"What, you want to leave again?" Xia Xueyang didn't face the comer, but subconsciously fiddled with a crystal pen in his hand, looking very serious and thoughtful.

Then, he slowly shook his painful gaze solemnly towards the distant blue sky outside the window.

No matter which way you look at it, it is clear that the tide of bitterness and pain from the heart has not left him.

Just like the cicada after molting, the cruel fact that his daughter left, although on the surface, it did not make him break an arm or a leg. However, in reality, the general headquarters, which governs everything in the body, has completely changed the dynasty, and it is obvious that he is completely different from before.

Perhaps, he does not want to show his inner pain on his face, and people are most often optimistic about him. Usually, everyone who knows him knows that in the past, it was very difficult to silence this gushing optimist.

Never, whether it is the ups and downs of business, or the disputes between people in life, all in all, all the winds and waves can hardly affect his happy smile.

Because he not only has a happy soul that doesn't matter even if he has nothing. Moreover, the generous mind that is good at diluting troubles with pleasant and witty thoughts has always been his invincible and valuable weapon.

This not only supported him to walk through thousands of mountains and rivers, and together with his sunny personality, it also attracted the people around him, and he was willing to dance with him without abandoning.

However, now, the sun is full of tears. It's very, very difficult for him to get back to normal. It's like it's impossible to get his lovely daughter back to him.

The clever humorous conversation, the sunny voice and smile, have disappeared with the death of the beloved daughter. His mind was completely confined to the pervasive memories and heart-rending pain.

"I know I'm probably going to be guilty of you forever! Because you can't turn back time!

I also know that even if I exchange my life, I can't make up for the loss caused to you! And my own heart of eternal guilt!

Perhaps, the only thing that can be done is to make it clear that you are out of sight! Although this is just a self-defeating idea. However, when there is no way, such an anesthetic can only be used! The heart-piercing pain was also reflected in Gu Ruoyan's embarrassed body. As he spoke, tears kept welling up in his big sad eyes.

"What would you do if you could turn back the clock?" Xia Xueyang put down the pen in his hand, intertwined his hands, rubbed them vigorously unconsciously, contracted his hazy gaze, exhaled a heavy breath, still did not look back at the object of his speech, still pursed his resolute mouth, and looked into the distance sadly.

"Although, perhaps, without going through this, it is still difficult to wake up!

But, now, Sansa can give me another chance. Although, I don't dare to compare with you. However, one thing is for sure, I definitely know that I should collect my pain and do my best to repay her beautiful feelings! A few lines of tears flowed to his mouth, and Gu Ruoyan had to bow his head and drink the pain.

The tired and blank Xia Xueyang also blinked his eyes that were sour by the welling tears, and after being silent for a while, he smiled bitterly, "It would be great if my dream came true!" I will exchange all I have for a wish fulfillment!

Is it possible? Our own wishful thinking, the key is that God will have this kindness? ”

In addition to gritting his teeth, Gu Ruoyan, who had sunk to the bottom, could only bow his head helplessly.

"Indeed! I know that even if I had the heart, God would not give me more opportunities! A little tear flashed in Xia Xueyang's scarred eyes.

"I am not in the role of a mother, but I know what my poor child cares about!

The kingdom I have run for many years, all my wealth is hers. Pity! Before she knew you, it didn't carry much weight in her heart! ”

The heart-digging pain choked his words in his throat for a long time before he sighed heavily, "Alas! There's really no way! God plays tricks on people like this!

It can be said that money is the dream lover that many people strive for. But, in fact, it is often just an appetite to be hung up, like being trapped in the vast desert, even if you are lucky enough to see a mirage, you can't get it from exhaustion.

Although, she can be called a veritable rich girl, just counting the birthday gifts, one of the cash is an enviable and staggering amount. However, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, she does not have the heart to regard wealth as her life.

Before she met you, she only felt the value of the money when she put it in front of the begging people on the street, and usually, she felt very little about it.

The moment she paid your medical bills and got that watch back was the beginning of her admiration for money, and the only time I opened my personal bank account for her.

My lovely daughter is the most important and precious treasure in my heart, and I give everything I can to her. She probably never had to be trapped by money. However, she loves what I can't replace, and that's you!

