Chapter 575: Be Honest
"I really don't need to." Jian Yining reached out and pressed Lin Xiaoxiao's movements.
She just wants to throw out all these things that Lin Xiaoxiao brought now, the ones she ate before were already for the sake of Lu Hongshen's face, and she endured the humiliation, Lin Xiaoxiao actually wanted her to continue eating, it was really whimsical.
Lu Hongshen didn't say anything, just ate his own food.
Lin Xiaoxiao's hands were all pressed, so it was difficult to say anything more.
"Lin Xiaoxiao, serve me a bowl of soup." Coldly, Lu Hong interjected a deep sentence and came in.
"Huh? Do you want soup? Lin Xiaoxiao didn't react for a while.
Lu Hongshen gave Lin Xiaoxiao a "what do you say" look.
Lin Xiaoxiao responded with "oh, oh" twice, and obediently served Lu Hongshen soup.
Jian Yining looked at Lin Xiaoxiao, then at Lu Hongshen, and silently lay down on the bed again.
After finishing the meal, Lin Xiaoxiao neatly cleaned up the table and walked outside.
"Hongshen, it seems that you and Lin Xiaoxiao have a really good life, I never thought that one day you would be like this." Jian Yining lay on the bed and looked at Lu Hong and said faintly.
Lu Hongshen was sitting on the sofa drinking Lin Xiaoxiao's stewed soybean and pig's trotter soup, yes, even after eating, Lu Hongshen still asked for another bowl.
"Really? I think it's normal. ”
"You never had this when you were with me before." Jian Yining continued.
"How?" Lu Hongshen didn't think he had anything special.
"When you eat with me, you always go to high-end restaurants, and you always eat your own food, how can you serve Lin Xiaoxiao dishes like today, and you always have a sense of distance from me, and you won't play with me lively, to be honest, I really envy Lin Xiaoxiao." This is the truth, Jian Yining never imagined that he and Lu Hongshen would be like this.
In the past, Jian Yining fantasized a lot about her life after marrying Lu Hongshen, which was nothing more than respecting each other as guests, and fully owning their own private space while maintaining a good relationship between husband and wife.
But now Lu Hongshen and Lin Xiaoxiao don't seem to be like this at all, they are noisy, affectionate, they can say anything boldly and boldly, and the lives of the two people are also blended with each other, leaving traces of each other.
Such a day is something that Jian Yining can't even imagine.
But Lin Xiaoxiao did what she couldn't do with Jian Yining.
Maybe Jian Yining can't let go of Lu Hongshen so much, and is so unwilling, because she saw Lu Hongshen's side.
Because of this Lu Hongshen, Jian Yining's once dead heart saw hope again, maybe the person next to Lu Hongshen was replaced by her Jian Yining, and Lu Hongshen could be like this?
People often ruin their lives because of such illusory delusions.
Regarding Jian Yining's words, Lu Hongshen was silent.
Is he really like that? Lu Hongshen had never paid attention to it before.
But thinking about it carefully, it seems that it is indeed as Jian Yining said, in the past, he was disdainful of this kind of relationship between men and women, so when he was with Jian Yining, although he took on the status of a boyfriend and girlfriend, in fact, the two of them did not get along like a normal couple at all.
It's not that Jian Yining hasn't tried, it's just that Lu Hongshen has always refused.
On the one hand, Jian Yining gradually gave up, and on the other hand, Jian Yining was also afraid that if he tried too much, it would cause Lu Hongshen's disgust, and he would be disgusted with himself, and at that time, Jian Yining was afraid that he would not even have the qualifications to stand by Lu Hongshen's side.
It's better to maintain such a status quo, at least, Lu Hongshen is the only one by his side.
So over time, these two people have formed a tacit understanding, in front of people, they are a pair made in heaven, golden boys and jade girls, strong alliances, but in fact, it is just Jian Yi condensing in a hot head.
But I don't know when it started, Lu Hongshen's eyes fell on Lin Xiaoxiao's body, as if it was after inadvertently eating the food made by Lin Xiaoxiao.
At the beginning, Lu Hongshen was amazed and attracted by Lin Xiaoxiao's cooking skills, so he thought of simply taking advantage of this marriage relationship and tying Lin Xiaoxiao to his side, so that he could often eat the meals cooked by Lin Xiaoxiao.
But as the number of contacts between the two gradually increased, Lu Hongshen's heart gave birth to different feelings.
When he was in it, Lu Hongshen didn't care, but now that he was reminded by Jian Yining, Lu Hongshen also noticed that he was really different.
Lu Hongshen couldn't help but chuckle: "Probably because of love." ”
"You, what did you say?" Jian Yining couldn't believe her ears.
The Lu Hongshen in front of her is still the Lu Hongshen she knows?
What did Lu Hongshen do just now, he actually smiled happily and said that it was because of love.
"You, do you love Lin Xiaoxiao so much?" Jian Yining asked strongly.
"Jian Yining, I was sorry for you before, and I was with you hastily without recognizing my feelings, delaying you." Lu Hongshen raised his eyes, looked at Jian Yining sincerely, and said apologetically.
The smile on Jian Yining's face couldn't be stopped.
"Hongshen, do you know that I don't want this apology from you at all?" Lu Hongshen's apology was undoubtedly a stab in Jian Yining's body, they had been together for so long, but now Lu Hongshen said that he had never loved Jian Yining.
How could Lu Hongshen say such an injury so easily?
"I'm sorry, this is what I owe you." Lu Hongshen stabbed Jian Yining in the heart again.
"Oh, that's what I'm hoping for." After a long time, Jian Yining spit out lightly.
At this time, the pain in Jian Yining's heart far exceeded the pain in her body, what did Lu Hongshen mean by saying this at this time, how smart Jian Yining was, how could she not hear it?
But Jian Yining hopes that he is not so smart, Lu Hongshen is drawing a line with himself, the past has passed, and there is no longer any possibility between Lu Hongshen and her Jian Yining in the future.
Jian Yining wiped away the tears dripping from the corners of her eyes with a wry smile: "Hongshen, am I not as good as Lin Xiaoxiao?" ”
knew that it was self-inflicted, but Jian Yining couldn't control herself from asking at all.
"You are you, she is her, there is no comparison, if you really want to compare, Lin Xiaoxiao has never been as good as you, even a little." Lu Hongshen is telling the truth, whether it is appearance or intelligence, Lin Xiaoxiao can't even compare to a corner of Jian Yining, but emotional things are so unreasonable.
"She's not as good as me, but do you know that just because you love her and not me, I lose." Jian Yining's heart seemed to be clutched by a palm, kneading it wantonly, and she couldn't breathe in pain.