Chapter 7, Section 28 Reflections
His Majesty the Emperor
The concubine Nanfeng entered the Baiyun Jingshe since the beginning of the first year of Yuankang, and it has been more than half a month so far. The mountains are clear, boring, only to nurses and lie still. Whenever the baby is a baby, looking closely at its description, I feel that there is no place that is not cool Your Majesty. I miss His Majesty's heart, and I grow crazy with the day. Milk Bi looked up at the mountain, the mountain was empty, the white clouds on it, its elegant state, people couldn't help but think of His Majesty's calm and lofty charm. I want to concubine and His Majesty since they got married, and they have stayed together in the morning and evening, and they have never tasted the taste of separation. Now that the two places are separated by each other, they can't meet each other, and they feel lovesick and bitter -
Excerpt from Empress Jia Nanfeng's "Mountain Book Jane" by Emperor Hui
After writing my fifteenth letter to him, I collapsed on my pillow.
It's been fifteen days and I haven't heard anything from him. There are no letters, and there are no dictations. I, forgotten by him.
Is it because I gave birth to another daughter? Or because there are many new concubines in the palace, and he is leaning on the red embrace, hugging left and right, indulging in the gentle township and lingering. So much so that I forgot about me, the queen who couldn't go down the mountain for the time being because she was in the mountains?
Xiaocui walked in, saw the letter in front of the bed, sighed and said, "You have just given birth, how can you write a letter?" If a woman's month does not sit well, it is easy to fall into the problems of the next generation. If you have a sore hand in the future, what will happen to you? You are the one who is the queen, you have a harem to manage, and you have to assist the emperor in dealing with state affairs. All of this requires you to have a healthy body. So don't think about anything now, take care of your body first. Go back to the palace after the full moon, and then show your magic again, and see which of those new concubines dares to disobey you. ”
I don't understand these truths, and I have also given birth to several children. What can't you do in the month, do you still need to be taught? But if I don't do anything now. Let him forget me day by day, how can I be willing? Years of love. Once it comes to naught, how can it be embarrassing to teach people!
Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know if I will be the queen when I go back." ”
Xiao Cuiliu raised her eyebrows, "You don't think nonsense, you are not the queen." Who is the Queen? You haven't done anything wrong, does he dare to abolish you for no reason, you can't ——, AP, update the fastest."
The "he" in Xiaocui's mouth is naturally the emperor. Only Xiaocui is so fierce, so unsightly, and he also used the word "dare" to the emperor. I had to tell her bluntly, "People are the emperor, why don't you dare?" If he starts to be real, it will be his only words. ”
Xiao Cui disagreed, "If that's the case." Why didn't he dare to set you up in the first place? Leng made you wait for several years without a name, and you have suffered a lot and worked hard. Finally climbed to the throne of this queen. It is not so much that he set you up, but that you climbed up to the ground yourself. ”
Of course, I'm defending my husband. He immediately defended him, saying, "He was still young at that time. He has not yet sat on the throne of his own land, and has been suppressed by the ministers. After the establishment, where can he be responsible? You're afraid he doesn't want to, he's more anxious than me, but he can't help it. ”
Xiaocui glared at me and said, "You will protect him, and no one else will say it." ”
After speaking, he ran to the door and looked, turned around and closed the door, Fang whispered, "Just now I saw the eldest lady go down the mountain with red eyes." Alas, I used to hate her very much, but now when I look at her, I just feel sorry for her. Prince Qi is determined not to go back this time, she cries to death every day, and she can't save her father-in-law. This man is so ruthless. One abandons his wife just because his face is a little numb, and the other forgets the old man when he has a new love. ”
I hurriedly said, "It's not what you said, King Qi will become a monk, and it's not all because of this." Over the years, he has always been very negative and indifferent, you have never heard of any major moves in the imperial court, right? When others were vying for power, he stayed out of it. Probably, since a long time ago, he has looked down on the mundane things. The death of his youngest daughter and his own disfigurement only contributed to his final determination to abandon the fuse of the world. ”
Xiaocui stared at me and said with a smile, "I said you, after protecting your husband and your lover." They are all good, they all deserve pity and pity, but you alone deserve to suffer. ”
For a while, I didn't know what to say to Xiaocui. I cherish the two of them from the bottom of my heart. One is because of love, of course, and the other is why? For King Qi, I can't clarify my own feelings. It used to be deeply loved, then it was forgotten, and now it is ......
