Chapter 91 Finding a needle in the sea, hiding a needle in the cotton

Whether to be a good person or a wicked person is up to us, and it has nothing to do with others.

That's why I said: The body is afraid of the shadow! ”

Boss Yan's impetuous heart was full of resentment, and he said angrily: "However, I didn't provoke him. But he blocked me like this! Even if I am willing for you, those officials who are almost involved will not easily spare him. ”

"It's really not very clear what his original intention was for doing this. However, there is always a reason for it. We can find a solution, but you must promise me that you will not do anything to hurt him!

As for the officials who are abducting three and four, let them dig their own graves. There will be no pie in the sky, and if you have something, you should pay accordingly. A sass, an ugly soul still wants to put on a beautiful dress, ridiculous?! ”

"Hey! How many of you are still in the same state of mind now? You don't want to think about it either! Father Yan sighed, his frowning brows still not stretching at all.

Yan Chenxing smiled self-deprecatingly, "Yes! I admit that I am not the fish, turtle and shrimp of the sea!

Alas! I forgot to ask, how do you know it's him? Looking for a needle in a haystack, how do you know where to fish him? Does Dawn know? ”

Looking at his bewildered daughter, Yan's father rolled his eyes a few times in contemplation and puffed up his cheeks a few times. Finally, he sighed and whispered softly, "Don't tell anyone else, especially your sister!"

If she knew, she would be locked up for a day!

Besides, her little family can't get together anymore! ”

Yan Chenxing nodded thinking he fully understood, "I know, I won't say." "Still waiting for an answer in a serious and persistent posture.

Father Yan pursed his lips, and soon smashed it a few times, and in the end, there was a showdown, "You said this is very coincidental!" It's the eldest brother of the dawn!

Alas! Before, there was very little contact with him, and the impression was not very good. However, it is true that people are not to be seen! That person, don't look at Wu Dalang's appearance. The flower intestines in the belly are oily enough. He probably didn't read as many books as Zhiyin. However, the mere fact that he quietly grasped the key points by dividing them by two is very worthy of admiration.

I don't think it has anything to do with the Voice, he won't let me tell his brother! It seems that he told his brother that he had returned to his hometown. Father Yan scratched his head guessingly.

"Why didn't he want his brother to know? How did he know that he should have known nothing about this? How can a stranger who has no idea how these ordinary people can do something absolutely impossible?! Yan Chenxing asked repeatedly, even if he licked his lips and blinked his eyes, he was still full of doubts.

These questions should not have appeared in Yan's father's mind yet, so at this time, his daughter's mention made him raise his eyes in a daze, and his shocked gaze shrank a few times, and he sighed, "Yes!" Just thinking that I want to get rid of my hatred by catching the enemy, I really haven't thought about it!

He handed us over and left.

These, what a mystery! ”

"Are you sure that young man is responsible for all this? Why is it so mysterious? Yan Chenxing quickly turned his head and frowned.

"It's his sins, he can't be at fault, he admits them all." When this topic was mentioned, the enemy's eyes were extremely red when they met, and the anger of poisonous hatred rose in the eyes of his father.

"Why? He's a big boss with a big reputation! Just if you can't get used to your wrong business philosophy, then there's no need to kill all the Jedi!

I heard that he was originally a fair and honest businessman! Even for commercial purposes, with their current situation, legitimate business competition will not be incapable! Yan Chenxing looked at his father suspiciously.

"Whatever! Anyway, it's already in my hands, and I don't have any good fruit from him! A strong hatred came out of the heavy father's nose.

"Knowing what you know is the only way to be invincible, don't be too impulsive first. Only by being calm can we not be in a passive position.

Besides, if you have a goal, it's easy to say. Let's take a look at the situation before we make a plan! All right? Yan Chenxing earnestly persuaded.

"He made me suffer so much, I won't let his tasting process end in a short time!" Father Yan gritted his teeth and sneered, "Anyway, a boiled duck can't run!" ”

"You know, if you go too far, you'll be trapped. In every respect, we should no longer put ourselves in danger! Do you think? Yan Chenxing persuaded step by step.

