Extra: Late Love (Fan Youmin)
"Little sister, Ah Min, he ......" Luo Ziqin patted Luo Ziyi's shoulder distressedly, embarrassed to say the hurtful fact.
"I know, big sister." Luo Ziyi nodded, lowered her head again and flipped through the books in her hand. Fan Youmin escaped from the wedding he was about to have with him tomorrow. Rao is known for his gentleness and elegance, and he will also have such a decisive moment, which shocked her when she first heard the news and was deeply saddened. Yes, the object of rejection is oneself. She couldn't appreciate and encourage.
"You...... What's the plan? Luo Ziqin hugged her little sister, who had always been strong and introverted, and didn't know how to comfort her. No one can forgive this kind of thing. However, the little sister just nodded lightly and whispered, "I know."
Will you spare him? The little sister was willing to give up the honor and treatment of the chief interior designer of the Yamato Group, and stayed in this small town - Fenglan Town in Lilo City, Canada, and was willing to mediocre guard the interior design of a shop and a few residents to earn some living expenses. It's just because he stayed here after graduation to study the knowledge of pearl jade. And I lived for two years, and after the end of my training, I entered a small local jewelry store as the only appraiser.
"I haven't thought about it yet." Luo Ziyi shook her head and continued to flip through the design treasure book in her hand that was as thick as an Oxford dictionary.
"Little sister - forget it, no matter what decision you make anyway, you must know that the eldest sister always supports you." Luo Ziqin frowned and said, thinking that it was best for the little sister to be isolated from that man from now on.
I don't believe that with my little sister's outstanding talent and gentle conduct, I can't find a better man to take care of her.
Being able to talk about marriage with that Fan Youmin is nothing more than the parents of the two families who are hot there. Last time, it was himself and Fan Youlin, and now it is Xiaomei and Fan Youmin. However, the twisted melon is not sweet, and they should be sober now. Thinking of her married life with Fan Youmin's eldest brother Fan Youlin, she has no other feelings except to pray that the days will pass faster. Shouldn't you be glad for your little sister? The actor escapes the divorce banquet, and everything is still in time. Luo Ziqin suppressed the bitterness in her heart, came back to her senses, and saw that her little sister was still with her head down, as if she hadn't heard her nagging. I had to get up, go out of the living room, and pull the sliding door for my little sister.
Luo Ziqin walked out of the living room and pulled up the sliding door. Luo Ziyi put down the book in his hand. That's right, she's running away. Escaping from his family's warm and nagging persuasions, and from thinking about the reason why he left here to end the wedding.
"Is it my reason? bothered you, and even forced you away......" Luo Ziyi curled up uncomfortably, closed her eyes, and buried her arms in her arms.
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"Give me a reason and I'll leave." Luo Ziyi looked at the dressing mirror and demonstrated the words of the 180th time today. This is the answer she is going to ask Fan Woomin for in person.
Yes, she, Luo Ziyi, when her family thought that she would not have anything to do after a year's rest, she avoided her family's sight and secretly came to Beijing City with him.
Stayed in the five-star hotel opposite the diamond shop he ran. For more than twenty days, he could only pass through the floor-to-ceiling door of the hall, and occasionally saw him enter and exit the store. Ran dared to appear in front of him and asked him in a loud voice why he had abandoned himself.
Because, on two occasions, he walked out of the store happily with the same beautiful young lady.
Such a cheerful and happy Fan Youmin is something she has never seen. Because he never smiled in front of her.
Is that why he fled the wedding across the ocean to come here?
Luo Ziyi suddenly felt a tightening pain in his heart.
Today, even if she is dead, let her be redeemed as soon as possible.
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"Yes, I'll keep an eye on it...... Okay, don't worry...... I'll contact you as soon as I have news. Fan Youmin hung up the phone, leaned back in the wide swivel chair, and twisted his eyebrows.
That woman would choose to run away from home so boldly, and it has been twenty days since she completed all the design orders and disposed of the real estate store under her name a year after she ran away from marriage.
Otherwise, after he made such a bad act of escaping from marriage, how could the Locke family contact him so quietly and beg him to keep an eye on her whereabouts in the country?
And he felt guilty in his heart. After all, it was his escape from marriage that caused her to lose face, so she wanted to avoid everyone to calm down for a while.
That being the case, how could she be here, and how could she be in front of herself? Now, a year after the cancellation of the wedding. It should be said that the Locke family went crazy to find themselves.
Fan Youmin sighed, wanting to refocus his attention on the data on the case, but he couldn't get back his thoughts that were scattered by a phone call from the Locke family.
