During the two days of stay in Nanxun, among the many famous gardens, Yan Juan only went to a small lotus village. Everywhere she went, Ling Qing could always find the shadow of her mother's death. So I stopped and saw that I didn't visit the whole garden for a day.

On the way back, I saw the tour guide holding a small flag and reciting a piece of the history of the bridge on the bridge.

The second day was Sunday, and after going for a walk for half a lap in the morning, they set off back to City A after lunch.

"Wanwan, you come next week, and then take you to see other places, there are many gardens in Nanxun, your mother has seen them all back then." Ling Qing was reluctant to have a 'female' son.

"I ...... Next time. Yan Juan wanted to harden her heart, but the two days and two nights she had been together made her feel that Ling Qing had not been easy all these years, although she didn't say it, her heart had already softened.

"Okay, 'Chun' sister-in-law still has a lot of tricks that she hasn't taken out, when your mother was alive, she often said that she would eat the food cooked by 'Chun' sister-in-law for the rest of her life!"

Yan Wan's complexion is slightly dark, in this life? It's no longer possible for my mother to eat the meals cooked by my sister-in-law.

Ling Qing suddenly felt that he had said the wrong thing, Rao was that he had worked hard in the rain of bullets for decades, but in the face of the 'girl', he was so reluctant that he couldn't speak.

"We're leaving." Yan Juan reluctantly responded.

"Next time if it rains, you can also swim in Xiaolianzhuang again, your mother said that the rain travels to Xiaolianzhuang, and there is a sense of meaning." Ling Qing said again, the expectation in his eyes made Yan Juan unable to refuse.

She nodded hurriedly and retracted into the carriage. Lu Xiang borrowed the 'private' of the public, and in addition to the place where people sit, the car was also stuffed with the place where she went to "rob" yesterday

Coming goods.

"I woke up early yesterday and today, I can't hold it anymore, so I'll get some sleep first." Lu Xiang yawned, lay on her pile of goods, and fell asleep.

Yan Juan and Yan Yixin looked at each other: "So you can fall asleep?" ”

"You can sleep for a while, I can lend you a shoulder as a pillow." Yan Yixin smiled and stretched out his arm.

"I can't sleep for a while, this trip to Nanxun is like a dream. Before, I didn't think of Ling ...... That's what he looks like. Yan Juan leaned her head on his shoulder, and her voice was faint.

"I know, I didn't expect him to have a deep affection for your mother, did I?" Yan Yixin hugged her tightly.

Yan Wan glanced at him: "I know that you men will always speak for men!" Afterwards, I was affectionate, and I finally watched the moon in the water. ”

"How so? I'm definitely speaking for you. Although you are a woman, you are also the most important woman in my life. Yan Yixin scratched her nose, this familiar action made Yan Juan almost laugh.

Looking at Lu Xiang's satisfied sleeping face, even if she was lying on the cargo like this, her posture was extremely uncomfortable, and she hooked the corners of her 'lips'. Compared with the two-day trip with Ling Ziwei, it was very enjoyable.

"I thought he was either living a good life and being refreshed. Or blame yourself for guilt and feel sorry for yourself. But unexpectedly, he read all the books my mother had read. I've played all the scenes, I've played them all once. Finally, living in my mother's favorite Nanxun ancient town made me ......"

Yan Yixin sighed: "So, aren't you ready to forgive him?" ”

Yan Xuan's eyes were confused: "Should I forgive?" However, if it weren't for him, how could my mother be in such pain? Although my mother often laughed, she always seemed to be in tears. Besides, he's not afraid that no one will call him Dad! ”

"Whatever you decide, I'm for it." Yan Yixin covered her eyes with her hands, "Get a good night's sleep, no one will 'force' you to make a choice immediately." The harm is to you and your mother***, and it has nothing to do with others. ”

Yan Juan asked sullenly: "Do you think my heart is too hard?" Listening to what Taiwei and Ziwei said, I should recognize him. ”

"They are just in your father's shoes because they don't know what life and mentality you will have after you are gone. You can come back a few more times and make sure of yourself. ”

"Mom probably didn't want me to recognize him, otherwise why wouldn't she tell me about his background? She didn't even give me a chance to choose, she must have hated him. At least I don't want to recognize him yet. ”

"Well, then I don't recognize it." Yan Yixin softly persuaded him.

The speed of the business car was very steady, Yan Wan closed his eyes and did not speak again, and it took a long time before he felt a little drowsy. But his eyes suddenly widened as if he was frightened, startling Yan Yixin, who was napping with his eyes closed.

