Chapter 82 The heart is precious
"Yes! Who doesn't like to think about the good! It's hard to be indifferent to fame and fortune, who can resist the beautiful temptation of that!
It's often when you're dreaming, and it's not easy to think of the day when you'll be stuck in the future.
It's okay if we don't buy or sell dirty oil, it's just a big deal to lose some money. Although, when it comes to increasing revenue, they are indispensable. But, after all, money is something outside the body.
But what about these photos? I don't know, it's not illegal!
It's like a hanging over your head* that will fall off at any time! "Steward Zhang has always been known for his gloomy and tricky, but now he is like an ant on a hot pot, panicked, and seems to have nothing to do.
Perhaps, just as standing and talking does not hurt the back, the person concerned will never have the same mentality as the bystander, which is a real feeling that can only be found in person. Looking at himself in the photo, Steward Zhang in the middle of it really couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
"I know, I know!
Hold your horses! Hold your horses! The more urgent, the easier it is to make mistakes! Boss Yan rubbed his hands, frowned, and thought intently.
Originally, the self-contained tiny beads of sweat, because they collided with each other, blended into a larger bead of sweat, rolled down along the oily and smooth skin, causing the panicked Boss Yan to raise his cuffs and stick them regardless of his identity and demeanor.
"Of course I know it's true! I'm just afraid that the troublemakers won't be idle! I really don't know when he will let go of this sword hanging over our heads! "It seems that like things are gathered, as if they are blindfolded, and in addition to rubbing those skinny hands all the time, Steward Zhang doesn't seem to know what else to do.
Perhaps, it is precisely because he was originally a wise person who hides needles in his pocket, so having such a panicked demeanor is enough to show the seriousness of the situation.
"Solution, of course we have to think about it. It's just that until we have a better way, I think we'd better stay put. Stick up your ears, keep your eyes open, observe, and make plans! You tell me? Even Boss Yan, the head of the family, acted as if he had no backbone.
"Alas! I was really scared by this unexpected thing!
What to do? There's really no good way! I was at a loss, so I had to take one step at a time! Suddenly, as if he had found a magical one-side, his eyes lit up.
He hurriedly said to Steward Zhang, who had already walked to the door, "Hey! By the way, it's hard to fly with one-wings, so tomorrow you go and stock up some good goods, and go and take care of those officials.
I hope everyone will be in the same boat and get through this dangerous shoal together! ”
"Or the boss has the demeanor and vision of a general! You see, I'm so confused that I don't even think about it.
Good! Good! I'll do it right away! As if he had found a savior, Steward Zhang, who was in a state of excitement, raised his legs and ran out of the door excitedly.
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"A glimpse! Scold! I am so grateful to God that such beautiful words can still flash into my mind when I am poor in vocabulary!
That graceful and beautiful artistic conception, the feeling of trembling and drunkenness! Belch! It's unforgettable! At this time, Yan Chenxi couldn't help but stop walking his fingers on the keyboard, with a sense of self-satisfaction and extremely sweet intoxication, his eyes were warm, and he looked down at the snow skin that had been grasped by that powerful palm during the day.
On the crystal white wrist, there are still faint traces of red. In addition, through her rich and charming imagination, she can also feel the taste of pain, spicy and crispy.
Usually, just like a purple and red flower tree is photographed in the lens, no matter the color or shape, after a series of processes such as lenses and phosphor screens, it will seem to be magical, and the result of increasing the hazy imagination will make the picture feel much more beautiful than the real entity.
Now, Yan Chenxi is fully immersed in such a happy and beautiful feeling full of illusions.
Although, she is petite and delicate, she has always been like a happy bird. However, because of the disturbance of family affairs and her own thoughts, for a long time, such a pleasant smile did not patronize her sweet and seductive cheeks.
