Oh, God! Bless my daughter, hurry up! She's pathetic enough! If you don't let her have precious maternal love, how can you bear to aggravate her pain! Raise your hand!

If you have any grievances, vent them to me! Silent tears shook in his amorous and sad eyes.

He washed the soft towel over and over again, swapping it on her forehead. Spoonful after spoonful of boiled water was fed to his daughter's mouth, which was red from high fever, at a moderate temperature.

Perhaps, God was finally moved.

The daughter's face gradually changed from dry vermilion to moist and fair.

He gently tried her forehead with his hand, and the fever subsided considerably.

"You! My God! "The tight, heavy heart lightened a little.

The high fever has subsided, but it is still very difficult to breathe because of the blockage of the snort.

"How can you make your daughter more comfortable?" Looking at his daughter's chest, which was greatly agitated because of the gasp, he frowned and thought bitterly.

He walked briskly into the kitchen and brought an electric kettle filled with water.

White water vapor rises, and the temperature and humidity in the room also rise.

The daughter's heavy snort grew smaller and more even.

He finally let out a breath.

*

"Oyu?" Hearing the voice that had been lost for a long time, Cai Yusong was suddenly hung up and asked with concern.

"Hello! Brother Yusong! Hope was contained in the rapid tone, "Can you give me a reason to dream?" ”

"I would love that! Because I prefer to hear your cheerful and hearty laughter and see your radiant smiling face! Cai Yusong said sadly and distressedly that he could understand the other party's mood at the moment.

"Just because I was not strong enough, the thought of it would only add sadness to you, picked up the phone receiver many times, and even dialed the number, and finally reluctantly put down the phone.

- I have to talk to you silently in my heart. Yu Weisheng smiled bitterly.

However, even without the camera, Cai Yusong can imagine that the other party's bitter smile hides the deep and wide grief like the sea.

"You're not alone! I feel the same way as you.

If I could tell you the good news, even if it was like an ancient marathon, I would have run it! Cai Yusong sighed. Oyu, are you still looking for it, are you still ready to wait? ”

"Of course! Brother Yusong! Although I used to like to joke, I have always been very respectful of feelings.

The Zero Deer is a treasure given to me by God, but I lost her! God wants to punish me, and I have to accept it. However, her place in my heart will not change and will never change!

She was my beloved wife, and she is, and still will be!

Although, we Rui'er are very sensible, understanding, and strong not to rub salt on my wounds. However, I know that my mother's position in her heart is still irreplaceable by anyone!

Therefore, the husband looks for his wife and waits for her; It should be natural for a daughter to call her mother! ”

Here, the tears in Cai Yusong's eyes, who was holding the microphone, were already swirling rapidly, "But, after so much time, the world is changing, aren't you afraid that even if you find her, she is no longer the original her?" Cai Yusong said indescribably.

"Even if I had a dream about her, it was more gratifying to me than picking up 100,000 gold!

The dog is not poor, and the son is not ugly! I know we are more eager to see her mother than I am!

Even if you can't see her, it's good to know that she's doing well!

You say, what more luxury? Yu Ao sighed wistfully.

"Oyu! I can't bear to let you father and daughter be in pain all the time. To be honest, the one that worries me the most is Rui'er! When I think of her, it's like a thorn in my heart!

- I really want to persuade you to open your mind and start a new life. Now it seems that I am still a little dizzy!

Oyu! Take care! Just like the spring breeze blows and grows, to be born, there must be the existence of the premise that the roots are buried deep in the soil!

Otherwise, even if there is a gentle spring breeze, but because there is no theme, it is called a pity! You tell me? Cai Yusong said emotionally.

"Yes! Brother Yusong! I've tasted regret and won't repeat it! Yu Weisheng said disably.

"Oyu! If you are the same person who has fallen to the end of the world, you will have the same state of mind! If you have anything to say to me, don't worry about anything! You also know that my mouth is clumsy, and I can't express my feelings in my heart.

Although it can be distressing to hear your voice, I am still glad to hear your familiar voice, and I feel much better because you say what I want to express.

