Chapter 20: The Love That Charm Is Not Accepted by the World! Tanmei BL
The ruthless decadent charm is in his eyes, it hurts in his heart, he looks down at the layers of white clouds in the distance, the sun shines on the clouds and emits colorful neon light, he really wants to find his position, the position in the ruthless heart, the landing point, but there is only this girl called Han Qingxue in the ruthless heart.
In the days when Han Qingxue disappeared, he had already seen how ruthless he was frantically looking for her, not eating, drinking, sleeping, and looking at the swing alone for a night...... Well, he admits defeat, he can only hide this love deep in his heart, only there is a space that he can freely dispose of, and let himself love him, but after all, it is accompanied by the floating of the clouds.
People are really strange, usually always judging others with harsh eyes, but they will find appropriate reasons to be presumptuous themselves. Is there something wrong with love? It's just that he met the person in his life one step too late, and if he is ruthlessly willing to accept him, even if he can only be by his side, he is willing.
Mei has never regretted falling in love with Ruthless, and the first time she saw him, she completely lost herself. Each time, she stared at him with a little fluctuating gaze, and then said to him slightly apologetically, that she couldn't give him what he wanted, but that they would always be good brothers. Mei always gently brushed his lips with her fingers and said, "I'll wait for you, no matter how long." ”
Mei recalled the figure of ruthlessly practicing martial arts, sweat flying everywhere, and the long hair of the waterfall was flying, just right to set off his handsome and handsome appearance, slender and toned body. I couldn't get back to my senses for a long time......
Mei is a man who doesn't talk much.,Very persistent in what is identified.。
At the same time, his heart is also very closed, and he hates all people; He despises everyone more, but this also means that he doesn't care what others think of him, and the world outside his heart is nothing to him.
Ximenzhuang, a small settlement that few people know and no one wants to know, is close to the edge of the Shu Realm.
There is a small stream that runs around the foot of the mountain, and in addition to Simon's family, several families have been farming for generations, and they have grown crops along the gentle land by the stream.
When I was eight years old, my grandmother had just passed away less than a year ago. The snow-stained windows were stained red, and the red was like a rose. Witnessing his mother's stroke, he never knew why his mother did this, and he didn't dare to ask why, as if he knew that not talking was the only way to live, and from that moment on he began to live in his own world, treating himself as an orphan.
When he was twelve years old, there was snow outside the house in the middle of winter, and the red on the window had long since changed, and no one dared to speak of that year, he took a sharp short sword and tiptoed to the edge of his mother's bed, which was a red cypress bed carved with clusters of rich flowers and inlaid with some jade, and hung white silk with gold thread curtains. The tip of the sword slowly pierced through the bed curtain, only to hear a low sound, the white silk bed curtain slowly showed the brilliance of red roses from the sword to a cluster of bright red, and he made himself a real orphan with his own hands.
He then set fire to his home and vowed never to trust a woman again.
That night he ran desperately in the mountains, dodging his pursuers, and then turned into the depths of the forest, where the snow did not melt away from his wrath. And his anger also caused his breath to be completely confused, and coupled with the heavy snow, he had fainted against the trunk of the tree for about an hour.
The old man of Tianshan who passed by, was attracted by his unyielding eyes, thinking that he must not be a thing in the pool in the future, so he took away the charm, and began the twists and turns of the charm and extraordinary life, he named himself "charm" taken from the "ghost", he vowed to be as powerful as the ghost and make people fearful, to become a real master, every day in his life except for the practice of swords, practice of poison and nothing else.
Five years later, when the master died, he gave him all the strength and mantle of his body, and he established the Tianshan faction, making him a true king, enough to subvert the entire martial arts.
But all of this changed completely when he met Hua Ruthless......
On that day, he was inexplicably irritable, so he sat alone in the elegant tavern, glass after glass, toasting to dispel sorrow, but it was sad to add to sorrow.
The black-haired boy was bathed in pale golden sunlight, and his delicate fingers plucked the strings, and the sound of the piano was clanging. The delicate black hair fluttered lightly in the wind, lining the delicate face, giving birth to a softness, but with shyness, the charm took out the flute and the young man's flute and chime.