On the one hand, there is the feeling of a young girl's spring, and the fence that has entered marriage, but she was instigated by the surging thoughts of red apricots going out of the wall to cheat; On the other hand, the taboos of traditional concepts are difficult to discard without a trace, and these unstoppable and imminent signs of thought ferment together into a powerful synergy. made her seem to be soaring through the clouds, although, in fact, she was not in the fairyland that she wanted to be in. However, it is still as if it has escaped from the air-conditioned reality, and it is gradually drifting into a dream.
Just as the more things she can't get, the more beautiful she feels, she also knows that they don't have a future, maybe it's just an accidental encounter, just her wishful thinking and unrequited love.
Well, for her, he was as if he had saved her life. However, he is chic and pure, and he doesn't seem to care, just the Bodhisattva's grace is as natural as a dragonfly.
Perhaps, it is this unexpected freedom that excites her amorous and stirring heart even more.
The delicate and handsome face like a sculpture, the dark and bright eyes, and the long black and curled eyelashes attached to them......
Everything he has has made her develop from the budding of the fawn to the joy of self-pleasure and intoxication, and then to the infatuation of tossing and turning.
In particular, the eyes that are seductive like a deep pool, lingering in front of her, make her even more intoxicated. Although, she herself also has a pair of eyes that look forward to flowing exquisitely moving.
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"Style! Cleaner again? Yu Wei came in from the outside excitedly, found the zero deer who was wiping the desk in the bedroom, put his hands behind his back, and looked at Lao Cheng with a serious smile.
"Didn't you say you had to look at things with optimism? So, it should be said that it is exercising in moderation. Zero Deer turned her head gracefully and flashed a smile at him.
The light of joy danced happily over his crystal clear pupils, "Of course!
But I still want to treat you a little. Tell me, what are your good wishes? ”
"Any wish can be granted?" Zero Deer raised an eyebrow in surprise.
"Of course!" Yu Weisheng had an easy and cheerful tone, and his proud and happy expression also squeezed the face that had been seized by the bright sunshine.
"Don't coax people to die!" Taking a step back and opening up the sky, Zero Deer smiled detachedly as if he saw it.
"Huh! It seems that the rat is not powerful, and it is regarded as a sick cat! If you don't believe me, let's talk about it! Yu Weisheng winked at the other party as if he was challenged, and his eyes were full of delicate smiles and sly.
"Let's just put it simply, I want to eat the soft scallion pancakes you made? Is that possible? Zero Deer said yes, and playfully raised a few smiling eyebrows.
"Oops! That's it! Yu Weisheng couldn't help but scratch his head.
"Look! Stumped!
Remember! Before becoming a hero, you must first weigh whether you have extraordinary skills, and don't talk too much! Zero Deer happily returned to his work.
"If you don't know the actual situation, you don't have a voice! You see, this is also the truth! Yu Weisheng floated his eyes and sucked his silky lips moderately, making a pleasant, crisp sound.
She couldn't help but turn around and look at him amusedly, "What do you have to be proud of?" ”
"How do you know?"
"Otherwise, why are you so ambitious, how could you have made such a grand wish just now?" Her eyes sparkled openly, her delicate lips pursed slightly, and she plucked triumphantly.
"Ahh Good! Just let you understand. Her clear eyes had always fascinated him, and this time was no exception. His glittering eyes flashed with happiness, and he couldn't hide his love for her.
He leaned comfortably against the door frame, quiet and content, looking at her with affection, "I see that you don't seem to have any signs of going out these days.
If you want to go for a luxury, can you let it go?
Some people say that the beautiful island of Santorini is like a shining pearl set in the Aegean Sea, which is full of strong poetic feelings.
Beautiful Aegean Sea! Scold! A pearlescent, romantic and seductive name, I think it should have appeared in your colorful dreams.
You know, it's home to some of the most breathtaking sunsets in the world, and some of the most breathtaking views of the sea!
Think about it: under the dreamy golden soft sunset, holding hands with your beloved tenderly, walking on the endless soft sand like a fairy couple, letting the clear and tender waves kiss your skin, looking at the sparkling sea, being in the gentle touch of the gentle sea breeze, and your thoughts are flying......"