"What's wrong?"

"I ...... It's like a dream. Yan Juan smiled bitterly and saw that he was covered with a coat of his.

"What dream?"

"I dreamed of my mom, who was wandering back and forth in a closed room. They looked at me but never made a sound, as if they were condemning me. I think my mother must not want me to admit my marriage. ”

Yan Yixin comforted: "You are thinking about it every day, so you have dreams at night." About your mother's thoughts, it's always just your own 'door' thoughts. If you accept my advice, why not go to Zhejiang, where your mother lived, the people you came into contact with, and the Zhang family. ”

Yan Juan sighed and returned the clothes to him: "You only wear a 'woolen' coat, don't you feel cold?" ”

"It's not cold, you just fall asleep easily."

"I don't sleep well."

"Don't be embarrassed for your mother, at least your father loves her dearly. There is absolutely no shame in having such a relationship. ”

"I didn't feel ashamed of my mother, in fact, in my dream, I just replayed a piece of her dying pain. At that time, because she rarely used Durandine, her face turned pale in pain...... In fact, my mother did not have any blood on her face for a long time afterward. ”

"Juan......" Yan was also moved.

Yan Juan shook his head: "That's why I hate him, if my mother didn't leave, or if there were people around to comfort me, I wouldn't have to suffer like this, even the doctor said that it was a miracle to survive those two years." However, it is the most painful. ”

"So, you always blame yourself for it."

"Isn't it? If my mother didn't do it for me, I wouldn't have to grit my teeth at all. If you go a year earlier, you will suffer less than a year. It's not that I'm too young because my mother is afraid that I'll be orphaned and unable to live. You can't bear to throw me to Ling ...... He, as long as he still has any residual feelings, will not refuse to turn around when he is dying. You've also read Mom's diary, and only after you find out you're sick, you'll often mention his name. Actually, he ...... It's also very pitiful, I have always followed my mother's footprints for so many years. ”

"Whether you admit it or not, it's your own business, and only you have the right to make such a decision. Your mother's *** situation, only you can empathize. Therefore, others can only persuade, and the final decision is still up to you. ”

"If you want to change me, no matter what the reason is, admit it first." Lu Xiang didn't know when she woke up, and her head was still tilted on her large pile of "luggage"

on, eyes half-open and half-squinted.

"Lu Xiang." Yan Xuan's face was a little red and he sat up straight.

Yan Yixin didn't mess with her anymore, and said with a smile: "Lu Xiang doesn't know the whereabouts of his parents, so when he sees that he has relatives to recognize, he always wants to admit it first, yes or no?" ”

"yes!" Lu Xiang was stunned, "Look, I have no father or mother, even if I want to admit it, I have no whereabouts." ”

"When the orphanage took you in, would there be any clues?" Yan Juan asked with concern, a small part of it was to get rid of the sensitive topic of recognizing his father.

"If the former dean is still around, maybe we can find some so-called clues, right?"

"Ah, the dean has changed?"

"Yes, but even if you don't change it, it's useless, among so many orphans, it's already a miracle that one of them can find his biological father and mother. I'm not like you, I have your mother's legacy. ”

"How did you get to the orphanage?" Yan Juan felt that he should be lucky compared to Lu Xiang.

"Either they were thrown at the 'door' of the courtyard, or they were found crying on the side of the road by some kind Samaritan, except for a few children who were abducted and trafficked, most of them were abandoned by their parents." Lu Xiang said disapprerovingly.

"Alas!" Yan Juan felt sorry for her.

Lu Xiang shrugged his shoulders: "Don't sigh like that, I haven't moved my mind to find my parents again." Since you don't want me, what else is there to say? Anyway, without their support, I was in the orphanage, and I was like a fish in water. Everyone gets along very well, it's like a big family. The previous president, and the current dean, have been excellent to us. ”

"That'...... Why did you leave office? ”

"Because of her age, those of us who are older, sometimes go to see her, her hair is all white, she is eighty years old this year, a very kind old lady."

"Why don't you ask, since it's still common?" I was surprised.