Regardless of the outcome, let's work together! I hope God can be moved! Make your dreams come true! ”

"Yuyu! Brother Yusong! With your good words, I hope that there is a lot more in my heart! In Yu Weisheng's bitter and tearful eyes, the beautiful figure that had been flowing seemed to be clearer.

*

"Don't waste any more money on me! As hell as it should be, I've long since run out of options! has long been mentally prepared to go against the grain. You don't have to worry about me!

Encountering all the ups and downs in life, still smiling and moving forward, it should be said that it is the behavior of celebrities.

But I, though incapable of doing anything earth-shattering. At least, just like the legendary immortal bird, you can also learn that kind of tenacity that turns a thousand times, as long as God is not stingy to cut off that vague remaining breath, whether kneeling or crawling, I will never give up my life automatically!

Now, so to speak, all I have is this life! "A desolate, self-deprecating, blood-dripping smile was a flash in the pan on her pale face." Taking a step back, although my life is thin and poor, I still have the value of existence for the people I love, don't you? ”

"Of course! Of course!

With love, there will be spring in life! He nodded vigorously.

Although, he had a thousand words of comfort in his throat, but he only spit out this one. Faced with her incurable leg, he blames himself for his incompetence.

She came to him sadly, but he didn't take care of her. He was reluctant to explain to her that she had delayed timely treatment because she did not want to trouble everyone to suffer in silence, so he had to think hard about how to help her further.

"I thought, perhaps, that Oyu should be made aware of this situation. Perhaps, he has a better way to help you recover! He looked at her blankly, helplessly.

"If you decide to take the first step, you shouldn't go back!" Tears welled up in her eyes, and she smiled bitterly at him, "If you still want me to stay here, don't give me a reason why I have to leave!" ”

"I'm so unwilling to see you like this! How can this be? "He was distressed." You know that I am like an honest stone in our deep mountains, I don't have the mind and strength to lie, and it is the first time in history that I have told this big lie to Xiaoyu!

I can do everything I can for you, so, I lied that. However, as time went by, the development of the situation, and when I thought of the situation where Xiaoyu and the child were reluctant to search all over the mountains, I wondered whether I was a hero or a sinner.

Sometimes, it's hard to sleep! I have tore up many letters that I wanted to mail, but finally did not send out a confession; I have pressed the phone many times and stopped talking.

Like you, there were many times when I really wanted to see my children, but it was the big lie that finally stifled my nerves.

I couldn't face the poor child who was missing his mother and knew it. As far as the wounded young mind of a child is concerned, I can say that he is an executioner in the truest sense of the word. ”

The tears of sadness in the world continued to flow down with the vicissitudes of life and the tired face. That painful scene has reappeared as if it had just happened yesterday!

*

"You should be clear about the agreement between us?!" This is the mother-in-law's voice trying to keep her angry voice low.

"However, prices are constantly rising, and romantic marriages are also changing. You are an intellectual, and you should understand the truth that change is the foundation of all things. Therefore, it is only natural that the protocol should keep up with the changes of the times in its parcel.

I've already suffered a loss and don't want to be in a passive position like a fool forever.

Even in ancient times, there was a saying that 'a mother is precious to a son', and even if my son has not yet ascended to the throne of the dragon, he should be in the position of a prince.

Do you think, by virtue of my identity, that I should be incognito and disappear forever? Not to be outdone, a sharp-toothed woman turned against the guest and yelled bitterly: "Besides, that kind of agreement has no legal effect, so what if I don't bow down and abide by it?" ”

"What do you want?"

"I want her to leave!" An evil grin spread across his thin face.

"Even if you let her go, do you guarantee that we will accept you?"

"Even if you are not a queen, you should have the status of a concubine! It is said that the queen who can only give birth to a princess for you is not noble, and since you have accepted her, you should also accept me! ”

"It was not us who took her in, it was our son. But can you let him spoil you like that? Yu's mother sneered in return.