The daughter's bitter words made Yan's father, who was completely immersed in the fire of revenge, raise his eyes vigilantly and sighed, "You don't have to worry about me, I know how to do it."

I know what you're thinking. ”

Yan Chenxing nodded encouragingly, "Then you just listen to my advice and don't hurt his life!" In that case, we really have no way back!

I'll go back and discuss with Ni Yun to see if there's a better solution! ”

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"I'm so embarrassed to open my mouth like that.

What's more, the affairs in Jiangnan have already caused you such a big trouble!

It's just that it's really exhausted!

Alas! Their house is in shambles! It is difficult for a clean official to cut off family affairs! I don't even know what to do!

However, the bones are connected to the tendons. I can't keep myself out of it!

For relatives, we should not only do things that treat the symptoms but not the root cause. Therefore, whether it is analyzed from the root cause or in terms of the degree of trouble, solving the problem of funding is a very critical issue.

Alas! It's really a book to be used when you hate less! The problem is that I have put all my savings into our team, and I really don't want to ruin so much hard work and everyone's wishes unless I have to! Ni Yun shook her head and sighed

Ling Zilu smiled understandingly, "Mr. Ni! I understand your situation, and I've been frustrated that I can't help. She bit her lip in deep sigh at her powerlessness.

Ni Yun nodded in agreement, "I know!" I know it's going to be a very difficult thing to do!

I'm just going to talk about my little idea, and you shouldn't be too pressured. Even if it doesn't work, I can think of something else.

I want to ask, you see, can you trouble Jiangnan's father to help, their factory has a good reputation, and it should be relatively easy to get a loan. It's just whether you can borrow their Buddha face and borrow some money. We pay interest, handling fees, etc.! Walking on thin ice, he said tentatively.

Even if Lingzilu wanted to hide the helplessness in his heart, he didn't do it, and said apologetically: "Speaking from the heart, I can't help, I'm really sad in my heart."

However, I also know that it is not easy for enterprises to go to the bank for loans. Even if you have a certain ability to repay and you get a loan, it is not something that can be entered and exited at will.

The bank will closely supervise the use of each payment, once the bank intervenes, they will always monitor the accounts of the enterprise, very carefully, the detailed statement, every large amount of money transferred out they have to ask the reason, and even down to the business contract and * and other documents.

Of course, I also know that you won't say it unless you have to.

Rest assured, though I won't be dazzled with kind words. However, as long as there is a little hope, I will do my best! ”

"I can understand you! Thank you very much for your understanding!

Alas! To tell you the truth, I was really forced to do this, and I can't ignore it!

This kind of ugliness can only be said to you. Ni Yun shook her head and sighed.

Zero Deer nodded understandingly.

"Earlier, Jiang Nan may have told you about a series of situations that happened in Morningstar's house. Alas! Now, it's even trickier, and it's almost fatal! Ni Yun scratched her head helplessly and anxiously, and sighed.

Zero Zilu also followed closely with a tangled Qingxiu brow, his eyes widened, "So critical?" ”

"I can't imagine it! Somehow, her father caught the man who was doing the action in private! The worry and panic in Ni Yunzhong's tone were difficult to hide.

"Ahh That's serious! Zero Deer couldn't help but exclaim.

"Yes! You say, if it falls into the hands of someone who has been messed up and has nowhere to get out, then it's good! I'm really afraid that the old father-in-law who is in the position of jumping off the wall in a hurry can't suppress his impulse and do irreparable things!

Therefore, in order to stabilize him, the only way to solve his worries is to find a way! Ni Yun clasped her hands helplessly, "Alas! When it really comes to the point where there is really no way, I think I can only endure the pain and cut my love!

If your career comes to a halt, it's better than a broken family! ”

"Yes! The situation turned out to be so bad!

Then, the crux of the matter is what kind of character is the other party and for what purpose? Attacking the heart is supreme, and sometimes, it is better to be able to move the heart than to conquer the city.

