Chapter 241: By his side, there is no Nanxi
Some people say that falling in love with someone is the beginning of suffering, and all love in this world is a combination of essence and contradictions!
Love may be forgotten, or it may be remembered, and as time passes, it is often not love that can carve clear traces in the depths of memory!
She who once loved, who once loved him, may become a floating reading that will no longer fluctuate your heartstrings under the bright light of time, silent into the water, and silent from then on!
But in Li Weihuan's view, these remarks are completely fallacious and unrealistic!
Seven years ago, he met Nanxi and didn't fall in love with her at first sight, because at that time, he had already learned a lot about Nanxi from Lu Yinchu's DV.
Lu Yinchu will occasionally speak, not much, and never face the camera!
For example, Nanxi got up and waved to her father in the yard, "Dad, good morning!" ”
He would reply to her in a deep and warm voice, "Nanxi, good morning!" ”
For example, Nanxi went to school and said to her family, "Goodbye! ”
He would also smile back to her, "Goodbye Nanxi, stay safe on the road!" ”
He used short words to communicate silently with Nanxi, as if the two of them knew each other like this, were so familiar, and integrated into each other!
At that time, Li Weihuan felt that her second uncle loved very hard, was very forbearing, and even had low self-esteem!
Because he fell in love with Nanxi, who was ten years younger than himself, and could even be said to be a child, this love was incredible, and he probably couldn't really convince himself of it!
Therefore, he chose to avoid, chose to guard, and chose to stand in a silent perspective and wait for her to grow up!
But the girl he was waiting for quietly was stolen one day, and the person who stole her was his nephew who had been protecting and spoiling!
The behavior of the thief, he disdains it, when he saw someone stealing something when he was a child, he would not be able to suppress his anger and rush up to beat the person, feeling that he was really sorry for his parents, sorry for his friends around him, and sorry for his own affairs......
But he never thought that one day he would become a thief, others only stole things, and if they lost them, they could buy them again!
And he is very shameless, he steals a person, and in this world, if it is lost, it will be difficult to find the second person!
When he kissed Nanxi for the first time, he was struggling, he knew what this kiss represented, and he also knew what life he would face after this kiss went on!
However, he still couldn't suppress his inner feelings and kissed it!
Nanxi's lips are thin, soft, and cold, but the breath is what he imagined, an addictive breath!
He didn't dare to go deeper, he was afraid of scaring her, Lu Yinchu had an inferiority complex in front of Nanxi, and he was actually the same inferiority complex in front of her!
Nanxi didn't refuse him, which made him feel happy, of course, he also knew in his heart that Nanxi, who was ten years old at the time, and Nanxi, who was helpless, couldn't refuse him!
He took advantage of Nanxi's helplessness, took advantage of Nanxi's kindness, meanness, shame, and owned Nanxi!
Nanxi stayed in County A of the neighboring city for two years, in fact, he never dared to say it, it was not that he did not have the ability to bring Nanxi to H City immediately, but he didn't dare, he really didn't dare!
He arranged Nanxi to H City, boarding school, he used the money given by Li Mufang to Nanxi to handle the transfer, I heard that Nanxi returned to the mainland from Hong Kong, the grades are very good, the principal is willing to accept!
He has only one request for the principal, he said: He doesn't want Nanxi to participate in any public activities or competitions on the school side, he just wants to give Nanxi a safe and stable career!
The principal accepted the money, and knew the strength of Li Weihuan's family, so he didn't dare to offend and agreed!
In those two years, Li Weihuan thinks about it now, it was probably the happiest day of his year!
Because of Nanxi at that time, life, only he Li Weihuan was left to rely on, and Li Weihuan, he had a complete Nanxi!
At that time, he often skipped class and ran to the school in the neighboring city of Nanxi to find her, Nanxi also reprimanded him, saying that he didn't go to school well, he listened to the happy laughter, and said to her, "In college, there are few courses, and it is the same whether you learn or not, and when you enter the society in the future, it will be natural!" ”
Nanxi was helpless against him, and when she saw him with such a bright smile, she couldn't bear to blame him!
Moreover, when she sees him, she will also be very stable in her heart, she is greedy for such stability!
County A is a small county seat, and there is no fun place around the county, but even if he just holds Nanxi's hand and walks from the street to the end, he feels that this is a kind of happiness!
There is a lot of garbage on the cement pavement, and there are no garbage cans in small places, and I don't pay attention to that!
But Nanxi is a very well-behaved child, if there is garbage, he must throw it on the garbage heap, not casually, sometimes he throws it away at will, and she frowns at him!
Nanxi said, this is not a good habit, it has to be changed!
He listened to the laughter of the time!
was managed by his future daughter-in-law, and he was very satisfied from the bottom of his heart!
When you are tired of shopping, two people will stop together to eat a bowl of wontons, and there is a store called "Sugar Sugar Wonton", which is particularly delicious!
