Chapter 063: Because You're Worth It

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"yes. This is at the beginning of the year, and I only heard about it recently. The sixth sister of the Xu family chatted with Dai Yuanqing, but I was on the side. Xu Shao's group of small hairs are all like chicken blood, watching the show one by one. What to say this silent guy is finally going berserk, it's worth looking forward to. Zhao Min said, there was also gossip in that tone, and it was like playing chicken blood.

This bunch of unscrupulous guys. Dong Xiaokui pursed her lips, her nose was sour, but she chuckled and said: "His group of small hair, I can't wait to see his struggle to the end, on the one hand, he falls into the well, on the other hand, he probably has sustenance, right?" Do you think Chen Shao also married an irrelevant person? In the final analysis, this group of them just doesn't want to toss, don't want to fight, and don't dare to fight. ”

As she spoke, she thought that Xu Zhonglin's trouble in the Xu family should be the time when his sister came to Jincheng to see her. His sister said that the old man of the Xu family had engaged Xu Zhonglin again.

And that night, he came late at night, probably because of this incident, this guy was not calm. Dong Xiaokui couldn't help but think that night, when he suddenly appeared at the door, he didn't look like him anymore. That night, he, who had never dared to touch her easily, asked for her regardless of it, so lingering, as if he wanted to go together, until he reached the end of the world, the earth was desolate. Later, he wanted her to give birth to a child for him and asked to get a certificate.

At that time, even he was bottomless. Therefore, even Xu Zhonglin, who has always been quiet, has to make this decision.

"How do you not want to toss, do not want to fight, dare not fight? It's just that I haven't met someone who deserves it. Zhao Min sighed. Dong Xiaokui didn't know what to say for a while. In my heart, I still felt sweet and distressed because I knew what Xu Zhonglin did in the Dong family.

"Actuallyβ€”β€”, I envy you. That person has a responsibility, and when he decides, he will do his best to do it. Dong Xiaokui, in the past, I always thought about what kind of person could be worthy of you, but now, I finally know. Zhao Min's tone was a little fluctuating, far and near.

"Minmin, you're fine now." Dong Xiaokui couldn't help but say, in fact, this is a bit against his will, Dai Yuqing is weaker in the end, in the Dai family, Zhao Min has to look at people's faces and suffer some grievances, especially Dai Yuqing's mother.

"It's just passable. When you are free to go back to the capital, come and see me, and Dai Yuqing and I moved out and lived alone. Zhao Min said that when the child woke up, he cried, and the baby's crisp voice was very good.

"I'll go and serve the little ancestor, and we'll talk another day." Zhao Min hurriedly hung up the phone.

Dong Xiaokui took the phone, sat on the edge of the bed, and repeatedly recalled Xu Zhonglin's words. Can't wait to see him right away.

After a while, I actually received a call from Yu Yao. The tone was still the same as usual, and the attitude was faintly alienated, she asked Dong Xiaokui about her physical condition and whether she was injured.

Dong Xiaokui replied politely. She suddenly had nothing to say, and Dong Xiaokui also felt that she had nothing to say, only feeling that the atmosphere around her was embarrassing. Fortunately, Yu Yao broke the silence first and said, "Since it's okay, then it's good." These days, get plenty of rest. ”

"Okay." Dong Xiaokui replied that he was unwilling in the end, so he added: "I don't do my job anymore." I didn't do anything related to finance, and now, I'm going to write things. As for the magazine you read, I'm also writing about it. ”

"Oh. That magazine. Recently, there are one or two articles that are not bad, and the feelings are very real. It's no longer cookie-cutter love, love. The one that writes about friendship is good, and it makes me cry when I read it. But that pseudonym isn't you, is it? Yu Yao asked in surprise.

It can be seen from her words that she already knows that it is herself, and Dong Xiaokui's heart is relaxed. But she replied, "I have been studying Chinese mythology. I just submitted it to that magazine, and I haven't published it yet. ”

"Oh, then you're going to have to do it." Yu Yao was also polite, and then said that there was something else to do, so he hung up the phone in a hurry.

Although the detached conversation was a little frustrating, she did call to care and mention the article. The situation is already very good.