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Lingzilu looked at Yu Weisheng, who was intoxicated, raised his eyebrows tenderly, and smiled quietly. At the same time, he gently wiped the fine sweat on his forehead with the back of his hand.
At this moment, the feminine femininity and the freshness of the hibiscus are all displayed on her fair face, like a clear spring in the mountain stream, and the elegant temptation is refreshing, accompanied by imagination.
He looked at her with quiet, loving eyes, "Shouldn't you feel that way?" ”
"Of course! I'm not a wooden man either.
On the vast grassland, the horses galloped; Go to the white and immaculate pure snow, drifting and flying; In the sea of colorful and graceful flowers, wander freely......
Isn't each one a beautiful and intoxicating picture? She smiled and glanced at him with a questioning look. Although there is no eyebrow fluttering, the tone of the depiction is very appreciative.
"yes!" He raised his chin and replied with sincerity and satisfaction.
"But not all good things can be owned!" The philosopher's expression flashed across her radiant face.
He nodded in agreement, "I know!"
So, when I didn't dare to give back hope, you came to my side and gave me such a big surprise! So, I've been secretly vowing that I will do my best to give you the best!
Not to mention anything else, among them, when I got married, it was always my biggest regret that I didn't take you on a trip! Although a good man should be ambitious in all directions, he can't be entangled in his children's private affairs all day long. However, this regret deepened with the growth of the sun and the moon.
Especially, in the face of your beauty, I am short, and it is even more difficult to be ashamed. So, I've always wanted to make up for it! ”
She smiled softly, "But what if I don't feel that way?"
What if, I think, having you is enough?!
And isn't it often said that what you can't get is always beautiful! Once obtained, it is like removing the veil of mystery, and its original attraction is lost a lot.
Therefore, I think it is a good choice to keep a good dream in my heart. She thoughtfully exchanged smiling glances with him.
Looking at her delicate eyes, he nodded sympathetically. Then, with a long sigh, "I wanted to surprise you, but I didn't expect that you have another unique insight!"
All right! As long as you're happy, I'll listen to you!
I'll make you scallion pancakes! As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves, raised his smiling face, and like a child, he tiptoed happily towards the kitchen.
"Wait!" Ling Zilu hurriedly got up and tried to grab him, but when he accidentally took down a beautiful little fairy doll that had just been taken down from behind the glass on the table, and with a snap, his head and body were completely separated.
"Gross! Baby! Hurriedly squatting down, looking at the remains in her hands, she smacked her lips in disappointment and distress.
Hearing the sound behind him, Yu Weisheng held the sleeve on the other arm in one hand and hurriedly ran back. Seeing the scene in front of him, he immediately squatted beside her, "Didn't hurt you, did you?"
"It's it! Alas! Zero Deer sighed with regret.
"That's good!" He exhaled, and the nervous expression on his face relaxed a lot, and finally, it showed a relieved smile, "It really scared me!" I'm afraid I'll hurt you! ”
Then, with a few drops of water on both hands, she carefully took the object in her hand and looked at it carefully. Soon, without saying a word, he stood up and ran into the kitchen again.
Zero Deer exhaled lightly, stood up, and frowned in confusion, and then followed after that.
However, just after arriving at the door of the kitchen, Yu Weisheng, who was in a hurry, folded back like a hot wheel, causing both of them to almost bump into each other defenselessly.
And Yu Weisheng, whose hands were occupied by things and whose footsteps were non-stop, still thought of losing no time in stretching his neck, and took the opportunity to kiss tenderly on the smooth cheek of the Lingzilu, who was stunned for a while, and after getting cheap, he was so beautiful that he licked his lips.
"Oh! You! Zero Zilu touched the kissed part, pretending to pout angrily, but there was a gentle brilliance in his eyes, and his eyes glared at him a few times.
And he still hummed the melodious melody to himself, and continued to work elegantly and selflessly in front of the desk. It wasn't long before he turned around, triumphantly, and held a seemingly intact doll in front of her eyes.
Indeed, in the face of this situation, she couldn't help but widen her eyes.
