Chapter 224: Old Photos
Chen Xiaorong took a car and left. Yan Juan was in a trance for a moment, and they had already reached the verge of a decisive decision as early as in their previous lives. When I walked into the 'door', I found that Liu Li was still standing in front of the window, and he didn't seem to care.
"That kind of 'female' person, don't be too polite to her." Liu Li pouted coldly.
Yan Wan smiled lightly: "Since you no longer regard her as a friend, there is no senseless anger." To win, I will naturally win her by design without turning over. ”
Yan Yixin sat on the sofa, his fingertips gently tapping on the glass coffee table, as if thinking about something. He looked a little strange, frowned, and pursed his lips.
"Can we find a breakthrough in this gem?" Yan Wan asked, "If it was Brazil, it should be possible to find a little clue." ”
"There are not many kyanites with good quality and large grains, and this rough stone should be more than 80 carats, so it should not be unknown. I would like to ask a friend in Brazil to inquire on my behalf, and I should be able to find out my whereabouts. Yan Yixin was not surprised by Yan Xuan's proposal, he must have already had a plan.
Liu Li stretched his waist: "What you have an impression but can't remember is probably what you saw when you were very young."
At that time, there were only a few families we came and went. ”
Yan Yixin's expression seemed to be in a trance, but he just responded casually. Yan Juan was a little surprised, and looked at Liu Li.
"Well, I'm going to find out the whereabouts of this gem, and it's a big problem solved today. Although we won't find the mastermind behind the scenes for a while, at least we have clues and will find out the truth sooner or later. ”
Yan Yixin said, drinking the rest of the cold coffee.
"Alright, wait for your news, and we'll decide on our next move." Liu Li shrugged his shoulders, "Don't miss me for such a fun thing in the future, including food...... Wrap it up or not! ”
"There are no empty rooms." Yan Wan glared at him.
"I'm no match for somebody." Liu Li smiled and blinked, "I should go back too, you still have enough time to exercise." ”
Liu Li smiled and left, leaving Yan Juan blushing and not daring to look at Yan Yixin.
"Who doesn't know about our relationship?" Yan Yixin didn't think so, "It's late today, let's go to sleep." ”
"Now...... It's only ten o'clock, and I'll read a mom's *** diary, okay? Otherwise, you can go to sleep first, and I'll sit next to you and watch, okay? ”
"I know I'm just afraid that you'll sleep too late......" Yan Yixin smiled helplessly, "Okay, look through another one, but the further you go, the harder it is to find clues, so you don't need to read every one carefully." ”
Yan Juan retorted: "That's not necessarily, what if it's when you're in love?" ”
"Then let's read a copy." Yan Yixin immediately became kind.
Yan Juan rearranged the diary according to the date, although her mother was frugal, but each diary was very 'fine' and beautiful. What disappointed them was that the earliest diary had also settled in City A.
"Didn't you bring the old diary?" Yan Juan muttered to herself, "But my mother really wrote these words with great care, and in just a few years, she has memorized twelve major books." Every day I had to write a few pages in my diary, and if it weren't for my illness later, I would have kept only one page in five years, and the number would have been even more impressive. ”
"And the language is fluent, if you submit, you may be able to get a lot of manuscript fees." Yan Yixin also sighed.
The diary they read yesterday, because they were already sick, and their hearts and minds were all about Yan Juan's plans. Between the lines, there are infinite worries, and what I remember every day is only a few lines of words.
And this diary, each one is full of exuberance, and it seems that there are countless things to appeal to the pen. Even if a plum branch blooms in front of the window, it can be written into a large paragraph.
The more Yan Juan looks, the more strange he becomes, and the more he looks, the more 'fascinated' he becomes. It turned out that he was just looking for clues, but gradually he was attracted by his mother's words, and he actually read them carefully.
"I'm a little ashamed to read this Chinese department." Yan Juan couldn't help but smile bitterly after reading one article.
"Your mother is a very affectionate 'woman', and she is simply a talented 'forced' person! If it weren't for the lack of chance, I might have become a famous writer! ”
Yan Juan flipped to the next article again: "Hey, I'm talking about the Qiantang River here!" ”
"That's from Zhejiang, too."
This time, Yan Juan just hurriedly flipped through these brocade and embroidered words, which could be left for a cup of fragrant tea and a book in the dead of night in the future.
