Chapter 66: Long pain is better than short pain

filled her lonely life and brought her infinite joy and comfort! It also took her heart away because of this.

Before, she refused to admit it. No wonder some people say: once you lose it, you know how to cherish it! I see! Now, she really felt it! She really wants to see his lively smiling face and hear his sweet voice!

However, is she qualified to cherish it? Shouldn't we take it when we see it? It was a question she didn't want to think about, and she had to touch it all the time to be distressed and distressed.

Recently, she was thinking again: Maybe it was providence to let them separate this time! Give them each other a chance to calm down and think for themselves. So, on the grounds that she was busy with work, she deliberately did not return his calls and emails. Although, she knew he would be distressed. Because my own mentality is also the same helplessness and loneliness. However, she knew she couldn't be insatiable.

The birds circled gracefully in the sky and chased after them.

This reminded her of her former wandering life. At that time, it was indeed bitter and lonely, but there were no distractions. The only thing that worries me is that I am afraid that my true identity will be discovered by bad people with bad intentions. Now, there is no need to worry about it. And, as others say, met a nobleman. Being with him is as refreshing as a dream.

However, she knows: good dreams are the easiest to wake up!

She doesn't yearn for brocade clothes and food, what she values is the purity of spirit and flesh, and the comfort of the soul. If there is not so much involved, just the two of them, how good!

He also wonderfully imagined for her: to go to a paradise place, with mountains and waters, trees and birds, wooden houses and bamboo hedges, pure and primitive!

She really yearns for this! However, she knew very well: it could only be a dream after all!

She is light.

And he, no, he is the hard work and hope of their whole family, and there is a dazzling halo around him. How could she make him lose his luster for himself and commit such a grave sin! He has given a lot for her. Moreover, he should also belong to this society. He and his family have worked hard for so many years to get used to it! Now, when he showed his talents, how could she selfishly ruin it all!

That's why she didn't dare to leave lightly. She was afraid that he would be impulsive and reckless, and gave him a reason to make mistakes. Because she knew that he would do anything for her.

Sit in front of your computer and keep your eyes on the screen. It's just that what's on the screen doesn't make it to her brain. The wordless loneliness and concern are eating more and more wildly in my heart.

The lost gaze unexpectedly fell on the little monkey in the corner of the screen. The little ones are so cute! The big head wore a bright gold collar, his hands held the golden hoop stick, his hands set up a pergola, and his alert eyes looked around vigilantly, and soon returned to his original state.

This kind of static scene, she had seen before. Although I have been using the computer for a while, I have only used it in a hurry and sighed at its magic, but I have never watched it from the perspective of appreciation. Like the clever observation of the lively little monkey just now, it was the first time she saw it, and a comfortable smile flashed in her blank eyes.

I just wanted to turn my gaze, but I was pulled back again. It turns out that the little monkey still has a lot of funny tricks, it slapped the yawning open mouth with its hand in a simple manner, and then the big delicate eyes were hazy, and in an instant, it fluttered into a sweet dream, and the colorful thoughts were like pieces of petals, rising one after another, and finally became a big peach of the pink * people.

What a dream come true! Then, three times five divided by two, two or three clicks, and the delicacy entered the stomach.

The corners of her mouth tightened involuntarily curved into a gentle arc, and her heavy heart was much lighter.

Daydreaming! Is the same for you? The comfortable smile just came to his face, was short-lived, and then quickly disappeared, and a lingering desolation swelled up in his stinging heart.

After eating the perfect taste, the satisfied little guy shook his spirits, raised his hand to his eyes, leaned over and stretched his neck to take a closer look, stood still for a moment, still playful, turned around flexibly, jumped on the green swing, and swung happily.

Swing used to be the most extravagant and intoxicating toy of her childhood!

At that time, Cai Yusong resolutely sold his beloved rabbit in order to make a swing for her under the neem tree.

Suddenly, the little guy put the golden hoop stick to the ground, fell to the ground, and fell asleep, and soon, sweet dreams followed, and the beautiful pink peach continued to float over.

Just as she watched with a smile, suddenly, the phone rang, and the caller ID was not his mobile phone number, nor was it from his temporary office.