After that, I received phone calls from some friends, most of them asking about the disaster and her physical condition. She replied good-naturedly, and said that her mouth was dry, and it was not until after eight o'clock in the evening, when the moonlight was hazy, that it stopped.

Most of them had already fallen asleep, and Dong Xiaokui had no sleepiness and walked outside alone. One is because I miss Xu Zhonglin, and the other is because I remember Li Yongfeng's situation.

At about ten o'clock in the evening, Chen Jun finally called and said, "Miss Dong, Si Shao is in the hospital, the reason is that he has a bad heart. ”

"When did he have a bad heart?" Dong Xiaokui's heart tightened, and a heart rose to his throat, how could the stone hit his heart.

"Si Shao likes drag racing. One year, I had a car accident, and my heart was damaged because of this, and I have always been raised. Miss Dong didn't know about this? Chen Jun was very surprised.

Dong Xiaokui was mentioned by Chen Jun like this, but vaguely remembered that Xu Er and Ouyang occasionally talked about drag racing, and once seemed to mention that Li Guoning was injured, but he didn't care about it at the time. Later, he and Li Yongfeng were also friends, but they were always uncomfortable with each other, and there was no opportunity or possibility for a deep conversation, not to mention that this guy was not a person who could tell about himself. None of them are people who easily tell people what is in their hearts.

"He didn't say that." Dong Xiaokui replied slowly. I also feel a little sad.

"The four young personalities are like this. In the past, when I returned to China, I basically didn't get close to people. If he hadn't known Xu Shao when he was young and often played with him abroad, he probably wouldn't have any playmates. If there is any sadness and pain, it is rarely told to others. There was also pity in Chen Jun's tone.

Dong Xiaokui looked at the moonlight flowing in the river, and felt a little sad, but he couldn't care about these roots, and asked bluntly: "What is the extent of his heart now?" ”

Chen Jun didn't speak for a while, Dong Xiaokui also felt that the situation was not good, somehow, tears overflowed his eyes, but he stubbornly didn't let the tears fall, so he stubbornly opened his eyes wide, and asked softly: "What's going on?" ”

"Because of injuries and exertion, I was overthinking, and my damaged heart was overloaded. However, the doctor said that he was out of danger. But in the future, you must recuperate, you can't be too tired, too excited, or whatever, in short, it will be harmful to your life. Chen Jun said slowly, sighing.

Dong Xiaokui breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that there was no danger, but he still remembered him in his heart, and his heart fluctuated a little, and he couldn't help asking: "Since you know that he has a heart attack, this time, why don't you come and allow him to be willful, what is the landing in the mountains-"

She was speechless, pursed her lips tightly. Chen Jun hurriedly said: "Xu Shao also asked me to come, and listen to Si Shao's deployment, because he is good at these." But Si Shao's attitude was very tough, saying that he would not let him go, it was to force him to die, and his heart could not be too tense. I-"

Dong Xiaokui only felt that a stone had smashed on her heart, and slowly squatted down, looking down at the moonlight flowing in the river, tears coming out of her eyes. Thinking of the bits and pieces that knew him, since he knew him, he had never shown his sickness in front of him, of course, those little colds did not count. He didn't treat him very well, and even avoided him because of Zhong Lin, and rarely imagined from his standpoint. However, what he did for himself, whether it was the development of Hexiangdu, taking care of her face at the family banquet, giving her the choice, or dealing with those who were secretly doing evil, and entering the film and television and letting her write the script.......

She didn't dare to think about it, tears poured out, but she didn't dare to let Chen Jun hear the clues. Trying to stabilize his emotions, he said to him, "Take me to see him tomorrow morning." ”

"But β€”β€”, Sishao didn't know that I had checked it, and he had the intention to hide it from you. I'm afraidβ€”" Jun Chen was slightly embarrassed.

Dong Xiaokui felt angry in his heart, and immediately said: "You tell me where it is, I'll go by myself." I'll take care of anything. Chen Jun, to be honest, when did you become such a person? Are you still afraid? ”

Chen Jun was silent over there, and Dong Xiaokui also stubbornly stood by the river waiting for him to answer. The surroundings are very quiet, only the mountains are silent in the night, revealing a faint outline, the moonlight is really beautiful, flowing along the river, the eyes are blurry, and it is impossible to distinguish the river and the moonlight.