The end of a song...... The gentle, shy, shy smile that ruthlessly gave him a smile that rippled in his cold heart...... The charm is full of infinite tenderness because of this memory.
Hua ruthlessly was poisoned in the tavern, unconscious, a trace of black poisonous gas wrapped around the raised blood vessels crawled all over his body, along with his black jade-like pupils also began to faintly glow black, lips have become purple black, and in an instant the poisonous gas will attack the heart, the charm Kuaishou first clicked the ruthless acupoint to prevent him from attacking the heart with poisonous gas, and then slashed those who poisoned the heart, this poison is called the heart, it is the heart and fangs of the golden poisonous snake that inhabits the iceberg, plus 100 kinds of poisonous flowers and poisonous insects, basically helpless. The only way is to use the legendary spirit animal, the heart of the snow leopard, the eyes of the snow sculpture, the teeth of the blue fox, the blue snow lotus, and 20 years of skill to detoxify the detoxification.
Mei took ruthlessly back to the Tianshan Mountain, froze his body with a cold ice bed, plus the Hui Shen Pill, the Hui Shen Pill is a million gold elixir that is difficult to find back from the dead, it is said that as long as people are constantly angry, they can not die, Mei, ran all over the country, looking for the spirit beasts for three years, how many large and small injuries, born and died countless times, and finally made an antidote, the antidote that was almost exchanged for his own life
In order not to let the antidote fall out and waste it, Mei fed the medicine ruthlessly with mouth-to-mouth, and when the aroma on the lip flap came, he only felt that the fire in his whole body was ignited, and there was a strong, almost paranoid sense of dependence and attachment, and his internal organs were about to melt with desire.
They sat naked on the cold ice bed, Mei transferred 20 years of power to Ruthless, he knew that doing so was tantamount to suicide but he didn't care, because he couldn't turn back, the detoxification should be divided into seven seven forty-nine days, little by little the internal power into the ruthless body, so that he would not lose his strength because he couldn't bear too much internal force, he did his best to take care of Ruthless, but he was getting weaker and weaker because of the excessive loss of power, Mei thought he really loved ......, because of Ruthless's gentle smile at the beginning, warmed his already dead and cold heart, but how would such feelings be ruthless? He tried in every possible way to be ruthlessly happy, but ruthlessly did not show a trace of joy and did not respond to his feelings. It's as if everything he does is self-inflicted, and in the eyes of ruthlessness, it all seems superfluous and meaningless.
He gave everything he could, and was rewarded only with cruel indifference.
Mei didn't understand why Ruthless was so indifferent, and finally one day he heard Ruthless calling out a name in his dream, Cher, it turns out that this is the reason......
Mei knew better than anyone that it was the woman he loved, although he didn't want to admit it in his heart......
So Mei broke them apart stiffly, he poisoned Xue'er and made Xue'er forget him, so that he would die ruthlessly,
However, ruthlessly said that he would not forget Cher! Death will not be!
Haha, ruthlessly say that you won't forget it when you die! And what about him? What he fancies, it must belong to him alone!
And the family was wiped out, and the disappearance of Cher made Ruthless become moody, and Ruthless established the current Heavenly Demon Sect in the summer resort of the former general, and Ruthless said that he must survive, for revenge, for his Cher.
Well, for what you want, even if you want me to do everything, I will not hesitate to do it...... Mei's firm eyes reveal a strong sense of love.
He fought ruthlessly in the sect, intrigued, and was bruised all over his body, desperate, and even nearly died three times or twice. But no matter how much blood was shed on his body, how much pain he swallowed in his heart, and how much he paid for him......
Ruthless refuses to show a smile for the charm, and only occasionally shows a faint smile when looking at the old swing in the backyard......
His always cold eyes flashed with incomparable bitterness and pain.
He can give him everything but this one...... Woman...... He didn't allow Han Qingxue to be by his ruthless side, absolutely not.