Your involvement may be the brightest part of her life, although, perhaps, it was just her own fairy tale and didn't really pay off. But still, thank you! In her short life, she has such a beautiful emotional feeling that we can't give, even if she is self-absorbed! ”

The speaker has tears in his eyes, and the listener is likewise completely in tears.

"So, I had such a big wedding for her. Because, in my heart, my daughter always comes first! Even if I do everything I can, I want my lovely daughter to live a more comfortable life! ”

"I'm sorry! I'm so dizzy! It's just that I'm too immersed in my own pain and treat her unfairly! Gu Ruoyan's hands subconsciously stirred hard, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"However, she has no resentment for you except for her obsessive love. Even in the last moments of her life, she still thinks about you.

Do you know why she let us find her at the last minute?

If I hadn't said it, you'd probably never have thought – my poor silly boy! It's for you! To see for myself a promise I made to her! She left with a relieved smile after she got my tearful daughter in person! Xia Xueyang couldn't hold it anymore and choked up.

Although, the two people have different circumstances and different identities. But because they have the same person they love, they have the same feelings. Although, they used to be heroic and humorous men, but at this moment, they have become tearful; In this situation, this scene, the soft and long feelings like water completely dominate them.

After drinking a painful drink like a knife, Gu Ruoyan opened his mouth first with tears, "I'm sorry!" Before, I was so selfish and self-centered!

If you can still believe me and give me a chance to make amends, please be as honest with me as Shanshan. Please believe that I have the same feelings for her as you do; In the same way, standing in her place, I and she have the same feelings for you!

Although, for you, I will never be able to replace her. However, if I had to rank her true feelings, I would say that I was second only to you, and I would do my best to fulfill her wish to honor you!

I admit that before, although I came from a poor background. However, he also hopes to become a giant from scratch by his own efforts, rather than relying on the benefits of his benefactors. So, I'm like water out of the water, always thinking about being free from the pull of your love. It is this mentality that has harmed Shanshan.

Now, the hard way has been learned. I really think that being able to make me do a filial piety is what I desire! So, I hope you can let me know what kind of wishes you have! Don't make such irreparable regrets again! ”

Xia Xueyang turned his head for the first time and glanced at the other party brightly. However, soon, he merged his eyes full of sorrow into the vast sky.

He sighed deeply with a crying voice, "I remember someone said: In life, the measure of a person's success is not how much money he makes, but what kind of children he has raised!"

I'm a big believer in that. However, I don't expect my daughter to be exceptional. My only hope is to see her live happily!

But, you see, I don't know what kind of mistake I have made, and God wants to punish me like this!

Perhaps, in the eyes of others, I should be the pillar of support for this family. But, in fact, spiritually, our lovely daughter is truly what she is! As he spoke, tears welled up again, and the words were choked.

Speaking near and far, empathetic, Gu Ruoyan burst into tears, "I'm sorry!" It's all my sin!

I don't deny that before that, I was ready to leave. Because, I feel that I am the source of sin! Not the one who can bring you luck! I don't want to hurt you anymore in front of your eyes, and I don't want to bother you anymore.

Really, I don't know how my stay will affect you. For the sake of Shansa and I, I feel the same way as you are, and want to let me know what I should do! Gu Ruoyan stared earnestly, "Isn't it often said: only when you get out of the water do you see mud on your legs!"

Perhaps, only time will tell what kind of person I am! ”

"Either way, this blow is fatal for us! Maybe it's because nothing can replace it, so this helplessness is even more cruel! Xia Xueyang held the noodles with both hands, rubbed them vigorously a few times, and sighed deeply. But, in fact, unless our brain cells also die, we will have to drink this cup of bitter wine! ”

He licked his chapped lips, swallowed in pain, and looked at the clouds with pain, "Since she is still alive in the world, the only thing that can comfort my soul a little is to do my best to make her wish come true!"

And what she cares about the most is you! He looked down at his clasped hands, "So, I still hope you stay."

Admittedly, even if your intentions are good. However, the reality that already exists is still difficult to change! Because there are many facts in front of us, you will not be the only one who will make us feel sad, one person and one thing, every moment, that kind of pain will let us taste it to the fullest!