He knew that she was innocent. Or, if he doesn't fall in love with Zheng, then he may fall in love with her. However, everything is just hypothetical. He still can't let go of the kite, it should be said that he wants to put it but can't. Therefore, he and her, after all, it is impossible.
"Store manager, someone is looking outside." The internal phone on the desk rang, and the clerk reported crisply.
"Okay, please let him in." Fan Youmin retracted his thoughts, returned to his previous indifference, and commanded in a deep voice. Wasn't it the afternoon with Fang Zhe? How did it get there now?
He raised his wrist and looked at the time, it was only ten o'clock in the morning, although he was a little puzzled, he didn't think much about it. Because, the door of the office had already knocked, and Na Qiao, who was secretly Fang Zhe, replied with a smile, "Come in."
So, Luo Ziyi and Fan Youmin crashed into each other's eyes.
Today, a year later, she saw him in her heart, and she was waiting for him with a smile.
Although, these are the treatments she stole that should have belonged to another person.
Because, the corners of Fan Youmin's lips were raised in a few seconds after seeing her, and he immediately regained his calm.
He was always so indifferent to her. Although, the two once had a preparation period for half a year to talk about marriage.
"When did you come to Beijing?" Fan Youmin suppressed the surprise in his heart and asked calmly.
"Last month." She replied softly.
As before, the relationship between the two is also a question and an answer. It's just that now, the roles of the two have been reversed.
"Why don't you reach out to your family?" He is also a little unaccustomed to the current question-and-answer model, which is unfamiliar to him. It's just that he can't turn a blind eye to her like he did in Fenglan Town, and he doesn't answer. Now in Beijing, he is the lord and she is the guest. What's more, he just agreed to the Luo family's request. Now that he appeared in front of his eyes, he couldn't leave her alone.
"I ...... I just want to be alone and be quiet......" She still hung her head and didn't dare to look at him. I'm afraid to see the disgust and alienation in his eyes.
"Then why did you come to me?" He asked the bottom of his heart. He abandoned the front, and she shouldn't be a woman who would find herself to cry, make trouble, and hang herself. Since you want to be quiet alone, you shouldn't come to yourself.
"I ...... Just wanted an answer and wanted to know why you didn't want me. Luo Ziyi paused, suppressed the astringency at the bottom of his throat, and pretended to spit out the words that he had rehearsed hundreds of times in his heart.
Fan Youmin was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then swept over her slap face with an almost clear expression. I don't know what to feel in my heart.
In all fairness, she is very beautiful, of course, not the kind of enchanting charm, but fresh and elegant as a chrysanthemum. Although she is two years older, she can see that she has her own old age.
Dressed in casual pants and a shoulder bag, he looks like a recent college graduate.
"What if you get it? We...... No way. Fan Youmin lowered the pain in his eyes and said lightly.
"I know it can't be, I ...... I'm not going to force you. After all, it was just a kindness from the elders. If you don't want to accept it, that's okay. Luo Ziyi hurriedly explained, for fear that he would be angry again.
Fan Youmin raised his eyebrows when he heard this, the kindness of the elders? Scold...... Should it be said that it was the calculation of her Locke family?
Because of the eldest brother's affairs, his family owed her family a lifelong favor, so he agreed to the absurd resolution of the two families. It's just that Geng Yuhuai actually used the marriage event to repay the favor for the family. Because of this, he scoffed at such a proposal made by her family, and then he no longer had any deep friendship with her.
"Do you want a reason? I don't love you. Isn't that enough? Or do you think it doesn't matter if you marry a man who doesn't love you in the slightest? Fan Youmin said in a deep voice. She wanted a reason, okay, he told me the truth.
Luo Ziyi closed her eyes sadly. Luo Ziyi, you're an idiot. One year and twenty days, isn't that enough time to figure it out? He had to tell you this cruel truth himself.
"Thank you for telling me personally. Sorry for the interruption. Luo Ziyi got up, bent over Fan Youmin, and turned to leave his office. If you don't even say goodbye, do you decide that you won't see you again?
"Wait-" Fan Youmin quickly got up and grabbed her arm, "Where do you live?" I'll send you. He told himself that he just wanted to know where she lived, made sure she was safe, and told the Locke family when he got back. From now on, he will no longer have anything to do with her.
"No need." Luo Ziyi shook her head and politely rejected his kindness. I couldn't help but roar in my heart: Fan Youmin, since you don't want me, don't be nice to me. Otherwise, I will be mistaken and misunderstood, thinking that you actually have a little affection for me.