"And here, Yiwu is mentioned." As he spoke, his voice trembled a little.
Yan Yixin's head was on the side of her face, and the breath of both of them was a little unstable.
"There are other place names, but my mother seems to be familiar with righteousness." Yan Juan frowned and thought for a long time, "Zhang Taiwei is also from Yiwu, right?" ”
"Yes, but their Zhang family was not from Yiwu, in fact, the business is also very large, and they have considerable strength in Wenzhou and Hangzhou."
"These place names also appear often! At the very least, my mom should have lived in Zhejiang for a long time. You see that she has arrived in City A, but what she misses is the mountains and rivers of Zhejiang. Yan Juan flipped several more pages, "It should be the first time I arrived in City A, and I am not familiar with the place, so I put all my feelings on the scenery of Zhejiang." ”
"I have such feelings for these 'flowers' and trees, if I don't have my hometown, at least I have lived for many years." Yan Yixin saw her turn the diary to the last page, "I'll ask Ling Ziwei to inquire, he is familiar with him, and he may be able to get some clues." Looking at your mother's pen, she should be called a talented 'girl', right? If you give me a photo of your mother, it shouldn't be hard to find. ”
Yan Juan then took the album in the cardboard box, Yan Yixin stretched out her hand, helped her pick up the diary, went to the cabinet under the bookshelf, and placed it vertically like a book.
"Mom *** photos seem to be very few." Yan Qian sighed, "Our life is not easy, but my mother always takes me to the park to take pictures every once in a while. At that time, it was still film, and in a year, I always had to shoot three or five rolls. ”
Yan Yixin opened a book, and it turned out to be a photo of Yan Juan playing with Trojan horses and climbing rockeries when he was a child. The angle was excellently chosen, and she seemed to be really happy, smiling brighter than the sun in the sun.
He looked sideways at Yan Xuan: "It seems that I have never seen you smile so happily, without any burden at all, and gather all the sunshine in the sky to your 'lips'." ”
"Ah, I was still young at that time, and I didn't know what it was like to be a teenager." Yan Wan Haoran, "I don't understand anything, and my mother is still very healthy." Although there is a father missing in life, but with a mother, there is nothing missing. ”
"I wish you would never be sorrowful." Yan Yixin sighed, "I'm a little worried, just let me bear it for you." ”
"But I'd love to see your smile too!" Yan Juan said, replacing the album with a copy, "Mom really rarely takes pictures, this one was taken by a photographer, and I wanted to use this photo to participate in some photography exhibition." But my mother didn't agree, and the photographer regretted it, so she washed out the photos and sent them to us. ”
"Very good shot." Yan Yixin looked at the smiling 'girl' in the photo, "Your mother is very beautiful, and the years have left almost no traces on her face, but there is a kind of elegant solemnity." ”
Yan Juan's heart was broken, and missing it turned out to be an extremely sad emotion. Her mother was the most important person in her life, but she finally went away full of pain.
Suddenly, her hand was warm, and Yan Yixin's palm had already covered the back of her hand.
"That's it." Yan Juan sighed and glanced at it again, "If there is a photo of my mother when she was young, it will be easier to find someone." ”
"Don't you have any previous photos?"
Yan Juan shook his head: "If it weren't so deep in my memory, I wouldn't know what kind of life I had before City A." Mom *** around, I never found anything before. It's as if we've been in City A all along, and my previous life was just my fantasy. ”
"Your mother is very thorough with the past, if it doesn't break her heart......" Yan Yixin said, and felt that the little hand in his palm spasmed slightly.
"It's just my guess, maybe there's something else."
Yan Juan raised his head, saw his deep eyes, faintly written with worry, and couldn't help but sigh in a low voice, "Actually, I have already guessed such an ending, so I have never dared to open the story of Mom***." If that man ......"
She bit her lip and didn't call 'Father' again.
"That's his loss." Yan Yixin replied very confidently, "And I won't repeat the mistakes of the past." ”
Yan Juan's frowning brows gradually relaxed, and finally 'revealed' a smile: "You...... What to say! ”
"I think your father must have loved your mother very much, but for some reason...... I have a gut feeling that it seems like an external force. That's why she will be willing to be poor, and she will have no resentment towards life. If you look at this photo, her eyes should be looking at you, but her demeanor is peaceful, full of maternal 'nature', and she is by no means an abandoned 'woman'. ”
"That's because he doesn't love her enough!" Yan Juan always stood on her mother's side without conditions and reasons. Although that man is also a relative who is related to her by blood.
