Chapter 1: Use your blood to appease my resentment~

In the past, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of butterflies. Lifelike butterflies also, self-metaphor suitable for the will! I don't know how to do it. Oh Ran Jue, then Yu Ran Zhou also. I don't know that Zhou's dream is a butterfly, and a butterfly's dream is Zhou's? Zhou and butterflies must be separated. This is called materialization. ”

Zhuang Zhou, who woke up from a dream, couldn't tell which was a dream and which was reality, and I was awake and caught in the entanglement of dreams and reality, and it was difficult to escape!

Lying quietly on my back on the hospital bed, I stared at the snow-white ceiling with my eyes scattered, my whole body was sore, I couldn't even move a finger, the surroundings were very quiet, only the occasional ticking of instruments, and the pungent smell of potion in the room, always reminding me of my current situation.

I was dumbfounded for a while, and the blank brain finally began to work again, the hospital, and the hospital, although I had been prepared, I still couldn't help but be a little speechless.

I gasped for breath of cold air as I tilted my neck slightly, and the stiff spine caught my eye on the tough and beautiful blue bellflower on the bedside table. On the side of the vase was a transparent glass with a few crimson roses printed on it, and the delicate petals had undried water droplets.

My eyes were hot, and I didn't have to think about anything, just by looking at them with my eyes, I knew who prepared these things.

The flower language of bellflower flowers: sincere and unchanging love!

The flower language of the crimson rose: I just want to be with you!

I used to be like a little princess living in an ivory tower, I didn't understand the sinister hearts of people, I didn't know the sorrow of the world, I just lived happily in my imagination, chasing some romantic things full of pink bubbles, and because of this, for words, for myths and legends, my understanding is absolutely expert, and there is only one ......person in this world who knows my hobby and understands my hobby.

Click——!

Just as I was thinking about it, the closed door was suddenly unscrewed, and a tall figure cautiously flashed in, holding a thermos bottle, and then closed the door lightly, and turned around, but met my gaze.

He was slightly stunned, ecstasy filled with those dark starry eyes for a moment, quickly stepped forward to put the water bottle on the ground, he sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me excitedly, a little overwhelmed for a while, trembling fingers gently stroked my cheeks, trying the temperature of my forehead, for a long time. He reached out and picked me up and pressed me tightly in his arms, his warm breath spraying into his neck, and I felt the wetness on my shoulders.

"Xin'er, you're awake, you're finally awake, you're scared to death, you're scared to death!"

I let him hold it, the pungent smell of the potion disappeared, and it was the familiar and unfamiliar smell of his body that occupied the sense of smell, teasing my heart that I didn't know whether to become hard or weaker, and the memories that had been sealed hit my heart again, accompanied by seven years of heartbreak, heartbreak and heartbreak, this man ......, how could this man deceive and hurt my ...... like that, how could he ......?!

Before my mind could turn around, my body had already reacted first, I opened my mouth and bit him on the shoulder hard, my teeth pressed closer with all my strength, he stiffened slightly, but tightened his arms more and more. Just hugged me quietly, did nothing, didn't say anything.

Although he has just woken up from a coma, his strength is not very strong, but after all, it is a body that has been transformed by mental power, and this lethality is still there.

The warm liquid filled my mouth through the gaps between my teeth, the fishy sweet smell stimulated my senses, my nose was sore, something oozed out of my sockets, slipped down the corners of my eyes, dripped onto the sheets beneath me, and soon became stained with water.

The door of the ward was opened again, and we didn't care about the people who came in, so no one moved, but the people who came came in surprise and hurriedly ran over, "Baby, what are you doing?" Let go, let go, let go!! ”

A pair of strong hands climbed on my shoulders, trying to separate us, but he refused to let go and I didn't want to let go, so I was deadlocked, and my mother's ** shout and Dad's sigh sounded in my ears, "Baby, you quickly let go, let go." ”

“……！” His eyes looked calmly ahead. But my teeth refused to let go as if they were conscious, until the pull on my shoulders was beyond the limits of what I could bear, as if all my strength had disappeared in an instant, and I fell back to the bed, my eyes still staring at the man whose black eyes were as charming as crumpled stardust.

Clean fingertips carefully caressed the corners of my blood-stained lips, his eyes were as gentle as water, and his voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of frightening some fragile treasure, "You have finally learned to resist!" ”

“……！” My heart tightened, my eyes darkened slightly, and I stared at him seriously, "The person who swore to protect me for the rest of my life is gone, and I have to learn to resist on my own." ”

His fingers paused lightly, but he wiped the red liquid more carefully, and after a long time, he heard a murmur that couldn't be lower—

"I'm sorry!!"