After a long while, Chen Juncai said: "Miss Dong, Xu Shao has been living a very hard time, he is anxious, his work, you know, highly intense, carefully deployed, sometimes calculating all kinds of things very accurately. If he could, he would go out of his way and be there for you on the first afternoon, wherever you are. Soβ€”"

It turned out that Chen Jun was worried that he was too good to Li Yongfeng and would lose Xu Zhonglin. How many times have you told him about this before? Dong Xiaokui couldn't help but be angry, and couldn't care about anything, so he said, "You bastard." Didn't I tell you enough before? ”

Although she is not a gentle woman, she has always spoken with little ups and downs. In this sentence, Chen Jun didn't speak, and apologized to her after a while, saying, "I'm sorry, it's my villain's heart." I'm going to prepare. ”

Dong Xiaokui didn't speak, hung up the phone, squatted down, covered his face with his hands, and tears poured out between his fingers. In this world, there are some loves, which are destined to be irrepaid; Some people are destined to fail. However, it is not only the person who has been let down that hurts.

Sleepless all night, wandering outside until midnight, then going back to rest, mother was already asleep, breathing evenly, the monkey was in a basket on the side, snoring occasionally. Dong Xiaokui and Yi lay down, her mother reached out and hugged her, patted her gently, and said in a half-dreaming tone: "Good, I'm about to sleep." ”

"Hmm." She replied, slowly curled up in her mother's arms, feeling warm and comfortable, as if returning to her carefree childhood.

The next day, at dawn, Chen Jun came to pick up Dong Xiaokui. I didn't say a word along the way, just looked at the sky outside the window that was gradually brightening, it was the unique light blue of Jincheng in May, and it seemed that there was no disaster, and birth, old age, sickness and death had never been staged and happened. However, Dong Xiaokui's heart was quite heavy.

The hospital where Li Yongfeng works is a private hospital with a quiet environment. Although Jincheng has just been hit by the earthquake, out of morality and the benevolence of doctors, this private hospital, which has never been open to the public, has also accepted many patients. Everywhere you look, you can see medical staff in a hurry.

Dong Xiaokui just walked to the inpatient building and saw Zhou Yun in front of her. Her face was haggard, her eyes were a little swollen, and she looked very tired.

The two stopped at the same time, looked at each other for a moment, and Zhou Yun said: "You know, I won't say much, he is in the red-roofed house on the left, and he has just fallen asleep when he enters the first room on the right." Go and see him. I think he's willing. ”

"I'm just worried about him, come and see him." Dong Xiaokui said that there was some explanation, because she had just heard Zhou Yun's sentence "He is willing" was helpless and sour, and she was very sad, if she could, she would rather Li Yongfeng not be good to herself.

Zhou Yun lowered his eyes and said slowly, "Nothing matters now. As long as he can be well, that's it. Even if β€”β€”, lose him, or change my life. ”

I cherish a person, and I cherish it so much that I can't wait to exchange my life for him. It's the feeling of loving someone very much. Dong Xiaokui knew that as soon as she thought that Xu Zhonglin might be in danger, she couldn't wait to be by his side and protect him with her life. No matter how strong and smart Zhou Yun is, he just loves him too much.

"I went to buy some pears, and he suddenly wanted to eat pears stewed with honey." Zhou Yun said, her tone had returned to calm.

Dong Xiaokui nodded mechanically and watched her walk away. Then I turned around the hospital building and went to the red-roofed house on the left side of the hospital. It was also a special ward area, and even in such a period, it was still very quiet, and the corridors were quiet, except for the occasional medical staff who came and went, and their footsteps were hurried.

Dong Xiaokui stopped at the door of the house, and before she could knock on the door, a medical worker came out, glanced at her, and asked, "Are you looking for Mr. Li?" ”

"Yes." Dong Xiaokui replied, very surprised, how did this medical staff know him.

"You go in." The medical staff didn't check on her, so they let her in, which made Dong Xiaokui even more puzzled. She has always been suspicious of people and things, and she has a trace of defense in her heart.