In addition to the white and delicate neck, there is a delicate and transparent jade bead chain around the neck, and at a glance, the vivid elf is no different from the original.
Lingzilu pursed his lips, contracted his eyes, and finally, he couldn't help but ask: "How do you rejuvenate yourself?" ”
Yu Weisheng proudly puffed out his chest and looked like he was raising his eyebrows. "First of all, are you still satisfied?"
"Of course!" Zero Deer nodded convincingly.
"Does she matter to you?" Yu Weisheng is still unhurried, following his own train of thought to find the answer.
"Otherwise, how could she be the only one in such a conspicuous position!" Zero Zilu replied sincerely. Then, with a humorous smile, "Do you want me to describe the real feeling of regret when I saw her fall to the ground?" ”
"Silence is better than sound at this time! I see your expression. That's why it inspired me so much! Yu Weisheng nodded contentedly and appreciatively.
"You got the answer you wanted, what about mine?" Although Lingzilu can't wait in his heart, he still shows the appearance of a humble student.
"Hey! I just wanted to surprise you, but I forgot to show you the whole workflow!
However, a smart student like you can do it all!
Actually, at first, when I saw the treasure that was divided into two places, I may feel more sorry than you. Because, it was a gift that I thought I was satisfied with after searching all over the city, and it was also the first birthday gift that I could give you openly! So, it's even more precious!
You see, the eyes that are as clear as water with tenderness and smile, the delicate and classical beauty of the facial features, and the noble and elegant charm......
When I see her, I naturally think of you!
Although, it is not a body infused with gold and silver. But, in my heart, it is unique and noble!
Yes! Off topic! Isn't it? ”
"It doesn't matter! Because such a beautiful statement made me feel more excited than the answer I originally wanted! The sparkling eyes of the emotional Zero Deer were as deep as the undulating ocean.
Yu Weisheng pursed his lips and smiled happily, looked at the little fairy and continued: "Fortunately, there is a gap in the middle, which makes me pleasantly surprised to see the dawn of hope.
Got it! A disposable chopstick becomes a priceless treasure in an instant! ”
"The crystallization of love! I understand this realm!
I remember saying the same thing in some videos, meals made with love are more delicious! Zero Deer's clear gaze was still full of tenderness.
"Every word!" Like an infatuated parent taking care of a newborn baby, Yu Weisheng carefully held up the milky white bottom of his mother-in-law's lotus leaf shape with one hand, and with the other hand held the delicate back of the little fairy sitting on it, and put it back in its place with great respect and care.
After that, with a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked at it infatuated for a moment before turning around. Unexpectedly, his eyes unexpectedly met like water, and the Lingzi deer, who was also smiling, came to meet each other closely. Soon, he lost no time in reacting and stretched his lips.
The opponent's defense seemed to be superior, and he quickly stretched out a silky palm to block the incoming enemy, while cleverly reaching out and quickly taking down the lifelike knick-knack. As soon as he turned around, he leaned his back comfortably into his bosom, and while holding the delicate elf in front of him, he looked at it with a bright smile.
He took advantage of the situation and gently wrapped his hands around her waist, lowered his neck slightly, and his thin chin touched her smooth green silk, entering the same beautiful dream as her.
Looking at it, she suddenly reached forward and moved.
Because of the speed, or because the thoughts were held a little longer by the wonderful imagination, when he saw the little fairy's eyes with a deep pool and a blue golden smile looking at him sideways, his spirit couldn't help but tremble, stretched his neck, and said to himself: "It doesn't seem like this!" ”
"......" she chuckled and quickly covered her mouth.
"You?" Taking advantage of his surprise, he suddenly snatched it from her hand in a hurry.
She subconsciously reached out to fight, but it was already a step too late. Moreover, the opponent is not only on guard and heroic, but also full of ambition and determined to win.
He looked intently for a moment, and then reached out and moved her neck according to his original impression, trying to restore her to her original form. Unexpectedly, at first, the level view, then the side view, and now it has become a slight upward view. He couldn't help but move lightly a few more times in surprise, with different postures and seemingly different expressions.