Enemies? I couldn't help but Lingzilu's mind was completely caught in the grim situation he described.

"I haven't really gotten involved yet, and I want to search the periphery for available materials and try to find a way to get paid from the bottom of the kettle.

I heard that it was a small owner in a big hotel in their own city. It is said that the one who used to be in the limelight was also a well-known and positive character.

Alas! How could a young person behave such an incomprehensible act towards his innocent old father-in-law! I also couldn't figure it out, and it seemed too similar to him to interpret it as just for the purpose of commercial competition, based on his good impression among people.

The only reason that is plausible is that I heard that his young and beautiful wife had just passed away, and she was probably mentally stimulated! Ni Yun shook her head and guessed.

"What does your father-in-law want to do?" The heart went with the situation, and the deer bit her lip fearfully.

"Without the intervention of an external force, I don't think it would be possible for me to break that clenched fist.

That's why I had no choice but to fight a roundabout battle. I thought that if I could help him out of his financial predicament, maybe it would attract his attention. With a way out, I may not be so obsessed with breaking the jar, and I have the weight to let him follow the positive advice.

Otherwise, with my understanding of him, my old father-in-law, who regards wealth as his life, will be very difficult to persuade! Ni Yun seemed to sigh helplessly, and all that was left was to rub her hands.

"Then the other party's family has not moved?" Zero Zilu, who was meditating hard, suddenly burst out.

"It just happened, and I may not have found the ins and outs yet! After a long time, the situation is even more difficult to clean up! The attitude of facing the enemy is completely displayed on Ni Yun's helpless face.

"I don't dare to fight a battle that I don't know if I don't know. However, I will do my best! Let's work together for the better! Zero Deer said sincerely.

"Thank you!" Ni Yun nodded movingly.

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Lingzilu was hurriedly putting the last bite of steamed buns in her mouth, and suddenly, a line of missing person notices on the newspaper next to the table made her eyes widen, and the kind of eye-catching photos attached to it, after careful identification, made her almost choke on the steamed buns that had not yet been swallowed.

She hurriedly wiped away a few handfuls of tears that had blocked her vision, held the newspaper up to her eyes, blinked her eyes vigorously, and read it several times at a rapid pace, until she was convinced that she had read it correctly.

The heart beat so that she felt that she was about to breathe, and she was in a hurry, so she hurriedly swallowed a few times, rushed to the phone like a madman, grabbed the microphone and dialed Ni Yun's phone number tremblingly, and as soon as she heard the other party's voice, she asked, "Which town is your father-in-law in?" ”

As soon as the other party said her name without knowing it, she sat down on the sofa as if she was paralyzed, like water dripping on rice paper, and the horror after being confirmed quickly filled her delicate heart, and the bloody heart was like a handful of salt. After that, the rest of the other party's words were no longer in her mind.

After a long time, the urgent call in the microphone made her pick up the microphone again. However, his eyes wandered, his tongue was knotted, and in the end, he concentrated all his strength, and there were only a few simple words: "Come and pick me up, take me with you!" ”

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"Originally, it is said that three people have one play; I also heard that the world we are in is actually a world of flowers and flowers that compete on the same stage. Therefore, everyone takes what they need and laughs, and the game life is the best.

However, I am not an actor after all, let alone competent. Moreover, the few unforgettable people I have come into contact with are also as clear as jade without powder. It's a rare luck that doesn't deceive.

However, at the same time, because each other is giving each other a sincere and sincere feeling. And I either couldn't do anything about it, or I missed the opportunity. Therefore, wave after wave of suffering always followed and superimposed, so that he became a sinner who regretted his life! Gu Ruoyan sighed bitterly.

As he said this, tears kept welling up in his deep eyes. Every skin on his thin face flashed with emotional innocence.

"Whether it's in waking hours, in dreams, or in drunkenness, I've imagined our meeting countless times! However, in such a situation, I really didn't expect it! He laughed bitterly at himself with the vicissitudes of life and weariness.