Despite her precautions, she remained silent and walked inside. Anyway, Chen Jun followed him, not far away, and he would not let Xu Zhonglin value any mistakes.

This house is more like a single villa cottage, if you remove the slight smell of disinfectant water inside. Dong Xiaokui walked in straight and gently pushed the door, the door was not locked, she pushed the door open, originally thought that Li Yongfeng would fall asleep in bed, but she didn't expect to see him sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, reading a book. He sat sideways, and saw that he was focused.

Dong Xiaokui stood at the door, suddenly not knowing how to talk to him. Instead, he turned his head to look at her, and his expression was not shocked. As if he knew she was coming, he said, "You are here, sit here." ”

Dong Xiaokui walked over slowly, without any extra words, but asked softly, "Are you better?" ”

"Don't worry, it's much better." He said, putting the book in his hand on the desk beside him, stood up, and with a smile on his pale face, he whispered, "I knew you clever girl would come." I just didn't expect it to come so quickly. ”

Dong Xiaokui's nose was a little sour, she looked at him seriously, pursed her lips and said, "Your own physical condition, that day, you shouldn't have come, and I'm fine." ”

"I said, I'm selfish, not for you. I'm doing this for you because I want you to remember me all the time. Li Yongfeng laughed, and the cloud was light and soft.

Dong Xiaokui pursed her lips and was speechless. The man had done so much, and then he said it again.

Li Yongfeng stepped aside, completely opened the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling window, and continued: "I was young and frivolous, I didn't care about myself too much, and my heart was damaged, so I couldn't be too nervous and tired. The earthquake is uncertain, and I am nervous. I'm afraid that if I'm so nervous, I'll hang up right away. I'm afraid of death, so I'm looking for you just so I can live. Dong Xiaokui, do you understand? ”

These words rumbled like bombs around them. Dong Xiaokui clenched her teeth, didn't let the tears flow, lowered her head, and spit out two words in a calm tone, like exerting all her strength: "I understand." ”

Yes, he said so much, did so much for her, and kept saying that he was selfish and for himself. I just want her to be no longer burdened.

"It's good to get it. Don't be entangled with your mother-in-law, it's not at all like Dong Xiaokui I knew at the beginning, she always has a clear goal and is decisive. He said, in a calm tone. As he spoke, he collected the papers on his desk.

Dong Xiaokui raised her eyebrows and looked outside, the sunlight poured down, the flowers in the flowerbed outside were blooming lively, and a blue sky was exposed behind the high-rise building of the hospital, which was so unreal.

"Well, don't worry. I'll be fine as long as I recuperate. He said, sat down slowly, pointed to the apple on the table, and said, "I want to eat an apple." ”

"I'll peel it for you." Dong Xiaokui said, immediately went to wash the fruit knife and apples and began to peel apples. She has always been attentive and serious in peeling apples, because she is afraid of pain.

"You always like to peel apples. I remember last year in Yunlai Town, my hand was injured, and you also peeled apples for me to eat. Li Yongfeng suddenly said, his voice was very soft.

Dong Xiaokui still didn't look up, just said, "You can't eat apples with skin." So β€”β€”,," she said here, she suddenly asked, "do you like to eat without peeling?" ”

"I'm not particular about this person." He replied, leaning entirely back on the recliner.

"Wellβ€”β€”, this one has been washed." Dong Xiaokui raised the apple in his hand, half without skin and half with it.

It was about to look too funny, Li Yongfeng smiled very heartily and said, "Dong Xiaokui, you are really a talent." ”

"Then I'll continue to sharpen, and then I'll wash you again." She said. Li Yongfeng snatched the half-cut apple and said, "This is novel and unique, very good." ”

He said as he gulped. Dong Xiaokui felt pain in her heart, and finally couldn't stand it anymore, stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, pretending to be admiring the flowers in the flower garden, but actually carrying him behind his back and crying silently.

After a while, he finished eating the apple. Drank another glass of boiled water. Gossip often said: "You pack up, see what you want to bring back, and in two days, Chen Jun will send you back." ”

When Dong Xiaokui heard this, his body stiffened, he had said that he would personally escort her to the capital, but now he asked Chen Jun to send her, his physical condition must be very bad.