Just as he was thinking, he came. Or tulle masked, gray robe and shoes. Despite this, the demeanor is still unforgettable.
Xiao Cui retreated with interest, King Qi sat down on the chair in front of the bed, looked at me quietly, and said with a smile after a while, "Today's complexion is much better, you scared me to death that day." I thought, if you have three longs and two shorts, I won't be able to live. Because, you climbed up the mountain with such a big belly for me. At this point, his eyes were full of guilt.
I hurriedly made gestures to stop him, "Lord, beware of the wall with ears, although this is outside the world, you and I are still Hongchen people." ”
He shook his head and said, "You still are, but I am not." If it weren't for the fact that you happened to give birth here, I would have become a monk by now. ”
I looked at his face carefully, trying to see through the veil to see his true face, but in vain.
After enduring and enduring, I finally couldn't help but cautiously ask, "There are really a lot of ...... on your face?" A lot...... Is it? I really can't say the word "hemp". I feel that connecting these two words with him is an insult to him, he used to be such a beautiful man.
He nodded. At the same time, he explained in a flat voice, "I became a monk, not mainly for this, but for the death of the little lord, which made me realize the impermanence of the world and the fragility of life." That little life was completely lost in front of my eyes in just a few days. ”
I sighed deeply, and at the same time knew in my heart that it would be in vain to say anything now, and he had really made up his mind this time and would not look back.
Thinking of this, I said guiltily, "I'm sorry I soiled your ashram." After I leave, please ask the old abbot to come and recite the sutra a few more times......"
He hurriedly waved his hand and said, "You've apologized many times, it's really okay." Although I am determined to shave, I don't pay attention to these things. It was our honor to welcome the birth of a princess as soon as it was repaired. ”
Speaking of the little princess, I lovingly stroked the little face of my sleeping daughter and said, "Thank you for not caring about it, since the little princess was born in your ashram, please ask the prince to give her a name." ”
King Qi thought for a while and said, "The nickname is called Yunyun, okay?" As for her name, it was canonized by her father. ”
At this time, Xiaocui reported outside, "Niangniang, now that Father-in-law Ju is going down the mountain, I'll give him the letter." ”
I promised, "Okay, you can come in and get it." ”
Cui took the letter. King Qi smiled and asked, "Another letter to the emperor?" ”
I nodded embarrassedly, "I'm just bored and want to find something to do." ”
He smiled knowingly and said, "Niangniang and the emperor have never been separated, and suddenly they are stranded here with me and can't go down the mountain, so naturally they will be very unaccustomed to it." ”
I saw that there seemed to be a slight jealousy between his words, and I thought badly that you are far from cultivating the four pure roots, and it seems that you are not qualified to become a monk.
But soon my mood was sluggish, because I thought about the use of me writing letters, and the emperor did not reply to the letters, and there was not even a word of comfort. I think he blamed me for having another daughter and refusing to take care of me. No, he's busy making those new concubines emperor now. ”
King Qi spoke for the emperor seriously, "Don't think about it, it's definitely not like this." How to treat you sincerely, you should know in your own heart. He is a dead-eyed child, and if he loves someone, he will love him for a lifetime. I'm his uncle, I grew up watching him, and I know best what kind of person he is. Believe me, he must be entangled in something, and he can't be separated for the time being, and news will come soon. You have to take advantage of this time away from him to take care of your body, so that when he sees you again after a while, he will be pleasantly surprised. ”
I was ashamed to think that I had thought too much about it just now, King Qi, now my heart is really like water, and I am outside the red dust. He was able to help the emperor say good things and match our husband and wife, which shows that he has been completely relieved of what happened back then.
Before you know it, the light boat has crossed the Ten Thousand Mountains.