She hesitantly picked up the phone, and Yu Weisheng's voice of eagerness and surprise immediately came from inside, "Zero deer! Oh, my God! You're finally here! You okay? I miss you very, very much, anyway!

Hear your voice! May I? As soon as he picked it up, he gushed endlessly.

"Absolutely! Is the work going well? Hot tears filled her eyes as soon as she heard the familiar and passionate voice, but she tried to smile.

"Run as hard as you can!" He smiled happily.

"What are you doing? Robbery of gold or theft of silver! She couldn't help but laugh too. With him, there seems to be no desolation and trouble.

"I'm rushing to see you! You don't know how much I want to see you! If it weren't for being a man, I would have left my stall and returned to you! He was genuinely emotional.

"Being a deserter shouldn't be your nature! Let's be your manager seriously! You must stabilize your spirit, you must also stabilize your footing, and take care of your body! His usual happiness seemed to be transmitted through the slender telephone line, and she couldn't help but rub in the endless lingering and love.

"Fatigue is not a problem. The biggest problem is not seeing you!

Although, every day is non-stop, the work is full, I can't see your figure, and my heart is always empty. Infinite thoughts, as well as endless dreams and soul-haunted concerns, gratuitous and cranky speculations! What a panic!

You don't answer my phone calls, and you don't open my affectionate emails.

What the hell are you doing?

With such gentle brushstrokes, giving you such a tender gift, is it so difficult to click the mouse?

If you do this to me as I do to you, God! How nice it would be!

Are you really as busy as the Prime Minister of the country? Or is there something distracted?

Do you know? No matter how tired I am, as long as I hear your voice, I feel like a patient who has lost blood has been transfused with fresh blood and returned to life, and I am so happy!

You might not know that in order for you to answer this call, I had to borrow a phone from another office. He was deeply touched and complained about his grievances.

"I'm sorry! I'm so stupid! Haven't learned it yet! She whispered.

How many times, looking at the number of his mobile phone flashing on the phone, while tears of joy flowed, a thousand words and helplessness were mixed together, making her miserable; How many times, sitting in front of the computer, pointing the mouse at the mailbox, and finally wordlessly letting go of the hand.

"Is that the real reason?

You've always been smart and sincere! How could there be such an obvious oversight?

Passing documents at work, you don't do it well and accurately! He sighed deeply.

"Maybe it's because you're by your side!" She smiled wryly.

"Do you need me? Rusty again? Is it? He asked tightly.

"Maybe! Naturally, there is also a side that doesn't want to disturb you, and hopes that you will work better! She reassured.

"Really?

- I'll just think that's it! He paused, as if relieved, "I thought I was away from a long time!" ”

"You don't think so, if it's true, time and place shouldn't be a problem. Just like silkworm spinning silk, it will only get longer and longer, and the tougher it will be! ”

"Rest of you! Dear Zero Deer! You don't know how happy I am to hear your words!

I don't think these days and nights of torment are nothing!

Now, the computer is on, right? I can instruct for free.

Open your mailbox, clickβ€”" he said eagerly.

"Wait a minute, I'll give it a try!" Her nose was a little sour, and she sat down involuntarily.

There are a lot of emails in the mailbox.

"See?" He asked pleasantly.

"Yes!" She had a lot on her mind.

"Can you take a look? At least look at Tagore's poem, okay? He said sincerely.

"I'll take my time! Watch every single one! You're out alone, cherish it! She bit her lip.

"You too! - I'll work hard! Strive to see you one day sooner! Hearing her closing remarks, he gave a straight kiss to the other side with a warm and loud kiss.

"Take care!" She sincerely blessed and reluctantly put down the microphone. A hazy gaze turned to the screen

"I think there is no separation,

I think we're still together,

Live those warm and beautiful days!

How I miss you!

In the depths of my heart,

There is always a sense of parting

Strong thoughts and concerns,

I don't know where you are

Is that still the case? ”

Her heart was hot, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, and she tapped the keyboard casually: "Yes! Yes! ”

However, on the immediately sent square, her fingers were raised in the air for several minutes. In the end, he was ruthless and evacuated again.