At first, he was reluctant to go in and eat, thinking that looking at the name, the wonton filling might be sweet, he likes to eat salty things, and the taste is heavy, avoid sweets!
Although the last few years were weakened under the influence of Nanxi, it was not long at that time, so the impact was not very deep!
Nanxi said, "If you don't eat, just wait for me on the side, I want to eat, I'm hungry!" ”
Seeing that Nanxi was angry, he naturally wanted to coax, so he sat down to eat with him, and what made him very relieved was that the wontons were not sweet.
What surprised him even more was that not to mention, this wonton was really delicious!
No, it should be said that it is very tasty, the best of the ravioli!
Seeing that Li Weihuan ate so fragrantly, Nanxi smiled, "Look, I said I wouldn't lie to you, it's delicious!" ”
Li Weihuan read the head stupidly at the time, "It's delicious, it's delicious, the wontons introduced by my daughter-in-law are just different!" ”
Ten-year-old Nanxi is still very embarrassed to hear him call him such a "daughter-in-law"!
The little face can't help but turn red!
After that time, every time Li Weihuan went to County A, he had to go there with Nanxi to eat wontons, and once he ate like this, he ate it for two years!
The proprietress of the "Sugar Wonton Shop" is an aunt in her forties, she is very kind, her eloquence is also very good, and the wontons are delicious, so the business is very good!
She saw that Nanxi and Li Weihuan were good-looking, and she liked them from the bottom of her heart, plus they often came, so every time she gave them them, she would read them more!
Basically, Nanxi can only eat two-thirds of the amount, but Li Weihuan can eat it, and he will eat up the remaining one-third of Nanxi!
Later, Nanxi was admitted to H University and was about to leave County A, and the proprietress was still very reluctant in her heart, saying that if she had the opportunity to come back in the future, she would continue to eat her chaos!
That being said, she didn't really have much hope in her heart.
People who went to the big city, have no relatives here, and she is just a person who met in Pingshui, where would she rush back to eat a bowl of wontons for her?
But then, Nanxi really came twice.
One time was three months after leaving County A, she returned to her alma mater and came to see the proprietress by the way, and the other time, it was a flood in County A, and Nanxi came as a volunteer!
It's just the second time that the storefront was flooded, and Nanxi didn't eat the chaos she made!
Li Weihuan has always felt that Nanxi is a very emotional person, otherwise he would not have taken care of him when he was in Hong Kong.
He remembered that on several occasions when the two of them were eating on the side streets of Hong Kong, Nanxi asked him, "Why do you always run away from home?" ”
He was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Why did I run away from home?" ”
"If you didn't run away from home, why did you come here?"
"Well, yes, I don't know! Why have I been here? After a pause, he said, "Nanxi, don't dislike me, I'm here, I only know you!" ”
said, pitiful, Nanxi wants to refuse, but it can't be done!
Such a kind, friendly, gentle, clean, transparent girl, who wouldn't like it, who wouldn't fall in love?
Lu Yin will fall in love at the beginning, and he Li Weihuan will naturally too!
Reaching out and rubbing his eyebrows, he really didn't want to think about some of the past.
But at this moment, with no future and no expectations for the future, how can he survive if he does not grasp those only pasts? How will he spend every minute and every second in the future!
Walking out onto the streets of County A again, he had mixed feelings.
Compared to years ago, the road has been repaired after the flood, and there are garbage cans on the side of the road, but there are still many people throwing garbage on the road!
Li Weihuan drank a bottle of mineral water, reached out and threw the bottle on the ground, but a light and bright woman's voice sounded in his ears inexplicably: "Li Weihuan, didn't you tell you?" No littering! ”
The eyelashes trembled, the eyes were cloudy, and the heart seemed to be hit hard by a fist, and it hurt like words!
He stepped forward to pick up the bottle.
But as soon as he lifted his steps, a little boy suddenly came out from behind him, reached out and picked up the bottle and threw it in the big bag in his hand!
Then, he ran away!
Li Weihuan adjusted his breathing, followed the road that he had walked with Nanxi countless times, and continued to walk forward.
Although the appearance of this place has changed, although there is no Nanxi by her side, this road is still there!
The memories on this road are still clear!
It's July, and the sun is vicious, but Li Weihuan feels that his heart is very cold.
And the reason why he feels cold is because there is no Nanxi by his side!
"Hey, you're waiting for me!"
Li Weihuan paused, turned his face sideways, and saw a girl chasing after a boy!
The girl wore a long ponytail and a plain white dress.
The boy was thin and tall, and he didn't see his appearance clearly, and the two of them walked past him like that!
"Hey, you're waiting for me!"
Memory, it seems that someone has said this to him too.
The girl who called him also wore a long ponytail, a plain white skirt, a soft curvature of the side face, and a beautiful smile......
"South Stream ......"
He shouted, but the surroundings were empty and there was no response! (.. )