A series of sudden accidents made the spirit-stricken Zero Deer still seem to have not returned to a normal state. Tears were contained in clear eyes, and they looked at each other speechless and distressed.

After Gu Ruoyan lowered his head and sighed heavily, he raised his tearful eyes again, "Style!" No matter when and where, I will say from the bottom of my heart that you are the most inseparable love of my life!

Although, God, you were so cruel to let me leave you! At this time, hot and rushing tears intercepted his words with sad grievances.

After a while, it was clear that it had taken a great deal of effort for him to ease his emotions. "You know, after leaving you, I was like the walking dead.

Perhaps, only when I recall the past we once had together, only when I hear the song of lingering longing, and the sour tears flowing from my dry eyes, do I know that I am still alive! ”

Seeing that the tearful Lingzilu was shaking his lips and choking speechlessly, he reached out his palm with tears in his eyes and shook her cold hand with pity, "I know, you may be more painful than me!"

I can still give up on myself and anesthetize myself, because my parents are gone, and I don't care about you anymore! But you have to be sober, you have to feel it. Sentient nerves are even more tormenting!

So, when I think of you in pain, my heart is like a knife!

Perhaps, it is this unwillingness and helplessness to give up the feeling that has never been abandoned. Therefore, when he was unintentional, he cruelly hurt another heart as bright as gold.

And the most distressing thing is that when I really realized my sin, it was after the beautiful fragrance and jade Xie couldn't be saved! ”

He lowered his head and closed his eyes and sighed guiltily, hugged one arm across his chest, held up the other hand, and pinched and rubbed his tearful face vigorously.

Although he has been in the company of tears, the delicate appearance of the Zero Deer has always held his head high. At this time, she sobbed her sour nose, lowered her eyebrows to suppress the well-rising tears, and raised her delicate and beautiful face slightly, and glanced at him with mist.

Originally, I thought that the feelings could be calmed down. However, it still backfired, and the crystal clear pupils were soon surrounded by tears again. Fortunately, blurred vision does not affect the expression of speech. She leaned back in her chair as if seeking support, clasped her hands tightly on her thighs, puffed out her chest, and looked into the distance with tears in her eyes, "Perhaps, everything is fate!"

However, despite the pain, after all, the truth is relative! God has eyes! ”

The tide of hot tears was so desperate that she had to lower her head and stop it with her sour eyelids. When she raised her tear-stained face again, a glimmer of light after the rain shone in her clear pupils.

Subconsciously, she pursed her lips and narrowed her gaze. "I remember a poem that was: Once the sea was difficult to turn into water!

However, after all this rain, snow, wind and frost, we have to face reality!

We really can't just consider our own feelings, we are in this world, not alone, but inextricably linked, born and raised in Si, absorbing sunshine and rain and dew, we have to remember to return!

Although, I don't crave any fame or fortune. However, I especially value gratitude, especially the grace of meeting in the water! She pursed her lips slightly, raised her emotional gaze to look at him, and continued:

"Wakaiwa! Although, it can be said, that wedding was the pole of my pain, and it was also a dividing line between longing and resentment towards you!

However, after that, after coming back from the dead and having to let go, with the understanding of what happened to you after you left and the understanding between me and Xia Shanshan, although, losing you is still one of my biggest heartaches.

However, I no longer resent! On the contrary, I deeply regret the loss of such a beautiful person! She really deserves what you do for her! Zero Deer clasped his hands together and shook them, sighing deeply.

"Alas! It's a pity! Although, I have been touched by her beautiful heart again and again. It's just that, because I can't let go of you, I haven't given her the emotion she is obsessed with!

The poverty of life and the physical pain do not make me bow my head. But having to leave you is really painful for me!

And now, God has made me owe another wonderful woman! For me, it was a torture that was worse than death!

Although, it's always the end of the song. Moreover, it should be a great blessing for me to have the opportunity to meet two beautiful angels in my life! It's just that you can't really have it, so you have to look up at the bright moon and hang high in the depths of your soul!