Soon, on the screen, she saw Tagore's poem again:

The farthest distance in the world

Not life and death

But I stand before you,

But you don't know that I love you

The farthest distance in the world

It's not me standing before you,

But you don't know that I love you,

but they know that they love one another,

But they can't be together

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that you know that you love one another,

But they can't be together

But obviously unable to resist this thought,

But I had to deliberately pretend that there was nothing at all

Keep you in your heart

The farthest distance in the world

It's not that I can't resist this thought,

But I had to deliberately pretend that there was nothing at all

Keep you in your heart

but with their own indifferent hearts

To the people who love you

Dig a ditch that can't be crossed"

This silent verse made her uncontrollable tears.

*

"Section Chief Yang, she is really difficult to deal with, like a cloud on the edge of the sky, erratic and mysterious, simply invulnerable.

It's a shame! Her self-control is so strong that she is not interested in anything but work, she is not greedy or possessive, and she does not hesitate to give away the precious things she has in her hands to others.

She hides it and smiles at everyone like a good gentleman. Never probes into other people's privacy, nor compares, and buries his own voice deeply.

I really don't understand, a country girl with no higher education is so weird and profound! I really don't know where to start. Director Wang muttered quietly, he has always been shrewd, but today he was helpless and admitted defeat in frustration.

"Isn't it incomprehensible?" She couldn't help but sink her face and frowned.

"Have you ever thought about it, your work or your future, which is more difficult to understand or her?" Yang Xueyin's expression was indifferent, but at this time, she squinted her smile slightly with hidden anger, snorted contemptuously in her nose, raised her eyebrows, pursed her lips, and walked up to him, "Director Wang had a lot of fun last night, right?" ”

The other party looked at her at a loss, "Ah! No, a football game appealed to me. I watched it almost beautifully all night without leaving the house half a step! ”

"Oh! What a rarity! I made a good baby. So, how did this plane fly? She looked at the small upturned strand of hair above his ear and smiled, "A strange hairstyle that was deliberately kept?" ”

"That's not it, maybe it was lying on the couch and accidentally pressed it." He subconsciously touched the back of his head and laughed innocently.

"If it's not intentionally cultivated, it's not appreciated by yourself, and it even backfires and affects the beauty, then you have to find a way to solve it!"

"That's right, I'll let it disappear without a trace when I turn around." Director Wang's smile was like honey, and he felt that he had become a pawn crossing the river, and there was no way out, so he had to go all the way.

"β€”Don't deify her into a Buddha! Even if it is a Buddha, there are gaps, it depends on whether your will is strong or not!

I know your hard work! Throwing out a long line like a fish, she smiled appreciatively.

After watching him gratefully take the stack of banknotes, she stared at the vanishing back, smiled coldly, and then, like a ball that had suddenly slackened, she sat down in a luxurious and comfortable chair, staring blankly at the vast sky outside the window.

*

"Hello! Accountant Zhang! I'm busy! Ling Zilu walked into the finance room, put the financial statements on the counter, and asked Accountant Zhang, who was working hard, with a humble smile.

"Ahh Zero assistants! Rare guests! How can I help? The other party stood up from the computer desk, lifted the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and asked politely.

"I'm sorry to interrupt!

I would like to ask you, didn't Chaoyang Company decide not to pay the warranty money again? This month's statement has decreased by $122,000.

Was it because of another reason, or was it a momentary negligence? As soon as the words came out, Ling Zilu realized that because he was in a hurry, his wording was a little wrong, and he bit his lip regretfully.

"Oh! Financial work is very rigorous work, and you can't be careless.

Every payment we make is well-founded, I can find you the payment voucher, which has the signature of the leader, and we just do things according to the rules. If you still have questions, you have to ask the person who handled it.

Zero assistant, you can come in and have a look! Accountant Zhang looked at her thoughtfully and invited with a smile.

"Oh! No need. Finance, I'm still not in the financial field! Besides, if I hadn't trusted you, I wouldn't have come! Please forgive me for being unscrupulous! ”

"Whoa! Don't be so polite! Although it is not allowed to enter or leave this place. But you're not an ordinary person! ”

"Me?" Zero rolled his eyes suspiciously.

"Yes! You are a good person, we all know that you are not greedy or possessive, and when you want to do good things for everyone, everyone's eyes are bright! Lao Zhang sighed deeply, "This society is a very fashionable and slippery person.

