Yang Su's favorite flower is the star grass, I think this kind of flower is clumped by bush, it seems to be very inconspicuous, but if you look closely, you will find that it is really a very beautiful flower.

Yang Su selected a few white magnolias, paired them with star grass, and after buying some fruits, he took a taxi to the hospital where Chu Qing was.

Previously, she had learned from Lu Yinchu that Chu Qing was out of danger and there was no major problem, but as for whether the person had woken up or not, she didn't know.

But Chang Linsheng has not contacted himself so far, which can at least prove that Chang Linsheng is in the hospital, and he has been in the hospital.

In room 1812 of the senior ward of the inpatient department, Yang Su reached out and knocked on the door, then took a deep breath and waited.

She was ready that the person who opened the door for her might be Chang Linsheng, but in fact, it wasn't.

A middle-aged woman in her fifties, her body is blessed, but she can still see the graceful spirit, and in her eyebrows and eyes, she is a little similar to Chu Qing, Yang Su knows who she is!

"Hello, auntie......" Yang Su greeted!

The woman looked at Yang Su and squinted her eyes slightly, "Are you ......?"

"Oh, my name is Yang Su, and I ...... I'm here to see Miss Chu! ”

"Yang Su......" The woman squinted her eyes and pondered for a moment, still hesitating!

"Mom, that's my friend, let her in!" A weak female voice came from the hospital room.

The woman frowned and glanced back, and finally gave way to Yang Su and let her in, Yang Su held flowers and fruits, the woman took the fruits and said, "You talk, I'll wash the fruits!" ”

Before the woman left, she couldn't let go of a glance at Chu Qing, Chu Qing didn't look at her, signaling that she was okay, and then she raised her feet and left!

Today's Chu Qing, her face is pale, almost bloodless, and when she looks closer, there are a few freckles on her face, but there is no doubt that that face is still beautiful!

"Sit down!" Chu Qing said.

Yang Su nodded, pulled over a chair, and sat down!

Chu Qing looked at her with a faint expression, Yang Su's gaze fell on her bandaged wrist, and his heart hurt inexplicably.

"You're here to find Ah Sheng, unfortunately, he went out!" Chu Qing smiled and said, "Because I just woke up not long ago, I was a little hungry and wanted to eat Yiju's preserved egg and lean porridge, so he went to buy it for me!" ”

Yang Su pursed his lips, "I'm not here to find him!" ”

"Really?"

Chu Qing's expression was still arrogant, and it was obvious that she didn't trust her!

"I'm here to find Miss Chu today!"

"Oh? Looking for me? Why? ”

Yang Su bit her lip to stabilize her heartbeat, and she said, "Miss Chu, you should know that Ah Sheng and I are already engaged!" ”

Chu Qing's expression didn't change, as if he was waiting for her to continue!

"I don't think you should be so careless about your life, it's really not worth it!" Yang Su's eyes flashed, and she continued, "Actually, she told me part of the matter between you, although I don't know much about it, but I don't know it at all!" No matter what, no matter who is right or wrong, the past is the past, and there is really no need to dwell on those meaningless things, so I hope you let him go, and you will let yourself go for everyone! ”

"Huh!" Chu Qing sneered when she heard this, and she said, "You understand? How much do you know? Where did you find out? What did Ah Sheng tell you? But how can you be sure that he will tell you everything? Even if he tells you everything, how do you know that everything he says is everything? ”

Chu Qing leaned forward and moved closer to Yang Su, her long hair falling down, and there was a hint of mockery on her face.

"Yang Su, do you know? In fact, I sympathize with you, you are young, simple, and don't know men at all, I admit that Ah Sheng does like you, likes your youth, likes your beauty, you make his long-dead heart beat again, you let him taste love. But when one day you are no longer young and beautiful, what do you rely on to attract him? Do you have any capital worth waiting for for you? Is it the love you have in mind? Is that even more ridiculous? For example, I ask you, how much can you love him? I can love him so much that I die for him, what about you? Can you? ”

Yang Su bit his lip and couldn't speak.

Seeing this, Chu Qing smiled again, "Look, you can't, what he wants is nothing more than love, and this love, my husband and wife with him for eleven years must be stronger than you and him for more than half a year!" Yang Su, admit defeat, you can't win me! ”

At this moment, Yang Su didn't know what to feel in his heart, there was sadness and anger, but more than that, it was sadness!

"So, why? Why did you betray Chang Linsheng in the first place? If you love him so much, why did you betray him? You could have had a good marriage, but why don't you cherish it? You know, you were only getting married at the time, how could you ......?"

