Section 15 Good Intentions (1)
Sitting alone with the queen and chatting, this is the first time since I entered the palace.
Since there was no one else in the room, the queen no longer hid her emotions. No matter how hard she scolded me, she still regarded me as her daughter-in-law and her own in her heart.
She looks very haggard and old today, completely devoid of her usual bright light and graceful luxury. Speaking of which, the queen can be regarded as a great beauty, even if she is middle-aged now, she is still very beautiful when she dresses up, and she is not inferior to Hu Guifei and Mrs. Zhuge when she sits together.
But today this beauty looked haggard, and fired a fire at me, and after scolding me, she actually sat in my room and cried, wiping her tears while saying: "The emperor and I have been married for almost twenty years, and now we want to abolish my son for a fetus that is only more than two months old!" How can men in this world be so lucky. ”
The more she said, the more I felt that she suddenly came to scold me today, in addition to worrying about the crown prince being deposed, there was actually another deeper reason, that is, she was afraid, afraid that she had lost the emperor's love.
Because the emperor's attitude towards the crown prince is a direct reflection and a barometer of the emperor's attitude towards her. She thinks that the emperor wants to abolish the crown prince, but in fact, to put it bluntly, the emperor doesn't love her anymore.
Because of this layer of fear in it, she was completely confused. Otherwise, as a dignified mother of the country, how could she curse like a shrew? She's just using it to relieve her emotional stress. A person who can't sleep all night, don't expect her to have a good face wherever she goes.
Having figured this out, I'm not angry anymore. So I knelt down in front of her again and said, "My son has a few words, dare to say them, and if you say something wrong, please punish the queen mother." ”
"Well, you name it."
"The prince is indeed more childish than his peers, and this is a fact that no one can erase. If the prince grew up in an ordinary family, it doesn't matter much, it's good to have his parents to love him. But the crown prince grew up in the royal family, and he is still the eldest son of the prince of a country. In this way, the prince's situation is very problematic. Has the queen mother ever thought that as the mother of the crown prince, the queen mother is under great pressure, and as the father of the crown prince, the pressure on the father may be greater than that of the queen mother? ”
She nodded thoughtfully and let me continue.
"As my father said, this world is not created by him alone, but the result of the hard work of several generations of the Sima family. Internally, he must be responsible to his ancestors and to the entire family; Externally, he must be responsible for the civil and military affairs of the Manchu Dynasty and the people of the world. The pressure on the father is actually far greater than that of the queen mother. He has endured so much pressure, but he has always supported the prince, and his father's love for the queen mother and the prince can be seen from this. ”
The queen finally smiled and reached out to pull me up from the ground and let me sit down next to her.
I secretly sighed and continued to cheer her up: "Erchen believes that in the eyes of my father, the queen mother is different, and there is a position that cannot be replaced by other women. He may like Hu Guifei very much, and he also likes Mrs. Zhuge very much, but he will never stop loving his mother because of this. If he didn't love his mother, and didn't take his mother seriously and closely, he wouldn't have set up this prince at all. Otherwise, change to a woman and give birth to a child like the prince? ”
The queen's face was no longer just smiling, but flushed like a girl, and her face was full of *.
Well, there are still a few last words, and it's done: "But my father is also a mortal, and he also has times when he can't bear the pressure, and he also has times when he lacks confidence." At this time, Erchen believed that the queen mother should not only not be angry with her father, but should also be grateful to him, support him, and tide over difficulties with him. Because Erchen believes that his father actually loves the prince very much in his heart, and he can't bear to depose him, he is also very embarrassed and conflicted......"
Wouldn't it be too arrogant for me to say that? How can there be a daughter-in-law and a mother-in-law, what should and should not?
I was worried when the queen had already taken my hand: "Thank you so much, child, you said it so much. You are so young, you can understand the mood of your father, I have been with him for so many years, and I can't understand it, I'm really ashamed. “
As he spoke, he already stood up, a little embarrassed, and a little excited: "I'll go to the emperor's imperial study to wait for him now, and when he goes down to court, I will make amends for him." ”
When she walked to the door, she turned back to me and said, "But since the emperor said something like that, you must also be prepared." The so-called gentleman has no jokes. In that case, he wouldn't just talk nonsense. As you just said, he must also give an explanation to the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty and to the people of the world. ”
"Well, Erchen knows, Erchen will be careful."
"I'll go talk to the emperor, let you move back early, you live here, and I don't worry about leaving the prince there alone."
"Thank you, Queen Mother."
Seeing off the queen, I sat alone with a heavy heart.
I cheered the queen up, of course, because I thought she was in a bad mood, and I hoped that she wouldn't get into the horns. But more importantly, it is to stabilize her, so as not to mess up before things come out. But the question is still the question, what will the emperor do next?
Call Xiaocui and ask her to go back and talk to my father about this and hear his opinion; He also called Manager Zhang and asked him to let his ears be more relaxed, inquire more about the news, and pay more attention to abnormal movements.
Everything that should be explained has been explained, but my anxiety has not diminished in the slightest, and I have completely lost my appetite for dinner.
In the evening, the crown prince came.
He hugged me again as he usually would, arching like a pig, and arching me to the bed with a very impure motive and obvious intention.
I was also very cooperative, and he arched into bed in a few clicks.
He excitedly lifted the quilt and was about to lie down, but, "What is this?" ”
"Dear prince, you don't even know this, do you?"
"Know, but ......"
"Know, then, tell the wife, what are these?"
"Book", mosquito-like sound.
"That's right, this is a book, and it's also a lesson that the concubine has to review with His Highness tonight."
"Well, I'd better go back to sleep over there."
He grabbed the hem of someone's clothes and whispered in his ear, "At the bottom of these books is a book that His Highness has always wanted to read. ”
I pushed open the top stack, and at the bottom was a picture book.
When the prince saw it, his eyes suddenly brightened, and he shouted in surprise: "Spring ......"
His mouth was covered, and the last word "palace" was not shouted.
He stretched out his hand to take it, and said that it was too late, and that the album had been hidden behind my back, and at the same time said to him, "Good, let's go through the book first." As long as the prince completes tonight's task, I will, right away. ”
"Then, I want you to watch it with me, and you will accompany me to take the above show."
"A word is a certainty, as long as you are willing to read it."
Let me ask, is there still a princess in the world who is so hard-working as me? Let the prince and husband be warm and warm, and use color to lure.