"Alas! Style! Lived! He was as excited as a child in the past for the New Year, and kept changing tricks to perform hard in front of her, and kept muttering: "Great! A blessing in disguise! ”
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"Boss! Bad dish! I heard that the loan is stuck! Steward Zhang looked in a dilemma and was extremely embarrassed, but in the end, he was used to worrying, he still lowered his head and spit out the words that were under his tongue.
"I just heard a little bit of wind, too. Xiao Gou hasn't explained it to me in detail! Boss Yan, who had a sallow face, sighed, "Alas! You say, what's going on?! The house leaks and it rains again!
The wind and rain were smooth, but how could I feel that there was wind and waves everywhere! He said bitterly, burying his thin face in his hands, rubbing them vigorously a few times, and then, hanging his hands down, crossing them together on his abdomen, frowning sadly.
"Yes! Not to mention the grand show. I'm worried every day, and I'm really worried that something unexpected will come out of nowhere!
So, boss! I wondered, look, do we have to change our minds. Let's stop by the expansion! Steward Zhang reluctantly passed a desperate look to the other party.
Seeing the other party's cold face, his heart was also half cold. However, where the duty lies, so, I plucked up the courage again, "It's really a dilemma!"
I don't want to spoil your fun! It's really not in his position, not in his politics!
If you think about it, it's a worry that you can't get a loan! Because there is no money, there is no blood to create new life, and the expansion is not a hasty end, it is necessary to change the original grand plan, change the compound into a small courtyard, and simply slim down.
However, have you thought about it, in fact, if according to the current situation of the desolate and deteriorating restaurant, it is also a worry to take out the loan!
Have you thought about it, tracing back to the source, if there are no diners and no hematopoietic function, how will we repay these loans in the future?
You know, we're all mortgages. In the future, if you can't repay these loans, you will go bankrupt, and you will have to take advantage of your old capital! Although Steward Zhang was gloomy, his thoughts were quite clear, and he analyzed it well.
Boss Yan rubbed his dizzy eyes a few times, trying his best to make his cloudy gaze clearer and his gaze more distant. However, just as the red decay and green decrease, the passing years were secretly changed, and the final result was still not as expected.
So, I can't help but sigh sadly, "Alas! These days, these things, in my heart, have also turned mountains and seas to think about it.
As you said, there's no good way!
I don't know which god this touched? Well, it's all about getting rid of these nerve-wracking things!
There's no way, wait! Let's see if God is merciful! You tell me? Boss Yan shook his head helplessly.
"Alas! It's like walking at night and encountering a ghost, helpless! I had to do it first.
Wait for your time! Steward Zhang couldn't help but nod his head yes.
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Rain, suddenly. Moreover, the lower it goes, the bigger it gets.
Here, at this time of year, rain of this scale is not only rare, it should be said that it can be regarded as unusual.
However, judging from the timing of its arrival, it cannot but be said to be a good rain.
Because, in recent days, the weather has been unusually abnormal. Under normal circumstances, the drizzle should be patronized at two ends in three days.
Lately, however, the sky had been cloudless and blue, and the sun, though dazzlingly bright, was so fierce and so strong that it almost dried up the air. Even the slightest wind can make the dry dust fly.
What's more, one day, there was a wind on a large scale. As a result, if you don't breathe, all dusty scenes are inevitable.
Therefore, this unexpected hearty heavy rain has caused some inconvenience to people's travel. But, on the whole, it's quite gratifying. It not only cleans the flying ash and dirt all over the place, but also gives people a pleasing and fresh nature like a hibiscus out of the water, and also makes people smell a clean and moist breath between their noses.
Because it was an unannounced torrential rain, the people who were attacked had to be caught off guard and caught off guard. Except for some people who urgently need to run, they are in a hurry to grab some things that can be found nearby to cover their heads and faces, such as cardboard, plastic bags, and even some naughty young people even turn the back of their shirts up, cover their heads, and run wildly in the rain.
