? Mother, you have also worked as an errand in the house, so you naturally know the inside and outside, that is one in the sky and one underground! ”

Widow Cui said sadly: "Then what can I do?" As long as we have a clear conscience......"

"But I can't have a clear conscience!" Miss Cui bit her lip, "This is what I owe her!" Now that I'm doing well, my mother is not afraid of being bullied again, but she is still living outside! ”

"Then ......," Widow Cui hesitated, "you will find an errand for her, right?" If it were in your presence, I might be able to take care of it more. ”

Miss Cui thought about it, and her expression gradually became firm: "Yes! Since I did something wrong, I should make amends! At the very least, she will feel less guilty and less condemned by others......

(The views of the ancients and modern people are really different~~~Ask for pink tickets~~~~)