"If he is wise, he will know what to do, and besides, my beauty and ability are no less than that of the daughter-in-law who cut off children for you. It's just that I didn't fight for the opportunity for us to date. Although he has not yet had the opportunity to appreciate my appearance, the wealth you have provided me has dressed me up differently, and I already have the capital to compete with her.

You see, we have the first day of junior high school, so the fifteenth is not far away!

If he wants to die and the net is broken, I can afford to accompany him!

The other day, it was a bloated snake that accompanied you in your closet. Maybe one day, it will hug your princess and prince! ”

"The tiger does not eat the child, you have treated your own son so viciously, how can you make us willing to live under the same roof with you!"

"I would have done better if I had been given the right position. Even if I have vicious thoughts, I am forced to be helpless.

Even if I don't get my wish, then let the woman who occupies the magpie's nest leave. Otherwise, in contrast to her happy appearance, it will drive me crazy, so that I can't control my emotions and actions, and make an unbearable scene! ”

"Are you talking too highly of yourself?"

"No one wants to do something stupid! However, when it comes to doing stupid things, there is no need to worry, otherwise there would not be so many incredible things! ”

"Don't you know what you're doing?"

"Hee-hee! I know that! Just one sentence, let her go! At least ten years, if not a lifetime! Ten years from now, if I still don't like your son, no matter how things change, I'll be gone forever! The sinister laughter was as goosebump-inducing as her nonsensical words.

"Why ten years?"

"Because, ten years later, my children don't need to be taken care of so much. I don't want my child to be treated unfairly by my stepmother! ”

"In our eyes, both children are the descendants of our Yu family! We will do everything we can to give them the greatest care! We have long decided that our grandson will be raised by us, and we will not let her handle it! ”

"But I will not agree to the same child, one incomplete to watch the other live in the warmth of caring and perfect parental love!

Make her disappear for at least ten years! "Swear categorically.

She may not know much about profound knowledge and noble morality, as well as precious justice, but she has a flexible and calculating profiteer mind. No matter what kind of means are used, no matter what kind of price is paid, the ultimate goal is to gain more than to pay, that is, the calculation method is always 3-2, never 2-3.

At first, as soon as he heard their evil quarrel, although his nerves were stirred like an electric shock, Zero Deer still seemed to be in a hazy state of doubt.

But when the fashionably dressed and domineering woman walked past her sneeringly, shock and anger quickly spread throughout her body.

However, nature did not give her the ability to use violence to vent her anger, nor did it give her the superb skill to attack the other party with vicious words.

For a long time, she was taught to be kind to others. So, in spite of all the rage and trembling with rage, he could only stare at her like a puppet, until the vicious and beruvelous shadow turned into a poisonous scorpion with teeth and claws.

Her eyes were wide open, but there was nothing to be seen except for the gradual expansion of the scorpion's form.

"Stare, stare, stare at what?

Do you think that God only takes care of you alone, and that a good man is just a patent for you to enjoy alone!

Wake up! Think about your child and know to learn to give up! Ha ha! The bewitching woman, with her cat-like flexible and fickle eyes, glanced at her wickedly, viciously and proudly, and walked away with a creepy and hideous mockery.

There were no unsightly freckles or pockmarks on her face, she did not stoop over her back, and her fox-like nose was smooth and delicate and seductive. It can be said that both the face and the figure are good-looking. His eyes also revealed that he was very scheming, and he was not clumsy. However, from the perspective of justice, using these compliments to describe her appearance can only be nothing more.

Just as words are the voice of the heart, if the word 'beauty' is used to describe her soul, it will make people feel a little insulting to Chinese words. Because, her selfish and vicious soul is as if it has been soaked in poisonous juice. The expressions, words and deeds that arise from this make people feel a disgusting taste. As usual, what is draped is just a human skin, and when you peel it off, it is really ugly.

If some people are black and white, then the banshee in front of them is simply red and black.

Just as a wicked person can never understand a good heart, a good person cannot dream that there is such a selfish and dirty soul in the world.