How can you hurt him so much, trample on that man's self-esteem and pride so much, torture that man so much......

Yang Su thought about it, her eyes turned red involuntarily, she was sad, she was sad for Chang Linsheng!

She couldn't imagine how Chang Linsheng, who was only twenty-two years old at the time, felt when he faced this?

How many cigarettes did he smoke during the countless days of alternating old and new?

When you look at others saying perfect and beautiful love, is it disdainful of hooking your lips?

When a woman says she loves him, will she show a self-deprecating smile and her eyes full of disbelief?

How did he spend those unbearable nights and days?

How did he survive those harsh winters and summers?

Chu Qing's face turned even paler, but his expression was still full of stubbornness and refusal to admit defeat!

She tugged at the corners of her lips, "You're right, how can I, how can I not cherish it, how can I hurt him?" But if I told you that I did it because I wanted to cherish him, because I didn't want to hurt him, how would you feel? ”

Chu Qing closed his eyes and imagined the picture at that time, in fact, it had flashed in his mind for a long time!

At that time, she and the man were in full swing in bed, she gritted her teeth and endured, she just wanted to pass early, she told herself in her heart, the last time, really the last time!

From now on, she can be free, never face this man again, she can be a good wife with peace of mind, good, to love the man she finally had!

But who would have thought that Chang Linsheng would suddenly come back and see it!

At that moment, she really felt that the whole world had collapsed, her life was dim from now on, there was no more sunshine, and there was no more love! Never again!

"That man is my ex-boyfriend......" Chu Qing said, "After I broke up with him, I fell in love with Ah Sheng and married Ah Sheng!" But from the moment I was about to get married, that man often came to me and forced me to ...... with him I couldn't help but say yes, he had a video of him having sex with me before...... He said that if I didn't agree to him, he would send the videos to Ah Sheng......"

Chu Qing closed her eyes, tears fell, and she said, "I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that Ah Sheng will think I'm a dirty woman when he sees those videos, I'm afraid he won't want me!" I didn't mean to betray Ah Sheng, I really love him, but he is so stubborn, no matter how I beg him, he won't forgive me, and wants to divorce me, I was forced to go abroad because I didn't want to divorce him! ”

"Naturally, I also admit that during my time abroad, I had a lover, but when I was with him, I just felt that person was very similar to Ah Sheng, and besides, I am a woman, I will also be lonely, and there will be times when I need to, he doesn't want me, I can't keep stumbling like this! From the age of 21 to the current age of 32, if I didn't love him, would I have lasted so long? If it were you, how much better could you do than I did? You say, how can you be better than me? Well? ”

“……”

Yang Su was a little shocked, she didn't expect that the internal reasons for the betrayal were actually these, but could she fulfill Chang Lin Sheng and her because of this? No!

"You're right, I really won't last that long! So, if it were me, I might have let it go a long time ago! When he finds out that I have betrayed him, he will let it go! But there's something different! That is, I will not do that betrayal, and in the face of threats, I will probably do two things: first, confess. Second, call the police. ”

Yang Su said, "In this world, everyone has their own past, I always believe that Chang Linsheng may care a little about the videos you and your ex-boyfriend shot, but that is your past, that is the you before he appeared in your life, that is not your fault, so, even if he will be uncomfortable, he will not blame you much, time can dilute everything, you were still so young at the time, why not use a longer future to smooth out those meaningless pasts?" ”

Yang Su got up and looked at her, she said, "Actually, I came to you today just to tell you, treat yourself well, don't let your love be humble, then you will never be able to have happiness!" You have a good rest, I'll go first! ”

Yang Su turned around and was about to leave, when suddenly the door of the room was pushed open, and the two people in the room were stunned for a moment, because the person standing at the door was none other than Chang Linsheng!

In his hand, he is still carrying a food box!

Yang Su's eyes flashed, and he didn't speak!

Chu Qing was also stunned, unable to say a word.

Chang Linsheng walked over, glanced at Yang Su, reached out and rubbed you on her hair, and said softly, "Go outside and wait for me!" ”

Yang Su let out a stupid "oh~" and raised his feet and walked outside!

After thinking about it, I reached out and closed the door!

……

Yang Su waited outside for ten minutes before Chang Linsheng finally came out!

Yang Su was leaning against the wall at the time, her hands and feet were a little cold, Chang Linsheng held her hand in his palm, his palm was very warm, this warmth was transmitted to Yang Su's heart, she suddenly counted her nose, threw herself into the man's arms and cried "woo"!

Indeed, this man, without him, she may not commit suicide, but she must be sure that she will live better than death! Because, she really loves him, loves him very much! r1148

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