Drunk, how long can you get drunk! Unless, never wake up! ”

"I'm sorry!" It seems that Gu Ruoyan only has this sentence to express his feelings in his heart.

"Although, you yourself know that you are ashamed of her. But poor Sansa wants you to live better! And, in addition to the fact that the loss of our daughter makes us bitter and angry with you from time to time, we also know in our hearts that your conduct is indeed impeccable.

So, let's do as she wishes as she is still with us! Xia Xueyang wiped the tears on his face with both hands, let out a long low sigh, opened a drawer on the table, and looked at the beautiful diary for a moment, but finally gritted his teeth and took it out.

"I don't know if you want to see it! It was Sansa who made me find it in the last moments. However, it is easy to feel that she thinks of you at all times, so I don't think it is too much for you to see. After speaking, he pushed it to Gu Ruoyan.

"Oh! I'll definitely be watching! Although he hadn't opened it yet, and he didn't know the contents of it, just seeing the handsome and familiar font on the cover had already made the corners of his resolute mouth subconsciously move a few times, tears welled up, and he washed his cheeks again, and he nodded.

*

Obviously, he is definitely a man who will never bend his waist for two buckets of rice. And, outside of work, it's hard to see his smile. However, for a long time, I watched silently, and no matter how he gestured or smiled, he was respectful and enthusiastic about every customer.

Today, I can't help the unbearable pity in my heart.

"You don't have to treat them so dedicatedly, it won't affect your salary!" I whispered to him.

"Are you trying to say don't be so groveling?" He smiled generously.

"I mean, different work attitudes lead to different efforts. It's so hard to do your best! "I confess.

"Thank you for your concern!" He smiled back gratefully, and then, with a sigh of relief, said, "I also know that I am indeed not a material for service, and even if I am sincere, I still clumsily cannot achieve harmony and grace in expression and posture." ”

"Nope! It doesn't get any better than you! That's the truth, that's why I say it. I hurriedly declared.

"Indeed, I don't go out of my way to compliment a person in order to achieve a goal. However, I will wholeheartedly express my sincerity.

This job is not only important to me, because I am in dire need of money. It is also because of your concern and kindness for me, so I respect it from the bottom of my heart.

Moreover, every customer who comes here despite their own different purposes. However, the results that are given to us are the same, and that is economic efficiency. To put it a little cheesy, people come to give money. Therefore, it is also appropriate to show our gratitude for our politeness and enthusiasm.

I didn't get much education. But there is one thing, which is one of the inheritances I inherited from my parents and the motto of how I behave, and that is: the grace of a drop of water should be reciprocated with a spring! ”

When he said this, he was very sincere and his feelings were very sincere.

To be honest, I am not standing in front of a well-known great man, nor is he a profound scholar. However, I was shocked by something I had never felt before. He has a masculine and brave heart, and I firmly believe that. However, such a delicate tenderness is something I have not expected!

In the same way, I do not deny that I have always had a good heart. However, what he wanted to do in the face of this matter as an upright man did not even realize it for a person like me, who is meticulous and thoughtful and has good thoughts, and has never done it in such a person!

Perhaps, he made my heart pound at first, because of his handsome and unique appearance. Now, the love for him should be something like this, the pieces of starlight emitted from him, and the radiant sun has gathered in my eyes!

It is a fact that there is a great distance between the moon and the sun. I don't know, wishful thinking, whether artificial forces can bring a little closer.

*

Perhaps, if I hadn't taken the risk, I would never have understood his aching heart. With such a source of bitterness, how can the blood flowing in the body not be bitter and bitter!

Now, in addition to my infatuation with him, I have added an infinite love that is closer to my heart.

Although, I know that he once had a beautiful relationship. Perhaps, I will never have the affection that the lucky woman had for her. However, I still feel very happy to be able to keep him by my side!

If I owe him, even with my life, I don't want God to let me lose him again!

I will give everything I have to repay God for his kindness to me!

This trip took up a lot of my savings. However, I am very comfortable!

*

"On the bus I came over, a shivering old man had just gotten on the bus, because there was no seat, the car was bumpy, and he didn't grasp the handrails, and several of them almost fell.