In her pure consciousness, she really never thought that the world was actually colorful, but just habitually always thought that it was as white, kind and beautiful as her holy heart. I really didn't expect that in fact, such a pure and desirable paradise is difficult to find in the world because of the existence of fish eyes mixed with all kinds of souls.

It's like when you walk cautiously on the road, and you don't follow the rules to find other people's business, but you can't guarantee that other scoundrels won't run into you. In such a big dye vat, it's hard to be alone without distractions.

If this kind of ugliness was still outside her consciousness before, it seemed to be 108,000 miles away. Now, however, we have to realize that it is close at hand.

At this time, if you are still obsessed, it is not a disability, and only great wisdom and foolishness can explain it. It's a pity that she is not an old Jianghu yet, and she has not yet cultivated to this realm. Despite this feeling, like a mermaid in the pure water of a lake, I never thought that there was a predatory and ferocious shark, and I still thought it was sleepwalking.

What happened suddenly, and the fierce evil that suddenly appeared, shocked her so much that she didn't have time to feel its pain and reality for a while. As in a dream, all the memories were like mud, and she was still wondering if everything that only happened on the screen or in dreams was real. Are you in a dream?

Nature did not give her the ability to vent her anger with savage violence, nor did it give her the eloquence to use vicious language to fight back. Except for raising the tone, except for glaring, there is only no speech.

If, in the past, from a mental health point of view, I would treat her like a pig and a dog and ignore her. But now, the roaring in front of you is simply a vicious wolf, it bites your neck, and if you don't fight it to the death, you will lose both, and you will have to flee far away.

If you survive in a wolf pack, you have to be wolf, but she doesn't have that trait yet.

Retreating without a fight, it's not because of timidity, it's just to calm things down just so as not to harm your relatives!

Don't believe it, everything is already in the past! Even if you're so tired that you can't stand up anymore, you're sad and wish you could sleep and never wake up.

Fate has played a trick on you mercilessly, and besides, this game is something you willingly walked into. What about all the emotion and all the effort? Only the irresistible taste of bitter fruit.

Perhaps, the result is that the more you give, the more bitter the fruit becomes!

The deal that no one shouted out publicly, but there was a clearly marked price, and she had to abide by it.

She is not afraid of being crushed, but if she hurts the person she loves most, she can no longer move forward like a strong fighter. She can't wait until everything happens irreversibly to taste the pain of the heart, she can't risk her loved ones, and she would rather suffer even if it may be a senseless sacrifice herself.

What's more, misfortune has already happened irretrievably.

She had no choice but to withdraw from the battlefield filled with gunpowder.

*

"You've been giving all your life! Now, you should rest! Cai Yusong tried his best to persuade him.

"But it's not the end of the world! There should be a lot more sadness than I am.

Even if I can no longer live as chic as before, there is no way to stop myself as a wasted person. I don't want to be like a tortoise, cowering in its shell and withering with nothing to do.

Thankfully, Oyoi once gave me a chance to study music.

I have always believed that magical music is food for people's spirits and a channel to express their emotions.

The children can't eat the delicacies of the mountains and the sea, and they can't wear high-end clothes. However, the spiritual world is boundless, and hopefully they will no longer be barren in this regard!

The days with Oyo are now the source of my suffering. However, I still feel that God Yu gave me the happiest days of my life!

Although, I didn't expect that sweet feeling to be so short-lived.

When I was in the midst of happiness, I also wondered if that good time really belonged to me because of my life, and I often flashed a feeling like a dream.

Now, even more so!

However, it is because of the support of this dream that I have been able to go through so many difficult years!

I have a lot of feelings about this myself, and I have benefited a lot! Therefore, I want to buy a cheaper piano, although it is bitter and happy, so that the songs in the hearts of children can soar freely. Zero Zilu smiled tearfully, imagining.

"It's a great idea! You'll have a harder time, though! Cai Yusong was even more sad.

"It's better to work hard than to have heartache!" She's genuine.

"I agree with you! However, I still hope that you can take pity on your body!