Didn't you already know that you loved her mercilessly? Why? No relationship can be perfect, people say that love is a love network, and the net can hold an emotion but it misses a lot all the time, such as freedom, such as rationality......
He couldn't stand the ruthless and decadent appearance anymore, he scolded him: "You, I didn't even want my life to save you, after you recovered, we studied together, we practiced martial arts together, we studied together how to avenge the general, we founded the Heavenly Demon Sect together, but now you are for a woman, you don't eat or drink, get drunk every day, do you want to leave me behind now and die alone?" ”
For the first time, his ruthless expression became desolate, and he cried out: Yes, he ...... And revenge. How many nights, thinking in my heart, how to take revenge, after revenge, find the prince of Huangpu Zhanpeng, assist him, help him to govern the country together, think together how to make the people happy, how to make the past glory of the Luoyun country rebuild again. drafted the decree that he had thought of a long time ago, and how many times did he discuss the policy program with Mei......
He practiced martial arts desperately, and worked hard to exchange for the status of the Heavenly Demon in the martial arts, in order to let the prince of Huangpu Zhanpeng show his ambition after his revenge, but he lost his most cherished Xue'er, the only power for him to survive, just like the wings of flight have not yet been able to spread, they have been broken...... Those ambitions and beautiful yearnings at the beginning have become a joke at this moment, mercilessly and bitterly......
The ruthless eyes became pathetic: "It's okay if I'm dead, it's just that I'm ...... I can't let go of Xue'er," his tone suddenly choked.
Cher, Cher, still the damn Cher! Mei couldn't help but clench her fists in hatred. At the same time, he looked at the ruthless affectionately, that person, that face, deep in his heart, will never be forgotten, that kind of eyes, that eyes full of love and guilt, made him hate in his heart, knowing that he had made a big mistake, but also insisted on going his own way, he said nothing and did not allow that woman to return to the ruthless side......
He didn't make a sound, just looked at the ruthless idiotically.
The ruthlessness at this time, although decadent, is still full of brilliance.
This man, the man he loves, is never fathomable, unapproachable, unattainable. In front of him, he was so humble, so ordinary, so bleak. No matter how much he paid, even if he hurt himself all over his body, he would not give himself a trace of pity, he would never be able to catch up with this person, no matter how hard he tried, he could not close the distance.
But he wouldn't give up. Never admit defeat, no matter how cold and unattainable the ruthless heart is, he will not give up, he will always go on side by side with him, even if it is just looking at the ruthless from afar, so good.
Ruthless smiled gratefully at Charm, Charm was ecstatic, Ruthless finally faced him.
After so many struggles, my feelings are so distorted, so spurned by the world, no matter how hard I work and how much I pay, I ruthlessly don't accept his goodness, but now, you finally smile at me......
He walked over and hugged Ruthless and said, "Tonight, I'll stay." ”
Glaringly and calmly staring at him: "Stay? Hehe, don't be kidding. ”
He shuddered suddenly, hugging his ruthless hands but not letting go.
Ruthlessly said coldly: "If you don't let me go, I'll chop off your hand." ”
Mei let go of her trembling arms, stood up ruthlessly, turned and walked away quickly.
He took advantage of the situation to pull the ruthless and kissed deeply......
Ruthlessly and angrily pushed him away, and threw a punch in his face: "If you are so presumptuous, get out of the Heavenly Demon Sect for me." ”
With that, he turned and left
"Ruthless, I was wrong, don't drive me away." Mei tugged at his sleeve.
Ruthlessly looked up at him.
His eyes were slightly red and he said, "Please, don't drive me away." ”
Ruthlessly sighed softly, and then turned around and left the warm pavilion......
At this time, all the anger, hatred, grief and unwillingness, all concentrated in the heart of the charm, Han Qingxue, he would never let her go.
Mei smiled slightly, though the smile was a little like crying...... He said to himself: "Ruthless, your heart, what is ......?" Ruthless, do you know that I cherish you very much and like you very much? But it's ruthless...... Do you really have a heart? ”