Faced with such a scene, there are many well-dressed and noble people in the vicinity, but they turn a blind eye. Only one rough worker hurriedly reached out to support the old man and gave up his seat. Although, he himself was ragged and tired, and he should need to rest more than the few oily young people around him.

Of course, speaking of which, this is not a big shot, nor is it a big event. However, it made me feel very emotional.

Alas! What about people!

Think about it, how different people are in this world! Needless to say, those who are indifferent to the sidelines are indifferent. In contrast, aren't those who seek wealth and kill for their own selfish sake more hateful?

For example: the existence of gutter oil, the use of bulking agents, the poisoning of fish by drugs, the black brick kiln incident, and so on. Those who ignore the bottom line of other people's survival, sacrifice other people's lives, squeeze other people's blood for the purpose of enriching themselves, these acts trample on human nature and maim human lives, and thus benefit from executioners who have no human soul.

You say, compared to the behavior of that short-cut wage earner, how ugly it must be! Isn't it time to go to the eighteenth layer of hell? "The visitor's emotions fluctuate greatly, but every word is full of a sense of justice.

After pondering the former's words very seriously for a while, he nodded in agreement, "What you said is not wrong at all!"

Now this world is really harmful! Or maybe there are so many incurable diseases! There are really some people who simply lose their souls for a little money.

You see, what is surrounding us now, not to mention fake and shoddy, inferior and shoddy, just like what you just said, it is simply a joke on human life.

It seems that if I don't poison you to death on the spot, I won't be a murderer! From ancient times to today, the trick of pit people and harm people should be regarded as the pinnacle!

Alas! What a dirty world! ”

"I know you're a person with a sense of justice. So, I'm also very honest.

Originally, I was a little hesitant when I came. Although, to trouble your decision, it has already been made. It's just that because of that scene, a series of associations around it have strengthened my determination.

Today, I ask you for help in the hope of removing a cancer. A gutter oil for sale with users. Speaking of this, the eyes of jealousy and hatred became intense.

He bit his lip in pain, bowed his head, took out a large stack of neat bills from a not-so-conspicuous handbag, and handed it to the other party, "This is my hard-earned money accumulated day by day, and it is also soaked with a hateful soul, and trust in you, I hope to get your help."

Although, I could already smell the rancid smell wafting there. However, there is no evidence of the genuine value of his confession.

I've heard that your skills are skilled, so I'm asking you, honorable president! I sincerely hope that your chivalrous spirit will shine! ”

"Meaningful things are better!

Although, to be honest, maybe we are not people of the Way. However, I can feel that you are different from the clients I work with.

A narrow heart, willing to help people in the narrow sense! The other party arched his hands and made a bold movement.

"Thank you! This makes me feel more confident!

Earlier, I had already done a lot of preparatory work and asked a professional to make a mark for that set of black accounts, you see. He made a check mark with two fingers, "This is a down payment, and after handing over the stolen goods to me, I will pay the balance of 80% in person."

Do you have confidence in my integrity? ”

"I've heard of your name for a long time, so of course I know it. We don't do loss-making transactions, and I think the risks we take on each other don't allow us to break each other's promises, what do you say? ”

"Good! I admire your intellect and I like your integrity and cheerfulness! Hope we have a happy cooperation!

Also, despite my purpose, and no matter what kind of person the other person is, my respect for life made me decide not to want to threaten his life!

Can you get it? He rubbed his chin and asked thoughtfully.

"Since you said so, I know what to do." The other party has a wise and determined demeanor.

*

"Hold the bills! Here's the luck! We took on a big deal of oil and water.

Look! You say lucky or not! The president raised his hand and raised a large stack of 100 yuan bills, and puffed up his chest excitedly, "Don't forget!"

This time I didn't let you fight for your life, because the employer's request was not to cause harm to the other party's life. There is only one purpose, and that is to make our object live in constant fear and live in the feeling that life is worse than death.

Do you know how to do it? ”

"It's easy to do! Don't look at those swaggering stinky gentlemen, the surface is as bright as donkey dung eggs, in fact, the flowers and intestines inside are dirty! There are so many things that can't see the light of day!

It's easy to scratch his sore spot a few times! A shrewd and clever young man blinked his eyes a few times like a ghost, and clapped his hands together, looking like he was holding it successfully.