You must know that all those who care for you are more willing to see you more comforted! "He knew the paleness of the word, even though he was sincere. So, despite the smile, there is bitter water in the stomach. The ancient poem of "Yongmei" lingers in my ears:

Outside the post on the side of the broken bridge, lonely and ownerless.

It was already dusk and I was alone, and it was even more windy and rainy.

has no intention of fighting for spring, and a group of people are jealous.

Scattered into mud and dust, only fragrant as before.

*

"Is there anything you can't say?" Lingzilu looked at Cai Yusong thoughtfully.

"Last night, when I was walking home under the faint starlight, I saw a few children playing happily under the street lamp, which reminded me of our childhood.

At that time, although poor, there was also a unique and unforgettable happiness! He said nostalgically.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she pursed her lips and smiled with tears, "Yes! It's as intriguing as bitter herbs! ”

Although, the serenity of her appearance conceals the scars carved by countless hardships. However, the years of wind and frost are like the same as the alchemy furnace, and what is left behind should be the essence.

He looked at his childhood companion with vicissitudes of life, and a bitter taste couldn't help but rise in his heart.

The once smooth and fair skin has been rough and dull due to the wind and sun, due to unintentional care, due to physical and mental haggard and exhaustion, and the thin crow's feet have been silently hung in the corners of the eyes, and the pale lip cracks are still faintly visible.

The Zero Deer sitting next to him in front of him and the Zero Deer who used to be by Yu Weisheng's side have been judged to be like two people, which is a cold fact that has to be admitted at a glance.

"You know what else came to mind at the same time?" He struggled to change to a relaxed tone.

"What?" She also put away her memories and smiled perfunctorily.

"Ruirui!

- Do you want to see her? He tried his best to create a cheerful atmosphere, and looked at her attentively.

She froze for a moment, and looked at him speechlessly.

In front of her tears, her saliva-filled mind often flashed with her daughter's clenched little fists. Is that a sign of strength, or is it a silent cry of hope to grasp happiness?

"I think it would be okay if you sneaked a look from afar at night." He cautiously probed.

She looked at him sleepwalking in a trance, and asked ownerlessly, "Is that okay?" ”

Although, I also know that it is just an illusory scene. However, for her, chewing on the warm, happy and satisfied feeling of being with her beloved is still her most precious treasure.

What if it could really come true?!

"I think that's a solution!" He comforted approvingly.

"I've had such dreams and hopes! Just don't dare to implement! Every time she thought of the child who was connected by flesh and blood, tears unconsciously filled her eyes. At this point, she struggled not to let them flow.

Once, she passed by a poor farmhouse.

A little boy was playing with local materials not far from the front of the house, and when he was in the middle of his spirit, he saw his mother returning from working in the distance. The little eyes suddenly emitted the brilliance of innocent joy, and he didn't care to pat the dirt on his little hands, jumped up, flew up his calves, sprinkled joy, and rushed to his mother with loud cheers. Without thinking about it, he stretched out his little arms and hugged his mother's legs against the farm tools. Like a suckling lamb, let the dusty little flower face rub affectionately on the mother's lap.

While he spilled his feelings to his heart's content, he must not have thought of mud, snot and saliva. And the tired and happy mother would never think of taking care of this.

After a little caressing from his mother's rough and loving hand, the child was satisfied, and ran off to play again.

This is a scene that makes her sad and gratifying, intoxicated and envious. Let her cry from afar. The spark can start a prairie fire, and the concern and longing are like an inextinguishable tongue of fire, licking all over her body.

It's someone else's child who rejoices! What flashed in her teary eyes was the scene of her child's two little legs kicking anxiously and two little hands scratching helplessly.

At the time, she really didn't want to be separated from her young children. However, thinking that sleeping in the open will be my daily routine in the future, and the many difficulties I have trekked through, I really don't want my children to suffer from this. So, with tears in my eyes, I put down the child I picked up and the clothes I had packed.

While the scene of poverty but enjoyment made her sigh, it also made her suddenly doubt her decision not to take her daughter with her: Did she make a wrong decision?