"Maybe there's something hidden here, and when we find out the truth, we should understand."
"If I really love her, my mother won't be willing to tell me about her life at the end of her life. So, at least his mother didn't have confidence in him. Yan Wan shook his head stubbornly.
"Well, it's me who has too much faith." Yan Yixin looked at her stubborn demeanor, and could only spread her hands, "Give me this photo, I will pass it to Ling Ziwei tomorrow." ”
"Hmm." Yan Juan carefully took out the photos from the album, and did not forget to instruct, "Be careful not to 'get' it and lose it, there are very few photos left by my mother, and this one is the most beautiful." ”
"Hey, there's a word on the back of the photo!" Yan Yixin flipped the photo to her.
"Attachment is a very beautiful thing, and feelings must flow because they know how to control themselves." Yan Juan read it softly, a little confused, "How does it look like a philosophical poem?" Sounds like there is a sense of calm and sadness after enlightenment? ”
"I feel that way, too. Your mother's *** handwriting is also very good, delicate and timeless, and she should have a good foundation in Chinese culture. ”
"It feels like it should hurt her a lot." Yan Juan inferred.
"No, on the contrary, I think that relationship should be precious. The tone of her words was not resentment, but a faint nostalgia and sentimentality. Maybe it's because they're young and they love the mining industry so much, so they feel like this. What if it could be lighted up, or wouldn't it end like this? In my opinion, it is a pity. ”
Yan Juan just read the text again, then shook his head and sighed: "Anyway, let's find out the truth first." As for whether that man loves or hates, it's all mom's *** feelings, not mine. ”
"Your loved ones."
Yan Juan didn't appreciate it: "What kind of 'door' is he my relative?" Is it just that by contributing a 'spirit' and providing a part of the material basis before I can remember, can I impersonate my relatives? I don't think it's bad to be an orphan! ”
Yan Yixin could only smile bitterly: "Okay, if you don't recognize him, just don't recognize him." ”
"I'm just ......" Yan Juan restrained her 'excited' tone, and stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, "It's not aimed at you, but I think that men deal with emotional problems and have some consistent 'sex'." ”
Yan Yixin put the photo away, and only then did she understand what she meant, which was funny and angry: "What do you mean by this?" Are you afraid that I will do this to you in the future? Regardless of whether I have such means or not, are you willing to give up? ”
Yan Juan said seriously: "I am willing, I can't do the act of splashing 'women'." It must be like my mother, as long as you say you don't love two words, she will obediently clean up the bed and get out. ”
"You......" Yan Yixin looked at her helplessly, "Don't worry, I'm not that kind of person." Even if it's to defend you, I won't say these two words lightly. Sadness is a lifetime, but life and death are only a moment. ”
Yan Juan couldn't help but be moved: "Yixin! ”
"So, as long as you worry about being affected by me, don't worry about one day I will change my mind, it's impossible." Yan Yixin simply put her hand into her palm. Then, the other hand was closed.
"Hmm!" Yan Wan stared at him with a smile, then tilted his head in embarrassment, and his gaze fell on the back of his hand.
"Still watching?" Yan Yixin asked gently.
"Well, I'll flip it again." Yan Juan said, 'withdrew' his hand, and flipped through the rest of the diary at will. The words are always neat, and every word is round and 'jade', and it is hard to imagine that the mother has such a decisive appearance.
People say that words are like people, and Yan Juan feels that her mother's words should be the kind of feeling that they are about to float.
"Because of your mother, she was very strict with her upbringing. The characters learned are all orthodox regular scripts, so even if it is a 'private' diary, it is natural to have a sense of calmness when written by hand. ”
Yan Juan nodded, "Let's take a look when you have time in the future, it's not early today, let's go to bed first." ”
"Okay."
"Do you want to stay today?"
"Well, tomorrow is Friday, I'll send the photo to Ling Ziwei first, and spread the eyeliner. lest he was busy talking about love with Lu Xiang and misguided our business. ”
'Shooting' in Yan Yixin's arm, Yan Juan felt at ease. Listening to his long breathing, although his heart was like a 'tide', he slowly quieted down, and gradually closed his eyes and fell asleep.
In my dream, it is a water town, and the water quality is clear under the stretching mountains.