"Ahh I repeat it again, don't forget that the reason why the other party is not looking for the underworld, but wants our high-tech detective agency, is because people want elegant stimulation, not rough and brutal recourse.

Do you understand? The president raised the tone of the exhortation a little more in order to attract enough attention.

"Understood!" Most of the sounds.

"Know what to do?" The president pointed to the naughty ghost with a high voice just now.

"In addition to the two sets of illegal acts you just mentioned, the morally corrupt gutter oil practice, and even, the most deadly drug epidemic is very prevalent......

"It's not about framing, it's about evidence, and it's real evidence to expose the ugly face.

Do you understand? The president reminded again.

"Got it! It's unique! The young man replied in a high-pitched voice, lowered his head and muttered in a whisper, and finally, with a touch of his limbs, made a mysterious gesture.

"Less nonsense! Understand the purpose and work hard! After reprimanding the young man in disgust, he turned his head and snickered, and faced everyone seriously, "Don't take it lightly!"

As he said, it's a unique job. Since it's unique, it's time to break the mold. Since you break the convention, you have to pay a lot of wisdom and strength! At the very least, it is clean and meets the employer's wishes.

People are not stingy masters! Cheer up the spirit of 12 points and behave well! ”

*

Xia Xueyang put a brand-new check in front of the president of the detective agency, who was known as the hand-to-hand capture, "Thank you for your cooperation!" This is progress payment.

It's like an apple that has just been bitten by an insect, and the surface is still bright for a while, but when it really rots, I will give you the final balance according to what we said. ”

"Yes, if we just take the medicine and it doesn't work, it's a kind of guilty self-deprecation for us.

I've heard your name for a long time, and of course I know it.

We don't do loss-making transactions, and I think the risks we take on each other don't allow us to break each other's promises, what do you say? ”

"That's right!" Xia Xueyang let out a long sigh, "It turned out that it was just to vent my anger, and I couldn't bear it."

Alas! Such a fester! I really didn't expect it to be such a peer! ”

"Yes! You compare them to a rotten apple, and you lift them up, like donkey dung eggs wrapped in a smooth skin. It stinks inside.

Indeed, we were like thieves. I didn't expect that in the end, I felt more and more at ease like a chivalrous man who was hoeing! The president smiled heartily and pondered for a moment, "There is one thing I don't want to say if I don't appreciate you."

You know, it's like just pulling a green onion, but you don't want to pull a lot of mud. It doesn't matter if we stretch out our hands, who wants to dig up a big secret.

You wouldn't have thought that such a thriving hotel would pay very little tax! It's just a dragonfly to make a show.

You say, think about how much tax you've paid.

Hi! How can you not get fattened like this!

So, do you know why? ”

"......" Xia Xueyang shook his head in confusion.

"Almost all of the tax collectors, the account checkers, and the arresters let him support them. Privately, the hotel almost became a small vault for those people to secretly withdraw money! It's just that Boss Yan is a major shareholder who supports the façade. So, you see, if you want to move, you have to move the big guy! Still digging? ”

Xia Xueyang pursed her lips and involuntarily bit it gently. Then, shaking his head and smiling, "I don't know if you've heard of it, there is a city in Sweden where the law prohibits anyone from working overtime.

One day, a police officer spotted someone stealing two tape recorders from an electronics store and immediately chased after them. Just as he was in hot pursuit, the church bell rang, indicating that it was time to leave work.

You say, what about that policeman?

If you chase it again, you will violate the law and be disadvantageous to yourself; Otherwise, we will have to give up halfway, leaving a hidden danger to society. ”

"If you only think about yourself, of course you will stop there." The president smiled wisely.

"That's right!" Xia Xueyang smiled gratefully, "First of all, I still say thank you!" I know, like friends, you have done so much for me.

For this sake, I'm honest with you.

Originally, in my plan, Boss Yan also used his strength to pass on a conduction plank, and the object was another person who had close care for him.

The attack on Boss Yan is also based on the idea of pulling out poisonous weeds and first eradicating the surrounding environment on which it depends. It's just that, later, as you said, I really didn't expect it to be so filthy under the halo!