"I'll send you." Fan Youmin insisted. Even worried that she would escape, he grabbed her wrist tightly, and half-pulled and half-pulled out of the store under the surprised and stunned gaze of a clerk.
"I don't need to drive." Luo Ziyi hurriedly stopped him from trying to push her into the car.
"Oh?" Fan Youmin raised his eyebrows, "Shouldn't it be Putin, who is on the other side?" He glanced at the surrounding hotels and inns, and the only thing that could enter her eldest lady's eyes was probably the only five-star hotel.
"That's right, so I don't want you to send it." Luo Ziyi read a faint mockery in his eyes, quickly turned around, and walked towards Putin, who was at the other end of the square.
"Luo Ziyi-" This was the first time Fan Youmin called her. Although it is a joint name with a surname. It was also unusually beautiful to her ears. It's just that she didn't believe that he would have anything good to say, turned her back to him, and stood still.
"I'm sorry." He sincerely apologized. At this point, he apologized to her for a year and twenty days. She should have been told before she left Canada. I should have said "I'm sorry, the wedding was cancelled" to her in person. And not now, now, after more than a year of her shape, what is the point of everything?
"It's okay, I'm used to it." She nodded faintly and walked forward. Yes, she is used to it. Accustomed to his repeated breach of appointments, accustomed to being the last stupid woman to know the truth.
So, let's let this be the last time. From now on, she no longer misses him, misses him, likes him, and no longer waits stupidly in place. She must be herself seriously and only herself.
Fan Youmin stood on the stone steps at the entrance of the store, watching Luo Ziyi's figure gradually walking away from a distance. The slender back, in the city square where people and cars come and go, is so lonely and fragile.
He hurt her completely after all. has also lost her since then, and has lost a woman who can give up a glorious career and a bright future for herself. Lost a woman who had truly loved him for several years.
It was he who pushed her away all his life, just for a first love that was tempting when he was young, and for a single thought that is difficult to achieve now, who is blamed for all this? I can only blame myself
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"Ah Min...... I think so...... You should go to her. Fang Zhe drank the liquor in the cup in one go, sighed, and suggested intermittently. The three of them gathered in the pub to drink, but Xi Yidi, who was immersed in love, did not show up for a long time, leaving the two of them, Fan Youmin did not drink a drop of wine, and only thought bitterly about another woman he didn't love but couldn't let go.
But he, Fang Zhe, poured several glasses because he was bored, and dragged a man who had a family, smoked and drank alcohol to escape from the baby's feces and urine, so he naturally had to drink heartily to be worthy of himself.
"Looking for her? In what capacity? Fan Youmin shook his head with a wry smile. Since meeting her once two months ago, he went to Putin the next day to look for her, only to be told that she had moved out of the hotel. And the Locke family still has no news of her.
Damn, he really wants to learn to curse.
What is this? Did you deliberately make him feel guilty?
asked "Xi Yao" to look for her, and it wasn't until a few days ago that she learned that she, Luo Ziyi, had signed a contract with the largest design firm in Beijing and stayed in Beijing to start her old business.
Is she planning to go back to Canada?
When he contacted his eldest brother, he asked him if the Locke family knew about her staying in Beijing to work, but was told that they didn't know, and repeatedly entrusted himself to take care of her.
Damn it. She had never contacted her at all, and if she hadn't asked the "Xi Yao" security of the credit bureau to find her, he wouldn't have known the news that she was going to stay in Beijing to work.
"Huh? Min, that woman looks like your fiancée. Fang Zhe shook his head and pointed to the group of people who had just come in at the door of the bar, including her, Luo Ziyi. The woman who had afflicted him for two months. And the reason why Fang Zhe felt familiar was precisely because he had seen the photos he provided to "Xi Yao" to find someone.
Damn, Fan Youmin's heart flashed once again with a curse that Xi Yidi hung in his mouth. The gentle and elegant temperament he had always cultivated was destroyed by her.
Got up, stretched out his slender legs, and strode into the crowd where the woman was. I told myself again and again that it was not for the soft smile she showed to other men, and it was not because she had not only not had this strange country to ask her for help in these two months, but she had lived a damn good life.
"Sorry, borrowed" Fan Youmin squeezed into a group of fashionably dressed men and women with outstanding temperament, pulling out the woman who made his usual calm and quiet mood almost go berserk.
"Yay?" Luo Ziyi opened her "O" mouth in surprise, looked at Fan Youmin who seemed to have fallen from the sky in disbelief, pulled herself out of the crowd, and asked the waiter for a quiet box.