However, in the final analysis, if there are no real people doing real things, how can the product come out?! Who's going to do the work?!

Therefore, the person who says a thousand things and ten thousand, and finally collapses, is still the most popular! ”

"A good horse should be appreciated! Bole has a lot of Maxima to exist! Zero Deer was in a much more relaxed mood and said with a smile with the old accountant.

"That's right!" Accountant Zhang smiled and put the found voucher in front of Ling Zilu. "As the saying goes: After walking for a long time at night, you will eventually meet a ghost, and the sky has eyes!"

Ling Zilu nodded in agreement and smiled, while carefully reading the voucher and the accompanying instructions, she wanted to ask: Why is it a cash check, not a transfer check?

However, she took a deep breath, pressed the question in her heart, and returned the voucher to Accountant Zhang with a smile, "Yu Yu! Sorry to bother you. ”

"It doesn't matter, it's something I can do." Accountant Zhang cautiously put the voucher back in its place.

*

"Yunna! Director Wang is not there? ”

"Is the door open?" Yun Na put down the mouse in her hand and stood up with a smile.

"Yes, the door is ajar.

But there was no one in the house. Zero Deer subconsciously bit his lip.

"You're in a hurry with him?" Yun Na sensed that Zero Deer's soul was unrelenting and anxious. "It's possible that he went to Section Chief Yang."

"Alright! I'll take a look. Zero Deer turned around and walked out of the house.

"Sister Zero Deer! Can you tell me something?

Perhaps, when I see him returning, I can tell him. Yun Na followed a few steps and stepped forward to ask with concern.

Ling Zilu hesitated for a moment, smiled and said, "It's nothing, I'll tell him in person!" ”

Yun Na stood in the doorway and watched her back go away for a long time before turning her hesitant eyes.

*

Although, I thought I would find someone to look for here. However, once he saw them sitting facing each other across a table, as if they were talking about secret things that no one knew, Zero Zilu still felt his abruptness.

An apologetic smile immediately surfaced, "Excuse me!" ”

"You're welcome, it's all about work!

Besides, the people who help all day long are not people who can be easily seen! Have a seat! Yang Xueyin narrowed her big eyes, smiled, crossed her arms, and stood up slowly and gracefully.

Although, there is not the slightest welcome in my heart, a polite smile still floats on my face.

"In front of Section Chief Yang, I can't call anything! With your bright sun, the stars are only a foil! Zero Deer straightened its fair and slender neck and smiled elegantly.

"With this sharp mind and clever mouth, the position of assistant should be really competent.

Why are you here? For the beautiful Lingzi deer in front of her, her skin was as white as cherry blossoms, and Yang Xueyin, known as Yang Guifei, glanced at the other party condescendingly with a playful gaze.

It seems that it is difficult to create an atmosphere of familiarity between them.

So, she went straight to the point, "I found that the warranty money on the report was less, and I paid attention to it, and it turned out that Chaoyang Factory paid a lot." ”

"......" Yang Xueyin's tight eyelids twitched slightly, and she paused for a moment to speak, but in the end, she chose to look back arrogantly without saying a word.

"Can you explain?" Zero Zilu's delicate eyes flashed with doubt, and he asked without humility or arrogance.

"Explain what?" Yang Xueyin raised her noble forehead, couldn't help frowning, her tone was full of extreme impatience and disdain, and at the same time, she looked at it suspiciously for a moment, pursed her lips, and smiled sarcastically. "Explain what?

You have the handsome Manager Yu to stand guard for you, and you are afraid that who will dare to invade your territory? ”

Zero Zilu quickly added an ethereal smile to his beautiful gaze, "I'm not a colony, and I won't accept anyone's dictation!" ”

"But it has your signature on it!" Yang Xueyin curled her lips slightly, and a mocking smile radiated from her delicate eyes.

But the tone grew colder and colder with each word, and at the same time, her anger kept building.

"I think you and I both know that when I first inspected the goods, my opinion was to return the goods, and I didn't think I should risk the reputation of the commercial building. Because, although intangible assets are difficult to measure by price. However, once it is lost, it is not necessarily something that can be bought back with money.

In the end, due to a number of reasons, a 20% warranty was retained.

