Chapter 055: In Memory
Dong Xiaokui sat in the car in a daze, her head blank. The earth shook again, and her heart tightened, and she jumped out of the car, paying close attention to the movements of the surrounding mountains. Although, if there is another strong earthquake, if the mountain collapses and buries here, basically the people here will not be able to escape. Today, the small flat area where the bamboo forest is located is a temporary safe zone. If there is no more here, then everything is really over.
Dong Xiaokui looked around and became nervous, she felt that the aftershocks this time were very strong. Each slightly stronger aftershock will awaken memories of that day. The roar of a huge engine in a small space seemed to crush the heart inch by inch, the earth shook the mountains and shook the earth like a storm that was about to swallow everything up.
A heart is raised to the throat and eyes. Fortunately, the aftershocks passed quickly, and Dong Xiaokui stood in place, only then did he exhale lightly and stroked his chest.
"Aoi-chan?" Li Yongfeng shouted. The voice was not loud, with a little distress. The sudden sound startled her.
Dong Xiaokui turned around, and then saw Li Yongfeng standing behind him. Maybe he was too nervous just now, and he didn't know when he came over. He looked at her with a medicine box in his hand and with some concern.
Dong Xiaokui calmed down her breath and said, "I'm fine." ”
He nodded, but his brow furrowed like an ugly caterpillar, his eyes focused. Dong Xiaokui didn't dare to look at him more, and immediately lowered his eyes. But his heart sank, because he could understand the pity in his eyes, which seemed to be floating wisps of clouds. She is actually most afraid of his eyes, because this look will remind Dong Xiaokui: This man owes you a lot of money, and you owe this man too much to be repaid.
After the aftershock, there was a lot of talk. And the two of them were silent here. Dong Xiaokui looked down at the loess, and there was a pain in his heart that was difficult to be serious.
At the beginning, the scene came and went, and ..... never dared to think about the various things between himself and Li Yongfeng. It's always in a hurry and a glimpse of the light.
Now, when I think of the scenes, I can't help but hold my breath.
At first, the first time I met him, it was because of Xiaohuai's matter, when he was lonely and helpless, he appeared as a stranger and gave him the greatest help. At that time, he was a clean and warm man, the only warmth he felt from strangers in the capital. He actively campaigned for a strange girl's affairs and bargained with people. There was always a peaceful smile on his face, like the warm sun on a March day.
At that time, Dong Xiaokui secretly thought: How can there be such a peaceful person in this world? He is polite and has a calm personality. He was like an unreachable star on a summer night, quiet and constant. I don't know what kind of woman can match it?
At that time, Li Yongfeng was a benefactor to Dong Xiaokui, a dream-like existence, like the cleanest blue sky, clear and shiny, and it was a myth. Therefore, for Li Yongfeng, Dong Xiaokui has a benefactor-like reverence, and a kind of cherishing like an elder. So when she got along with him, she was always cautious, a little nervous, and she didn't dare to have the slightest thought about him.
She is a very pragmatic person, so she will position herself in advance in her dealings with anyone. Because then you can better protect yourself. In her relationship with Li Yongfeng, she positioned herself as a favored junior.
The thoughts about him also exist in such a form. Even if I remember the slight loneliness in the back.
After a few years, I met him again at the banquet. She was pleasantly surprised, but she didn't feel as comfortable as before, because she suddenly couldn't find her place, and something seemed to be changing.
At the beginning, I was a junior, listened to his teachings, and thanked him for his help. However, when they met again, he looked at her with more profound things, and his actions towards her seemed to change from an elder to a couple.
Dong Xiaokui suddenly felt like a numb heart, and she didn't know what to do. As soon as he said he liked it, as soon as he looked at himself with that kind of eyes, Dong Xiaokui felt uncomfortable. So the only way to keep running away from him was to keep running away. In the end, it wasn't quite possible to stay with him, and she felt unusually irritable. Dong Xiaokui has always been afraid of losing. Therefore, she is strong and open-minded on the surface, but she is actually afraid that something will change, especially the relationship between people.
Li Yongfeng's change is like the collapse of a myth. Later, Dong Xiaokui gradually discovered from all kinds of clues that his help and care for him at the beginning was nothing more than hypocrisy, and it was the product of his extreme personality. She had always hoped that she was smart, not like that. But everything pointed to that one answer, until he later admitted.
The moment she knew the truth, Dong Xiaokui closed her eyes and felt very sad. Although in this world, if you are not a great traitor, or if you do not make a mistake that has caused serious consequences, from that person's standpoint, you can forgive it. But she still couldn't help but feel sad.
That sadness may just be an excuse. Dong Xiaokui didn't dare to think about it. So with this sadness as an excuse, she decisively distanced herself from him, he made an appointment to eat, she always prevaricated with various excuses, and after a long time, he finally became anxious, saying that he would never see each other in this life.