"Shut your mouth." Fan Youmin ordered her to close her still round mouth with a gloomy face to hide the embarrassment in her eyes. Throw yourself into the soft couch.
"Coincidentally, you're here too?" Luo Ziyi swallowed her saliva and found a moderate topic, breaking the silence in the room.
"Why didn't you go back to China?" Fan Youmin didn't pay attention to what she was looking for, but went straight to the point.
"Uh...... I ......" Luo Ziyi lowered her head, not knowing how to explain. Honestly? Tell him directly that he can't let go of him and want to stay in the city with him, even if he doesn't necessarily have the opportunity to meet him, and then greedily look at his handsome face even if he is angry? Oh...... She's not that stupid.
"What? Tongue bitten by a cat? Fan Youmin blurted out something that he would never say in front of her before. He couldn't figure it out himself, didn't he want her to stay away from him, and it was better not to have anything to do with him? But why, just when I saw her surrounded by many men outside, I felt a sour and awkward feeling in my heart. He would never admit that he was jealous. never
"I didn't ...... No. Luo Ziyi shook her head.
Fan Youmin suddenly had an urge to burst into laughter. God, she thought what she had just said was a question.
For the first time, Fan Youmin sat in front of her, sweeping from head to toe with the eyes of a simple man looking at a woman. Anyway, she kept her head down, and her long eyelashes covered her eyelids. Why didn't he look at her generously.
In this way, Luo Ziyi didn't hear the question from the man opposite for a long time, and raised her eyes in confusion, just in time to meet the deep and inquiring gaze he cast. Hurriedly lowered his head.
"You haven't told me yet, why haven't you returned to China yet?" Fan Youmin relentlessly pursued the previous problem.
Hearing this, Luo Ziyi was embarrassed for a while, in addition to forcing himself to return to Canada, what good words could he expect this man to say?
"If you can't go back, you don't bother," she squeezed out a sentence.
Fan Youmin was stunned when he heard this, and then realized that his tone was indeed too much. He didn't mean to urge her to go back, just worried, yes, worried, worried that she would be bullied by others unfamiliarly. However, it seems that not only did she not suffer any damage, on the contrary, she was living more nourishing than before.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to drive you home." He pondered it in his heart for a while before slowly explaining, "Your family is worried about you. ”
"I'll get in touch with them. Thank you for the reminder, Mr. Fan, if there is nothing else, I will go out first. Luo Ziyi took a deep breath and endured the heartache to say something against his will. She should leave here with her head held high, out of his sight, even if she really wanted to cry and mourn the complete end between herself and him.
Fan Youmin felt his heart tighten for a while. Even if the two are not married, they are no longer an unmarried couple, as for treating themselves so unfamiliarly? Fan Youmin had long forgotten how rude he was to her a year ago.
"Ziyi," he sighed, calling out to her as she was about to push open the box door.
"Do we have to get along in this way?"
"So what? You tell me? Luo Ziyi tilted her head, holding back the tears in her eyes, suppressed her choked voice, and pretended to be calm and said, "I also want to find a suitable way to meet you face to face." But I can't be as calm as you. Youmin, you know, I used to surround you, annoy you, and even didn't hesitate to break my marriage to get away with me. So, what kind of attitude should I have towards you now? I'm afraid you're disgusted, you're unfamiliar, you're not satisfied, you tell me, tell me what to do" She stared at the ground, and after saying this, tears rolled down to the floor. She didn't dare to look up, nor did she dare to turn around, for fear that she would not be able to suppress the urge to cry out loud in her heart, so she could only stare at the floor like this, at a loss.
Fan Youmin listened and stared at the strings of tears that fell to the floor, and when she stopped talking, he got up and came to her, and couldn't help but take her into his arms for the first time.
"I'm sorry. Ziyi, I didn't know that my willfulness had caused you so much harm. He blamed himself lowly. One hand wrapped around her waist, and the other gently caressed her back, soothing her as she couldn't cry.
Luo Ziyi listened to his beautiful voice and apologized to himself, and could no longer suppress the sadness in his heart, and cried loudly.
No matter what, she doesn't want to suppress the pain in her heart so hard anymore.
Cry when you want to cry, cry as much as you want, look forward to it for many years, and in the end she loses, she has done her best as a woman, but she can't get his other eyes, let alone his heart. She turned all the grievances and sadness over the years into tears, lying on his chest, crying until the sky was dark, crying until his clothes were wet......