At present, it should not have reached the required sales ratio, but it has paid so much warranty. She didn't want to give her another lawsuit, so she succinctly pointed out the central idea.

"In this way, everyone else is an idiot except that you are a competent employee!" Yang Xueyin sneered.

He smiled defiantly as if he had just returned from the North Pole. At the same time, it was clear that a dark cloud was gradually covering the brows.

The tone and cold color of "......" were not expected by Zero Deer.

Although they are not confidants and friends who are close to each other, they are not enemies of the needle. She struggled to restrain her emotions.

It's just that for a moment when he looked at her in a daze, his face couldn't help but lower the temperature, "Because I don't have too much IQ next to it, I just want to talk about things."

Because, without your approval, you can't pay. So would like to hear your explanation. ”

"You saw my signature!

The rest of your focus on me. However, since you are so careful and have such a strong sense of responsibility, you should find more strong evidence, at least you should not omit the explanation behind the certificate. Yang Xueyin was full of sarcasm and raised her eyebrows.

Like a fishing net that is gradually put away, she does not hesitate to hide her smile bit by bit.

"Of course I read that note, so I don't understand why you still signed it." She tried to be tactful.

"I don't understand why you're so excited about this! Just because you are a celebrity in front of Yu Weisheng? A look of jealousy.

"As far as the two of us are concerned, it should not be mixed with personal feelings; As far as the incident itself is concerned, it should not be emotional, it should be said that it is difficult for business and feelings to coexist! "Zero Deer argues with reason.

"Scared!

Haven't you always been popular for your affection, kindness, and compassion? Why did you start an iron bag this time? Is it because you accidentally met the iron rooster? Yang Xueyin turned her dark pupils to glance at her, full of provocative and disdainful gazes.

"In my eyes, noble and elegant is your image, and because of your knowledge and upbringing, you have always been my unattainable object of admiration!

Today, why do you want me to feel different! Zero Zilu said in surprise and pain.

"An innocent face is really touching. However, the truth exists because it is true! Yang Xueyin was not moved at all, narrowed her eyes coldly, and looked into the distance sarcastically with the corners of her mouth pursed.

"We should be colleagues! Or because of your knowledge and the depth of your position, you are called a superior. But, after all, not the enemy! If there's something we should talk about, be honest with us.

If I'm doing something wrong, I should be given a clear idea! I will sincerely correct it!

But work is work! Zero Zilu wanted to make her tone as soft as possible, but the coolness in her heart was difficult to make her tone of speech contain warmth.

On the side, Director Wang, who had been pondering the motive behind the battle and watching how the battle situation developed, at this time, perhaps tasted the smell of the wind, smelled the *, walked out of the shadows, and stood up.

With a gaze that was not easy to be noticed, he glanced at Zero Zilu, "Assistant Zero, can you come and sit in my office?" Perhaps, I can give you some explanations. ”

In the silence of death, the hot blood around her seemed to have been replaced by cold water, and it was fixed there motionlessly.

Seeing the unexpected situation in front of him, he also felt that this situation had gone against the original intention of coming, and his mind was confused for a while. Perhaps, in addition to adding fuel to the fire here, it is difficult to get the answer you want, so I followed out depressedly and silently.

*

The smart and clever Director Wang slickly handed the ownerless Lingzilu a cup of expensive hot tea, "I like people who don't talk darkly, if it weren't for the modest words you said just now, I wouldn't dare to talk too much." ”

Only then did Zero Zilu come back to his senses and look at him questioningly, "I also like to listen to the facts, clear facts." ”

"If you don't blame me for being troublesome, I'll make it clear, you shouldn't make Section Chief Yang so sad."

However, you should also know that quality produces credibility and is the blood of business survival!

In any case, we should not let the bad goods damage the performance of the commercial building!

How can I, sitting in this position, ignore it! Otherwise, how can I be worthy of everyone who works hard, and how can I be worthy of the salary I receive! Zero Deer sighed sadly.

"That's not what I'm talking about." Director Wang raised his flexible eyebrows with a wry smile.

"What's that?" Zero Deer also raised his puzzled eyes and asked quickly.

"That's it, it's Manager Yu!"

"What does this have to do with him?"

"You can't ask knowingly, do you?"

