He smiled at me and nodded, "You're here too?" ”

You're here too? What does the word "also" mean, why does it sound so ambiguous.

I was still speculating to myself, but he said, "Actually, I often remember the day when I caught fish here, and we had a good time that day."

Point me to admit it. No matter how deep that love hurt me, I can't erase the beauty of my memory. But then he actually said, "I often think of that little girl with a determined gaze and a stubborn expression, and I will chew on what you said to me over and over again. ”

I looked up at him, and his whole body was covered with a soft halo, as if he was immersed in the past.

I froze, and all I could hear was him muttering, "I still remember the look on your face when you spoke, and you looked at me with tearful eyes and said with sadness and determination, that marriage is only a formality, and nothing is guaranteed or explained." In my heart, you have always been with me, in my blood, in every part of my soul and body. From the moment I saw you, my soul awakened and I knew you were the one I was looking for. We have been together since the beginning of HarmonyOS and have never been, and never will ever be, truly separated. ”

He looked me in the eye and said, "You know how much these words shook me? I fell in love with Jia Quan at first sight, but I didn't take you to heart. Because you're still so young, you're not even a woman, and your image isn't the type I like. But why is it that after I cruelly rejected you and married the woman I thought was my dream, I was thinking of you? hovering in my head. And these vows of love that you have spoken? ”

I didn't dare say anything, I didn't even dare to breathe, what the hell was he talking about? He. Is this a confession to me? He and I have already married and have children. And, while I was pregnant, show me your heart? Even if these words are from the bottom of his heart, doesn't he think that it is very inappropriate for me to say this with his status?

But he still seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts. Something needs to be told to me urgently. Finally, he said something that shocked me: "You know what? Actually, the night before we got married, I was there. ”

My eyes widened, "You've been here?" Then why didn't I see you? On that day, I don't know how many times I ran to the door, and I ran so much that my house was guarding the door. ”

He nodded and said, "I really came that night, and I can't tell what I'm here for, and I didn't plan to take you away, so I didn't prepare anything." Just came empty-handed in a car. The car was parked on the side of the street more than ten feet away from your house, and I didn't dare to get too close, for fear of being discovered by your family. I sat in the carriage in a daze. I have a fluke in my heart to see if you will go out. Will it be like me. I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and got up and ran out of the door. ”

"What if I ran out of the house in the middle of the night? What will happen to you? ”

He shook his head and said, "I don't know, I was in a mess that day. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm just fidgeting, I can't sit still in the palace, and I want to come and see you. If I can't see you, it's better to take a look in front of your house. ”

His words not only did not move me, but made me angry, and I said coldly, "You came to see me in the middle of the night, but you didn't know what you were going to do." You don't even know what to do with me, so what's the use of you seeing me? When you see me, you say something inexplicable like you do today, and then you disappear again to marry a woman from another land? ”

Seeing that my expression was angry, he was a little flustered, and hurriedly reassured me and said, "Don't worry, Nanfeng, you are not ordinary now, don't be angry." ”

I was even more annoyed, "You don't need to be so pretending, you keep saying that you can't bear me, but you can mercilessly reject me in person, and then marry Jia Quan without hesitation!" You loved her so much before marriage, you chose her at first sight, and after marrying her, you also lived happily, right? You have given birth to two children in three years, and you are really diligent and hardworking. You don't even stand as a side concubine, and you don't have a favored maid, you are really dedicated, and your loyalty can be seen from heaven and earth. ”

He hurriedly explained, "If I marry you, I will not marry a side concubine, and I will not have a favored maid." I don't really like that kind of so-called Yanfu, and if I liked this, I probably had a lot of it before my wedding. My royal brother wished I was addicted to wine, and I didn't want to cater to him, but I really didn't like the noisy and noisy day. ”

It turns out that Tai's temperament is not like his father, but a bit like this uncle.

Yes, it was this kind of dusty temperament that attracted me in the first place. Over the years, there have indeed been no rumors that he has indulged in alcohol, which is the main reason why he can establish a good image in the eyes of courtiers and the people. A prince who is not addicted to wine is really rare.

However, "you never intended to marry me, and I remember you said that you fell in love with her at first sight." You chose her at first sight and sentenced me to death, without giving me any hope or chance of redemption. ”

He pondered for a while before he spoke, "Yes, you once said something that I still remember vividly, you say, I made this decision too hastily, and I was not careful enough about my marriage. But that year, maybe it was the reason for the sudden death of the queen mother, I especially longed for people around me who knew the cold and the hot, and especially wanted to have a real home and have my own relatives. ”

Is this a reason to reject me? "If that's all you want, I can give it to you too."

"You can't, you were too young, not yet fifteen, and you looked like a little girl who hadn't grown up. What I want is a woman, not a little girl, who can't really understand me and can't give me the maternal tenderness I want. ”

I scoffed, "Maternal tenderness? Do you think Jia Quan has it? ”

"I used to think it was, but I found out I was wrong, it was you who had it and she didn't. Her gentleness is faked, and you, at first glance, are powerful, aggressive, and even oppressive. But when I see you with Xin'er, your eyes are so gentle, and when you look at him, your eyes are always full of pity, which is the look I desire, but you gave it to him. ”

I smiled helplessly and said, "Are you accusing me?" I pity him, because he is my husband, and can I look at you like that? Your current status is my brother-in-law, my uncle

He sighed, "Yes, I know I've missed you in this life. I used to think that Jia Quan was the girl I was looking for, because of her image, beautiful, tall, and gentle. She was also unhappy in her family, and was bullied by her relatives like me, and her image in front of your house that night completely aroused the desire to protect my heart. I just thought, God has been unfair to her, your mother, your father, your family, has been very unfair to her and her mother, how can I still bully her? How could I not protect her? She is a person who is isolated and bullied by her family, just like me, and I see myself in her, and I protect her, just as I want someone to understand me and protect me. ”

I see. It turned out that he was so determined to marry her, just out of sympathy, just like when I married Tai, the starting point was not love.