The solemn ones are only in the hall, under the eaves, looking forward to it. Anxiously waiting for the continuous rain line to suddenly break. However, looking up at the gray sky, it seemed that there was not much hope for a while.
Therefore, a familiar person sends an umbrella, or a car parked in front of you with an open door, it feels more than just warm and moisturizing. The kind of envy of everyone will give people a beautiful feeling of being loved by thousands of people, and even make people see the scene of the king or queen being admired and embraced by the stars.
In this anxiously waiting family, Zero Deer is one of them.
According to the time calculation, Yu Weisheng should come back this afternoon from a business trip. So, not only did she buy a large number of fresh foods that he liked to eat, but she also came to the flower shop and selected some delicate flowers. At this time, the rapid rain poured down desperately.
Although, she admires the crystal clear rain. However, the eagerness to go home and prepare for the work has overwhelmed the elegance of enjoying the rain on a regular basis.
In this case, traffic is very heavy, and taxis have become a darling. There were many cars passing in front of her, but as a result, hope was born from afar, and it was shattered when it came near.
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The windshield wipers kept running, but the speed of the car still couldn't be raised.
In fact, the real reason for this is not all because the rain is abundant and obscured the view. And not just because it's a strange city, and the path is not very familiar.
Going deeper, a large part of the reason is because of the beautiful face of the water town in the south of the Yangtze River, under this situation, it sprang out in his mind. The pleasure brought to him by that scene was like looking up in the dark night, only to be surprised to find a bright moon suddenly hanging in the sky.
She said that she likes the beautiful and moist water town, and she also said that she likes the pure green of Weirui. And here, the softness and warmth of women, the freshness and spirituality of mountain streams and springs are all available.
Now, he's there. So, I seem to feel closer to her.
Therefore, this temptation has caused him to slow down the speed of the car, and his eyes have lost no time in scanning the exotic street scenes on both sides of the road.
At the same time, as the unforgettable image in his mind gradually changed from clear to three-dimensional, many happy pictures of them together in the past also continued to emerge like shadows, and the bitter and sweet tastes were also accompanied by non-stop associations, all of which surged in his heart.
Although his eyes were hazy with tears, the reading of the past made his heart feel as comfortable as if it had been washed and moistened by the rain. Even if it costs a terrible price, he is still willing to enjoy this feeling of greed and joy in his dreams.
A little away from the next street corner, he took the opportunity to wipe his tear-filled eyes with a free hand. He took a deep breath, raised his gaze a little clearer, and glanced sideways at a street intersection on the right side of the front, ready to turn a corner.
However, at this moment, a casual glance between the unconscious, at that moment, made his heart that had just calmed down a little, but it was like reaching the height of a cliff, like a rapid bungee jump, bouncing to the extreme.
Although, at the moment, there is abundant rain. But his lips and tongue were dry, and he was dehydrated enough to race the steaming Sahara Desert. It was no longer the feeling of pulling his ears and cheeks, and its great power had made him speechless. Although, his heart was surging and his blood was gushing.
Although, the traffic rules are still familiar and catchy. However, in the place of violation, in full view of everyone, he was completely emotional, he still stopped the car mechanically in a daze, and stared at the figure under the eaves of the corridor not far away that made him unable to move.
Although, perhaps because of the need to disguise her identity, she tried her best to dress up. But even an ordinary large-brimmed soft hat obscured most of that beautiful face. However, he still recognized her at a glance. Because, for him, she has been implanted deep in his brain and marrow.
Although, a long time has passed, she still dominates like the sun in the sky, and it haunts him like a dream.
It has been said that memory also likes to sift through the good parts to make its collections. Besides, she was originally a beautiful image of a radiant person. So, though, he often tries not to let many vivid plots preconceived attack the city to invade his brain. However, often I still can't help but let those unforgettable clips follow my own train of thought like a serial.
"Be My Lover" is the song that can control his emotions the most, whether it is the beautiful original song or the lingering aftersound in his ears, he will be fascinated.