No matter how bad a person he is, after all, there is no direct hatred with us! And, it is said, though he was like a piece of rotting wood in the darkness, he had two daughters who came out of the mud without staining!

Alas! We are all children of our kind! Move the roots and leaves to fall! I can't bear to see innocent and beautiful children hurt! Get here first, and let God take care of the rest! ”

"Good! If needed, we will work together! ”

*

"Mom, I know you're right. However, even after so much time, that injury is still difficult to erase in my heart, let alone the person concerned!

I can't hurt him anymore. Because there is such a beautiful woman who sacrificed so much for him, for me, the initial jealousy has been replaced by humility and respect.

What's more, he has received deep grace and is difficult to repay his love?

I don't deny that Jiangnan is not as ingrained as his place in my heart. However, I know that for me, I have poured all my true love into it. Moreover, when I chose him in the first place, I also volunteered. So, I won't let him down no matter what!

In my life, I will give them the corresponding place! ”

"Since you want to open it, it's good that you want to open it!

Originally, I just thought, since Jiangnan endured the pain and left, cut the knife wound, and it hurt once, let it simply hurt one at a time!

Although, to put it that way, there is some selfishness. But, after all, I don't want you to regret it for life!

I know that because I once obstructed you from being with Gu Ruoyan, it caused you lifelong pain!

Although, it is useless to talk about it now; Although, it's very sorry to do this, Gangnam! As a selfish mother, I still hope you can get better! Hanyan was full of maternal tenderness, looking at her beloved daughter distressedly, with her lips in her lips, her subtle and restrained temperament made her want to speak and stop, and she quickly moved her sad gaze away sadly, looking at the vast and distant blue sky.

She knows that the hardships and twists and turns have never left her beloved daughter. In her impression, her daughter doesn't seem to have a childish and youthful period like ordinary girls, and she is forced to be self-reliant and self-reliant in one step.

And sweat is the price of moving distance, and if you want to walk twice as long in the same time, you have to pay more sweat. It is conceivable how heavy the daughter's efforts and responsibilities are! The thought of this made her very heartbroken, helpless, and self-reproachful.

The only thing that can still make her feel relieved is that her beloved daughter is not only still standing, but also exudes a self-confidence and calm beauty accumulated after experience. This shows that, like a ship sailing in the middle of the sea, my daughter has not been destroyed by the wind and waves of Daigo's empowerment, nor has she lost her way. Although there is bitterness in the smile, the flexibility and strength in it should be said to be more admirable and gratifying.

"It's so unfair to Jiangnan!

Although, he left graciously. However, it was not a selfish betrayal of my departure, nor was it a mindset without a trace. I know that it is a helplessness full of endless sadness and pain! My heart aches for this! I don't know how I accidentally provoked his sensitive heart!

However, I will never let him be the male protagonist in the ending of the bleak story!

Once upon a time, I used to regard love as the only thing that was more important than anything else.

However, now, I know that in the long life, the continuous emotions are many shades and flavors. Family affection, conscience, and responsibility cannot be ignored. In the face of the inevitable situation, it must be borne.

What Jiangnan has done has moved the stubborn stones!

No matter how important Gu Ruoyan's position in my heart is. In my eyes, no matter when and where, Jiangnan still has his beautiful figure!

No matter how high-sounding rhetoric is used, no matter how varied, it still can't hide the final essence, after all, it is the red apricot out of the wall because of selfishness!

I am speechless about how others. However, I will never follow suit.

So, this topic, I think, is the last time it is brought up!

Everything in the past should be predestined! So, Mom! Don't feel sorry anymore. I've thought of it as a gust of wind blowing past me! She poured out her heart to her mother tenderly and gently.

The daughter's affectionate words were like a gentle wind in the early spring, and the mother's tangled heart couldn't help but be soothed, and she nodded and smiled at her daughter with satisfaction.

*

Zero Zilu lowered his head and was silent for a moment, and when he raised his contemplative eyes, it was easy to find that the color inside was completely different from the one just now, and his tone was much more solemn, "I'm sorry!

Although, I have always respected you, and I hope that I can lend a hand......