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Two years later......
"Ziyi, are you really not thinking about it anymore?". Fang Wenli, the head of the interior design department of Yihuang Design, was reluctant to retain Luo Ziyi, who planned to renew the contract when it expired.
"No, Sister Fang, I have to go back to China." Luo Ziyi smiled and declined. Two years is enough to train yourself to be strong, and then wave goodbye to everything in the past.
Although in the past two years, he has invited himself to dinner from time to time, and occasionally has dinner with his friends.
However, the two did not talk about the past, including the bar cry two years ago.
For a long time after that, Luo Ziyi forced herself to immerse herself in work. I went out early and returned late, and I threw myself into the design like crazy. Tell yourself not to think about him anymore. That crying can be regarded as a farewell. Say goodbye to his past. Say goodbye to your reluctance. From now on, she should cheer up.
Later, he also made an international call with his family, so that they would not bother Fan Youmin again.
In fact, her eldest sister knew that she would stay in Beijing to work. She had sent her an email, so they didn't panic and call the police to look for her. As for why her eldest sister asked her brother-in-law to ask Fan Youmin for help, it is unknown.
Even if she thought it was, it didn't make sense anymore.
"Luo Ziyi, second-line phone." Liu Mei, a colleague at the desk next door, knocked on the partition of her desk.
"Thank you." Luo Ziyi retracted her senses, smiled at Liu Mei and nodded, and at the same time picked up the second-line phone, "Hello, Luo Ziyi." ”
"Ziyi, it's me." It was him, the man who bothered her from Canada to Beijing and wanted to let go of the law.
"Hi ......," Luo Ziyi said mechanically.
"Are you free tonight? I'll pick you up. There is a dinner party in Yuanyi Village. Celebrate Yoyo's second birthday. Fan Youmin looked at the time, it was less than an hour before she got off work, so he simply got up, grabbed his coat and walked out of the store, ready to pick her up.
"I'm sorry, it's been a busy few days, and there are a lot of things that need to be handed over." Luo Ziyi looked at the stack of information at hand and said apologetically.
"Handover? How? Do you want to change departments? ”。 Fan Youmin asked with a puzzled frown.
"No, Youmin, my contract has expired and I'm ready to return home." Luo Ziyi explained in a low voice. He must be happy to see it.
"Let's go—" Fan Youmin's car keys fell to the ground, but he was still stunned on the spot.
Is she really going to go back to Canada?
Two years, he thought she should be able to understand his mind.
Yes, he, Fan Youmin, was concerned about her after hugging her in the bar and crying bitterly. After intermittent contact and getting along, he even slowly fell in love with her. Ironic, right? After he ran away from her and ruined the marriage, he was shocked to realize that he actually liked her, or had a strong love, otherwise, how could he be so heartbroken after hearing the news that she was going to return to China?
It's just that because of the ignorant first love when she was young, she blinded her eyes and numbed her heart, so she did so many unforgivable stupid things that hurt her heart.
No, she can't go, how can she turn around and leave after blowing up the spring water that she realized after blowing her pool?
Fan Youmin pursed his lips and decided to go to the First Emperor to find her.
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"You...... What did you say? Luo Ziyi looked at Fan Youmin in surprise, covering her mouth with both hands.
God, does he know what he said himself?
Luo Ziyi shook her head in disbelief.
"You heard me right, and I didn't say it wrong. I did say, I love you, Ziyi, don't leave me. He simply let go of the so-called face, completely discarded the reserved and elegant image he had maintained for many years, and happily admitted his heart. He fell in love with her, the woman who was once his fiancée and once had a chance to be his bride - Luo Ziyi.
"No...... How could it be ......" Luo Ziyi shook her head dumbfounded, still unable to believe it, "Are you sure you're not lying to me?" What time is it today? It's not April Fool's Day, is it? Luo Ziyi trembled and clicked on the calendar on her phone, October 20th, far from April Fool's Day.
"It's true. I love you. Although, this sentence is three years late. But hopefully it's not too late. Fan Youmin put his arm around her and imprinted a gentle kiss on her forehead.
Oh, God, she shyly clutched her crimson cheeks. Secretly twisted himself. It hurts, it means that it's not a dream, does he really say he loves her? Luo Ziyi smiled stupidly, not knowing how to react.
"Fool" Fan Youmin chuckled and flicked her head, her reaction made him sad and distressed. She loved herself so humbly and discreetly.
It turns out that he can be so happy when he opens his heart and is no longer attached to the established love, hate, right and wrong