Shunzhi's imperial chariot slowly walked towards Kunning Palace, I sat next to Shunzhi, looking at the palms we had been holding each other in a daze, Shunzhi sighed and let go of his hand, stretched out his arm to take me into his arms, and said softly: "What's wrong?" ”

I didn't look up, and he asked again, "Are you angry about that tune?" ”

I suddenly felt like crying again, Shunji raised my face, looked into my eyes and said, "I don't know why Concubine Xian played that tune, maybe she also has that score?" ”

Wuyunzhu will really see the ghost when he will have that music score, "It's obviously what you taught, are you still afraid to admit it?" My tears flowed down, pushing his body harder, but Shunzhi hugged me tighter, after some entanglement, I gave up struggling, remembering what I had done these days, remembering my worries these days, I cried loudly and whimpered: "That's the song I played to you, I don't want others to play it to you." ”

"Okay, okay, I don't listen," Shunji gently wiped away my tears, "don't cry." ”

"Badass! Bad apple! I thumped him hard in the chest, "Why teach her?" ”

Shunji sighed, grabbed my hand and said, "I really didn't teach her." ”

"It's not you, it's me!" I yelled with tears in my eyes.

Shunzhi sighed again and said, "Maybe I hum this song sometimes, but she listened to it and wanted to surprise me today." ”

I was a little stunned, surprised? Could it be that the dark cloud beads are also like Luo Yan? Could it be ...... Is she also in love with Shunji? My heart was gripped by the thought.

If I hadn't known the history, would I have targeted the clouds so purposefully? If I'm on the same starting line as Uyunzhu, can I still get Shunji's attention?

All the while, I made a good excuse for my actions, all the while, I put myself in a detached position, and all the while, I felt like a savior, saving Shunji. I think I'm different from them, because I have love, and I feel like I'm insisting on it for love, so I'm right to pretend to be sick and pitiful, and it's not wrong to design dark cloud beads, I didn't think that I would tarnish the word "love" by doing this, and I didn't think at all, if you love him, others won't love him? Are others all hypocritical towards him?

Ronghui, you are simply wrong!

"Hui'er!"

When I came back to my senses, I met Shunzhi's eyes and smiled at him in a panic, Shunzhi wiped the tears from my face and chuckled, "Laughing? Not angry? ”

I threw myself into his arms, clutching his clothes tightly, as if this would hold him firmly by my side, I leaned on Shunji's arms, my mind was blank, he didn't know what he was thinking, he didn't speak, we just hugged each other quietly, until the royal chariot slowly stopped, Shunji took my hand, and sent me back to the dormitory.

He said with a little reluctance: "You...... Let's rest. ”

I wanted him to stay, but I let go of our hand-holding, he shouldn't belong to me tonight, he should belong to another woman who might love him too, when did I become so generous? Push him back into the arms of another woman? Is it because of my guilt for the dark clouds? If it weren't for me, the Queen Mother's impression of her might not be so bad, and I still deliberately let her take that thankless errand, and even spread rumors to make trouble, if someone did the same to me, I would probably hate the initiator to death. However, just with these guiltes, I have to watch Shunzhi go back to her? My heart is like being pressed by a thousand pounds of boulder, making it difficult for me to breathe and panic at the same time, he is leaving, are you willing?

"Your Majesty." I barely recognized it as my own voice, what am I going to do?

Shunzhi heard my voice, paused slightly, and stood there without looking back.

Yes, tonight is the day when the dark cloud bead is sealed, how can he leave her and stay with me? Everyone, including Shunji, thinks he should be by her side tonight, right? I understand, but why did I still rush over and hold him tightly in desperation?

"Fulin, don't go." I closed my eyes at the same time as I heard my own voice, just let me be mean again, just let ...... Let him reject me, and then I won't resent why I didn't keep him.

Shunzhi turned around and looked at me distressedly, and it took a long time before he said, "Hui'er, I'm ......"

I reached out and hooked his neck and used my lips to cover his next words, enough for not to be so blunt. I hugged him tightly, sucking his lips abruptly, a kiss, I just need a kiss, Shunji was stunned for a moment, and then hugged me back, the initiative was quickly handed over to him, our kiss was very hot, as if to melt each other, I began to lack oxygen again, dizzy, but I didn't want to push him away.

Suffocated to death because of kissing, this way of dying seems to be quite special.

I can't think anymore, I can only let him lead. My crown had long since flown to nowhere to go, and the rolling dragon shoulder outside the court robe was also trampled under our feet, my suffocation became heavier and heavier, and my chest rose and fell so sharply that even I couldn't tell if it was because of the lack of oxygen or because I was nervous because of his behavior.

[*****I'm a little star of river crabs*****]

I buried my face in the silk mattress and said worriedly, "You...... It's time to go back. ”

This should be what a good queen should do, right? Don't fight for the wind, don't be jealous, and then arrange the time for each concubine to sleep reasonably for the emperor.

[*****I'm a little star of river crabs*****]

He...... Aren't you leaving? This...... It was he who left it, this ...... Can't blame me!

[*****I'm a little star of river crabs*****]

Shunji's patience crumbled in an instant, and the fierce attack came like a storm, and I lost myself in the storm, basking in the pleasure he brought me.

He was like a spell that bound not only my body, but also my heart, and I was willing to sink in the beautiful illusions I had weaved.

End of Volume I