"Forget it, I don't deliberately look for it, if someone finds a 'girl' to find me, of course I will be overjoyed and busy recognizing my relatives. Yan Juan, you and I are in a different situation, your father didn't want to leave you, but he was taken away by your mother, so he didn't find it. ”

Yan Juan sneered: "If you really want to find it, will you not find it?" ”

Lu Xiang sat up straight: "I heard Ziwei say that your father ...... I call him uncle, he has been confined to Zhejiang, and he has only been to Suzhou, Hangzhou, and Yang, a few famous cities, and I didn't expect your mother to bring you to City A. Who would have thought that your mother, such a classical beauty 'girl', would run away to settle in the emerging metropolis! ”

Yan Yixin looked at the two of them and smiled: "It is said that Yan Juan's mother Lan Xinhui is good, and the truth of being hidden in the city is naturally understood." If you run to Nanxun, you will probably be found on the back foot. ”

"Isn't it? But if you want to change me, Nanxun will definitely not go, it's too obvious. But I can go to Zhouzhuang and Tongli, let my uncle Fei turn his hands and feet, and give him a chance to explain, isn't everyone happy? ”

Yan Yixin smiled: "Maybe it's your turn, and you will run away in anger." Especially the smart 'woman' is especially fond of drilling the horns of the bull. ”

Lu Xiang immediately struck each other with both palms: "Yes, this sentence is a wise saying!" As he spoke, he looked at Yan Wan with his eyes.

"You don't mean me, do you?" Yan Wan glanced at her, "I don't think I'm smart, although sometimes I like to drill the horns." ”

"Yan Xuan, don't you know how much I admire you? You see, I work outside the same as you, but I never get a scholarship, and every year, a passing grade is long live. But you...... You're angry with me, right? The income of the part-time job is several times higher than mine, not to mention, even the grades are also first-class 'good', and the first-class scholarship is every year! ”

Yan Juan felt that her ears were a little hot, she had taken advantage of seven years!

"I just work harder than everyone else."

"There are a lot of people who work hard, and they can get the newcomer award in school, but it's a phoenix." Lu Xiang unequivocally boasted for her.

"It's not a newcomer award, it's just two winners." Yan Juan corrected, "The newcomer award generally refers to one. ”

"Only you are so solid-eyed, I see who is from the Lu family, who has not yet entered the top ten, don't you brag about winning the newcomer award?" Lu Xiang was disdainful, "You, you just don't know how to do publicity." ”

Yan Juan smiled bitterly and asked, "Do I still need to do propaganda now?" Posts on the forums are hot for a long time, and every now and then a little new material comes out. ”

"So, you quickly recognize your relatives, who can say that you are an 'illegal' daughter? First of all, this rumor is self-defeating! "Lu Xiang said very 'excited'.

Yan Juan frowned: "Did you eat Ling Ziwei's saliva too much, and say anything to him?" ”

Lu Xiang made a blank face: "What are you talking about!" Ziwei is your brother, if I were to him, I should be afraid that you would recognize your relatives. Do you think, as soon as you recognize your relatives, won't your family property be lost by half? ”

Yan Yixin also smiled: "I'm afraid it's not enough, it's up to Ling ...... Uncle feels guilty about Yan Juan, I estimate that Yan Juan said that he was willing to inherit the family business, I am afraid that the entire Ling family will be hers! ”

"Isn't it? So, it follows that I am towards you! Lu Xiang himself felt funny, his face tightened, and he had already laughed loosely.

"However, if you admit your relatives, you can indeed let those posts on the forum be naturally refuted by others." Yan Yixin groaned for a moment and looked at Yan Xuan.

"If it's just for that reason, I think it's too costly."

"At what cost? Please, it's a good thing to get back to your loved ones! Lu Xiang's voice raised, "Think about it, even if this father is incidental, you still have a brother, a cousin, the Zhang family, a big family!" ”

Yan Juan glared at her and smiled bitterly: "I'm not used to having a big family, I'm used to being alone." ”

"Really?" Lu Xiang squinted at her, "Dulicitous, obviously you take Yan Yixin with you everywhere, and you still say that you are used to being alone?" Maybe I should say, get used to the world of two people, right? ”

"Aren't you Ling Ziwei's saliva eating too much?" Yan Wan glanced at her.

"Lu Xiang, don't stab Yan Juan anymore, this is a big deal, let her think about it slowly." Yan Yixin is naturally protective of Yan Juan, in fact, he has other views on whether to recognize relatives or not.

"Slow again...... I'm afraid it will become a lifelong regret! I don't want to think about it, my uncle is not young, and he was injured when he was young, who knows......"

Before she finished speaking, she saw Yan Juan's face, which turned white, and immediately regretted it.

"I need to think about it......" Yan Juan bit her 'lip', "However, I will often go to Nanxun in the future, after all, it is my mother's favorite place." ”