So, the moment I promised them to stay, I heartache to give up all thoughts, including a strong desire for revenge! Because, no matter how wronged my parents are, they are no longer alive. However, I can't ignore the two living people who have been so broken by my heart!

I can't afford to hurt them in any way because of what I've done. Undoubtedly, because of me, they have lost heaven and are living in hell.

I can only do my filial piety on behalf of Shanshan and soothe their wounded hearts! No matter how reluctant it is for me to give up the punishment of sin! However, when I think of the debt I owe to Shanshan, I can only sigh helplessly! ”

"It should be!

If you lose a beloved daughter and get a heart-warming son, then it will be fair to those two sad people! Zero Zilu nodded and sighed, "So, before this, I can understand all your actions."

But why do you provoke the married woman again? ”

"If, I say, it is nothing more than an accidental and unintentional work, without the slightest element of planning and conspiracy, do you believe it?"

"Although, I thought I knew you well. But, as it stands, it's hard for me to believe you can stay out of it. ”

"Oh!" He smiled bitterly and sighed sadly, "It seems that I can only say: I have no right to interfere with other people's ideas, and I have nothing to do if others have to live the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain!" ”

"Otherwise, how could you be where you are now?" She pursed her lips and frowned.

"Don't you really know who that woman's husband is?" He looked up at her with a pained gaze.

"Jiang Nan's brother-in-law, can there be anything wrong?" She gathered her eyes to look at him.

"My enemy's turtle son!" Anger burned, and all of a sudden, he seemed to be a different person.

She was stunned for a moment. After staring at his real expression for a moment, I closed my eyes painfully as if I had just woken up from a dream. "How can there be such a coincidence!"

"The so-called no coincidence is not a book, and this may be the case!

I never imagined that when I decided to give up all personal grievances and honor those two benefactors, Shanshan was still thinking about helping me when she was dying! And gave that burden to her father!

And for the sake of his beloved daughter's last wish, the father who was covered in bruises did his best!

In order to fulfill his daughter's last wish, he has worked hard. So, you say, can I, who was originally in it, still be a silent audience?

Only by taking the banner and entering the battlefield can I keep him as far away from blood as possible! ”

"What, you want to leave again?" Xia Xueyang didn't face the comer, but subconsciously fiddled with a crystal pen in his hand, looking very serious and thoughtful.

Then, he slowly shook his painful gaze solemnly towards the distant blue sky outside the window.

No matter which way you look at it, it is clear that the tide of bitterness and pain from the heart has not left him.

Just like the cicada after molting, the cruel fact that his daughter left, although on the surface, it did not make him break an arm or a leg. However, in reality, the general headquarters, which governs everything in the body, has completely changed the dynasty, and it is obvious that he is completely different from before.

Perhaps, he does not want to show his inner pain on his face, and people are most often optimistic about him. Usually, everyone who knows him knows that in the past, it was very difficult to silence this gushing optimist.

Never, whether it is the ups and downs of business, or the disputes between people in life, all in all, all the winds and waves can hardly affect his happy smile.

Because he not only has a happy soul that doesn't matter even if he has nothing. Moreover, the generous mind that is good at diluting troubles with pleasant and witty thoughts has always been his invincible and valuable weapon.

This not only supported him to walk through thousands of mountains and rivers, and together with his sunny personality, it also attracted the people around him, and he was willing to dance with him without abandoning.

However, now, the sun is full of tears. It's very, very difficult for him to get back to normal. It's like it's impossible to get his lovely daughter back to him.

The clever humorous conversation, the sunny voice and smile, have disappeared with the death of the beloved daughter. His mind was completely confined to the pervasive memories and heart-rending pain.

"I know I'm probably going to be guilty of you forever! Because you can't turn back time!

I also know that even if I exchange my life, I can't make up for the loss caused to you! And my own heart of eternal guilt!

Perhaps, the only thing that can be done is to make it clear that you are out of sight! Although this is just a self-defeating idea. However, when there is no way, such an anesthetic can only be used! The heart-piercing pain was also reflected in Gu Ruoyan's embarrassed body. As he spoke, tears kept welling up in his big sad eyes.