"I don't understand in the first place, how can I ask knowingly!"

"You really don't know they were once lovers?"

"What?" Zero Deer was so shocked by the news that he almost jumped up from the luxurious sofa, like a fish in a sound dream, suddenly thrown into a hot oil pot.

"I can't believe you really don't know! It's almost universally known! If you really don't know, maybe you're the only one who doesn't!

I said, why do you dare to pull teeth out of the tiger's mouth? I don't think there are many people who dare to give Section Chief Yang such a comparison.

What's more, the distance between you is too far apart! "Director Wang was as proud as he had discovered a new continent, and he gushed out his own grand opinions." But it shouldn't! You shouldn't be unaware of your intimacy! Not a little aware?

A delicate and sentimental woman like you says that a woman's sixth sense is very inspiring!

I'm sorry to say that I was planted on it myself! ”

From horror to doubt, to confusion to heartache, there is a process.

At this time, deep in her heart, she shouted wordlessly: "I have never thought about this, how can I pay attention?!" ”

She took a sip of water in despair, perhaps, because the amount of water was too large; Perhaps, because the muscles of the whole body are already in a state of spasm. The saliva choked so much that she had to cough so loudly that by the time the cough stopped, she was already in tears.

Director Wang stared at it with big eyes, and the tissue in his hand also stayed calmly for a long time, and when he handed it over diligently, he felt that he had taken it less, and hurriedly turned around to look for it again.

"Yu Yu, don't take it!" Ling Zilu wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and hooked the hair on his forehead behind his ears with his little thumb, trying his best to pretend to be calm, "Yu Yu, your honest advice!" ”

"I don't know if it's better for you to know or not know. However, as a colleague who has known each other for many days, I don't want to see you have a sad end in the future!

If that's the case, it's better to pull out sooner! You tell me? ”

"The third person is not a character I admire! Not even a role I would do!

If those were the truth, I wouldn't do anyone any harm! She took another dazed sip of water.

Director Wang rolled his cunning eyes, "I have always admired you, so I have always refused to agree with some rumors I heard about you. ”

"What rumors?" Like a patient who fainted after being tortured, he was suddenly splashed with a basin of cold water, and he shivered and came to his senses again.

"I don't want to add fuel to the fire.

It's just that, just like Section Chief Yang said, the facts are the facts, and it is difficult to cover it up for a lifetime!

You don't hate me for being too talkative, are you!? ”

"As I said, I'm willing to hear the truth, no matter how cruel it is!"

"Now that I've said that, I'm going to talk about it.

They say you're charging a lot of money for your customers.

I said: How is this possible, first, the zero assistant has always been hard and simple, what do you want so much money for? Besides, if she wants money, does she still need to walk such a curved movement, with a cash cow like Manager Yu, a few shakes are enough.

They say that you are very ambitious, and you are very good at disguise, and you are robbing the rich and giving to the poor while looting, and you have gained both money and fame. ”

Zero Zilu's head slammed into a daze, and he struggled to stand up, laughing sadly and mockingly, "It's really Yu Yu who exalted me like this!" I didn't expect to be so noticed! There is such a high place in their hearts!

It's good to say that I'm charming! Or, if you want to add sin, why bother without excuses?! ”

"They have a nose and an eye, and they say that some customers have actually put tens of thousands of yuan in bribes on your payroll." Director Wang narrowed his smiling eyes.

"That's nonsense!" Zero Deer bit his lip in anger. "Let's go, you be a witness, come with me to get my salary book, and go to the bank together to make a deposit bill and see what happens." Seeing Director Wang, who was not moving, he said sincerely: "Can you please excuse me?" ”

The other party looked like he was embarrassed, and stood up slowly, "I'm kind and don't want you to be on the crater and still don't know it." Actually, I really don't want to be involved in this nonsense. I've always trusted you. I don't believe in the rumors that are flying all over the place. ”

Zero Zilu smiled bitterly because he didn't know that he was in such a situation, didn't say anything more, and hurried forward.

She thought the facts would prove her innocence. However, she never dreamed that the black numbers on the salary book typed by the bank would suddenly blind her like a bolt from the blue.

"How so? How can this be? She asked the bank staff blankly.

The answer is: who else will explain your own salary to you?