She was in a panic and couldn't find a plan, but like a stubborn little girl, she suddenly turned around and said very stubbornly: "You said that you escorted me to the capital." ”

Li Yongfeng frowned slightly, and he said, "I'm going abroad in a few days." ”

The word "going abroad" made Dong Xiaokui afraid, and she immediately said: "What's so good abroad?" Don't go. ”

Li Yongfeng didn't speak for a while, just stared at her deeply, and slowly, a smile appeared on his lips, he walked up to Dong Xiaokui and whispered, "You think too much." I'm going to retreat. ”

"Really?" Dong Xiaokui asked, becoming more and more childish. What she fears most is that someone in her life will take a curtain call and someone will leave, although she knows that these are normal. However, she was scared, scared. Sometimes, I wish I was that little girl and never grew up, so my parents would never grow old, and they would always be with each other.

"Really." Li Yongfeng stretched out his hand to pat her face, moved gently and softly, sighed lightly, and said, "I still want to watch you grow old and see your gray hair." At that time, I also came to say hello and shout 'Aoi'. ”

Dong Xiaokui looked up at him, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, he mentioned her to wipe her tears, and said, "Okay." You're good, do your research, write your script. Live side by side with Zhong Lin. To be honest, even if I was in his position, I might not be able to do that. You cherish him so much. ”

Dong Xiaokui nodded and said, "I know." ”

Every time she answered such a sentence, she felt that it was a farewell, and her heart hung in the air, and her heart was frightened, like a frightened bird.

"Now that you know, sit with me for a while. Today's daylight is comfortable. He said, his voice was too soft, like an elusive cloud floating. As he spoke, he sat down on the recliner next to him, his eyes closed, and he breathed evenly. Dong Xiaokui sat on the stool next to him, looking at his face. The pale, well-defined edges and corners are the hallmarks peculiar to northern men.

The surroundings were quiet, and there were occasional aftershocks, and he didn't feel anything, and Dong Xiaokui didn't feel anything. It's just that Dong Xiaokui thought: He should really leave Jincheng as soon as possible. Each aftershock is a torture for the heart.

She sat like this for a long time, and she looked at him for a long time, and he seemed to be asleep all the time. She couldn't help but ask softly, "Why are you so nice to me?" I've never been nice to you. ”

Her voice was soft, and he showed no signs of waking up. After sitting for a while, Zhou Yun brought food and woke up Li Yongfeng.

Li Yongfeng beckoned her to eat together, she said that there was something wrong with the branch and that it must be dealt with immediately, and then handed Li Yongfeng to Dong Xiaokui, told her to take good care of it, and urged him to take medicine on time.

After Zhou Yun finished speaking, she dressed up and set off, a very capable woman.

"You go abroad. Does she go with you? Dong Xiaokui asked while placing the dishes and chopsticks.

Li Yongfeng took a sip of soup and said half-jokingly: "If she doesn't go, can you rest assured?" I'm afraid you're here yourself. ”

"You dislike me?" Dong Xiaokui served the meal and glanced at him.

"How dare you? I just want to recuperate. You don't know how annoying you are, and your temper stinks. Li Yongfeng counted while eating.

Dong Xiaokui pursed her lips and buried her head in eating hard for a while to fill her stomach. called the nurse to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, she poured water again, and urged Li Yongfeng to take medicine.

Li Yongfeng took the medicine and felt a little tired, so he said to him, "Xiaokui, go back." I'm tired and want to take a break. ”

Dong Xiaokui said stubbornly: "Zhou Yun entrusted you to me, I have to hand you over to her personally, you go to sleep, I will read here for a while." ”

"Stubborn guy." He said, lying down on the bed.

Dong Xiaokui pulled up the curtains, and before she turned around, she heard him say, "I'm good to you because you're worth it." ”

It turned out that he was not asleep just now. The words made her body startle, but she did not turn around, nor did she speak, and in a moment, he breathed. Dong Xiaokui turned to look at him, as if he had fallen asleep. ......

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