I don't want your sorry, Qi Jin Wu, your maintenance has turned my seven years of pain into a big joke, why don't you believe me? I don't believe I can get out of the devil on my own, I don't believe that my love for you can make me sober, I don't believe I ......!

I'd love to ask him. I really want to vent, but I can't say it, let alone him, even I don't believe that the "Ye Xin" back then has the ability to get out of the state of madness by herself, she is too weak and cowardly, and her family protects her too well, she doesn't have the courage to be sober at all.

So, who am I to question him?

"Okay, Ye Xin, you woke up after being in a coma for so long. You should have a good rest, what's the matter with biting and crying! Looking at us in the confrontation left and right, my mother hurriedly came up to play a round, carefully tucked the quilt on my body, and then continued with a little complaint, "In the past month, Jin Wu has been with you in the hospital every day, and he doesn't even want to leave to eat and sleep, you are good, as soon as you wake up, you will bite people to blood, even if you want to cross the river and tear down the bridge, you won't take such a play!" ”

“……！” This specious explanation, neither of us reacted, but the corners of Dad's eyes twitched fiercely, and he gently patted Qi Jin Wu's shoulder that was intact, "Let's go, go find someone to bandage it, so as not to get infected." ”

Qi Jin Wu pursed her thin lips, looked deeply, and then got up and followed her father out.

As soon as the door was closed, my mother sighed heavily, she caressed my pale cheeks with a painful heart, and her eyes were very worried, "You, obviously you still love him so much, why do you have to hurt him, his bloody appearance, don't you feel distressed!" ”

Raising my hand with great effort, I gently covered my chest, it hurt, it hurts, it hurts so much that I am about to suffocate, but only this pain can make me believe that I am really back, only this pain can make me wake up, I am the heart of reality, not the distance in my dreams!

Whether it's a butterfly or a Zhuang Zhou. There is only one reality that truly belongs!

Caitou, *xiao, Xiaoke, Lu Lu ......, and when they return to reality, for you, I ...... It's just a dream! Dreams are always just dreams, they can only be cherished in the deepest part of memory, occasionally turned out and reminisced about savoring, but life in reality still has to go on!

"Hey~, silly boy!!" My mother choked up and muttered, and wiped the droplets of water that kept slipping from the corners of my eyes in distress, "The mouth is so ruthless, and now I'm crying sadly, why are you so stupid!" ”

……

When Qi Jin Wu came back, as soon as I pushed the door open, I met my father's somewhat dark face, "You are really ruthless, you almost bit off a whole piece of meat from someone's house, and even injured the bone ......, tsk~, why didn't I know that I gave birth to a dog daughter!" ”

"Go~, what are you talking about!" Mom glared at him fiercely, got up and dragged him out, "Jin Wu didn't say anything, what are you screaming nonsense, no matter what it is, it's not all your daughter." ”

"I ......, I get angry because I know that Jin Wu won't say anything, and I don't have such a bullying ......."

Dad's voice gradually faded away, sometimes mixed with the old ** spit, I blinked and looked at the man sitting quietly on the edge of the bed, the blood stains on the white shirt were obvious, all the way from the shoulders to the chest, it felt very stinging eyes.

Well, I admit that I regretted it, at that time, it was just because of the sadness of parting and the anger of having my memory sealed, and the confusion that reality and dreams were intertwined in an instant, and I couldn't help but move my mouth for a while, but if I didn't bite him, I really couldn't swallow that turbid breath.......

He gently caressed my eyes, suppressed the rolling eyeballs, and after a long time, he asked in a gentle tone, "Are you hungry?" Would you like to eat something? ”

I was slightly stunned, stunned by the smile that gradually diffused in his eyes, and a trace of heat gradually spread to his cheeks, how could I forget, this bastard is the person who knows me best, in his words, even if I am dumb one day, he can read what I want to express through his eyes, so in fact, he knows exactly what we are thinking at the moment......, embarrassed~!

With a chuckle, he got up and took out an insulated box from under the bedside table, opened it, and a faint smell of rice immediately came to his nose, as if he heard the sound of saliva in my throat, he smiled and scooped out a bowl of steaming porridge while saying, "Because I don't know when you will wake up, my aunt prepares hot rice porridge every day, and you are blessed." ”

He lifted me up and leaned gently on him, carefully encircling me with a bowl in one hand and feeding me carefully with a small spoon in the other.

The rice porridge was very fragrant, not thick or thin, and there was a little minced meat, which finally added to the dry oil and water in my stomach.

After drinking a bowl of porridge, the two chatted for a while, his voice was soothing and calm, as beautiful as the most melodious cello, and I finally had a general idea of what happened next.

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