"What would you do if you could turn back the clock?" Xia Xueyang put down the pen in his hand, intertwined his hands, rubbed them vigorously unconsciously, contracted his hazy gaze, exhaled a heavy breath, still did not look back at the object of his speech, still pursed his resolute mouth, and looked into the distance sadly.

"Although, perhaps, without going through this, it is still difficult to wake up!

But, now, Sansa can give me another chance. Although, I don't dare to compare with you. However, one thing is for sure, I definitely know that I should collect my pain and do my best to repay her beautiful feelings! A few lines of tears flowed to his mouth, and Gu Ruoyan had to bow his head and drink the pain.

The tired and blank Xia Xueyang also blinked his eyes that were sour by the welling tears, and after being silent for a while, he smiled bitterly, "It would be great if my dream came true!" I will exchange all I have for a wish fulfillment!

Is it possible? Our own wishful thinking, the key is that God will have this kindness? ”

In addition to gritting his teeth, Gu Ruoyan, who had sunk to the bottom, could only bow his head helplessly.

"Indeed! I know that even if I had the heart, God would not give me more opportunities! A little tear flashed in Xia Xueyang's scarred eyes.

"I am not in the role of a mother, but I know what my poor child cares about!

The kingdom I have run for many years, all my wealth is hers. Pity! Before she knew you, it didn't carry much weight in her heart! ”

The heart-digging pain choked his words in his throat for a long time before he sighed heavily, "Alas! There's really no way! God plays tricks on people like this!

It can be said that money is the dream lover that many people strive for. But, in fact, it is often just an appetite to be hung up, like being trapped in the vast desert, even if you are lucky enough to see a mirage, you can't get it from exhaustion.

Although, she can be called a veritable rich girl, just counting the birthday gifts, one of the cash is an enviable and staggering amount. However, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, she does not have the heart to regard wealth as her life.

Before she met you, she only felt the value of the money when she put it in front of the begging people on the street, and usually, she felt very little about it.

The moment she paid your medical bills and got that watch back was the beginning of her admiration for money, and the only time I opened my personal bank account for her.

My lovely daughter is the most important and precious treasure in my heart, and I give everything I can to her. She probably never had to be trapped by money. However, she loves what I can't replace, and that's you!

Your involvement may be the brightest part of her life, although, perhaps, it was just her own fairy tale and didn't really pay off. But still, thank you! In her short life, she has such a beautiful emotional feeling that we can't give, even if she is self-absorbed! ”

The speaker has tears in his eyes, and the listener is likewise completely in tears.

"So, I had such a big wedding for her. Because, in my heart, my daughter always comes first! Even if I do everything I can, I want my lovely daughter to live a more comfortable life! ”

"I'm sorry! I'm so dizzy! It's just that I'm too immersed in my own pain and treat her unfairly! Gu Ruoyan's hands subconsciously stirred hard, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"However, she has no resentment for you except for her obsessive love. Even in the last moments of her life, she still thinks about you.

Do you know why she let us find her at the last minute?

If I hadn't said it, you'd probably never have thought – my poor silly boy! It's for you! To see for myself a promise I made to her! She left with a relieved smile after she got my tearful daughter in person! Xia Xueyang couldn't hold it anymore and choked up.

Although, the two people have different circumstances and different identities. But because they have the same person they love, they have the same feelings. Although, they used to be heroic and humorous men, but at this moment, they have become tearful; In this situation, this scene, the soft and long feelings like water completely dominate them.

After drinking a painful drink like a knife, Gu Ruoyan opened his mouth first with tears, "I'm sorry!" Before, I was so selfish and self-centered!

If you can still believe me and give me a chance to make amends, please be as honest with me as Shanshan. Please believe that I have the same feelings for her as you do; In the same way, standing in her place, I and she have the same feelings for you!

Although, for you, I will never be able to replace her. However, if I had to rank her true feelings, I would say that I was second only to you, and I would do my best to fulfill her wish to honor you!