"Two days ago, I watched a show about Animal World, and it was playing like a fish?" Cai Yusong squinted his eyes and thought for a moment, but in the end there was no result, so he had to give up. "Anyway, one of the shocking images is something I will never forget!

The law of nature is the law of the jungle, and it is sometimes very cruel.

It seems that in order to spawn, the fish needs to go to some shallow water. In this way, the behemoth bears near the water's edge become their natural enemies.

In one of them, a large part of a fish's back is bitten off by a bear, and when viewed horizontally, it looks like a deep valley between two peaks. If you deduce it this way, you must have fought hard to break free from the enemy's sharp and cruel guillotine.

It was in such a situation that the tenacious fish, enduring the bloody pain, still patrolled back and forth for their children.

And, according to the narrator, this fish dies not long after spawning. ”

"So, I'm such a failed mother!" She bit her lip bitterly.

"I'm not trying to make your heart ache. I just want to say how I felt.

I'll definitely find a way to make your dreams come true! Let's go together, you don't show up, wait in one place, and I'll come forward to take her out to play. Isn't that okay? ”

"Sounds like it should work!" Her moist eyes flashed with a glimmer of longing.

"I'll go back and arrange it, and I'll go right away!" His interest also sparked.

On her tired face, the smile of relief had disappeared for too long. Today, although it is only a flash in the pan, it has reappeared after all. For him, it was more precious than getting some precious gold.

Like a country child looking forward to the New Year, she silently contracted her distant and painful gaze, and imagined emotionally, her colorful expressions constantly changing on her wooden countenance.

He looked at her motionlessly, and a stream of bitter heat filled his heart.

"I think I'm getting naïve the older I get!" For a long time, she turned her head and smiled bitterly at him.

"How?" The recovering gaze made his heart cold, and he blurted out with concern.

"I can't be emotional, I can't do that!

Besides, what if you see it! Nothing can be changed! The chain is stainless steel! The more you struggle, the tighter you shackle! Once the spark of hope was extinguished, she returned to the darkness and became indifferent.

"It's man-made. How do you know if you don't give it a try! Perhaps, it will be another village? Everything was restored, and he was very unwilling.

"Brother Yusong! I know your heart! Why don't I think about the good! However, I couldn't take any more risks.

I used to be weak-willed, ignorant of the world, and like a frog at the bottom of the well, I thought that the sun was shining all over the world, and I didn't treat everyone equally! But, in fact, the result of cocooning myself has already taught me that I can't think about anything else! She turned away her tearful gaze and looked at the darkness outside the house, and said with tears of blood splashed on her face. The joy and sorrow really make my heart palpitate!

It seems that God doesn't have a good impression of me, and he can't see me with a trace of comfort. As soon as they saw me come to the surface, they soon followed a wave of greater evil, until they were immersed in a deeper sea of suffering.

You also know that that year, the year I was admitted to the county No. 1 middle school, I happily thought that I could get my wish and embark on the road to realize my ideals, but that happened to me painfully! If I can exchange, I can make my grandmother, who is dependent on me, not leave me, and I am willing to hand over everything I can give!

Walking with Oyo made me grateful for this beautiful opportunity given to me, like a bird that strayed into heaven by mistake, and was infected by the brilliant beauty displayed in front of me for a while. However, soon there was such a huge disparity again, and the feeling of going from heaven to hell should be like this!

So, I don't want to struggle anymore, I really don't want any more misfortune! I don't have the heart to take any more blows! ”

"Oh well! I'll talk about it later when I have a chance! He hastened to end the sad topic.

*

"How is Rui'er?" As usual, Zero Deer is eager to hear from her daughter like a holiday.

She once hoped to uproot that dream-like life, return to simplicity, and live a life of wandering again.

But no, there is a difference between thinking and doing, 108,000 miles.

Once upon a time, she could devote all her energy and hope to the children in need. Although, now she is the same as always. However, the concern for the flesh of her heart and the endless lovesickness have penetrated deep into the bone marrow, stirring her soul into a yellow and thin face, and almost every day she sleeps with a desolate and broken heart and a sad and weeping soul.