At that moment, Dong Xiaokui only felt that his heart was barren. In life, who meets a person who will be willing to lose? This kind of encounter may not have anything to do with love. And she is precisely the guy who is afraid of losing.
In fact, in the gradual getting along, even if she knew the truth, she had never hated Li Yongfeng, she could see him make up for his mistakes and everything he did for himself. It's just that the affection is too heavy, so heavy that it scares him.
She had thought that if she tried to treat him as a friend, the two of them would never lose it for the rest of their lives, and he would also have his happiness. It's just that the project is too huge and unpredictable, Dong Xiaokui can't afford it, and he doesn't dare to bet. She was afraid that the time would drag on too long and that she owed him too much affection.
And her heart has long been lost, no matter whether she can be with Xu Zhonglin or not in this life, she can't choose him. Because he is Xu Zhonglin's friend, because he doesn't love Li Yongfeng. So, I can't afford to repay his affection. So, he finally hit him ruthlessly and forced him to say that he would never see each other.
I thought that in this way, I would not owe him affection. However, Zhou Yun's arrival solved her long-standing doubts. Since Ouyang Wei said that threatening sentence in Shanghai, how could she be so calm? The answer turned out to be that Li Yongfeng was helping himself to settle these troubles.
Know about it. Dong Xiaokui's eyes were as usual, and he still chatted with Zhou Yun and said that the case of Yihua Group was feasible. But my heart was like a tornado passing through the sea, and my heart felt a sudden pain. Walking out of the café and getting back into the taxi, tears finally flowed down my face. She pursed her lips, looked out the window at the clear street, and finally whispered, "You fool." Tears blurred his vision for a moment.
This fool. Will the earthquake be extra gracious because he is Li Yongfeng? At this time, everyone was thinking about going out, but he came, and he came to this kind of place where only a strong aftershock would leave the bones.
This fool. Dong Xiaokui lowered her head, as if she was looking at something on the ground seriously. In fact, it was just because the nose was sour and tears overflowed the eyes. So, I didn't dare to look up for him to see.
"Silly girl, that day, you must have been frightened, right?" He stood for a long time before finally saying this.
Dong Xiaokui didn't dare to answer, for fear that as soon as he spoke, tears would well-rise, and when he saw it, there would be other misunderstandings. So, she just nodded.
"Looking at the collapse of this place, you know that it must have been terrifying. It's hard for you, alone here. He said, his tone full of pity.
Dong Xiaokui shook his head, blinked lightly, and big tears dripped down. She buried her head lower, lest he see.
Li Yongfeng probably felt that he was a little embarrassed that the other party didn't respond when he spoke, so he stood there for a long time before he said with some displeasure: "You don't have to be embarrassed." I have no intention of you. Some mistakes, made once, are enough in this lifetime. I'm not going to be stupid enough to do it again. ”
"It's not like that." Dong Xiaokui said. I don't think these four words seem convincing at all. Li Yongfeng didn't want to listen either, but directly changed the topic and said, "Okay." Go to the car and I'll help you get some medicine. ”
As he spoke, he strode towards the car, Dong Xiaokui didn't move, still standing in place, waiting for him to turn around and secretly wipe his tears. But he suddenly turned around, looked at her deeply, and then walked over, grabbed her arm, and said in a very calm tone, "You are crying." ”
"I didn't." Dong Xiaokui's dead duck has a hard mouth.
"It's tears. You're crying. He bent down to put the medicine box down, reached out and stroked her cheek, and spoke in a calm tone of evidence.
Dong Xiaokui lowered her eyes and did not speak. Li Yongfeng sighed softly and said, "Let's go." Medicate the wound. As he spoke, he dragged Dong Xiaokui into the car.
Let him lead and follow obediently. He lifted her sleeve, sanitized it intently, and then smeared it with a cool frost. He said it was a cream used to repair wounds. She was so distracted that she didn't remember the name for a moment.
When he was done, he packed up his medicine box. Then he said, "I'll ask them to boil water for you, and you will be able to take a bath in a while." I have also borrowed a bathing shed. When the time comes, they will all shy away. ”
"Where were you then?" Dong Xiaokui finally couldn't hold back and asked him.
"When you said an earthquake? At that time, I was in a meeting at the company. On the eighteenth floor, the building shook so much that I thought it was the end of the world. He narrated slowly, and suddenly, his eyes were bright and clear, but he looked straight at him. He whispered, "Dong Xiaokui, don't be burdened. ”
"What?" Dong Xiaokui didn't understand why he suddenly said such a sentence.
"After the earthquake, the first person I thought of was you, I called you and found that you couldn't get through. At that moment, I was scared, I was afraid that you would disappear like Shu Ning. Completely out of my life. He said word for word.
Dong Xiaokui finally looked at him, her tears couldn't stop flowing, and she didn't care about wiping it, she just shook her head and said softly, "You shouldn't come." ”......
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