I admit that before, although I came from a poor background. However, he also hopes to become a giant from scratch by his own efforts, rather than relying on the benefits of his benefactors. So, I'm like water out of the water, always thinking about being free from the pull of your love. It is this mentality that has harmed Shanshan.

Now, the hard way has been learned. I really think that being able to make me do a filial piety is what I desire! So, I hope you can let me know what kind of wishes you have! Don't make such irreparable regrets again! ”

Xia Xueyang turned his head for the first time and glanced at the other party brightly. However, soon, he merged his eyes full of sorrow into the vast sky.

He sighed deeply with a crying voice, "I remember someone said: In life, the measure of a person's success is not how much money he makes, but what kind of children he has raised!"

I'm a big believer in that. However, I don't expect my daughter to be exceptional. My only hope is to see her live happily!

But, you see, I don't know what kind of mistake I have made, and God wants to punish me like this!

Perhaps, in the eyes of others, I should be the pillar of support for this family. But, in fact, spiritually, our lovely daughter is truly what she is! As he spoke, tears welled up again, and the words were choked.

Speaking near and far, empathetic, Gu Ruoyan burst into tears, "I'm sorry!" It's all my sin!

I don't deny that before that, I was ready to leave. Because, I feel that I am the source of sin! Not the one who can bring you luck! I don't want to hurt you anymore in front of your eyes, and I don't want to bother you anymore.

Really, I don't know how my stay will affect you. For the sake of Shansa and I, I feel the same way as you are, and want to let me know what I should do! Gu Ruoyan stared earnestly, "Isn't it often said: only when you get out of the water do you see mud on your legs!"

Perhaps, only time will tell what kind of person I am! ”

"Either way, this blow is fatal for us! Maybe it's because nothing can replace it, so this helplessness is even more cruel! Xia Xueyang held the noodles with both hands, rubbed them vigorously a few times, and sighed deeply. But, in fact, unless our brain cells also die, we will have to drink this cup of bitter wine! ”

He licked his chapped lips, swallowed in pain, and looked at the clouds with pain, "Since she is still alive in the world, the only thing that can comfort my soul a little is to do my best to make her wish come true!"

And what she cares about the most is you! He looked down at his clasped hands, "So, I still hope you stay."

Admittedly, even if your intentions are good. However, the reality that already exists is still difficult to change! Because there are many facts in front of us, you will not be the only one who will make us feel sad, one person and one thing, every moment, that kind of pain will let us taste it to the fullest!

Drunk, how long can you get drunk! Unless, never wake up! ”

"I'm sorry!" It seems that Gu Ruoyan only has this sentence to express his feelings in his heart.

"Although, you yourself know that you are ashamed of her. But poor Sansa wants you to live better! And, in addition to the fact that the loss of our daughter makes us bitter and angry with you from time to time, we also know in our hearts that your conduct is indeed impeccable.

So, let's do as she wishes as she is still with us! Xia Xueyang wiped the tears on his face with both hands, let out a long low sigh, opened a drawer on the table, and looked at the beautiful diary for a moment, but finally gritted his teeth and took it out.

"I don't know if you want to see it! It was Sansa who made me find it in the last moments. However, it is easy to feel that she thinks of you at all times, so I don't think it is too much for you to see. After speaking, he pushed it to Gu Ruoyan.

"Oh! I'll definitely be watching! Although he hadn't opened it yet, and he didn't know the contents of it, just seeing the handsome and familiar font on the cover had already made the corners of his resolute mouth subconsciously move a few times, tears welled up, and he washed his cheeks again, and he nodded.

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Obviously, he is definitely a man who will never bend his waist for two buckets of rice. And, outside of work, it's hard to see his smile. However, for a long time, I watched silently, and no matter how he gestured or smiled, he was respectful and enthusiastic about every customer.

Today, I can't help the unbearable pity in my heart.

"You don't have to treat them so dedicatedly, it won't affect your salary!" I whispered to him.

"Are you trying to say don't be so groveling?" He smiled generously.

"I mean, different work attitudes lead to different efforts. It's so hard to do your best! "I confess.