Although he knew that he was no longer qualified to have her, and that he had to accept such a made reality morally, he had been struggling to suppress his emotions. However, at this moment, he knew that he was still as uncontrollable as ever, and he was still a weak loser.
The lingering and soulful song lingered in his ears again, and the impulsive blood made him forget all other taboos and quickly open the car door.
However, as soon as one foot stretched out, at this moment, a beautiful car stopped beside her at an inopportune time.
When the door opened, a beautiful sky-blue umbrella was reached. Under the umbrella, a handsome man shone in the sun walked quickly towards her.
Warmly handed her the umbrella, followed by one hand lifted the thing beside her, and the other hand gently took her hand and kissed it affectionately. Then, the two looked at each other affectionately and sweetly and smiled, and walked to the car together in a lingering hug of love.
This warm and sweet picture made him, Gu Ruoyan, stop all his desperate actions, and the only thing he didn't do was to burst into tears.
The rain rushed into the car desperately, and he didn't realize it, completely ignored it, just a hot tear flowing down with the cool rain.
He would love to catch up, but what about catching up?!
Although, he has a strong and fervent affection for her. Her traces, her abode touched every tiny nerve in the deepest part of his soul.
But he wants to spill, only desperately.
But can he be so bold and selfish now?
Guts, he is not without it.
If he is facing some enemies or enemies, he will not have the slightest deterrence. However, the oncoming, in a sense, they are all his unforgettable benefactors.
Although, giving up her dream, he has thousands of reluctances. Still, he was bitter to know that she shouldn't be the kind of lose-or-lose rival between himself and his friends.
He knew that even if he was unintentional, it might give them a peaceful emotional life and cause great distress. And that kind of situation, whether it is reasonable or psychological, should not be what he is willing to give them.
He was heartbroken to understand that, in fact, he was not necessarily a welcome visitor in the eyes of the other party, and that he should have lost the right to taste that warm moment. The lucky person who can get along with her and grow old hand in hand is no longer him.
He can no longer be wishful thinking without scruples.
So, as if by inertia, he stepped on the accelerator, nervously playing the steering wheel, after following closely for some distance. As a bright bolt of lightning scurried past his eyes, a crisp sound of thunder pulled him back from his dreamlike state of intoxication.
He had to realize that just as the constant rain was the reality in front of him, it was what he should do to fall back from the fiery clouds to the cooler concrete floor.
The rain is still falling.
He let go of his hands and feet weakly, letting the shadow of the seductive car in his eyes shrink until the incessant rain mixed with sour tears blurred his gaze.
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He didn't know how long he had been driving along the river, and he didn't know where he was now, until the car stopped listening to him.
He didn't care if it was because of something wrong with the car's body, or because its soul was broken. It was only with a desolate feeling that it was aggravated, and he staggered out of the car that could no longer move, and came to the water's edge.
The water surface is wide and vast, and the current is thick and turbulent. The dynamic blue-gray tumbling rapids in front of him made his thoughts condensed by sadness enliven again.
Soon, through the gray rain and fog, he was shocked to find that not far ahead, there was an island that had been separated from the land by the diverted river.
Déjà vu! Finally, a drop of warm water slipped through his heart. Perhaps, the body and mind are wrapped in too much pressure and ice. Although, the starlight flashed, it could only bring tears to his eyes.
He subconsciously raised his cold hand, wiped the rain from his face vigorously, shook his hand heavily, and rubbed his eyes, in order to confirm that it was not a momentary dazzle.
He stared at it for a long time, and the images reflected in his brain many times convinced him that the land in the water was a real existence, not a mirage in the sky conjured up by a hazy eye.
To him, even an illusory hope is thousands of times better than utter despair!
When this information was confirmed by the emotional brain, he pulled his legs and ran forward. Ignoring the oncoming rain, the cold wind, and the potholes, mud and water weeds under their feet mischievously entangled.
When he came to this water, sweat and rain washed him heartily. Perhaps, not only cleared the dust on the body, but also temporarily washed away the helpless sadness.
So, although exhausted, the heart is precious.