She had to keep asking herself.

With the support of the dying mentality, I implore Director Wang to convene several middle-level cadres to vote on this matter. Although, there is not a word of criticism from everyone. However, the silence of the disdain made her completely despair like falling into an ice cave.

She usually does her best to give selflessly, not for fame and fortune. Just for peace of mind, for a bright and upright image. She doesn't like to ask for merit, but she never thought that she would have such a face in the eyes of everyone. Although, she didn't hear those negative remarks with her own ears. However, these compatriots who get along with each other day and night in important positions, especially Section Chief Liang, who once sacrificed a lot for him and swore to repay her, are so indifferent. It really made her heart zero!

*

She opened the drawer, took out a beautiful brocade box, sighed, and opened it helplessly, the crystal heart still lying there quietly. She stared at it infatuatedly, and gradually her gaze became ethereal.

A strong wave of sentimentality came over her, and she sighed sadly, and closed the box and the drawer with all her heart.

She silently walked to the window, and the beautiful flowers were showing their charm freely. She caressed the delicate petals lovingly, and a few lonely mountain chrysanthemums swayed in front of her, and the stinging pain in her heart spread faster.

Of course, she understands that she has always cherished this hard-won job doubly and can be said to regard it as her life. Because this is not only a pillar that supports her material life, but also a link closely related to the people she loves, an irreplaceable spiritual comfort. This is a frontier that she would rather take care of with her life than give up easily.

But......

She couldn't help but laugh bitterly at herself: Originally, the eagle flew into the blue sky, and the fox walked the night road.

- Each has its own way, how can the fish eyes be mixed with the pearls! How can a poor wildflower compete with the pride of heaven in a greenhouse!

She shook her head, walked over to the table, and quickly put it together.

"Sister Zero Deer! Don't go! Yun Na pressed the hand of Zero Deer who was busy packing up her things and pleaded.

"That's it! Yunna! We'll be good friends in the future! Originally, she looked sad and tired, but at this time she tried her best to pretend to be relaxed, smiled and patted her shoulder, turned around and continued to tidy up.

"I'll tell Manager Yu!" Yun Na turned around and walked out with an anxious expression.

"Wait!" Zero Zilu hurriedly grabbed her, "Leave me alone!" I don't want to get to you!

Say no more! Yunna! She lowered her head and sighed lightly, licked her lips, raised her head, and squinted her eyes to look at the green outside the window, "I think that if a person is already in a situation where he needs to defend himself or turn to external help, it is already helpless humiliation and sorrow!"

Moreover, the result of such a forced request has been soaked in bitterness. So, let go of what should be let go.

Therefore, Manager Yu, don't tell him that he is busy enough, and I don't want to increase his troubles in vain. Please! Yunna! Promise me, okay? She pleaded earnestly.

"But that's so unfair to you!" Yun Na was so anxious that tears welled up in her eyes.

"......," Zero Deer couldn't help but sigh, "How can absolute fairness be!" Just as people are born tall and short, and have ranks.

Actually, so what? For us ordinary people, we should be content with our conscience when we do everything right! I don't want to climb high, I don't want to be extravagant, and I don't want to hurt the pond fish!

So, Yunna! Although it hurts me to insult the personality I care about the most. Really, I can accept anything that I am not capable of or something. But that won't work!

Go, I decided to go.

To be honest, I'm also rebellious at times. If I didn't want to, I would have done the opposite, even if it would have been shattered. But once I think it's what I should do, there's no going back! ”

"However, Manager Yu treated you like this, you left quietly, how do you tell him to bear it! Have you ever thought about him? Yun Na fought to keep it.

"Don't you think the story between us is like a beautiful dream?

In fact, the distance between us is as far away as the distance between dreams and reality!

You say, I should continue dreaming and be obsessed? She laughed to herself desolately, "I don't regret walking into this mall." Because, after all, I have tasted the intoxicating taste of a sweet dream, and many heavenly memories have remained in the depths of my memory for a long time, and I have gained a lot of insight for this.

However, if my taking is greater than my giving, I will be upset. I can not be lucky, but I can't be without self-knowledge. I can't afford to burden him any more.

Once, I had a lot of concerns about this. However, long pain is better than short pain!