Now, however, I have had to change my mind! ”

She swallowed and swallowed, coughed softly, and snorted slightly, "I really didn't expect this to be the case!" ”

"Me too, you don't have to be burdened, I can understand you!" Ni Yun glanced at her with relief and sighed deeply, "I have heard that poignant story a long time ago, and I was once very moved!"

It's just that what I didn't expect is that now I'm already in it! ”

Zero Zilu's body shook involuntarily, and he smiled sadly with increasing emotion, "That's it!" ”

Then, licking his lips, he looked out the window with heavy eyes, his face was like the sky in the spring rain, "Perhaps, you may already know our past from Jiangnan."

Although, we are all peers. However, the paths we have traveled in the past are really different! Whether it is the priority of the gait, or the curve and straightness of the road under your feet, flat and rugged; Accompanied by the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers, or the storm.

The average person probably won't dig deeper. Perhaps, only those who have walked the rough road can truly know that these feelings and memories are really different!

As you know, in my life, Gu Ruoyan used to be an important person who touched my most sensitive nerves. Perhaps, it is precisely because of this that I know how difficult it is to get him to give up his desire for revenge!

I am confident that I am not a person who does not distinguish between right and wrong. It's just because I'm with him, and I've experienced the helpless situation of being heartbroken and powerless like a trapped beast. It is very sad to know that the sudden loss of a loved one is a pain that cannot be soothed by anything.

I was able to understand his state of mind, not only because I had always loved him deeply, but also because of my experience of losing a loved one at one time. Because, I know deep down that the heart soaked in tears will never rise, and the taste of desolation will linger for the rest of my life.

And I, that's just a loss and a regain, and it's still far from his eternal loss! Perhaps, only after experiencing it in person, do you know: temporary departure, and never see each other, the harm to people is absolutely different!

Perhaps, there are a lot of people around us. However, in most cases, it comes and goes, even if it is sad, it is only temporary, and even, at most, it is just a few tears of sympathy that do not break the bones. But losing a loved one is different! It is unforgettable, every minute and every second, and it will always be unforgettable!

Relatives and strangers don't feel the same; Intentional and unintentional sins are also not equal!

His life was ruined by ugliness! My life was changed for the worse!

When I say this, I don't mean that my relationship with Jiangnan will have an impact. Because I know very well that although the emotion and past between me and Gu Ruoyan will not pass away, that regret has become a reality. And, no matter how bitter the regret is, the reality must be accepted!

I will never forget the past, and I will know how to go in the future! My feelings for Jiangnan are the same, except for deepening, there will be no change! This is not only because I will be responsible for my choices, but, more importantly, you see, Gangnam is indeed a very touching person! ”

"That's right! I can understand your feelings! Ni Yun nodded sympathetically in agreement.

Zero Zilu sighed deeply, "I'm really sorry!

I can't help him fulfill his wishes, and I can't do anything that doesn't work out of his mind.

All I can say to you is that I beg your pardon!

Actually, even if I was given 100,000 gold, I didn't care. However, I am very grateful for your kindness! Although that gratitude has always been buried, I always hope that one day I will be able to repay it. Now, I should say that it is an opportunity, and I should give it my all.

It's not that I'm willing to ignore your wishes, the real reason is that my heart is so broken that I can't bear to collide again!

So, as much as I don't want to be ashamed of you, all I can say is I'm sorry! ”

"I see!

Don't say sorry again, I can understand you!

I should say that I was too presumptuous! I just thought that it would make more sense to move a person than to destroy him. However, it really ignores the premise that it should be taken into account, what kind of person the other party is. Ni Yun explained deeply.

Zero Zilu smiled apologetically and bitterly, "This kind of situation is not what you and I expected, and maybe, it is not something that we can completely control."

However, I still hope that we will do our best to make it work for the better, and the most important thing is to release them as soon as possible. I will do this no matter what kind of relationship I use!

Do you think the same way, no matter what kind of demands and conditions you want to put forward, you should wait until you sit down at the negotiating table. ”

Ni Yun nodded and replied, "Since the matter is so clear, it shouldn't be allowed to deteriorate anymore." Don't worry, I'll do my best to make your wish come true! ”

Zero Deer also gratefully agreed, "I will also do what we should do!" ”

A reasonable smile flashed across Ni Yun's face, "They are all our most caring relatives, let's work together!" ”