As the saying goes: when it happens, there are traces.

In any case, she can no longer be on her own as she used to be.

Cai Yusong looked at her eyes that were as eager and reckless as looking forward to the stars and the moon, and couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in her heart.

He sat down on an old-fashioned wooden chair next to her and looked at her distressedly, "Zero deer! I still repeat what I said, and often I wonder if I'm doing the right thing!

In the face of the relatives on both sides of the Tianhe River who are worried about their stomachs and miss them day and night, I feel that I am very cruel!

- I feel more and more that I should build a 'bird bridge'! ”

"Brother Yusong! Did something happen to them? For a moment, all her nerves were focused, and her eyes widened in panic.

"Zero deer! Don't panic! They just came back from a trip!

You see, I secretly copied a few of Rui'er's diaries. Cai Yusong hurriedly took out a few pieces of paper.

"Really? Show me! Like a child, she immediately forgot about the fright, became excited from nervousness, and hurriedly took it.

"Summer, though, is a very hot season. However, here, Jiuzhaigou, where the emperor is far away, is very cool!

I think this is probably because of the high mountains, the many trees, and the many beautiful and colorful waterfalls.

Far, far away, I heard the sound of rushing water. Take a closer look, heh! There are so many spectacular waterfalls! like a long silver curtain; It is like many white jade streamers as white as snow.

When I got closer, the crystal cold water droplets splashed on my body, like a light rain, which was as pleasant!

When I looked up, I felt a sudden and amazing sense of relaxation.

I remember someone once described the blue sky as a shining blue flame. At the time, I didn't quite understand how there could be such a sky. Now, I have seen it for what it really is!

A few clouds as white and fluffy as snow occasionally float in front of me, and they are as noble and graceful as a hibiscus fairy. The sunlight is as clear and clear as a cleansing, bathed in the fresh and pure air like a sweet spring, which makes people breathe comfortably and makes people's minds spin as if they are lubricated.

In this strange and beautiful environment, the heavy mood will also be washed into frivolity.

Just like under certain conditions, sprouts will grow naturally, and dreams will be born with them.

The scenery here is so beautiful!

Although the beautiful scenery cannot drive away the melancholy in my heart forever, it still makes my soul feel like a hot spring after a long flow.

I thought in my private reverie, God so generously gave people to enjoy this heavenly beauty, will it also be kind to me, so that my mother, who I think about day and night, suddenly appeared in front of me! It is logical that I will be as happy as in my dream, and I will be lucky enough to be the happiest person once!

In movies and books, unexpected things often happen. Since there is also this jaw-dropping beauty in reality, it flashes in front of people's eyes like a dream! So, God! Why don't you stop my tears?

I don't really have any extravagant hopes other than to have my mom!

They say that I am beautiful when I laugh, but I just can't laugh. I swear that if my dream comes true, I will bring my most beautiful smile to everyone to see often!

Actually, what I want to see the most is Dad's really comfortable smile! Although, Dad doesn't say anything. However, I know that the reason why he often takes me out on trips is not just to let me relax and open my eyes. The most important thing is to find the mom I miss day and night! Because I know that no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it has never really aroused my father's interest!

Judging from the process of being unfamiliar to becoming proficient, I believe that Dad must have rarely set foot in cigarette-filled temples before. But now, everywhere he went, wherever there was incense, he would reverently seal the money and burn the incense. Although, there is no prostration. However, I know that, like me, the earnest desire to pray silently for an encounter with my mother will never be inferior to that of any pilgrim who prostrates and prostrates.

However, God is just awkward and stubbornly doesn't let us do what we want!

In the past ten years, I think that if I had connected my endless cry into a long chain, I would have rushed to the nine heavens long ago!

If my tears could accumulate together, I think they would be able to merge into a vast ocean!

But, O God! Why don't you let me join my mother on your blessed magical boat, as I did in my dreams?